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[ anyone who says any of the lovely precious people i follow don’t deserve the positivity they’re getting can meet me in the fucking pit. like. i get if you have something against seeing it on your dash, to each his own… but don’t send hate anons to people who are getting genuine joy out of their positivity. it’s a huge downer and i hate seeing all my lovely cinnamon rolls hurt by harsh words about their muses. ]

As a Bird with a broken leg, loving another bird with a broken wing was set up for failure

But as it ended you had to understand something about the bird with the bad wing, is that he was angry. He hated his wings. He fell and now they don’t work and it kills him. He’s angry, he’ll lash out and peck people who pass by, only because he is afraid and defenseless.

But when he fell out of love with me, me telling him that his wings were broken and he couldn’t fly anymore, wouldn’t make it better.

Im glad the last thing I said was kind, because reminding him that he hurts people and damages things, only makes it worse.

I will sleep now knowing that I am heart broken, and so is my little bird leg, that I myself am damaged, but never bitter..never bitter.

And now, he’ll never be bitter back.

—  the love of my life just dumped me. Via- ( not-in-on-the-joke )
  • Ben 23:*is in a crowd and can't find Malware 23*
  • Ben 23:this calls for drastic measures
  • Ben 23:*uses hands as megaphone* AZMUTH SUCKS!
  • Malware 23:WHO DARES TO DISRESPECT MY FATHER?
  • Ben 23:There he is.
To The Love Of My Life

I don’t know if there are any more ways that I can tell you that I love you
I could say “我愛你” or “Ich liebe dich” I could even say “Я тебя люблю”
But in reality, I just don’t really know how to say those.
I know you wanted me to go away, because I upset you and I really didn’t meant to, and I’m so sorry that I’m bothering you with this right now, but It’s so hard for me to keep the way I feel about you inside me for all this time. I’ve told you I love you so many times, it feels like the words don’t suffice. It’s almost like the words have become commonplace to us, and they don’t mean what they used to. I do so much more than love you. I need you, more than anything else. I’d rather die than not have you, so yes, I need you more than air, or water, even the blood in my veins, or the brain in my skull. Without you, there can be no me. Without our love, I am not myself. And in this world of seven billion people, the only person I want is you. The only person I love is you. And all of the thousands of languages that I could tell you, the only way I know how to tell you is “I love you” and I feel like no action can show you the depth of what lies in my heart for you every goddamn day of my life. When I’m miserable, I think of you, to help me feel better. When I feel alone, I remember the sound of your laugh, to remind me that you’re mine. When I feel empty, I remember your kiss, because it fills the empty space with my love for you. And I have to write these massive things to even feel like it means more than just “I love you” Because those words are everything to me. Those are the words that mean I want to marry you, the words that mean that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. The words that no person can ever explain what they mean, because it’s a feeling. A feeling unlike any other feeling. It’s a wonderful feeling. It’s a feeling that cannot be matched. A feeling that you, and only you, could give me. You are my life. You are the light. You are my heart. You are my love. You are my everything. You are my world. And you always will be. When I look at you, my heart still skips a beat, when I hear you speak, it still makes me want to smile. When you laugh, it still makes me want to laugh with you, and hold you, and love you. I love everything about you, even if it pisses me off, I love it because it’s you. There is nothing else in this world that I want more than you. And everyone has their passion. Art, music, literature, medicine, science, even religion. My passion, is you. You are the one thing that I love above all else, the one thing that I need undoubtedly the one thing that I want more than any addiction could ever make me want anything. I love you. I love you more than anything. I will always love you. I love you now. I loved you then. And I will love you every day for the rest of my life. I can feel it in my heart. I love you. I love you forever. I swear to you that I love you forever. Until the day I die.
Forever.