okay i said i was gonna tell yall what was going on and i really wanna ask this girl to be my gf bc we’ve been talking for a while (gonna be 1 month in 2 days) and shes so cute and we both like each other but i’m so scared she’s gonna say no :(
like, she has already said that shes not talking to or going out w anyone else bc she likes me, but still!!! i’m so scared!! she lives in england and its really far but i’m probably going there in december so thats already something, i guess. i made like a playlist on spotify w cute songs and i wrote a little text that i wanna read to her and it was so hard bc the first letter of each song is the proposal and i’m p sure if she says no i’m gonna cry and itd be awful
Harry used to talk about him like that once, months ago when he wouldn’t let himself linger on touches that lasted a beat too long or looks that held unspoken promises. Back then it’d been easy, with the hiding of feelings, now it’s all a mess, complicated and hard. He doesn’t know where one feeling starts and another one stops, how he’s supposed to figure it all out. He doesn’t know where to begin, which thread to pick up and begin untangling, where it’s going to lead him if he does. He doesn’t know if he wants to find out.
or, Harry finds that he can’t ignore his feelings for his best friend when the months start ticking down to Louis’s graduation.