kimheenim: Firstly I’m writing this post with sorry heart to the members whom I’ve promised to not write post that are full of meaning on SNS. The people who knows will know that due to the car accident that I had 11 years ago, I’m haven’t been able to use my left leg properly. But even so. I’ve been having fun doing activities enjoyably so far and no matter how much pain I was in, I would do it while smiling. I’m not sure if it’s because time has passed, but I’ve also started to be easily frightened. Like what I said on Life bar not too long ago, the severe pain on my ankles has become worse and has been happening more frequently.
Once in a while, people around me would jokingly say “aye~ it’s probably healed after 10 years~”. Are you lying on purpose just because you don’t want to dance?” and I would just lest pass while forcing a smile. I did variety since before I debuted and in some ways, because I’ve been living a smooth and happy life through doing variety program. I thought that I should always smile and show image like I wasnt affected.
Seriously this is how humans are like If you tried to fight it with a mind control of saying ‘i am okay’’, ít will get better’ but your body wont be able to follow, you will will fell even more pain fronthe inverse proportion of your positive thinking
In conclusion, Super Junior will have a comeback on 6th of November, Because it’s been a long time since we have a comeback, all the members and the fans are all excited and I’m as expected is excited too. But it seems like I’ll be probably not be able to do activities normally. I would like to convey how sorry i am once again to members and fans who have waited for a long time.. I have absolutely no confidence at all.. as someone who have such thoughts all these time in my heart, I’m ashamed to face the members and the fans now. I ask for understanding for the excuse of ‘I have to work hard on doing variety program and promote the album!’ And if i’m able to receive your forgiveness, I will be even more thankful and I will smile while receiving the rehabilitation treatment and try to gain strength
For the people who might be displeased after reading my long post that was filled with selfishness, I would like to apologize to them while ending my post here..Everyone please be careful not to catch a cold and even if it’s annoying, please put on your seat belt while in the car.
eunhyukee44: hyung try searching well for the road that we will be able to walk together. ©