TFW when you’re sad and remember Ageswap AU for Mob Psycho 100 bless
I have read and seen lots of awesomeeeeee things for this AU, but recently I read On The Other Side by @tofuandnuts so I credit that awesome fic/author as my muse/push Go read it please. Check out the Ageswap AU tag. Support everyone~Bless
I went back to the ER last night to get fluids. I was so dehydrated it’s crazy. I don’t know how to prevent it and a medical provider has yet to give me any other advice other than “hanging in there”. I have a doctors appt tomorrow. We will see how it goes. I’m sure I will be back in the ER soon.
I was also diagnosed with HG - hyperemesis gravidarum. Which we kind of figured at this point. I hope that gives some perspective on what I’m dealing with. I know I bitch about it a lot , but it’s not just “regular morning sickness” as my coworker put it this morning.
I hope that it lets up like many have suggested. It doesn’t seem like that’s going to be the case but I will remain as optimistic as possible.
I found the baby’s heartbeat on the doppler last night with my husband. 164 - awesomeeeeee.
I hate my job so much right now. I’m so bored and everyone is irritating me. 🖕🏾
“Y/N?!” Carl sat up quickly, leaning over my limp body. My
eyes fluttered open and shut several times before I really let them focus on
the boy sitting next to my bed. He looked pretty bad. He was wearing the same
clothes I had seen him in a few days ago, and his hair was dirty and all over
the place. His eye searched mine for any signs of pain as he placed a hand on
“Hey Carl.” I smiled. He leaned down and kissed me softly
before pulling away and yelling for Denise. She was like our nurse here. She
took care of anyone who was sick or injured. She came running in with Michonne
on her tail.
“Well hey there Y/N.” Denise smiled. She came over and adjusted
my bed so I was sitting up. I winced when she looked over my bandaged arm. Carl
was on my other side, holding my hand as I squeezed his in pain. “I’m sorry
sweetie, I am going to have to change your bandage sooner than I thought. It is
going to hurt, but I will give you some medication before I do it, okay?” I
nodded not really ready for the pain I was about to feel. Denise left the room
and Michonne followed her to give Carl and me some privacy. Carl let out a deep
sigh when I released his hand.
“Sorry,” I chucked. He smiled lightly and kissed my palm.
Something seemed off about him. I don’t think he has slept in the three days I
have been here. My suspicions were confirmed when he let out a long yawn and I
could clearly see the bag under his eye. “Carl, you need some sleep.” I said
warningly. He chuckled at my condescending tone and kissed my forehead.
“Honestly, I don’t want to let you out of my sight ever
again.” He leaned his forehead on mine and suddenly I felt something wet on my
cheek. He was crying.
“Carl? Don’t cry, I’m okay, I promise.” I tangled my hand in
the hair on the back of his head as he laid it down on my chest.
“I was so scared.” He let out softly between light sobs. I
shushed him and told him that everything was going to be okay. I know what it
is like to be scared to get close to someone in this world. He must have been
terrified that another person he cared about could have died.
When he lifted his head slightly to look up at me, I wanted
to tell him that I loved him, but I couldn’t put him through that. What if I
did die? I couldn’t tell him I love him and then leave him like that. He couldn’t
handle it. I wiped a tear from his cheek and took his shaking hand in mine.
“Y/N, I-” He was cut off by Denise walking back into the
room with the pain medication and a bag of fresh bandages.
“Sorry to break this up guys, but Carl I am going to need
you to wait outside.” She smiled half-heartedly as he passed her and went into
Denise took off my shirt so she could reach the entirety of
the bandage. I had taken two really strong pain killers before she started, but
every move hurt more than the last. I winced when she had to life my arm to get
my shirt off.
“I’m sorry honey.” She said softly. She pulled off the
current bandage and it finally hit me how bad it really was. Once the bandage
was off, I could feel my skin and muscle practically fall off my bone. That wasn’t
even the worst part. Once the bandage was off, Denise used alcohol to flush the
wound. This had to be the worst pain I had ever felt. The burning sensation
quickly spread throughout my entire body and I had to mute myself with a
pillow. All the while, Denise was talking to me calmly, telling me that it was
almost over. After what seemed like hours, the wound was clean and the new
bandage was on. I had sweat on my brow and needed water desperately.
I paced back and forth as I waited for Denise to be done
with Y/N. How long does it take to change a bandage? My dad and Daryl just walked
in. They wanted to check on her. I want to strangle Daryl. He shot her. Y/N
wouldn’t be in pain if it wasn’t for him. My thoughts were interrupted by a
loud scream coming from her room. I turned quickly and went to go in the door,
but Michonne stopped me.
“Denise knows what she is doing.” She sighed as Y/N’s screams
became louder. I couldn’t take listening to her in pain. Michonne grabbed my
hand and led me back to the seats in the hall. After 10 agonizing minutes, the
screaming stopped and Denise came out of the room.
“Is she okay, what the hell were you doing to her?!” I stood
up quickly and bolted straight for the door. She looked more worn out than she
did before. She had sweat on her forehead and her cheeks were red. Her eyes met
mine and I couldn’t stand to see them in pain.
Carl was standing in the doorway. He looked more worried
than before. He probably thought she was murdering me in here. That’s what it
felt like anyway. He rushed to the side of my bed and took a seat.
“Are you alright babe?” He asked worriedly. I nodded weakly.
“Piece of cake.” I chuckled and I detected a hint of a smile
on his face. When I looked past him at the door, I could see Michonne and Rick
watching us. Rick was staring directly at me with a poker face that I couldn’t
decode and Michonne was smiling like an idiot at Carl. Both of them definitely
know that Carl and I have feelings for each other. I just don’t think Rick likes
YOUR MAKOHARU ART IS AWESOMEEEEEE~ I'm curious to know long do you usually take to draw and color a piece?
T-THANK YOOOUUU ;////////; I’m a really slow worker ^^;;; So it depends on how I plan to draw/colour that particular piece … but on average it takes me half a day …??? From sketching to lining to colouring … Ahahaha ouo;;
Despite the inconsistency of my art … I’m so happy all of you are still enjoying them ;____; Thank yoooouuu ヽ(´∇´)ノ (∇´ノ) ヽ( )ノ (ヽ´∇) ヽ(´∇`)ﾉ ♥ ♥ ♥