I decided to redesign some old OCs, Adhira and Lucca

Adhira is the daughter of god of battle and warfare, Aveer. She is expected to succeed her father

Lucca is a storm deity and captain of the royal guard. She is also a close friend and battle companion to Adhira 

Adam Kadmon: Primordial Man

“Adam Kadmon” is an ancient qabballistic word for “universal man” which represents the “seven creational stages through which the Adam Kadmon Light body or prototype created the Adamic race.”

Kadmon comes from ‘Aveer Qadmon’, meaning ‘primitive air’ or Azoth. Thoth tells us that the Azoth was the substance in which Prima Matra or First Matter was formed. He also states that the Adam Kadmon was a two-fold manifestation:

1) A divine pattern or schematic which is a ‘Light Body’ of macrocosmic proportions

2) A formulation of that sacred patterning into a being that was supra-physical, and from which the ‘Adamic Race was spawned.

From the Azoth or primitive air in which the supernal world was created, the Adam Kadmon took substance as the ‘Kosmic Man’.

The symbol of Primordial Man, the first being to emerge with the creation of the cosmos is common to a number of religious and philosophical traditions. The Upanishads describe a primal man composed of the very elements which were to become the world. According to the Upanishads this “gigantic divine being” is both infinitely far and deposited near the innermost recesses of the human heart. Indeed, in the Hindu tradition, the Primordial Man is identified both with the entire Universe and the soul or essence of all things.

Interestingly, a similar image is found in Plutarch who relates that the entirety of the heavens is arranged in the form of a macroanthropos, a colossal human being who is conceived as a model for the human world. For Plutarch, the sun is at the heart of this being and the moon, the sun¹s androgynous messenger, is located in between the heart and belly.

The Primordial Man is also an important symbol in Gnosticism. The Gnostics inferred from the verse in Genesis “Let us make man in our own image” that the first earthly man was created on the model of a cosmic Adam on high. In the Nag Hammadi text, the Apocryphon of John, we learn that this anthropos is the first creation of “knowledge and Perfect Intellect” and the first luminary of the heavens. This Anthropos becomes the heavenly model through which the demiurge forges an earthly Adam. Other Gnostic sources relate how the “archons” (conceived of as female demigods corresponding to each of the seven planets) formed an earthly Adam to fulfill their sexual desire for the heavenly anthropos who was beyond their spiritual reach. Amongst the Mandeans (a Gnostic sect that today survives in Iraq) the primordial Adam is coextensive with the cosmos, his body is the body of the world, and his soul the soul of all souls. In an image which would later reappear in the Kabbalah, the Gnostics held that individual human beings are descended from the cosmic anthropos as a result of the fragmentation of the Primordial Man.

In the Kabbalah, the Primordial Man is spoken of as Adam Kadmon, and, in the Lurianic Kabbalah this symbol becomes a pivotal notion linking God, Man, and the World. Adam Kadmon, as the first being to emerge from the infinite Godhead, Ein-sof, is essentially indistinguishable from the deity, yet at the same time his body is said to both emanate and constitute the world. Man, having been created in God¹s image, is said by the Kabbalists to be comprised of the very same cosmic elements, the sefirot, which comprise the “body” of Adam Kadmon. The symbol of Adam Kadmon expresses the idea that the cosmos itself has both a soul and body very much like that of man, and that the world too is garbed in the interest, value and Eros which is normally thought to be the exclusive province of humankind.

In the Lurianic Kabbalah, Adam Kadmon is the first being to spontaneously emerge in the metaphysical void, which was formed in the center of the cosmos after the Tzimtzum. The Sefirot and worlds which they comprise are, according to Luria and his disciple, Vital, emanated from the various orifices in Adam Kadmon¹s head: from the ear, the nose, eyes, and mouth. The highest, most sublime of these emanations, forms the world of Atziluth, from the Hebrew “etzel”, meaning “near” (to the infinite God). However, even higher than Atziluth, according to the Lurianists, is the World of Adam Kadmon itself, often abbreviated as the World of A¹K, a world so high and sublime as to be virtually indistinguishable from Ein-sof. From within this realm, so close to the infinite God, Adam Kadmon directs the subsequent course of events in the lower worlds.

Adam Kadmon, from his abode in the highest world, is instrumental not only in the emanation of the Sefirot, but also in their reconstruction and repair. Lights, this time from the forehead of Adam Kadmon, bathe the broken vessels and actually occasion their initial reconstruction into Partzufim. As such, according to Luria, the Primordial Man is instrumental not only for the world¹s creation, but for its redemption as well. Still it is the province of actual men and women to assure the world¹s Tikkun The symbol of Primordial Man and Adam Kadmon is discussed in detail Chapter 4 of Symbols of the Kabbalah, and in relationship to similar notions in Indian Philosophy, Gnosticism and Carl Jung in Chapters 3, 5 and 8 of Kabbalistic Metaphors. The Lurianic Kabbalah is treated in detail in Sanford Drob’s Symbols of the Kabbalah and Kabbalistic Metaphors .

The Records of Thoth record the animiotesh, or seven creational stages through which the Adam Kadmon Light Body or prototype created the Adamic Race. These are as follows:

1) Diethopas - the ‘Bringing of Fire’ or command of Spirit

2) Mythegaris - the ‘Issuance of Presence’

3) Kyithos - the ‘Whirling Pillar’ or establishment of foundation

4) Esoshaktes - the ‘Developing Thought’

5) Kasemel - the ‘Plasticity’

6) Endoshek - the ‘Breath’

7) Lotii - ‘Duality’

Thoth further explains the Adam Kadmon:

“The Adam Kadmon begins as a Light Body that is created from divine imprint through the angelic field. This Light body is then integrated with a matter-molecule of part Light and part matter, which we refer to as the M-stra molecule. All humans on this planet contain a seed of the M-stra that in the future will once again become fully realized. The Adam Kadmon then, is not a single Light Being or Race, but a sacred geometry transmitted from the angelic heavens to the matter-world.”

My Week With Marilyn

Eddie Redmayne got lucky. A whole week with Marilyn? It does not matter if that story is true or not, spending 7 days with Michelle would still do it for me. That woman is gorgeous.

Let’s see what I have learned on a Monday… If I listened correctly, you would need 6.2x10 to the power 23 of marshmallows to completely cover the whole of America. So now I know… I bet Adam doesn’t learn anything like that at NYU. Unless he learns something that is actually related to medicine. Definitely no marshmallows then.

Darci thinks she’s pregnant. But she isn’t. Anyways, if she were, I would be happy to keep her baby as she is a proper blonde, and her kid would be just like the one that I was longing to have. 

At assembly, there was a big discussion about drugs and its uses. I kept looking over to Jenkins (Darci’s douchebag boyfriend) so he could see the disgusted look on my face, but I don’t think he got it. He winked, like it was cool. It so wasn’t. Then they showed some pretty horrid pictures of people who overdosed on drugs with a heartbreaking song underneath, but everybody looked bored. It didn’t change until the very end, when somebody shouted something like ‘Hey, that’s my Mom!’ 'No way, dude, what’s her number?!’ and everyone burst out laughing. Of course it was Hayden and his buddy Logan, jerking around. And of course, it wasn’t Hayden’s Mom. 

Friday Night Lights

This party tomorrow is just getting better and better. Is that even possible, that once and for all, things change but in a good way? I certainly hope this change will not change anymore. Because I’m very satisfied with the current plans for Friday Night. Too bad it’s London, not Texas: it’ll probably rain. Whatever, it’s totally for us.

Oh yeah, moving on to what is the actual change. Not only Steph and Bertie are able to make it tomorrow, but Heidi, one of our best-est friends from Boarding School is coming! So now we actually have an occasion to throw this party, as it’s Heidi’s birthday as well. There you go Mom. 

Of course, this is all out of the blue, so we’ll count on the vibe of the party instead of a cake. And also: let there be alcohol. Oh, and music.

Hayden never met Heidi before, so I’m excited to introduce her to him. She’s beautiful, so I have to be cautious… Seriously, if she doesn’t have a boyfriend at the moment, I’m going to have to find her someone, or Hayden will have affections for her, just like for any other single beautiful girls… It’s not his fault, though, I blame the hormones. So glad Steph is already taken.