to anyone who is thinking about killing themselves tonight.
I could give you a million reasons why you shouldn’t but I will give you five because I’m lazy and running on three hours of sleep.
1. I know what you’re feeling, you may look at me, see my picture or my posts and think, “how could she possibly know what I’m going through,” well I do. I used to be very religious, and I just stopped once my depression was getting worse and I couldn’t handle a relationship with my self let alone God. it will get better. I fucking promise you just have to believe, even if it’s super tiny and it’s like super super tiny you just have to have some faith.
2. When you’re feeling down, talk to me. or talk to people who make you feel like you matter, because even though you don’t think you do well sucks cause you’re amazing and you matter more than matter itself. (science pun maybe?¿)
3. you are a existing human being, you were put on this world for a god damn reason. if you ever feel like you want to die, watch like a five minute video on how you’re created and how fucking complicated it takes to be created and yes you I’m talking to you, THE PERSON READING THIS, yes you. You were created for a reason, wether or not you’re some kind of vacuum or an alien who doesent go through the ten month complicated life style and pregnancy your mother dealt with or maybe you’re just a regular human being. wether or not you’re this or that, you were made for a reason. when your dad ejects you etc bla bla, you were the sperm cell that won, so even though you’re depressed and suicidal I don’t know you that well but I do know that, YOU WERE STRONG ENOUGH TO BATTLE THE VAGINAS TOXINS WHICH KILL SPERM YOU TRAVELED TO YOUR MOMS EGG AND BATTLED OFF YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS. you won. you’re strong enough to beat millions of other little guys, you can beat life to.
4. I love you. maybe you don’t see it, but step back from my point of view. I love all of you guys, (except the weird creeps who message me for sex..). (p.s, please stop). step back, it may suck right now but you’re existing for a reason and until you find that reason life may be hard for a little bit but you can do this. because I love you and your family loves you.
5. YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO DIE UNTIL YOU MEET ME AND WE RAISE DUCKS TOGETHER OR COATIMUNIS AND IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE WELL GOOGLE COATIMUNDI BABIES AND YOULL BE LIKE SHIT I HAVE TO LIVE FOR THESE GUYS. well that’s what I do anyway when I’m really sad.
when I’m sad, I watch tons of Netflix shows like family guy that make me happy or talk to you guys!