Hey man, also trans dude here. I get the bathroom thing, I’ve… Well, I’m workin past bad things in the past to be whole enough to go in them more. The last time I safely went in one my heart was so loud I couldn’t hear beyond it and I was sick with fear. It kinda felt good after but all the awful past stuff kinda, sucked. But, people keep checkin the bathroom door when I use the girlsroom and givin me side eyes. So, some days I pass, others I don’t. I usually just use the handicapped ones.
Also the family defendin you thing, yeah. My Mom still phrases me as “A man trapped in a Lesbian woman’s body”. Which is wrong on all levels, I’m ace and she knows it, and my first signif was a guy. So, yeah.
I guess I needed to, ‘talk’ to another guy who gets this. Thank you. You’re awesome. Also your hair is rad.
GO. WATCH. MOANA!
IT’S SUCH A GREAT MOVIE I WAS LITERALLY CRYING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE THING.
The characters are AMAZING.
The animation is BEAUTIFUL.
The story is FANTASTIC.
The voice acting is SOLID.
The music is PHENOMENAL.
Humor. Diversity. Adventure. Representation. Strong female lead. All that good, good stuff!
I strongly recommend watching it omg :)
hey i really admire you. i'm 19 and i love art but i keep thinking that it's to late for me to start because i'm too old. but whenever i see your art it make me want to start drawing and it really inspire me. Sorry that this message was a mess and made no sense I just wanted to tell you that you're an awesome dude <3
its never too late to start drawing my dude. follow ur dreams u wild nugget
It was 2 AM and everyone is probably tucked away in their beds, long gone and asleep by now but here you were having a staring contest with your boyfriend, Jungkook, as you let his words sink in:
“I think we should break up.”
You licked your bottom lip as you thought of what your supposed to say, “You think we should break up?" Jungkook averted his gaze from yours and nodded.
"Can I ask why?” The question scared you and you didn’t think you’d want to know the answer, especially if it turns out that there’s another girl in the picture. Because frankly, Jungkook and you never had much time for each other. Who knows? Maybe he’s found another girl who understand his busy idol life…
“It’s just that a lot of things are happening right now and I need to stay focused.” he admitted. “I can’t afford to be distracted–” The moment the words came out of his mouth, anger bubbled up inside of you.
“Distraction.” You scoffed. “I didn’t know I was such a liability in your life, Jungkook."
“Don’t call me that.” You snapped. “So all along I was just deadweight, huh? Excess baggage.” You winced at the metaphor. “I was just holding you back…?”
When Jungkook stayed silent at your remark, the more angrier, not to mention hurt, you became. “I see…”
“I just think it’s best for us–for everyone.” He said. You hated how he didn’t show emotion and how calm he was. It’s as if he didn’t care for you at all and that he was practically just stringing you along all those months you’ve been together.
“Well I wouldn’t want to be the one holding you back from being the ‘golden maknae’.” You finger-quoted sarcastically.
“I’m sorry, Y/N.” Jungkook mumbled with a frown; finally showing his first sign of emotions of the night.
“I don’t need your sorry’s.” you spat. “What I need is the time I spent with you, which obviously went to waste.” you glared at him. “I want it back, but wait…” You mocked. “I can’t!"
Jungkook stared at you blankly and you wanted to punch him in the face so badly. How can he just break up with me like this? you thought. Was it all nothing to him? "Well? what are you waiting for?” You said, growing weary. “I’m sure you can show your way out."
“I hope you see that I’m doing the right thing here.”
I hope you see that you’re not. "Just don’t come running back.“ You said in an almost inaudible voice, unsure if he heard you or not.
Jungkook sighed heavily as you turned away from him. He was halfway out the door when you asked the question you were terrified of asking, "Was it all a lie?”
“What?” He asked, not facing you.
“You know what.”
He paused for a moment. “What do you think?” He said as he left, shutting the door behind him. You wanted to cry but no tears came. Your heart wrenched and you closed your hands into fists as you glared at the door.
Screw you, Jeon Jungkook. Screw you.
It has almost been three months since the break up and you could say that you have moved on…partially. You were happy; continuing with your life, going to school, even hanging out with your friends–and by friends you mean suitors included. You had seen a handful of guys but never really took them seriously. Somehow, something was holding you back and you hated the fact that it was probably because of your ex, Jeon Jungkook.
Even though you were mad at him, you never really stopped keeping track of Bangtan’s schedule. Just because the two of you broke up, doesn’t mean your friendship with the other boys had to go down with it. Bangtan was promoting overseas and no matter how much you tired to avoid it, you saw their faces everywhere online–his face, to be exact, looking happier than you’ve ever seen him. Your heart broke a little at the sight and you scolded yourself for it.
~~ It was a Saturday afternoon when you were hanging out the mall with your friend JiHoo. JiHoo was a year your senior and you know him from school since you worked with him on a campus project. From all the guys you went out with these past few months, JiHoo was the only one you actually liked. Aside from being good looking, he was also very smart and sweet. He was a soccer varsity and a student body president. He was the campus golden boy and he was actually interested in you.
“No way.” He said when you told him about an incident that happened to you last summer. “You fell over?” He chuckled.
You took a sip of your mango smoothie as you nodded with a smile, “I did! And it was so embarrassing.” You were about to tell him more about it when someone bumped into you, making you drop your drink.
“Sorry.” A guy’s voice said and you didn’t get a look at him since you immediately crouched down to retrieve the fallen cup. “It’s okay, I wasn’t looking.” you said.
You stopped, half crouching as you recognized the voice. Even after all these months, you knew the sound of your name coming off from his mouth. You gulped as you slowly stood up and faced the one boy you had been trying to forget these past three months.
"Jungkook?” you stared at him. He was wearing a black shirt over dark jeans, and a black snapback covered his floppy red hair. The sight of him took your breath away, but before you could even compliment him on how good he looked, you slapped yourself mentally; telling yourself to get a grip.
“Y/N.” He said, looking as if he had found something precious. “H-how are you?”
You shrugged as you tried to act unaffected by his presence. “Same old. same old.”
“You didn’t answer any of my calls.” He blurted, surprising you. It never crossed your mind that he would even call, which is why you changed your number when you broke up; not wanting to be reminded of him. “I changed my number.” You said nonchalantly and Jungkook frowned, thinking if he was the reason why you changed it. “Can I talk to you?” He asked.
“I’m busy.” You said as you hooked your arm with JiHoo. Jungkook watched you do it and you saw him stiffen. “I see..” He cleared his throat and reached out his hand towards JiHoo. “Hi, I’m Jungkook.”
You suddenly saw Jihoo’s eyes light up. “JiHoo. Hey..you’re from that hip hop group, right?”
Jungkook nodded, “Bangtan.”
“Yeah,” he smiled. “My sisters love you guys and I think you’re music’s awesome too, dude."
"Thanks.” He smiled and you couldn’t help flustering at the sight. It still got to you, the way he smiled. “Listen, I really need to talk to Y/N, here. Do you mind?”
Your eyes widened and you tightened your grip on his arm. JiHoo glanced at you, looking concerned. “You okay?"
"We’re busy Jungkook…so if you don’t mind–” you started pulling JiHoo away but Jungkook stepped in your path, “I mind.” He said with a determined expression.
“Get out of my way.” You hissed.
“Not until you talk to me.”
“I don't want to talk to you.”
“Then I’m not going anywhere.” The two of you stared each other down.
“Look guys,” JiHoo said, feeling awkward and out of place. “I really don’t mind..”
“You do mind.” You said, not taking your eyes of Jungkook.
“Tell her it’s okay, JiHoo.” Jungkook countered.
“JiHoo, tell him we’re going and ask him to go away and leave us alone."
"Why don’t you ask me that yourself?”
“ARRRGGH.” you growled.
“Guys!” JiHoo yelped as he removed his arm from your grip, which had red marks from how tight you were holding it. “The two of you obviously have some problems and I don’t think I’d want to be in the position of getting in between the two of you.” He turned to you and gave you an apologetic smile, “Sorry, Y/N. But I don’t want to be here when it gets messy."
You blushed at his comment, embarrassed by it all. "I’m so sorry, I swear I don’t even know this guy.” He pointed at Jungkook who gasped dramatically, placing a hand over his heart. “Y/N! How could you?”
“Shut up!” You yelled at him.
“Okay… I’m just gonna go.” JiHoo said. “I’ll see you in school okay?” He said before walking away, leaving you alone with Jungkook.
“Nice meeting you JiHoo” Jungkook hollered with a wave. “Tell your sisters I said hi!"
Once JiHoo was out of sight, you faced him and punched him hard in the arm. "What the hell was that about, Jungkook?! You completely embarrassed me in front of my date! Now he probably won’t ever speak to me again!"
"Good,” he said as he massaged his arm you just hit. “That was the plan."
You growled in frustration and hit him again before walking away briskly. "I hate you!” you raged as you felt him following you. “What are you even doing here?"
"I really need to talk to you, Y/N.”
“Are any of the boys dying?” You asked, still walking.
“No.” He said with a puzzled tone as tried to catch up with you.
“Then get lost!” You yelled. “There’s nothing to talk about."
"Yes, there is!” He huffed as he grabbed your arm, pulling you to a stop. “Please, Y/N.” He pleaded. “I just want to talk.”
You removed your arm from his grip and scoffed, “Talk? Okay, let’s talk.” You crossed your arms. “How’s your career, Jungkook?”
"No..no.. tell me. How is it? Without the distraction?” You emphasized the last word and you saw him wince. “Y/N–”
“How was it, Jungkook? Did you have fun abroad? I’m sure you did, considering you’ve gotten rid of all the deadweight.” You rolled your eyes as you turned away from him.
“No.” He muttered, making you stop. “I didn’t."
You held your breath as you let his words sink in. You didn’t turn around and Jungkook took the chance to continue. "I was wrong, Y/N. And I’m so sorry for hurting you. I was a jerk. Please forgive me."
"You think it’s that simple?” you scoffed. “You tell me you’re sorry and I forgive you?” your voice shook as you said it. “Need I remind you… you left me, Jungkook. You left me."
"I know. and I was a complete idiot to let you go.” He confessed. “You were never a distraction. You–you inspire me, Y/N.”
You wanted to give in but the pain and anger you felt outweighed your desire to do so. “Tell it to someone who cares, Jungkook.” You said harshly. “I’m done with you.” You started to walk away and didn’t hear any footsteps behind you. It almost hurt you at how fast he had given up.
“Yah! Y/N!” a voice yelled and you stopped dead in your tracks. You turned around and saw Jungkook standing on the ledge of the fountain, his hand cupping his mouth as he yelled, “EVERYBODY! CAN I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION PLEASE!"
Oh no, you panicked as the mall goers started paying attention to him, forming a circle around the both of you. It didn’t help either that he was famous, attracting almost half of the people at the mall. "Jungkook…” you hissed.
“I have a confession to make!” He announced and everyone turned to listen. “I was a jerk. A really stupid jerk. You wanna know why?!"
"Why?!” The crowd yelled.
“I hurt the girl I love.” He said and the crowd went silent. “She was everything you could look for in a girl. She’s smart, funny, and incredibly beautiful.” You blushed as some of the people started looking your way since Jungkook looked straight at you as he said those words. “And I let her go because I thought she was holding me back.” The crowd snickered. “But you know what? I was goddam wrong!” the crowd cheered. “You know happened when I broke up with her?” He asked and the crowd responded. “What?”
“I was a mess. A complete and utter mess.” The crowd sympathized with him as Jungkook frowned. “I guess what I’m tying to say is that I regret what I did and that I was a stupid jerk.” He opened his arms. “I was a jerk and I just wanted to let everyone know that.” You chuckled at his big gesture and the crowd cheered as he made his fina bow.
When the crowd dispersed, Jungkook stepped down from the ledge and approached you.
“Some show you put up there.” You snickered.
“I meant every word.” He said seriously. “I’m sorry, Y/N. I was wrong. I’m a stupid–”
“Jerk.” You finished for him, chuckling. “Yeah I heard.”
“If it makes any difference,” he said shyly. “I never stopped thinking about you.”
“You’re just saying that–”
“I’m serious.” He said and he looked so honest that it made you shut up. “Ask the hyungs.”
The two of you remained silent and you took the chance to observe him. Jungkook was never one to be easily read but at that moment, you could practically see the regret and sincerity on his face; flashing like a neon sign. “I don’t have too.” You said softly. “Your face says it all.”
Jungkook stepped closer to you and held your hands, “I still love you, Y/N. It’s still you I want."
You sighed, weighing whether it’s worth it to take him back or not. "Jungkook…”
“I know..” He smiled sadly. “I know I couldn’t get you back that easily. But please… tell me you’ll give me chance to prove myself again. Give me a chance to win you back.”
You knew in your heart that it wouldn’t be hard and that it wouldn’t take long to fall right into his arms again because deep down, you still loved him. It’s still him who holds your heart.
You looked at him and nodded, making Jungkook grin.
“You’re still a jerk, though.” You said, playfully shoving him.
“I know.” He huffed as he scratched his head. “I have some serious making up to do, huh?"
You smirked as you tapped his cap, "You bet. And you can start by buying me a Mango smoothie.”
Jungkook chuckled, “Anything for you Jagi–” he closed his mouth, his eyes widening, the moment the word came out of his mouth. He blushed furiously, remembering that you still weren’t together. He was so accustomed to calling you by that term and had unconciously used it. You, on the other hand, ignored it; secretly loving how he’s called you that again. You walked away from him, grinning, but this time you turned around when he didn’t follow.
“Hey,” you said as you slightly tilted your head to the side, “You coming or not?”
Jungkook stayed in his place, looking sheepish and you couldn’t help but laugh at how cute he was acting. You placed your hands on your hips as you said, “Look, if you’re going to win me back…you better work harder than this.” You joked, and you saw his lips turn up at the corners, forming a smile.
He approached you and boldly took your hand; dragging you towards the smoothie shop.
“What are you doing?” You asked as you looked at your entwined fingers. You were so shocked by the gesture that you didn’t have the chance to pull away. Or maybe you just didn’t want to.. maybe you wanted to keep holding his hand.
“Working hard.” Jungkook said a matter of fact; hearing the smile in his voice.
When the two of you got there, he didn’t let go and you tried to keep calm as your heart raced at his touch. When Jungkook glanced at you, he noticed your blush and smirked. “Am I doing a good job?”
“Just buy me the drink, Jungkook.” You said as you rolled your eyes. But your voice sounded shaky and you had to clear your throat, which made him chuckle. “Always so cute, Y/N.”
“Jerk.” You mumbled and felt him squeeze your hand as he order two Mango smoothies.
Sup B! I'm here for a matchup! I'm a female INTP who draws, loves music, and wears hoodies 24/7. I have a sense of humour that ranges from puns to dirty jokes to references. I am usually a fairly quiet person, but when I open up to someone i'm really lively and fun to be around. Lowkey loves MCR, P!atD, and that sorta stuff. I'm also stubborn, awkward, and sometimes pretty distant. My favorite types are Electric, Dragon, Dark, and Water. (this blog is awesome ty so much ily)
You’re awesome too, my dude! :>
I’d give you a Zorua! Zorua loves your sense of humor, even if it only gets the jist of it and will sometimes try to crawl underneath your hoodies for warmth. When it comes to new people it is like you and can also be a bit stubborn and aloof to others. It even likes your taste in music!
Soooo I know I’m late on watching Fran Bow (whoops). I’m about 5 episodes in and I’m hooked.
The game is amazing, the art styles (all of them, because there are many) are fantastic, and watching Jack play it has been a delight.
So here’s a Jack/Fran Bow crossover, in which Fran meets a friend at the institution where she was imprisoned at the beginning of the game; a friendly fellow by the name of Jackly Septico.