I’m an antisocial pessimist, and usually I don’t mess with this


I do not expect to be treated like a woman, but it’s a pretty awful feeling when others judge me for not acting like more of a man. 

Like what does that even mean? Can I not just act like a human being? Is it to much to have a simple human experience without being boxed up by gender norms?

It is not my body that has predetermined my gender. Mainstream society has predetermined my gender based on my body.

The only thing I have determined is to not be apart of it. As far as I am concerned, I have always been gender fluid, my gender expression has always been what it is today.

The problem is I spent a lot of time trying to fit in, and then a lot of time trying to figure out why I simply couldn’t.

If I hadn’t felt pressured to be, look & act a certain way based on my body, then I wouldn’t have wasted so much of my life trying to.

I imagine a world very different from this one. Sometimes it breaks my heart, other times it drives me to keep being the change I want to see in the world.

I got asked the other day what I hope to get out of having my pictures taken and sharing my outfits with the world. I couldn’t even begin to describe to them how everything they are seeing, all these outfits, it is just the very beginning.

It is typically easier for people to believe something they can see. Well here I am, now you see me.

-Elliott Alexzander

Photo’s by: George Gish & Barry Brandon
Lots of the pieces I am wearing in this collection of outfits are up for grabs in my Thrift Store, some stuff got marked down as well! Hope you’ll have a look!


Hey look! I finally made some! My inaugural batch came out pretty alright in my opinion!

I probably won’t be selling these particular ones because they came out sort of soft, but as soon as I finish more I’ll be listing those as quickly as I can!

What do you think? Is the shaped thing alright? Also, do you all prefer the bail attached upside down or right side up? I prefer them attached where the stem is, personally, but I’m eager to hear what others think.

I just passed 200 followers! Thank you all so much :) I drew a fall fashion picture of the normal route baes to celebrate. I know most of you follow me for the dank mystic messenger memes, but if you do like my art and wanna try and win a request of any picture or comic you like from me (up to two characters) then feel free to reblog this post (no need to be following me)!

Until: Sunday October 2