This was the most exciting day of my life, Matt and I have been dating for a while, a long while and ever since he went on tour we’ve not seen each other, of course I missed him but he was doing what he adored to do, every night we would skype and he would tell me all about his day.
I booked a flight to Miami and sat down in my assigned seat in the plane and placed my headphones on, I wanted to surprise him and that meant I shouldn’t post any pictures on instagram that would give the surprise away.I am so lucky to have the seat next to the window, I looked to my right and I saw a woman maybe in her early twenties, sit down next to me. I smiled at her and returned to listen to my music which was Break Free by Ariana Grande.
After about 2 hours the woman next to me tapped my shoulder “Hey sweetie, are you okay? you seem nervous and uncomfortable” she spoke softly, I let out a breath and nodded my head once “I’m fine, I’m going to surprise my boyfriend” I told her with a reassuring smile on my face, she chuckled “So am I, actually he’s my fiance”. So we spent the whole plane ride talking about the love of our lives, and she told me about Roger (her fiance) who is working in this big company that his father owned and that she was expecting a baby which is why she was going to see him.
The plane finally landed and I went down and grabbed my baggage, I said bye to the woman and we went our ways, I grabbed a taxi and told him the address of the hotel and he kindly took me there, so I figured Matt would be roaming around the hotel so I got a reservation at the hotel a block away just incase. I paid the man and went up to the hotel that I was staying in and got the room’s key. I went upstairs and unpacked then took a shower and dressed myself but not fancy, Matt liked it when I was comfortable in the clothes I was wearing. I grabbed my phone and went back downstairs and started to walk to his hotel, I smiled at the doorman who opened the door and greeted me “Morgan?” I heard a voice say I turned around and saw Nash “Hey Nash!” I replied and gave him a quick hug “What are you doing here?” he asked giving me a hug back and a placed my index finger on my lips and made a ‘shhh’ sound “I’m here to surprise Matt” I told him and he smiled “here take my key, we share a room so..” he paused and handed me the key card thingy “our room is on the 11th floor and its room 135” he continued and I mouthed thank you before going upstairs.
I reached the room and my heart was racing, I felt like a ran 3000 miles, I took a deep breath and opened the door quietly, I slowly stepped in and didn’t expect to see what I saw… Matt was sitting on the couch with a girl beside him and they were making out, my heart broke into million of pieces, I took a step back but bumped into a table causing Matt to look up and we made eye contact “Morg, baby..” he said shocked and I shook my head and ran out, I kept running and instead of taking the elevator I took the stairs, I reached the lobby and I kept running, I couldn’t see clearly cause of all the tears so I bumped shoulders with Nash “Morgan? Morgan!” I heard Nash yell but I kept running, I crossed the street not even bothering to see if there was any cars, I ran towards my hotel and got into my room shutting the door behind me, I leaned towards it sliding down the door crying, I felt so shitty, why would he do this to me? What have I done?
After a few minutes I heard a knock on my door, I stood up and wiped my face, I opened the door to see Nash looking at me with worried eyes, I gave him a fake smile and he quickly pulled me in for a hug, and I lost it again tears started pouring out of my eyes as I hugged him “Everything will be okay, I promise” he cooed into my ear then moved us inside, we sat down on the couch and he took really good care of me, he made us food and we spent the night talking, I cried again a few times but he made it better, somehow.
The next morning I woke up and noticed I slept on the couch with Nash, I slowly stood up and checked my phone I had;
15 missed calls from Matt <3
4 messages from Matt <3
4 voice mails from Matt <3
I hesitated to look at them but I did, he said in all messages how much he missed me and he said he wanted to see me, I looked behind me to see Nash awake, he smiled at me and I smiled back “Matt wants to see me” I told him and his smile disappeared “oh..you should see him” he nodded and stood up “I should get back, see you later” he kissed my forehead and left. Why was he acting strange? I shrugged it off and changed clothes then went to meet Matt at his hotel.
Arriving there I noticed Matt and he wanted to hug me but I declined it “I’m so sorry, Morgan” he said to me holding boths my hands “why?” was all I could manage to say “I felt alone, I don’t know why but I felt like I had no one” he spoke and I frowned “You had me, Matt! You always had me…” I spoke to him with a tear running down my cheek
At that moment he cupped both of my cheeks and made me look into his eyes “I’m so sorry for hurting you, I never wanted this, I promise I would make it up to you princess, I promise” he whispered placing his forehead against mine “Please take me back” he continued closing his eyes, I loved him…I loved him so much, and I know you might be saying “If you love him, let him go” but I couldn’t, he is the person that I loved the most, he is the only thing I got, he is the only one who was making me smile “I love you” he said and when he opened his eyes I saw that he really meant it “I love you too” I whispered and smiled “so that means you take me back?” he asked and I nodded, suddenly this smile appeared on his face and he picked me up, I laughed and held onto him tightly.
Seeing Morgan with Matt again kind of made me sad, I guess when we were talking last night I felt somesort of connection between the both of us, but who am I kidding? She will always love Matt no matter what happens…I guess I have to deal with that, I don’t know how I’m going to do it but I should, I can’t have feelings for my best friend’s girlfriend.
(hey Morgan I know this is really really long but I hope you liked it, if anyone else has a request send it to me, and I will do it asap :) have a good day guys, love you -Mags :* )
“Oh, Morg… *hic* Y’know, I kinda like this Zed guy.. *hic* I also wish I had impressive breats just like you, y’know…” she mumbled, sitting totally wasted in a corner, and beginning to cry for no reason.