imagine you coming home to luke to his apartment and feeling like shit bc this whole week has been the worst week of your life and u dont know why. your heart feels empty and it scares you sometimes. all you want for yourself is to be happy but someone you feel like you are a plastic bag. so when you walk into the kitchen to grab a water bottle, luke comes in the kitchen and is obviously in a great mood and goes "hey i made you some pasta bc i know you had a long day" and he has a big smile on+
his face and you look up at him and you shake your head and close your eyes and push pass him which slightly worries luke and you walk into the bathroom and start to run the bath and close the door and get into the hot bathtub, you pull your knees into your chest and wrap your arms around yourself. and you feel everything hit you all at once and before you know it you are crying almost sobbing. suddenly you hear the door creak open and knowing it was luke you didnt look up and you feel his his face and you look up at him and you shake your head and close your eyes and push pass him which slightly worries luke and you walk into the bathroom and start to run the bath and close the door and get into the hot bathtub, you pull your knees into your chest and wrap your arms around yourself. and you feel everything hit you all at once and before you know it you are crying almost sobbing. suddenly you hear the door creak open and knowing it was luke you didnt look up and you feel his fingers run through your hair and him whisper “what’s wrong baby?” and you look up at him with teary eyes and he is sitting on the toilet lid and his eyes look so concerned for you and you shrug your shoulders and bit your lip from crying again and u start to shake from holding your tears in and luke goes “baby” with the :-( face and goes “steph do u want me to wash your hair for you” and you look up at him and nod your head and he presses a quick kiss to your forehead and leaves the bathroom to come back with a plastic cup in his hand and sits down on the floor right beside the bathtub and goes “come here angel, let me take care of you” and you are resting your back against the tub silently letting the tears leak from your eyes and he is applying shampoo to your hair, running his fingers through your scalp, and you feel slightly better from your boyfriends treatment. and after he rinses the shampoo and conditioner from your hair using the plastic cup, dipping it in the water and and his heart breaks seeing you like this so he comes up behind you and wraps his arms around your waist and gently leaves a kiss on your shoulder and whispers into your ear “I understand you are going through a lot right now, but i want to let you know im right here, steph” and he has a smile on his face and you both make eye contact through the mirror til you turn around to look at him and you just stare at him and he sighs and grabs both sides of your face so he is cupping your face and and gently kisses your nose and says “i love you and i want you to get better, okay angel?”
I’M FUCKING CRYING HOLY SHIT DFSGHDAJK ˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥᷄⌓˂̣̣̥᷅ )‧º·˚ bby everything about this i just….idk this really hit home and i loVE it and i love luke and i love you and THANK U and now i’m going to cry myself to sleep bc of how lovely this is but also bc i want luke to wash my hair and call me angel!!!
These are my children from a wip comic of mine (Lucio Ropello, Sye Herk, Glas Vale, Fenix McLanet, Belle Honeylace and E.L.F (Evans Lucas.Fred)) still haven named it yet cu im picky as hell (and off course another reason to draw clothes :P)
some “related” thing among them(or spoilers I guess):
So, since I have some time now, I thought I would make a post for the Healthy Pregnancy Spell Jar I was talking to @witchy-woman and anon about today because YAY BABIES💚💚💚💚
I made this to do when I’m ready for another baby, so here it is💚
For fidelity, love, and healing.
Encourage and strengthen love. Protection.
Prenatal vitamins (incorporating those in a jar, that’s a good idea-right???) Since you’re taking those vitamins to support not just your health, but your baby’s health and growth, I think the intent works pretty well with the spell💚
Happiness, love, money (you’ll need that with a baby because diapers are expensiveeeee), and blessings💚
Fidelity, marriage, and peace.
Angelica essential oil:
Protection. Calms and settles nerves.
This can also be used as a fertility spell as well!
Ps I’m sorry my posts look wonky I’m on mobile ): the (also, fertility) are referring to the ingredients above it!
imagine one day, years in the future, Dan and Matt have a baby and when Neil and Andrew visit Andrew won’t touch the baby, will barely speak around the baby because he’s too afraid he’s going to somehow hurt the baby. Neil is nervous around the baby too but he holds her for a few minutes, so gently with his arms locked to not hurt her, to prove to himself and Andrew that neither of them are dangerous to the people they love anymore
It makes me very very sad to see all the new top fans that are coming in and beginning to treat Tyler and josh much like directioners treated the members of one direction. They’re so young that I think they don’t really grasp the concept that they’re not untouchable. The stuff we say and do affects them Ya know? Like It’s NOT ok to grope them it’s NOT ok to fetishize them it’s NOT ok to think of them as gods because they’re human. Just like us and they need good honest support that doesn’t include “lick me Tyler!!!!!” Or some other sick comment on a platform that’s public where they could easily see it. The disconnect that I’m seeing with the influx of younger fans feels like it’s starting to affect the band. let’s just stop with this bs and go back to supporting each other like it was supposed to be. They need to be respected again.