I felt like I didn’t get a chance to say a lot before, 
so I wrote a letter last night. Ah, I’m nervous. 
Time is really going by fast. I thought of something like this:
 ‘Will I still be doing this job after 10 years, 20 years? 
If I decide not to do it, I’ll be forgotten. And even if I say 
I will do it, will these guys (fans) still protect me?’
Ever since I was younger, I had this emotional scar. 
I didn’t like showing my feelings, 
and I believe that everyone here will know that not showing it 
is part of my personality. 
But it’s not that I’m closed off, it’s just I don’t like things
being repeated and replayed. I’m really happy to think that there 
are people who actually like each and every aspect of this personality. 
That’s why I wish to remember every moment, and I wanted to only show 
myself smiling and working hard. Truthfully speaking,
I’m hurting a lot right now. Because I’m hurting even though
I don’t want to hurt, 
I only feel sorry and apologetic towards everyone. I’ll promise to 
not get hurt in the future. I really wanted to stand onstage. 
And I’m so happy because I’m with the people that probably waited more 
than anyone for me to be onstage. 
I dedicate this to you guys who stayed by my side for a year, 
which can be a long amount of time to someone or a 
short amount of time to another person. 
Thank you. 
If you wait just a bit more, you’ll be able to see it. I love you.

- Kim Him Chan 130224 Live on Earth in Seoul.