*don’t mind me, I am just trying to convincemyself of that*
Wow gosh this feels so… weird? I mean I have been around for like two weeks now, writing a couple stories *cough* angsty *cough* and with love triangles *cough* and that too felt a little weird. For a few days I would just try to find my way around my keyboard again, trying to gain the same ease I had with it in the past. I am close, but still not entire familiar.However, this- getting to actually post something, gosh it feels so…. weird? I don’t know, it feels like I’ve been gone for centuries man! And it was only a few months!
Now my exams’ results came out yesterday- yes just yterday!- and I don’t know if I should be happy or not. I guess we will know by the end of this summer when it will be announced what university we’ll get to be in. But until then I am not going to thinkabout it. I will focus on my stories and what I love doing, so just let me torture you a little bit more this summer- I have a lot of build up stress and pain that I will just let off through my stories!
Alright, so lemme give you a masterlist of what I have already uploaded (which by the way needs updating too!) because there are so many new ones coming!:
Links for every story and imagine I wrote but tumblr obviously let me have only a certain amount of links. So I’ve split it up:
Imagine our heroine is close to the Avengers but not an Avenger herself. She’s recently started dating a reformed Loki though, and has confided in him about past abuse, but only after he pushed her to tell him why she was sometimes so reticent around him.
Loki obviously wants to kill the guy who hurt her, so she won’t tell him who it was. Loki then unwittingly tells Stark about the abuse and he’s really angry that she didn’t tell him before because he cares about her and feels hurt she didn’t trust him enough to tell him (and he too wants to hurt her ex).
They angrily try to tell her that she should tell the others Avengers, because she needs to come to terms with it and everyone loves her and wants to help her.
The heroine suddenly turns on them and tells them this is about her, not them. She did what she had to do to get through the night and don’t they dare judge her for it. She did the best she could, and still is. It doesn’t matter how much they love her, no one gets to demands answers from her, or tell her who should know about it, because it’s actually pretty traumatic to relive and each time it comes up suddenly, the memories and feelings flood back and although she tries to hide it until she’s alone, she’s a wreck for a while.
She needs them to be who they always were, so she can get back to who she used to be, and the thought of them looking at her with pity or sadness or anything else, makes her cringe.
Their male pride and vanity might be hurt because they didn’t get to defend her honour, but she was actually physically hurt, and that trumps their bruised egos, so no one but her gets to decide for her how to best heal.
If they wanted what was best for her, they would stop pressuring her, because that’s something the abusive ex did and it gives her chills when they behave in controlling ways, like he did. If they really wanted to help, they would simply be there if and when she asked them for something.
She storms off to cry in peace and Loki and Tony share a guilt ridden look.
They find her later, together or separately, and both apologise for making her trauma about them, then they suggest ways they can help her feel better, rather than telling her what to do. Maybe Tony offers her a panic button, or says he’ll ask Natasha to train her so it will make her feel safer, and make some excuse to cover the real reason, but only if she wants to. Perhaps Loki offers her a charm that acts as a shield, so soft touches pass through unhindered, but harsh/fast blows will be repelled, like they were striking metal, but he won’t force it on her.
They also assure her that after this, they won’t bring it up again, but they’re there if she ever wants to talk, and although it takes a little persuading on her part, they eventually promise not to try and murder her ex.
The one time Wade Wilson went to the Avengers for help.
Request - Where Wade and the reader are working together on a mission and the reader gets hurt pretty badly (like tortured or something) And Wade starts freaking out and takes her to the Avengers to try and get help for her because you’re really good friends with them too?
Pairing - Wade Wilson X Female Reader
Wordcount - 1,758
Warnings - Blood, Violence, a lot of swearing, Wade panicking, a confession, nudity. Over protective Wade.
The mission had been fairly simple to Wade. Break into the Hydra swarmed building, kill all of the baddies, go home, share a beer with his bestie and laugh about all the stupid people who tried to get in their way. A totally straight forward mission in which Wade got to take down a lot of bad guys who would do very bad things to you if they got their hands on you. Which relieved would have Wade’s worries about you going out and fighting crime and all of the bad people on a daily basis?
Notice the words would have. Wade’s fall proof plan didn’t go to plan. It went the total opposite and Wade’s worst fear was realised.
You and Wade had gotten separated after Wade had distracted a group of Hydra agents leaving you with five. He knew you could quite easily take them down. As Wade disappeared from sight further down the corridor, he hadn’t expected another group of Hydra agents to burst into the corridor. You kicked and jabbed, stabbed, attacked all of the agents with all your might yet no matter how you hard you tried you were unable to beat the large group of agents. They beat you down and left you bleeding on the cold stone floors. Thankfully the agents were far too stupid to check for a pulse. Maybe it was the pool of blood that tricked the Agents. Man, you were tired. Maybe you could just lay here for a while.
“Hey doll face, how many people did you take down, I bet you hadn’t beaten me on how many stupid baddies I’ve taken down today- what the fuck- sweet Jesus.” Wade looked down at your unconscious body surrounded by a pool of your own blood.
“Y/N, this better be some sick joke.” Wade leant down shaking your body, trying to get you to wake up. To yell boo or something. But when you didn’t Wade began to get fearful.
“Shit, shit, shit. What am I going to do? Think Wade, think. Avengers! I’ll take Y/N to the Avengers, she knows them. They will help. The things I do for you going to the stupid fucking Avengers for help, Y/N, you better not fucking die on me!” Wade scooped you up and fleeing for Avenger tower.
Wade rushed into the Avengers tower, pressing every button he could on the elevator.
“Mr Deadpool sir, I am afraid you have been banned from this building. Mr Stark was not pleased the last time you came to visit” The stupid computer voice spoke. Wade rolled his eyes.
“I don’t care what the tin man thinks. Y/N is bleeding to death and this is the only stinking place I can think of. Does he really believe that I want to be in this shit hole either!”
“Very well sir, I will send you right up to the infirmary, Dr Banner will be waiting for you.” Wade stepped into the elevator, holding you close to his body.
“Finally! You, people, call yourselves Y/N’s friends as you let her bleed out! If Y/N wasn’t so fucking fond of you, I would blow all of your fucking brains out right now. Count yourselves lucky!“ The elevator finally stopped and Wade stepped out of the elevator and met with Bruce Banner or the jolly green giant as Wade liked to call him.
“Here place her down on the bed, I’m going to need you to leave, so I can attend to Y/N.” Bruce carefully began to try to analysis on your body, Wade wasn’t going to leave you. No freaking way!
“I am not leaving my best girl!” Wade raised his voice very slightly. No way was Jolly Green Gaint telling him to leave you alone. Bruce was not in the mood to argue with Wade so he simply nodded pointing a nearby chair. See that wasn’t so hard.
Wade sat in silence, with his paper and crayons. He thought you might like it when you eventually work up. It was a picture of you and him kicking all the baddies ass. Wade was sitting there rather peacefully until Tony Stark sauntered into the infirmary.
“Was I not entirely clear when I told you more than once that you are banned from entering my tower! No matter the circumstances! We will look after Y/N but you need to leave and leave now!” Wade rolled his eyes, this is what happens when you get rich and fly around in a suit claiming you’re some top notch superhero. Wade stood up, a smile on his face, not that old tin man could see.
“Listen here tin man. There is no fucking way I am leaving my best girl alone while she bleeds to death! I don’t give a flying monkey’s ass what you tell me to do or what you think of me! But until Y/N is staring right at me with those beautiful Y/C/E. I am not leaving. So go back to playing soldiers and leave me the fuck alone! Oh, and by the way, I don’t want to fucking be here any more than you want me to be, but Y/N needs you and I’m going to have to put up with you until she’s awake.”
Wade slumped down into a chair and continued to draw. He was going to make this perfect before your eyes fluttered open. However, Wade was counting down the hours, until you woke up. Spending time with the Avengers was not something Wade ever wanted to do again.
the promised Christmas fic!! I have a feeling that somewhere in the middle, I forgot what was the theme of this fic.. raiting it for **, as it still has hot stuff in it, there is no complete nudity and explicit tickling. all consensual, as usual, ticklish!Tony! may this fic fill you with Christmas joy!! .. okay, that sounds very wrong, forget it…enjoy!
Different kinds of Christmas trees **
When to think about it, there were some parts of Christmas traditions that Tony considered bearable, and even, secretly enjoyed them.
Exchanging gifts was always nice, and Tony liked more to give than take, and buying tons of presents was always nice. Seeing that he had more friends now, instead of just flooding Pepper and Rhodey with gifts, he could flood five more people, spreading the Christmas joy with Iron Man themed socks and Iron Man themed sweaters.
Festive food was great, and Tony loved stacking up on his plate gingerbread cookies and turkey and roasted potatoes to carry with him for a night spend in the lab.
The part Tony liked the most, but grumbled about just for the sake of grumbling, were Christmas trees. Real ones, fresh and nice smelling, decorated and glimmering.
NOTES/WARNINGS: Mentions of past abuse, Swearing, Confrontation
Myler walked into her flat laden with grocery bags, noticing that it was absent of her fool of a boyfriend. Setting her keys in the bowl, and the grocery bags on the kitchen island, she pulled her phone out of her pocket. She had 3 missed calls from Loki. Sighing, she began to put the groceries away. Loki just didn’t understand, it was her past. It happened to her, but all he could think about was how hurting her ex would inflate his ego. She knew he cared and was genuinely concerned about her, but there were so many better ways to help her with this. There were so many things she needed help with, if he would just listen.
Buttons made using art from the lovely batwynn! I think the Hawkeye set is my favorite~ Also, if you’re an artist wanting some buttons made of your stuff, to sell, send me a message or email (firstname.lastname@example.org), and I can give you a quote for how much I can make them for~ :)