When you make it to your driveway, Will you call to let me know that you’re ok? And when you make it to your bedroom, Do you collapse on your bed right away? Or do you lay and think about how fucking lonely you’ve become? You’re obsessed with revenge and it’s starting again, Bad tattoos oh and losing the saddest of friends. Ache through the days, ‘cause you’ll never mend your ways. When you make a decent living, will you buy me a train set and a hat? So that I can sit alone in my room, sending people away from the ones they love. Or crash them into buildings, explosions, derailments and screaming children. Oh my god, I think I’m in love. Yes, I know that this must be love when you ache through the days, Because you’ll never mend your ways.
Don’t mind me I’m only Trying to get used to That awkward feeling inside that comes with standing next to you They’ll ask me, “are you okay?” And I will say yes and walk away But I’ve been reading all the signs And it’s not looking good for me Cause I will never have the balls and I will never grow the nerve To go driving at full speed, crash head first into the curb You are so beautiful to everyone around you The only reason for the push-ups is the fact I know, I can’t support you
If you wanna know why, I’m not sleeping tonight It’s because I’m scared you will never know All the reasons why, I’m about to cry The way I feel inside, the way I feel in
Bullshit conversations, won’t last long Cause you won’t fake them, can’t last long cause you got took away Sitting by myself, you’re better off with some one else It would have helped if I knew what to say Knew what to say, if I knew what to say
this song accurately describes how I feel right now