awwwe those days

For Megan,

Happy Birthday you silly dork!!!<333

I feel so happy, to be able to see you alive and safe, after everything that you’ve been through. It’s kind of hard for me to find the right words for such a message, im not that good at explaining or talking;;;, but as nerdy as this message will come out i guess it wouldnt matter. ;^)

Everytime i check your blog, i see it full of love from people and from you aswell, which aways cover the sad moments the blog had. I still remember the first day i found your blogs, the first day i baked a cake as a gift, drawing you stuff although i suck at drawing;;; , or the emotional messages- ah man ,were those so long ago? It literally feels like yesterday. And months by months you seem to be growing so much,and weird coming from me considering that im younger than you..haha. You’re that kind of person who wouldnt be forgotten that easily, and i mean in a good way.Remembering the pickle family, all those pants eating thing, the stickers,drawings,comics,the gifs, the minecraft times too? hahaha. They were all such great memories that were created with your help, with your positivity and with -just you,existing.

Im happy that i met you, and although i couldnt help you that much in the past year, at least i know i tried and that im happy i got to know many sides of you, personalities and of course friends of yours.

Look at you know, strong, indipendent and ready to fight whatever comes in your way. Many people told you in the past that if you keep fighting you’ll get strong, lets face it, they didnt slutter ;D 

You are amazing and we are all trying to be there for each other.

This year might be different than the others that you had celebrated, but i just want you to know that you are loved by so many people, just by your smile, laugh or you being a smol dork.You care so much for people Megan, please continue being the amazing person you are, we all are so proud of having you here, spending all time together and having fun. 

                                   Happy Birthday, pickle mom(yup, didnt forget about that)

   @sai-shou                                                                                 with love  Cat.

anonymous asked:

Seriously.. you seem like such a nice person!!! can we be friends?? (I'm sending this on anonymous cuz I'm a coward who's afraid of the, Kay Have a great day! bye! *runs*)

Whaaaa! What’d I do! And, come baaaack! 💜 OF COURSE WE CAN BE FRIENDS! You can stay nonny if you want, tho - I’ll just blindfold myself when we hang out. But, you’re in charge of not letting me walk into things! Unless that makes you laugh, in which case… not too many things, kay? ^_^; (also tysmmm!~ so sweet outta nowhere, chu!)


        Pure white like a daisy petal,
  Shining when it comes in the spotlight,
Just like dust from another land, another galaxy,
That fell from the upper air and  in our very land,
Falling from the sky, when the flowers perish away,
When the summer sun peaks out from under the clouds,
This magical effect of nature melts away, yet to be seen again.

ten year old me :)

(Awwwww… I wrote this years ago, and rediscovered it recently. Figured it was time to post a happy poem ;)


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starless-skyox  asked:

Awww, love! i have those days, too! they tend to come out of nowhere, for no reason, and they suck dearly! Sending all my positive thoughts your way, love! Once you get off work go do something that you love, and indulge in all the fluffy goodness that always brings a smile to your face. I hope your day gets better <3

It’s so awful to think about that a few years back every one of my days were like this, and I think this is because it’s even worse, because it’s remind me that part of my life. I’ll sleep once I get home since I have a night shift :/ But thank you for the kind words, it means a lot 💕