Past few months had been CRAZY for me and about 2 more months till the end of this semester. I’ve decided to pick up something therapeutic to ease this ridiculously piled up stress and thus today I tried watercolor painting for the very first time! Tbh I’ve been wanting to try watercolor painting for the past 2 weeks but never gotten the chance to do so but today is the day! 😇 I painted a gloomy autumn scenery and idk, it just kinda became this way 😅 After painting my hands were still itching to do something artsy so I sketched Jimin and V from BTS 👌👌👌👌🙏🙏🙏🙏

Saturday well-spent.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

A little park-scene i created. I tried out to add some diffrent textures with colored pencils. I am happy with the result :)