i did something i already regret. but, itll help me and you.
i said goodbye.
and, its going to fucking suck, not hearing your voice over the phone and not seeing your smile when we facetime. but it will be better for both of us. i can get clean. you can further your relationship with greg. you can be happier and healthier and ill find someone eventually.
my heart will always yearn for you, but it’ll learn to distract itself from the smell of your hair or the way your eyes flutter when you laugh.
I remember this one time where two of my guy friends were sitting next to each other as always and when we received our scored test papers, one of them laughed at the other’s score and the argument they had was amazing
Person B: HOW COULD YOU?? HOW COULD YOU LAUGH AT ME WHEN I’M AT MY WORST??
Person A: Your score is so stupid haha what the hell—
Person B: THAT’S IT!! WE’RE THROUGH!
Person A: No— wait! Please, forgive me! I can change!
Person B: IT’S TOO LATE FOR THAT! YOU HAVE RIDICULED ME FAR ENOUGH! I AM FILING A DIVORCE!!
Person A: But— But what about our baby?!
Person B: I’M TAKING THE BABY WITH ME! HE DOESN’T DESERVE TO KNOW WHAT KIND OF FATHER HE HAS!
Person A: No!! Please, I love you!
Person C: What the fuck bro he just laughed at your test score how did you even turn that into something out of a drama jfc
height:5'5″ (average like everything else in my life)
last thing googled: “reasons your eyeballs stretch” (I’m norMAL I SWEAR)
favourite music artists: SEVENTEEN TEEN TEEN, day6, bts, pentatonix, laurie darmon, the bird and the bee, beyoncé, ruth b, LiSA
song stuck in my head: home by edward sharpe, specifically this part:
‒ Jade? - Alexander? ‒ Do you remember that day you fell outta my window? ‒ I sure do‒you came jumping out after me. ‒ Well, you fell on the concrete, nearly broke your ass, and you were bleeding all over the place, and I rushed you out to the hospital, you remember that? ‒ Yes, I do. ‒ Well, there’s something I never told you about that night. ‒ What didn’t you tell me? ‒ Well, while you were sitting in the back seat smoking a cigarette you thought was gonna be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you, and I never told you ‘til just now!
last movie watched:zootopia (good shit good shit)
what are you wearing right now: some roots sweats and a v v big sweater (y’all I wish I was more interesting)
what do you post: svt texts, literally anything seventeen (i wish i had an aesthetic)
why did you choose your url: OKAY. So “Mr. Dumbbell” was Hoshi’s pre-debut nickname and b/c BIAS and my (nick)name(s), “dumbbelle” was literally the perfect choice? I literally spent an hour thinking of this and wondering how much I wanted to sacrifice being associated with fitblrs to match with Hoshi, and well,,, here,,, i,,, am,,,
do you have any other blogs: lolnope
what did your past relationships teach you:love idols not boys don’t sweat the small stuff!!!
favourite colour:lilac purple, periwinkle blue, blood red, DK yellow (get it ‘cause sunshine) AND WHO CAN FORGET:
average hours of sleep: Anywhere from 3-5 on everyday but Sunday, when I get around 7 (dw, i’m alive and functioning just fine lmao)
lucky number: 15
favourite character: wow why’d you gotta do this to me?? but probably hawk from seven deadly sins and marvin from the hitchiker’s guide to the galaxy
how many blankets do you sleep with: four, two, or zero
dream job:who needs a job i just wanna be rich an urban planner? It always switches but as of yesterday, this is it. the dream. the goal.
I don't know if others have noticed this but they call her a new girlfriend despite he having been around for 10 months. That is not on accident. They are trying to paint her like she isn't a cheater and make their relationship seem less shitty.
Maybe anon, or maybe it is just a case of click bait and JJ getting hold of a legit photo from Getty Images and running with their own narrative? I personally can not buy a 10 month relationship. I can’t even figure out when he had time to foster this “relationship” at all. He knows her a lot longer than 10 months, so when they began “dating” is anybody’s guess. I know, I know…concert in April, Montreal in July…I can’t really remember the exact months…but none of that a relationship makes. And, she was still dating B in March! Anything M has done in her personal life is something she has to own. I don’t think any tabloid gives a shit about protecting her reputation. JMHO
Seeing dirty requests for characters like milton or gabe is the weirdest thing for me because they look like innocent vanilla dudes. like i cant see it playing out with them being awkward or blushing the whole way through lol
Oh my god XD me too! I’m like always SHOOK when i read some of the requests for them and i’m like “b-but he’s a sweet innocent cinnamon roll…he’ll be blushing the whole time…” BUT…Then again 😏 i’m like maybe they can surprise us or maybe they would end up loving is so much because it’s just that overwhelming XD