baby fought so hard

Today I woke up to the news that a toddler has been run over and killed. I don’t know who it is yet, but a lot of my friends know who it is, so I probably know them too.

Today I woke up to news that a friend who has tried so long and fought so hard to have a baby, lost the baby. They were in the home stretch too. Three weeks away from delivery. She spent the entire first trimester in the hospital and was so in love with that baby.

Today, I woke up to news that a guy I went to high school with passed away yesterday. We weren’t close. He was one of those guys that I liked in school, not liked liked, but he was a cool guy. He was funny. He had a wife and a little girl. On Friday he posted a meme about how only the good die young, thankfully I’m an asshole. He even captioned it “I’m going to live forever”.

I have no great philosophical thing to tie this post together. The day is starting with a lot of loss. Don’t feel sorry for my loss. It’s not really mine. All of these folks are just outside my circle. Their circles intersect with mine. It’s just a bummer.

There are no gifs tagged existential bummer.

anonymous asked:

May I request a bit of angst?While Chocobros away on some Royal-Related business their pregnant S/O got attacked(cause assassins and such) which results in premature birth and S/O near-death state(child survived).How would they deal with it?

Oh my god, yes, yes, SEND ME MORE ANGST PLEASE. I’m going with the pre-everything-goes-to-hell timeline for this, but if you want a 10 years later headcanon with this, feel free to send another ask!

I’ll put this in the timeline right around the end of chapter 8. Everyone at Cape Caem has been minding you and the baby in all of these headcanons

These are extremely long so I’m putting them under a cut!

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“Nothing is forever.” 

The Tragic Heroes AU™ squad, featuring Doe, Jack, and Charles. The poor babies. They fought so hard and lost it all. 

DONT WORRY THO IT’S JUST AN AU

TOOK ME 3 EXCRUCIATING DAYS TO FINISH BECAUSE DAMN WORK

Characters [vvv] © me

  • Astroframe skinned Mag - Doe/Shika Kohaku
  • Volt Prime - Jack/0220
  • Limbo - Charles/Zasmorgus

Still can’t sleep. My Goodbye post didn’t even begin to touch all the things I found horrible about this episode/season.

But one thing that’s keeping me awake right now-Emma invites Regina to go to Granny’s with the rest of her family AND REGINA FUCKING SAYS NO. I REPEAT. REGINA MILLS TURNED DOWN EMMA’S INVITATION TO BE WITH HER IN THEIR LAST MOMENTS AFTER EVERYTHING EMMA HAS DONE FOR HER AND AFTER EVERYTHING THEY’VE BEEN THROUGH. THEY ARE ALL ABOUT TO DIE IN MINUTES AND REGINA GOES TO BANISH HER SISTER INSTEAD OF BEING WITH HENRY, EMMA AND THE TWO IDIOTS AND BABY NEAL. WHAT. IN. THE. ACTUAL. FUCK??!!

Now this is huge coming from me, because I have NEVER bashed Regina ever. For years people have been saying how Robin ruins Regina and how her character has been assassinated because she always chooses Robin over Henry. But still I didn’t see it. But tonight bitch….OMGAWD. 

So Savior Regina was just a myth?

Nothing about Camelot actually mattered?

No closure for Guinevere and Lancelot?

Guinevere is still being controlled by Arthur?

That pointless, tacked on episode with Merida, Mulan, and Ruby really was so they could “plant the seeds” of the LGBT relationship, and they didn’t even confirm that Mulan was gay in it?

THEY HAD EMMA AND REGINA LEAD THEIR SON HENRY INTO HELL AFTER RUMPLE JUST TOLD EVERYONE HOW THE UNDERWORLD IS THE WORST PLACE EVER??!

So Robin and Regina just left behind the baby they fought so hard to get? I mean if we’re bringing Henry, might as well bring Baby Hood and baby Neal, am I right?

EVERYONE IS GOING TO THE UNDERWORLD FOR HOOK? HOOK- WHO JUST TRIED TO KILL THEM ALL INCLUDING HENRY AND HAS BEEN EMOTIONALLY ABUSING EMMA FOR THE PAST FEW EPISODES AND JUST CHOKED OUT REGINA?!! 

Plus they shat ALL over Rumbelle. Haven’t the Rumbellers been through enough? And didn’t they already go through this EXACT same plot??!

They had Emma say “I will always find you” about Hook. They had Emma say….

And for the kicker, because this REALLY fucking pissed me off: THEY HAD HOOK AND EMMA PARALLEL REGINA AND EMMA AT THE END OF SEASON 2. Hook being all “let me die as a hero. I want you to remember me as this” was a COMPLETE RIPOFF of Regina’s “Everyone sees me as the Evil Queen. Please, let me die as Regina.” That shit is just disrespectful. I’m sorry. Those are one of the few sacred SQ moments. It’s like if they’d made Emma and Regina make out on the Jolly Roger or some shit.

Sigh. I’m getting angry all over again.