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being away from you...

being away from you absolutely breaks my heart. when i have to leave you my heart shatters into pieces. i can’t stand being away from you for so long. all i want is to be in your arms and feel you next to me. the longer i’m away from you the more my heart breaks and breaks. you’re all i want and all i need, but the distance between us is keeping us apart. i’m always counting down the days before i get to see you again, even though i never know exactly how long it will be. i just want to be showered in your kisses and wrapped in your arms. i want to hear your heartbeat as i lay my head on your chest. i want our legs and arms to be intertwined with each other. i want to give you soft kisses and be able to look into your beautiful eyes. i want to be able to hear you say i love you to me face to face and not through a screen. i want to hold your hand and tell you how much i love you. i want to be with you. but the distance is keeping us apart. and even when we are together it’s only for a few hours. i need more time with you. you are all i want and need. you don’t understand how i badly i need you. i need you so badly, it physically hurts to be away from you. the more we are apart the more i can feel my heart slowly breaking, and the only thing that can fix it is by being in your arms. i’m breaking being away from you. you are the only thing that can fix me. all i need is to feel your touch, feel you kiss me softly, look into your eyes. i’m so sorry that it has to be like this. if i could do absolutely anything to be next to you, i would do it in a heartbeat. you don’t understand how badly i just want to be next to you. we are away from each other for months and when we are together it’s barely for a day. it sucks so bad. i need you. the only thing that keeps me going is knowing that ill get to see you hopefully soon. i just need to be wrapped in your arms, hearing your heartbeat, kissing your soft lips, looking into your eyes, having our fingers intertwined, just being next to you. that’s all i want. it’s all i need. but sadly it can’t be like that. being away from you is breaking me.

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You know what I’ve just noticed? You know what breaks my heart?

In this scene, when Lexa tells Clarke “Ai gonplei ste odon”, and Clarke responds by “No, I won’t accept that”, you can see Lexa slightly smiling.

You’re driven to fix everything for everyone. 

Even in her last moments, Lexa lovingly smiles, and stares at Clarke. She’s staring at the girl who always makes the best decision for her people, the girl who never backs away from a possibility to make peace with her ennemies, the girl who always wants to save as many people as she can. 

With her last bits of strength, she smiles and stares lovingly at Clarke. 

What she finds is partly comfort, because she knows the girl she loves will always be herself. She will always seek the best in life. Even in the worst situations. 

But as we can see, Lexa has tears in her eyes. She unsuccessfully closes her eyes to hold back her tears, but knows some are still escaping. 

Now, do you believe Lexa, Commander of thirteen clans, a long time trained fighter and leader, who is used to suffering in silence, both physically and mentally, who willingly grabbed a sword with her bare hands, freshly and quickly slicing them in the way, would cry? 

Yes, taking a bullet freaking hurts, but Lexa wouldn’t cry at the physical pain.

Lexa is crying, because as much as she finds comfort in seeing that Clarke is, and will always be, herself in any kind of situation, she knows who she’s leaving behind. She knows that she’s once again abandoning Clarke, and that, once again, Clarke will be hurt because of her. Only this time, Lexa wasn’t the one to make that choice. 

This time, they’re not in the cold, dark woods near Mount Weather. They’re in Polis, the place that made Clarke fall for Lexa once again, a place reflecting hope, and life. They’re in Lexa’s home, a place where they exchanged rough, and yet sweet conversations, where Clarke found peace while drawing Lexa in her sleep, where she found Lexa’s fears and hopes for the future; but mostly, where they found each other, going desperately and hungrily after each other’s lips barely a few hours ago.

Lexa was never afraid of dying, but this time, she wishes she could just breathe a little longer, just to lay by Clarke’s side in their bed.

And this time, as Clarke kisses her goodbye, Lexa falls asleep for good, only wishing she could hold those lips against her own forever. 

*cough, cough*

Pairings- Bucky Barnes x Reader

Requested by anon- Bucky taking care of the reader, who is sick.

It was the perfect rainy day- you, your boyfriend, ice cream and movies.

You cuddled into him, spooning large amounts of ice cream into your mouth. It was like your fourth or fifth consecutive bowl.

“You know baby girl, eating too much ice cream’s bad for you,” Bucky warned.

You rolled your eyes.

“There’s no such thing as too much ice cream,” you told him through another mouthful. “Besides, the movie’s breaking my heart. I need ice cream.”

Bucky sighed as you went to the kitchen to get more ice cream There wasn’t any stopping you, of course.

You woke up coughing. Sitting up in bed, you began to retch- your throat and chest felt horribly tight and congested.

Bucky stirred beside you.

“Wha’s the matter, baby girl?” he asked drowsily.

“I-” you tried to speak but your throat felt constricted. You started coughing again, feeling as if you might cough your lungs out.

Bucky sat up too, looking alert.

“Doll, what’s the matter?” he asked, his brows furrowed in concern.

You motioned frantically to your chest and throat, your face crumpled in anguish.

 “Do you have a sore throat?” he asked slowly, tilting his head with just a small hint of smugness in his voice.

You pouted and looked as miserable as you could. He ran his cool metal hand through your hair.

“It’s alright darlin’. I won’t say I told you so.”

You fell back into bed, feeling sick and tired. Bucky slipped out and stretched himself as you eyed his abs.

Bucky went out, presumably to get breakfast. But he had actually gone to call the doctor, as you found out half an hour later.

‘Viral infection of the throat and chest’ was your diagnosis. Seeing as there weren’t any medicines the doctor could give you for viral, he left only advice- drink water and sleep well.

“Bah,” you said hoarsely, lying flat in your bed.

Bucky hovered over you. “Lemmi sit you up, doll, and then I’ll get you some soup,” he said.

You pouted, not budging. You weren’t in the mood to comply.

He sighed, before leaning in a little and sliding his hands under your body. You squirmed and resisted, but he picked you up anyway- with one hand slinging you over his shoulder, he used to other to set up your pillows, and then he put you down in sitting up position.

You scrunched up your nose is annoyance, crossing your arms- then having another coughing fit.

Bucky gently kissed your forehead. “You’re cute when your annoyed,” he said, before leaving to get you soup.

He came back with a steaming bowl of chicken soup on a small table, which he set down in front of you.

“I’m sick,” you tried to whine but it came out hoarse.

“I know,” said Bucky sympathetically. “Here, this oughta help.”

He blew on a spoonful of soup to cool it down, then tried to feed it to you.

You, however, were unhappy and very determined to be a total ass.

“I don’t want to eat,” you said pitifully.

“Oh, come on,” Bucky chided. “Come on, baby girl, open wide! Here comes the airplane!”

 You let out an amused wheeze, which was supposed to be a laugh, and Bucky poked the spoon into your mouth. You swallowed the warm soup, feeling a little better instantly.

“Feel less grouchy?” Bucky suggested, earning a weak punch from you. You snuggled into your pillows, scowling.

Bucky tried stroking your hair, but you dodged his hand.
“I hate being sick,” you mumbled.
 

Bucky put away the soup table and climbed on the bed, getting into the covers beside you. His arms wound tightly around his waist, he drew you near his warm chest and rested his chin on your head.

You coughed a little bit more, prompting Bucky to reach for the bottle of cough syrup on your night stand.

You immediately ignored the tickling in your throat, trying desperately to look as better as you could- no that that would work, but it was worth a try.

“Come on, sweetheart,“ he said, measuring out a capful. "This will help!”

You stuck out your tongue and pretended to gag.

Bucky exhaled in exasperation- you were a child when you were sick.
Grabbing your chin firmly, he made you open your mouth and tipped the horrible, sticky syrup down your throat.

You let out a cry and reached for the water bottle on your night stand, but Bucky was quicker- he neatly lifted it out of your reach.

 “(y/n),” he said, his face falling a little. “I’m trying to take care of you….”

See, that was the part of Bucky that just hit you right in the feels. You sighed and lay back down, nuzzling your face in his chest.

“You’re right, I’m sorry,” you mumbled.

 You could almost see him smiling as he held you close, burying his face in your hair as you began to doze off, uncomfortable and sick, but still somehow comfortable and well.

These are just some cheesy ass love songs for all your serenading needs.// LISTEN 

I’m a Believer - The Monkees // You Make My Dreams - Hall and Oats // Wake Me Up Before You Go Go - WHAM! // Love You Madly - Cake // I Believe In Miracles - Hot Chocolate // 500 Miles (I’m Gonna Be) - The Proclaimers // Aint No Mountain High Enough - Marvin Gaye // Come On Eileen - Dexys Midnight Runners // Everyday - Buddy Holly // Be My Baby - The Ronettes // It’s Not Unusual - Tom Jones // I’ve Just Seen A Face - The Beatles // Don’t Go Breaking My Heart - Elton John // Take Me On - A Ha // Wannabe - Spice Girls // Time After Time - Cyndi Lauper // Wouldn’t It Be Nice - The Beach Boys // I Can Hear Music - The Beach Boys // Every Breath You Take - The Police // Your Song - Elton John // Happy Together - The Turtles // Here Comes The Sun - The Beatles // In Your Eyes - Peter Gabriel // For Your Precious - Otis Redding // Don’t You (Forget About Me) - Simple Minds

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Do you like dogs and kitties? First you have my precious baby girl named Lady! Then you have my friend’s new kitty named Oreo!
(I’m so sorry about your heart break. Take the time you need to heal. I care. If you need to talk to someone, feel free to drop by in my messages. I promise I care, I promise I’ll listen! I’ve been through heart break, I promise it’s okay to talk to someone ❤)

When You’re Feeling Sad

A/N: I’m having a really rough night (week) and I needed some Dean love right now and words of encouragement. Everything feels incredibly daunting right now and I just really need a hug from my mom, but like college. I love you all. If you ever need to talk - I’m ALWAYS here. Always Keep Fighting.  (Unedited I literally wrote this in 5 minutes because my chest hurts) 

Dean X Reader Letter

Warnings: I’m not sure if this is triggering. I have some anxiety and depression and I kinda touch on those subjects but just caution I suppose if this is triggering. I’m not sure IM SO SORRY. 

Dear Y/N

Oh baby girl. If only I could be there with you right now. Don’t think I didn’t notice. I can always tell when you’re trying to hide yourself from me, your pain. And it breaks my heart that you feel as if you have to hide from me. Because you don’t. I’m gonna try to do my best here and put everything in to words. So you can have something tangible. Solid proof that everything I’m about to write – I wholeheartedly believe.

Sweetheart, I know how much it hurts. And I know that right now, it feels as if nothing is going right and that the world has turned against you. I know waking up is hard and I know that you have to force yourself to do normal things. And I know that the mirror is your worst enemy; more than any monster out there on this earth. I know that each time you get lost in your head, when you’re sitting there by your desk, trying to study and trying to go on with your life; that you feel this ache in your chest that doesn’t go away. It’s as if somebody had forced iron down your throat and it’s stuck there inside you. And sometimes the tears just don’t goddamn stop, and all this pain and misery feels as if it’s going to kill you.

I know it all.

Trust me. I’ve been there, sweetheart.

But just know that I’m here. I’m always here. No matter what time, any place, anywhere. Just close your pretty eyes and know that this heart inside my chest- beats solely for you. That every breath I take, every battle I fight; it’s all for you. Because I know that it feels like there is no one there for you; that no one cares about you. But I do. I do. So much it fucking hurts sometimes because there are not enough words in the English language that can describe just how much I care about you. How much I love you. How much I fight for you. Every evil son of a bitch that I take out is so that you can live on a planet that has one less demon to face up against. Because while the real ones are scary as hell, they’re nothing like the ones living in our heads. In your head.

I’m so proud of you, baby. I’m so proud of you when you wake up. When you brush your hair and put on that beautiful smile that I love so much. I’m proud of you when you go through out your day and come home safe and sound. And sure sometimes it’s gonna be hell. Some days are gonna be worse than others. And I know that you cry yourself to sleep sometimes. And that you feel so numb and so messy that you don’t even know where to begin. But I’m so proud of you anyways. Because you’re still here. You’re still fighting the good fight.

Sweetheart. If there is anything I have learned over the past few years, it’s that you gotta be kind to yourself. You work so hard, you love and you laugh and you’re so kind. But the words you want to scream to yourself, the haunting that goes inside your mind – you gotta push through and love yourself and treat yourself right.

You’re gonna be weak. And I’m still gonna love you just the same. You’re gonna cry. And I’ll be there to whisper in your ear how strong you are. You’re gonna wanna punch the wall and tear your hair out. And I’ll be there to kiss your tense knuckles and to rub your back so you can fall asleep.

I’ll be there. I’ll always be there.

This isn’t much, but I hope it’s enough for right now. 

I love you, sweetheart. 

Dean.

Los Signos como canciones de Lana del Rey

Aries: Ultraviolence, Cruel World, Off to the Races.

Tauro: Blue Jeans, Dark Paradise, Diet Mountain Diew.

Géminis: Born to die, Religion, My Best Days.

Cáncer: Pretty When You Cry, Old Money, Without You.

Leo: This is What Make Us Girls, West Coast, Carmen.

Virgo: Young and Beautiful, Million Dolar Men, American.

Libra: Radio, Music yo Watch Boys to, National Anthem.

Escorpio: The Blackest Day, Fucked My Way Up to the Top, Sad Girl.

Sagitario: Ride, Shades of Cool, Lolita.

Capricornio: Wait for Life, Money Power Glory, Lucky Ones.

Acuario: Because of You, Pawn Blues Shop, Brooklyn Baby.

Piscis: Videogames, Bel Air, Summertime Sadness.

[Extra] Breaking my Heart: Virgo, Géminis, Sagitario.

I used to really like long distance. I used to love missing you. Because in the past, I would push guys away when they would get too clingy and not let me have my space. But now, I want to spend every minute of every day with you. I love you baby. And every time either I leave your place or you leave mine, my heart breaks. It’s exhausting and I don’t know how much more of this my heart can handle.
—  Late night thoughts (October 12th)
Try Again PT 5

I frowned as I opened the door. Johnson and Gilinsky were playing with Lucas as I saw nate smoking and blowing the smoke in some girls mouth. Who by the way was wearing far too less clothing in front of my baby. Nate quickly closed the gap between then and they started making out. I felt my heart break into pieces.

“What the hell is this?!” I scolded. “I told you mommy. I told you daddy would hurt you.” Luke yelled to me.

“Wow nate. Giving you a second chance was a big mistake.” I scoffed as I picked Luke up.

“Thanks JJ, thanks G for watching Luke.” I smiled before turning on my heal.

“YN wait!” I saw nate get up and start to run after me.

“What Nate?!” I turned around to yell at him.

“I don’t know why you’re so mad? You told me you don’t want to be together? And we’re not even dating?!” He started to yell back. Luke flinched in my arms and hid his face in my shoulder.

“Goodbye Nathan.” I turned on my heal and left. It was a silent walk home. Luke didn’t feel like talking.

I walked through the door and put Luke down. He ran to his room and I walked to mine. I changed into sweats and put my hair in a high pony tail. I walked back out to the living room and laid on the couch.

“Hey Lucas.” I smiled as he laid on top of me. “I love you momma.” Luke whispered to me.

“I love you too.” I hugged him. “Does daddy do that a lot? Does he hang out with girls while you are with JJ?” Luke shook his head no.

He sighed. I nodded my head and we both drifted off to sleep.

———

I woke up to pots clanging around. “Lucas?!” I yelled as I quickly ran to the kitchen. “Jesus Justin, you scared me.”

He chuckled and glanced at me. “So I heard you were sad, so I made your favorite.” Justin smiled as he looked at me. I smiled and walked over to him.

“Thanks Justin.” I hugged him as he turned around. “Did Luke tell you?” Justin shrugged. “Just said you were sad, that’s all I needed.”

I took a seat at my kitchen table and Justin handed me a plate of pancakes.

“Very cute by the way.” He motioned to how I look. “I just woke up you ass.” I laughed at him. “Hey, I said you were cute.” He chuckled as he held his hands up.

“I saw Nate kissing another girl yesterday..” I randomly blurted out.

Justin slowly set the pan down and turned around to look at me.

“YN, you two aren’t dating, you made that very clear to him, if you like him you need to give him a second chance.”

“But Justin, I don’t feel like I can totally trust him! He told me he didn’t love me anymore!”

“Yes, but he said that to protect you remember? YN if you don’t give him another chance soon, someone else will take him.”

“Thank you Justin. I love you.” I smiled at him.

“Love you too baby girl.” He put the pan in the sink.

“Hey Ju-” my sentence was interrupted by a knock on the door.

I sighed and opened it. The second I opened it I immediately wanted to close it.

“YN wait.” Nate spoke as he stopped the door from closing. “What Nate?” He took a look at my appearance. “Is someone here with you?” He cocked his head to the side.

“What does it matter?” I scoffed. “It doesn’t but listen, we need to talk. I never meant t-” his sentence was cut short.

“Hey babe, I gotta go, I’ll see you later.” Justin kissed my cheek as he scooted past me. “Hey man.” Justin nodded to Nate as he walked to his car. I heard a growl escape from Nates lips.

“Are you fucking kidding me YN?!” “What the hell are you talking about?” I groaned as I made my way inside my house. Nate followed closely behind and slammed the door shut.

“How the fuck do you get off being mad at me and then go and sleep with someone?!” He yelled as he got closer to me. I backup up frightened at the height of his voice.

“First of all Nate, we’re not dating?!” I yelled back using his words against him. “Second of all stop yelling at me! Luke is sleeping!”

He let out a dark sigh before stepping closer to me. I backed up against the wall.

“Fucking hell YN. You confuse the absolute shit out of me. First you don’t want to be together, then when I kiss someone else when we’re not dating you get all pissy at me! I need to know YN. What do you want?!” His hands rested next to my face on the wall.

“I need you to tell me this. Do you want to be tied down? Do you want to have a family? Do you want to give up your life of fucking around with girls? Do you really love me? Or are you just fucking around with me? Nate. Luke needs a dad and obviously you’re not the one he needs. You may be his father but you will not be his dad.” He took his hands away from my face.

“I will always be his father, whether you like it or not YN, just because you are all confused and fucked up and hid him from me doesn’t mean I won’t be his dad anymore.”

“I’m only ‘fucked up’ because you made me that way! You can’t smoke in front of my child! You can’t have sex with girls in front of my child! What the hell is wrong with you! He’s THREE years old!”

“Your child? He’s my son too!”

“No nate! He’s MY child. I raised him! I took care of him! I was here for him! You weren’t! You left!” I pushed him away from me.

“I would’ve stayed! You never gave me the chance! You never told me! I loved you YN! Hell I still love you! I thought you deserved better! You didn’t need a douche like me in your life holding you back, I thought you deserved a real future, a better future!”

“Nate, none of that would’ve mattered if you were there with me! I only wanted you nate! I wanted OUR future! Not just mine.” I couldn’t look at him.

“Fine YN. I don’t want to be with you. I just want to be friends with you. I just want to be able to see my son and hang out with him. Can we atleast agree to that.”

“Fine Nate.” I walked away from him and sat on the couch.

“Can I go talk to him?” I nodded my head yes.

————————–


It’s been 2 weeks since nate and I agreed to be friends. It’s been going very well actually. He’s been coming over to spend time with Lucas and hang out with him.

“Hey Nate.” I smiled as I let him in to the house. “Hey YN,” he smiled as he came over to hug me. It hurts, he calls me YN instead of lil mama now.

“Lucas! Your dads here!” I called to him. He came running out with a piece of paper in his hand.

“This is for you.” He gave nate the drawing. I glanced at it, it was a drawing of me, Luke, and Nate. I smiled as Nate thanked Luke.

“Mommy?”

“Yes baby?”

“How come you and daddy don’t kiss? All mommies and daddies kiss..”

Nate smiled and cocked his head to look at me.

“Well baby, that’s a secret.” I smiled as Luke pouted.

“What do you guys wanna do today?” Nate asked as he sat on the couch.

“Park?” I asked him. He smiled and nodded. “Sounds perfect.”

Nate picked up Luke and I grabbed my purse as we walked to the park. It was a quick walk there.

Nate set Luke down and he ran to the playground. I sat on the bench next to nate and an old lady.

“You guys are a very beautiful family.” She told us.

“Act-” I started but Nate cut me off, “Thank you, I’ve very thankful for them both.” Nate confessed to her, he put his arm around me and pulled me close to him so our legs were touching.

“Don’t ever let her go, she’s a keeper dear. Look at the way she looks at you.” The lady confessed before getting up and walking away.

I laid my head on Nate shoulder and I felt him tense up.

“Sorry.” I picked my head up and scooted away from him embarrassed.

“No don’t be sorry lil mama.” He leaned forward and put his head in his hands. He let out a huge sigh before looking back up.

I bit my lip embarrassed as I sat and watched him. I think I’m ready to tell him I like him and want another go at being together. Ugh. This is gonna be painful.

“Nate I lik-”

“Hey baby! Never thought I’d see you here.” The same girl I saw him kiss came over and greeted him.

“You must be the mother of Nates child, we’ll soon to be my child too.” She giggled. What the hell.

“Excuse me?”

“Oh we’re engaged.” She smiled showing me her ring. My jaw dropped. I couldn’t do this. I couldn’t handle this right now. How the hell could he lead me on when he’s getting married.

“YN, this is my fiancé.” Nate spoke quietly.

——–
Sorry this took so long and it’s short. Ugh. Let me know what you guys think! I hope you enjoy it😅

Prince of Egypt Appreciation Week Day Seven: Character Appreciation 2

Yocheved

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Okay so it’s no secret that I adore Yocheved (just look at my icon for Pete’s sake). Even though I love her, this list is going to be a bit short because she’s not in the movie for a very long time. And as always, feel free to add your own!

Reasons why I love Yocheved:

1. Her singing in Hebrew to baby Moses, breaks my heart every time.

2. Hands down, she has the best character design in the whole movie. She’s absolutely gorgeous. Again, like Tzipporah, they didn’t give her European features which is great.

3. Her eyes are so expressive, the sadness in them is gut wrenching.

4. She’s just wearing regular women’s clothing for the time but she makes it look like a fashion statement. You go girl!

5. When she grabs Aaron out of the way to protect him from being seen by the Egyptian soldiers.

6. You can tell that she loves her children more than anything and she only has a few minutes of screen time.

7. THE RIVER LULLABY

8. The tear that runs down her cheek that’s so heartbreaking.

9. She has so much faith and strength. She sets her son adrift in the river, possibly to die, to try and save his life. To be able to send him off like that, she has to have so much faith that he will be okay and the strength to give him up. She does all this while caring for her other two children who are incredibly young themselves.

10. Her singing the line “Deliver us,” at both the beginning and the end of the movie. Just perfect!

Please add your own if you have any! Thank you! This week has been awesome! Special thanks to @somehow-you-will for organizing all this!

This!
These words are so true, being away from the one you love the most kills you inside. This weekend I spent with my baby, three days together and it’s still not enough. Although we had the most amazing time, loads of laughing, kissing and cuddling we’re now back to being apart. It was the best weekend of my entire life, I can’t wait to see her again, it’s been two days and I’m missing her so much already, it breaks my heart. We make the most of a bad situation, we always have. But you don’t realise how lucky you are to just be able to see the one that means the most to you whenever you want, any time or any place throughout the day. 229 miles apart and I love you with every piece of my heart ❤️
- D

anonymous asked:

Honestly hearts don't break around here by ed kinda gives me some AG vibes

“Every night I’ll kiss you you’ll say in my ear
Oh we’re in love aren’t we?
Hands in your hair, fingers and thumbs baby
I feel safe when you’re holding me near
Love the way that you conquer your fear
You know hearts don’t break around here
Oh yeah yeah.”

yeah, agreed.

You’re the reason my mom cried so hard when she found out I was gay.

She knew I would meet a girl so goddamn amazing, that I would practically melt after every glance you shot my way.
She knew I would meet a girl who would turn her warrior baby into someone so weak,
She knew I’d become someone who would break her own heart a million and one ways just to see a smile that would light up the room.

She knew that I would do anything to never feel like I did that day you left, even if it meant shot after shot, pill after pill, girl after girl.

Even if it meant that I would become so goddamn numb, that I would have to sit in the tub of boiling hot water just to feel an ounce of anything.

You’re the reason my mom was so afraid of me being gay.

She knew that I would lose myself while I was out there trying to find your heart.
She knew that I would bottle everything up inside when you told me that you didn’t feel a thing, until I would explode at the sound of a name that sounded a little too much like yours.

She knew that I would drown in a sea of girls every night just to feel half of what I felt when your lips touched mine.
She knew that I would fall so hard, with no one there to catch me.

She knew I would stay on the ground until my knees became bloody and my chest became so tight I couldn’t breathe or pray.

You’re the reason my mom wishes I loved men.

Because no man could ever hurt me with even his fists as much as hearing you say good bye left me completely and utterly broken.

Fuck your oppa's type

I guess I never saw the problem until recently. Black kpop fans (girls and boys) are all beautiful in your own way. Don’t let anyone, not even your “oppa” try to make you feel like you’re not. You’re of value, even if you don’t see it yourself, you. are. valued. You are loved, cherished and you’re worth everything in the world.

It breaks my heart to see young girls (and older ones too) say they want to bleach their skin or get surgery to look like a certain “type” like that’s extreme!

FUCK YOUR OPPAS TYPE. Okay? Be your own type!

You like your hair long? Grow it out (or get a weave, do you bae). You like short pixie cuts? Cut that shit boo! You like red, big curly hair like RiRi? Slay baby! You want to tattoo your eyebrows? Go to a professional please and do your thing! You want to be healthy? You go and be healthy! You want to eat pizza? Invite me over and we can share!

I understand the feeling of looking at your bias and thinking “Wow, he/she is so attractive. He/she would never find me cute/pretty/beautiful. He/she probably likes other Asian girls or white girls.”

FOR ONE, we’ll never know an idols type. Period. They could tell us anything and we’d believe it. They could say they like tall pale girls with long hair and nice legs then go and get married to a petite girl with short legs from another country with olive skin. You just never know. Don’t take those things so seriously. It’s all fan service and most the time it’s not for international fans.

I’m black and Spanish/Portuguese. I GET IT. I understand 100%. But I don’t understand how anyone, especially some boy with nice vocals can make you feel like you need to change yourself?

You know what idols love? When their fans are happy and healthy. So be happy and healthy. ❤️

signs as arctic monkeys lyrics

aries: it’s not like I’m falling in love, I just want you to do me no good.
taurus: your love is like a studded leather headlock.
gemini: she’s a silver lining, lone ranger riding through an open space in my mind.
cancer: there’s this image of you and I, and it goes dancing by in the morning and in the nighttime.
leo: you’ve got that face that just says, ‘baby I was made to break your heart.’
virgo: they made it far too easy to believe that true romance can’t be achieved these days.
libra: space age country girl, stone cold miracle, I want it all.
scorpio: everything’s in order in a black hole.
sagittarius: when she laughs, the heavens hum a stun-gun lullaby.
capricorn: I’d probably still adore you with your hands around my neck, or I did last time I checked.
aquarius: it’s an exploration, she’s made of outer space.
pisces: I’ve tried to ask you this in some daydreams that I’ve had but you’re always busy being make-believe.

Signs As My Favorite MCR Lyrics
  • Aries: "I'm drunk I suppose, If it looks like I'm laughing I'm really just asking to leave" (The Sharpest Lives)
  • Taurus: "You've got to make a choice if the music drowns you out, And raise your voice every single time they try and shut your mouth" (SING)
  • Gemini: "Well mother what the war did to my legs and to my tongue, You should have raised a baby girl, I should've been a better son" (Mama)
  • Cancer: "Love give me love give me love, I don't need it but I'll take what I want from your heart and I'll keep it" (Na Na Na)
  • Leo: "And what's the worst to take, From every heart you break, And like a blade you stain, Well I've been holding on tonight" (Helena)
  • Virgo: "And if your heart stops beating, I'll be here wondering, Did you get what you deserve?" (Dead!)
  • Libra: "Well they're never gonna get me, I'm like a bullet through a flock of doves, To wage this war against your faith in me" (You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison)
  • Scorpio: "Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading, So sick and sad of all the needless beating" (I Don't Love You)
  • Sagittarius: "Now will it matter after I'm gone? Because you never learned a goddamn thing, You're just a sad song, With nothing to say" (Disenchanted)
  • Capricorn: "Gravity, Don't mean too much to me, I'm who I've got to be" (Bulletproof Heart)
  • Aquarius: "And though you're dead and gone believe me, Your memory will carry on" (Welcome To The Black Parade)
  • Pisces: "And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me, For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me" (The Ghost Of You)