DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT.
So. I can’t really talk about it publicly I guess but basically I have been waiting for Jerkface to get his comeuppance since October and I just found out that he got away with everything. Again. I had selfish reasons for wanting this to work out. I just wanted to be left alone. Apparently, that is far too much to hope for. It will never happen. He will outlive me. I know that much. So, every moment I breathe I will have to worry, all because the world just lets him get away with everything. Sorry for being all dark and cryptic. I am so tired. I was feeling comfortable again and it was all because I didn’t think I would have to worry about him anymore. I got back on Facebook. I took selfies. I let my art group take pictures of me. I have tentatively started using Twitter. This is ALL because of recent developments with him. He scared me off of social media before. I didn’t think this would happen because he has been so careless. I was wrong. I am always wrong every time I feel optimism. He got away with everything. AGAIN.