aw man i am so just

anonymous asked:

I need to tell you about my how life. So like last night me and my roommates got drunk and one of them is this guy who I am bff's with. So last night we are all drunk and partying. And like he has a girlfriend who is just awful but still. And like me and my friend made out. With his girlfriend in the house. And then had sex after that. And like gurl. I slept with a man who has a girl and like he's my friend. And like we live together and like yeah

biiiiiiitch that is messyyyyyyyyyyy

Originally posted by realitytvgifs

anonymous asked:

I can't believe it I'm crying and my head and heart hurts, he doesn't deserves all of this shit, God I miss Jay so much, I miss her everyday and this family is just so disrespectful with Louis and his pain, they use her for publicity it's disgusting

Chin up love, don’t cry. Don’t waste your tears on that band of junk.

It makes me sad too, and furious, and disgusted. Louis and his family have dealt with so much, and they’ve done it with such grace and class and poise, so much so that I am in awe of them for it.

Let’s try, in this moment, to remember the kind of woman Jay was, and the kind of man we know Louis to be. Let’s remember that when Louis reads negative stories about himself he would say to Jay, “come on mum, let’s make someone happy today.”

That’s the example I’m going to follow.

7

A few dumpy doodles over the past week or so. 

I sometimes get bummed out because I feel like I’m not drawing a lot anymore, and then I realize that I am drawing an awful lot, I just don’t have the time to doodle/draw for fun as much as I used to because of other reasons. So i’m trying to put aside at least some time to do art that isn’t project-based or full-time-job-based. Hopefully I’ll post more doobles and shit as time goes on. 

featured (top to bottom, left to right): rick, daniel pumpkins, drag queenz, a conure, saitama in casual clothes, trying to figure out how to draw Mob in my style, and another shitty rick

Yes. I feel like a man without a country today. But what am I going to do about it?

Last night, I was talking with a friend of mind about the dour outlook of the election results. As a single mother of mixed race, with two black children, this is a woman who  has so much more to lose than I ever will be able to process… and yet she seemed much calmer than I could summon up the restraint for. Sure she was shaken up, but there was a heartbreaking tone in her words… a resigned subtext…  that said: as awful as this seems, this is just business as usual.

That stuck with me all night, as I lay there staring at the ceiling or rolling over to check my phone and bathe in despair. The sentiment she expressed was nothing new to me, at least not abstractly. I may not ever feel that reality, but I have seen it. And to me, it read as truth.

So I laid there feeling true white guilt. Not shame or embarrassment over my own actions. But a sense of cultural betrayal. A pervasive sense that I’d been dumb enough to fight a lost cause. For being stupid enough to think my own people would open their eyes.And maybe worse—a grave selfishness. The unshakable knowledge that no matter what I stood for, or said, or did— I somehow got off far too easy.

So I’m sitting here in man without a country mode. Trying hard to process all of this without feeling like I can properly share in the rage or indignation. Full of blind frustration. Like yelling in the mirror with my ears plugged.

Because everyone is framing this as a great victory for the white men in America.

But speaking as one? No. This feels like a loss.

A loss of respect. Of Trust. Of any dignity, we may still retain.

There is no excuse or veil that can cover for the misogyny, racism, and xenophobia that’s motivated much of this campaign. That seems to have entrenched itself in the soul of my culture. Not the economy. Not healthcare. There’s no line in any bible. The things my culture taught me to stand for seem hollow.  Like an empty shell.

And so I’m writing this as my way to  ask myself— what am I going to do about that.
How am I going to fill it back up?

And honestly, I don’t know yet. I do know that I have a platform. A tremendous privilege that has been afforded to me. A  stage that I have to use.  Not to speak as the voice of any other culture or gender but as the voice of what I want a white man to represent in this world. Be it in my art, or my words or in the way I treat the people in my day to day life, I have a responsibility to try and humanize the monster my culture is on the verge of becoming.

Yes, I said, “try”.

Because I know I am so far from perfect or righteous or even all that smart. But realizing you’re flawed is no excuse for not making an effort. If I don’t try to articulate my feelings and frustrations and desires, then I stand no chance of understanding them. Of ever connecting with anyone else.

As low as I feel right now, I still believe the future of this country is  diversity. One that includes all voices. It’s in the kids who’ve grown up these past 8 years, witnessing that other outcomes are possible.

I’ve never had any fear of a future that doesn’t look like me. I never feared that it wouldn’t arrive. I still don’t. It’s late in getting here, but it is far too late to stop.

Today another friend’s daughter said she was going to be the first woman President of the United States.

That’s the future, y’all. Fight for it.

-Jason Latour

Vex’s death means so much more now that it has been confirmed that Percy was in love with her when it happened. It’s so much heavier than it was before.

Imagine this poor man who just can’t shake his demons out of his head and off of his soul finally, after years, feel like he’s in a better place to move on with his life and legacy in Whitestone. After all of the awful things he blames himself for and has done, he sees himself on a slowly uphill climb.

Then the trap is set off

He watches the woman he has been in love with for ages fall limp to the tomb floor, her body lifeless in front of him. Unmoving and cold, she lies at his feet and he feels every ounce of hope and progress leave his body. What has he done? How could he be so stupid and careless? How could he do this? To Vex of all people? He never got a chance to confess his love. She died without him know that for years this love has been burning and pushed deeper and deeper within his heart. And it is all his fault. No one else’s. It is all his fault that the love of his life, fell dead on the floor. He blames himself for the death of his dearest, Vex'ahlia. It haunted him every time he closed his eyes and once again he found those demons crawl back into the comforts of his mind, harder to shake this time.

majinie1337 replied to your post: Today in Sam Learns The Ukulele

I feel like I missed something, what did Henry VIII do to your ukulele?

Well, I mean, I am personally attacked by Henry VIII because of the E chord in that song, E is a terrible note to put in any song. But the condemnation of him in tags was more an acknowledgement that Henry VIII was a terrible person in general

Actually, I just checked to make absolutely sure that Henry VIII wrote Greensleeves, which is something I was taught was a historical fact, and it looks like apparently he probably didn’t. 

But even if he didn’t write Greensleeves, he’s still a generally awful man so the tag shall stand. :D

anonymous asked:

aw man i know everyone always talks about how ignis can be such a dom but hAVE U EVER THOUGHT ABOUT SUB!IGNIS???? HIM LETTING OUT SOFT MOANS WHEN YOU RIDE HIM??????? HIM JUST BEGGING YOU FOR RELEASE???????!?!?!!??! i'm yelling i love ignis so much

hOLY SHIT U RIGHT ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) GOddamn like his s/o would be riding him and he’d be biting his lip n shit, or his s/o would tug his hair a lil bit and he’d moan quietly hooooooo omg anon what have you done I am a mESS - admin mary

Originally posted by yourtrendish

anonymous asked:

1D doesn't really suck that much though

yeah it fucking does man. Like the last 24 hours even just put it so much into perspective how much is does suck. they just fucking LIE about everything. Needlessly. And yeah everyone lies and pays games in the industry yeah, but everyone else knows how to fucking doing it without… whatever the hell this is.

And man,yesterday wasn’t even that /bad/ relatively speaking,  but how fucking insurmountably awful their PR is, is just shocking. it’s shocking AND I ALREADY KNEW HOW BAD IT WAS. And it’s exhausting. And it’s manipulative. Like sometimes I just wonder what I’m doing here, because I want to be excited for Louis, and I am, but it gets drained so quickly because of the way its all handled, and how the fandom reacts in turn. idk man.

anonymous asked:

m8 can i ask your advice bc i'm so /: i rly wanna befriend so many people on here but i'm so shy and i don't know how ?? like i can't "just message them" and it's so hard flaskdjfli i just wanna make friends and have a nice time but i'm not a big blog or anything so like it's harder ig ?? if that ?? makes sense ?? idk man do u have any Tips

ah i’m not sure what i could say :( i have awful anxiety and am really shy too. i’ve had this blog since august 2015 and didn’t talk to anyone until like three months ago. but @ukulelephil and i started talking a little while ago and i thought she was really nice and cool so we became friends and then i casually tried to start a friendship with @darkphannie by communicating through tags bc i thought they were really cool and funny and things just developed from there and now i have a lovely group of friends who i love dearly. so i guess if you don’t want to do something as blatant as messaging, try the tags i guess lol

Roman, pls come assist your children. 

SERIOUSLY. Seriously. You know what, fuck you for being able to pull off a suit and still look like a grungy, hot mess of a man, YOU CAN’T HAVE BOTH AT THE SAME TIME DEANFORD. 

… Okay so I have a little bit of a thing for bloody Dean, sue me. He seems content, therefore I am as well.

Look at this little cutie golfing, aw. I cannot honestly imagine this dork golfing, but instead driving the golf carts into random places. 

So soft, so cute, so yes.

*pew pew* 

YES, RUN ME OVER, I AM READY 

Okay, but if this isn’t the cutest picture you have ever seen, then really, what is? Becuase okay, let’s just start with how sweet and pure and FUCKING BLUE HIS EYES ARE BECAUSE WOW OKAY, WHY DON’T WE JUST INSTALL LASERS IN THEM SO YOU CAN FINISH KILLING ME WITH THEM???? And okay, the little tongue sticking out? Wow, 12/10, please. AND HIS LITTLE THUMBS UP? WOW. And it’s raining, like imagine this giant dork in the rain??? HIS HAIR IS ALL WET AND LIKE KINDA CURLY AND HE’S GOT THE SCRUFFY AND I’M SORRY I’LL STOP NOW, I AM SORRY I AM, not really lmao.

…. Those black shorts are gonna kill me, wtf.

THIS LITTLE SMIRKY FACE, OMG

*me all the time, 24/7, about everything* 

Okay??? DEAN GET ALONG WITH SETH PLS, I MISS YOUR FRIENDSHIP I’M SORRY, SETH IS ALSO SORRY, HE IS JUST A LITTLE (huge) SHIT SOMETIMES (most the time). 

Blurry but still WOW?????? 

Okay, I love wrapping hands and wrists, it’s so sexy??? 

HAHAHAH JUST LIKE HIS HAT SAYS, RIP. 

>.> I mean, or I can just keep you? No? Okay. 

HE’S SO CUTE, WOW SO FLOOF. 

“HEY TAKE A PICTURE OF ME BY THIS FENCE WHILE I DO THIS.” 

Back again with the black shorts

This just reminds me of Bugs Bunny saying “Put ‘em up, put ‘em up.” 

Renee took this photo, and I honestly LOVE THEM TOGETHER SO MUCH, WOW THEY ARE SO CUTE???? I know they aren’t together in the picture BUT WOW I SHIP THEM THEY ARE ADORABLE AND I HOPE THEY NEVER CHANGE. 

… Sweaty, shirtless Dean. Mama likely. 

Fluffy Dean

“Hey Shannon, why do you have so many pictures of Dean working out?” “I mean, I-” *FUCKING RUNS AWAY* 

I am trying to lip read here, and all I see is ‘What the table?’ 

WOW THIGHS AND KNEE PADS AND LEATHER AND WOW, Leather daddy. That is his name. HE IS LEATHER DADDY DO NOT TRY TO CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE, NO YOU’RE NOT OKAY. 

This is like one of the Office moments.

Originally posted by dean-ambroselover

NOW SISSY THAT WALK. I’m sorry I have no control, I’ll make a real comment, hot dang like a summer choir, walk a little slower why don’t ya Deano? 

Originally posted by valstepiro

I know I shouldn’t be attracted to him smoking, I’M SORRY MOM, I KNOW I’M A HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT BUT THIS IS SO ATTRACTIVE TO ME, I DON’T????

Originally posted by deanambroseismines

Okay wow, this wins. This wins everything. My heart. My life. Everything, I literally am speechless, I CANNOT THINK OF A PROPER SECNTENCE THIS IS TAKING SO MUCH CONCENTRATION BECAUSE HE IS ASO BEAUTFIUL???? 

Originally posted by iletyoudowniknow

Look at these happy little goobers, I love them so much. Are they giggling over going over a speed bump? They’re literally the ccutest and will be the death of me


Originally posted by ambrollinsasylum

More evidence that this is a huge dork, I REPEAT DEAN AMBROSE IS A HUGE DORK WHO DESERVES ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD (and the WWE World Championship, amiright) 

Originally posted by thesawcesomeone

Listen, this is me about 98% of the time. Sometimes, they’re not drunken. 

Originally posted by thearchitectwwe

Any questions? No?? This post is made possible by the floofy Dean Ambrose fic my fav wrote @hardcorewwetrash (I suggest you all follow her 5ever, because everything she writes is the bomb.com) ALSO IT’S THIRST PARTY SATURDAY AND GUESS WHO I’M THIRSTY FOR, HAHAHAHAHA, everyone, the answer is everyone. 

Fry: Well, what about Leela? Is there any hope things could still work out between us? 

Bender: [pauses…calculates something…]…

Bender:

This just made me so sad cuz if you’re watching this while subscribed to the “Bender has an unrequited crush on Fry” notion, it’s really heartbreaking cuz it’s like “I love you so much yet there really is no version of this lifetime where you feel the same way, because you’re insistently hung up on this girl who doesn’t want a future with you and here I am, dedicated to you, but I just can’t make you happy…”

Leave me alone, man, I can’t deal with this awful shiz–

anonymous asked:

I still can't understand that habit SJW/tumblr feminists have to block anyone that doesn't agree 100% with them. What do they think they achieve ? Do they feel all smug and victorious ? Aw yeah man I totally showed this guy by giving him no mean to have an actual discussion with me I am so progressist !

I also find this very funny. To me, the only reason to block someone is if they continuously seek you out and directly harass you. Yet there are SJWs who say their piece and then block the user and it’s like “Look, if you don’t want to talk to this person ever again, just don’t say anything to them! They literally don’t care about you personally!”

Yet apparently “blocking” someone is the same as winning, when all that really tells me is that you don’t know how to have an actual discussion about something and makes your opinion completely invalid. You don’t even believe in it enough to even give someone the opportunity to disagree with you.

And also can I just say that I never, ever liked Gregor. His self-indulged attitude was always so annoying and not for one bit sympathetic, BUT the man that returned to compete in the World Cup is a completely completely different person. He seems honestly happy to just be here, jumping, waiting on top of that hill and seeing and hearing the crowd, he seems so humble and satisfied no matter the result. I am just in awe, I am so impressed by how this man returned. And you can see the good karma in his jumping lyk 135.5m DAMN?!?! A couple of years ago I would have never said this, but now I’m just so happy to be able to - I am so so so incredibly proud and impressed and so happy for him and wish him all the best. I really do. The man that he returned now as, is the REAL king. And I can’t even begin to tell you how happy I am to say that

First Time w/ Jimmy

Request: Head Canon of First time with Jimmy? Like he’s your first? ilysm x

a/n: aw i love you too :*, also i am so sorry if this sucks, haven’t really tried this yet

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  • when you tell him he goes a little red in the face
  • as much as he acts like a lady’s man, he really likes you and doesn’t want to mess this up
  • he takes you on a nice star lit picnic to start
  • the whole night he seems a little nervous-excited
  • you start to kiss super tenderly and it crescendos with need
  • jimmy carries you to the caravan all while kissing you like a mad man
  • “is this okay?” “yes just take the shirt off already”
  • he looks stunned when he sees your naked body
  • you have a little discomfort
  • “do you want to stop”
  • it shifts into pleasure, “no jimmy, keep going”
  • he is ALL over you
  • kissing your jaw, neck, ears
  • whispering sweet nothings in your ear
  • “jimmy-jim I-” you finish screaming his name
  • he finishes soon after
  • “Y/N there is nobody like you in the world, i love you, are you okay?”
  • “I am more than okay, I love you,”
  • he pulls your body against his and you breathe together, sweaty bodies tangled up together

anonymous asked:

I'm half white because of my fuck face dad and my beautiful madre is not mixed at all and from Oaxaca. I'm second generation and semi white passing. Is it okay to completely separate from my white side because my parents only married for my moms papers? He's abusive and fetishizes and I want to rip out the part of me that I got from him. Am I "faking" my culture just because I'm half even though I was raised in Oaxaca and fully submersed in all the traditions?

Aw man, I’m sorry to hear all that. I don’t blame you for feeling that way at all. 

So you’re not faking at all. Like I tell a lot of people, maybe try not to focus on being “half”. You said yourself, you were raised in Oaxaca, so any traditions that come from that are yours, just as much as your mother’s. 

Also by separate from your white side, do you mean cut off that family? If so, oh totally. I don’t think anyone is bound by blood, especially if they’re being mistreated. That is one facet of our culture that I wholeheartedly reject.

If you mean racially, then I feel that it’s entirely up to you. Mixed people have the right to choose how they identify. 

Okay the last post was too sad so here’s my beautiful son instead because I needed to have something cute and happy.

Also I just want to say how awed and grateful I am when people write in to tell me that my Grantaire is their headcanon Grantaire. I’m so glad that my sweet dope is someone that comes to mind when some think of the bae.