awakening senses

How-To: Sensing Energy

A lot of the newbies I’ve talked to are so hung up on seeing energy. They have  had results, just not results they could see with their eyes. I’d say that 95% of the time , I perceive energy either by feeling it or by using my “6th sense”. Some individuals with the natural talent of seeing auras may be able to pick up visuals easier than others.

The first step to perceiving energy, is to learn to feel it. After you start feeling it, you develop your 6th sense naturally and, in time, that’s all you’ll use.  You just gotta open yourself up and be open to it. Try visualizing energy beaming into parts of your body and see if you can feel something there. This stuff gets easier, you just have to trust yourself and practice.

Here are some ways we use to describe how these energies feel to us that might help you increase your awareness of them. They may be sensed with the hand or all over the body

  • Buzzing or tingling, like when your leg is asleep.
  • Prickly, like static electricity.
  • A feeling of heat without a heat source. (Usually denotes a LOT of energy moving.)
  • A feeling of cold without a physical source.
  • A sense of a rising or falling pitch without any audible sound.
  • A feeling of something flowing through you like wind or a stream or current of warm water.
  • A feeling like a wave passing through you.
  • A sense that some other Being, like an angel or ghost has stepped inside of you (“incorporation”)
  • Pressure or a pushing sensation with nothing touching you.
  • A pulsing sensation that is not in time with your heartbeat. (Usually a balancing “Healing Pulse”.)
  • A sensation of bubbles rising like carbonated water or Alka-Seltzer.
  • A “clanging” sensation like striking a piece of metal held in your hand with a hammer.
  • A spinning or whirling sensation.
  • A fluttering or shimmering sensation.
  • A sensation like a change in altitude or barometric pressure.
  • A sense of lightness that wasn’t present before.
  • A sense of expansion in some way.
  • A shift in consciousness like meditation or falling asleep.
  • A sudden sigh or yawn. (Denotes that you are getting relieved of something by what you came into contact with.) 

finally had some time to play Awakening so doodled my two favorites: Grumpy Thief Boy and Perky Dead Girl

Honestly the fact that there is more Kylo Ren merchandise than Rey merchandise is one of the most irritatingly sexist things



the best part was that ingrid michaelson’s cute little puppy was strutting around our legs the entire time we were filming and unfortunately this is waist-up but as you’re watching it just picture a fluffy little terrier running around barking at us while we’re signing

Play Melchior: I don’t go to church anymore because Father Kaulbauch says that we should help people who are less fortunate than us and do good acts but I’m not about that life.

Sater: Hm, okay, that sounds really bad… Let’s just change it to “Father Kaulbach thinks shame is a part of all humans and I don’t” so that people won’t think he’s an asshole.


there is the girl that
has to sow love poems in
to the bones of her palm
because she can’t
bare to look at them
with rawness.

she has bags under
the rims of her eyes
and coffee in her
blank stare. she’s
the one who destroys
her pride for a boy who
only makes her rot.
an empty vessel
waiting to be filled.

she’s the one who
herself in pride
the lovely one with a
beautiful body
and skin smooth
as licorice
and lips the color
of glazed golden.

boys will try to
force their hands
where caution tape lays
in hopes of taking her home
because her sense
of solitude is becoming
a drunk in the night.

then there will be her
the girl who travels
with mystery in her eyes.
she awakens a sense
of hope inside
broken ribs.

let her change.
let her tell the universe
inside that she is the stars
blessed queen. she is
the moonlight that walks
the earth. she is the utter
glow of all the lights in the world
lighting up in your chest.
it aches for her. just as much
as she aches for it.

—  Excerpt #224, the broken, the lustful, and the pure

Pamyu’s ultimate favorite Pokémon: Jirachi.

A legend states that Jirachi will make true any wish that is written on notes attached to its head when it awakens. If this Pokémon senses danger, it will fight without awakening.

if touch
has a memory
awaken my senses
let my mind wander
to the moment in time
we relinquished inhibitions
i’ll close my eyes
recapture it perfectly
pull it to the forefront
of my mind…

feeling his skin
soft upon my face
mouths intertwined
wild with desire
our hands roaming
soft then hard
then soft again
our entire substances
welding together
an ebb and flow
beyond understanding
an innate affinity
to become one
both time and space
every inch explored
mind, body, soul
my entire being responds
in warm, damp, surrender
while his hands draw
imaginary lines
along my neck
he grasps my hair
firmly pulling me in
summoning me
to belong to him
handling me
as though i were
his most familiar
musical instrument
my spirit is willing
my body replies
to his every touch
skin flushed and red
with blood racing
to my inner most
feminine places
this love
yet pure
souls submit
to their fusion
and revel within
this stolen moment
passion and love combined
creating something divine
i will go to my death
knowing the truth of love
but will spend forever
keeping it at a distance
the magic of this time
only an illusion
bound to suppress
submerge once again
to that distant place
in the labyrinth
of my mind
immersed safely
into the vault
of my memory

Brie •vault•

why i think finn is force sensitive
  • one of the first (if not THE first) to break stormtrooper conditioning
  • is a stormtrooper who can actually hit things okay
  • he and rey have near exact introduction shots, he and rey also have parallelism in terms of a narrative arc AND IT WOULD BE COOL IF THEY BOTH GOT LIGHTSABERS 
  • the visual cue of all Force sensitives first appearing with masks on, and removing them due to an “awakening”
  • kylo ren senses fn-2187 during the assault on jakku, enough to remember his call sign later in the film
  • hears the screams of people on hosinian prime while on takodana, is the first person to notice that the Starkiller base is firing
  • his leaving prompts rey’s force vision
  • maz kanata gives finn, not han–who she knows and likely trusts, luke’s lightsaber
  • later maz kanata insists that finn has a weapon– if we’re going with eu lore, lightsabers are only able to be wielded by jedi
  • manages to handle his own against kylo ren for a while, including injuring kylo’s shoulder
  • this one’s a stretch but: at the end it looks like he’s wearing a white tunic, reminiscent of luke’s outfit in ANH
  • i would really, really like him to be

Day 3: Gaming/Watching a Movie

Hux finds Kylo’s determination to best him at Dejarik rather endearing. Not that he’d ever admit that aloud. 

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