baby skin

Man, I’m a basic skin care bitch. I use dove soap and Aveeno body lotion on my face.

I do have to tell you though. I used to have the worst acne in high school. When I was 17 I went on accutane for 6 months. While taking it, my entire face peeled off in sections at a time, literal open flesh. I wore Vaseline all over my face. I had to get my blood taken in 4 vials every months to keep on eye on my vitals and liver. It made me crave iron like crazy.
In return, I had baby glowing skin for 20 years. I never saw my pores.
I’m 38 now. I do see my pores now and I do get some hormonal pimples. I can’t go 2 minute out of the shower without lotion or I will feel like a molting lizard. I still have to apply chapstick every 20 minutes to my lips.
I don’t know if this has anything to do with it, but I get a cold rash when cold air hits my skin.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

Do you remember the Shapeshifter AU?
Yes, we are still super into this hellhole ( ͡◉ ͜ʖ ͡◉)
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