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some things i noticed during hamilton
  • king george does the turn off your cellphones announcement right before it starts and he says “enjoy MY show” lmfao
  • i was already tearing up during alexander hamilton rip
  • in the beginning laurens and hercules are v loud and usually drunk there are multiple instances of it in aaron burr, sir, the story of tonight, satisfied, and the story of tonight reprise and they always made the audience laugh
  • in my shot laurens turns to hamilton and says “you and i do or die” more privately and quietly to him alone and then turns back and continues  
  • peggy is actually reluctant in the schuyler sisters and tries to stop angelica before being quite literally dragged across the stage when she sings “and peggy”
  • when everyone exits in the story of tonight hamilton and laurens leave with their arms around each other :’)
  • in farmer refuted the squad is standing off to the side listening to samuel seabury and hercules and lafayette nudge and push hamilton forward while giggling to themselves until he finally challenges seabury
  • during you’ll be back king george jerks his shoulders up and down in time with his da da da das he looked absolutely ridiculous it was so funny
  • in helpless after hamilton gets eliza’s father’s blessing he looks to eliza and does this ridiculous little celebratory dance but then mr schuyler looks back over at him and he makes a show of composing himself
  • also in helpless washington was the one who helped hamilton get ready for the wedding and he fixed up his coat it was such a nice moment :’)
  • yo satisfied literally changed my fucking life ok bc obv renee is SO TALENTED WOW and bc the choreography was so cool man they did actually rewind everything somehow so it was the scene at the beginning of helpless im not entirely sure how they pulled it off tbh
  • in the story of tonight reprise the squad sways/thrusts their hips crudely while they tease hamilton for getting married it’s so fucking funny
  • wait for it is life changing. that is all
  • history has its eyes on you blew me away i love chris so much
  • yorktown is INSANE so many things are happening at once and the lights go crazy and the ensemble dance breakdown is just incredible
  • at the end of what comes next king george held out his hands expectantly then huffed and stomped off stage when no one started clapping immediately honestly all of his appearances were 10/10
  • oh my god dear theodosia was too much for me because it’s just burr and hamilton alone on stage singing tenderly to their newborn children
  • eliza walks in and delivers the news about laurens’ death (it’s not in the soundtrack) and hamilton’s demeanor changes immediately and after about a minute of grim silence he says “i have so much work to do” and exits and during this entire thing laurens stands off to the side surrounded by blue light and quietly and sadly sings the beginning lines of the story of tonight i damn near started bawling y’all
  • in non stop burr and hamilton are at a trial and burr gets v exasperated as hamilton delivers the long winded opening statement and after burr says “that’s all you had to say” hamilton looks like he’s going to stop but then in a typical hamilton fashion he darts back to keep talking when he says “one more thing–”
  • i especially loved nonstop bc the blending of the different character harmonies being sung all at once is phenomenal and outstanding i was completely blown away
  • in what’d i miss jefferson was encouraging the crowd’s applause and cheers and cupped his hand by his ear and leaned forward to hype the crowd up and it made everyone go even crazier it was so great
  • after jefferson finishes his argument in cabinet battle #1 he drops the mic and madison’s hand is waiting underneath to catch it lmaooooo
  • eliza beatboxes during philip’s rap/poem in take a break and philip’s voice breaks really badly so it ended up sounding like “you can write rhymes but you can’t write MINE” and that’s why hamilton says “WHAT”
  • also hamilton declines the invitation to the schuyler vacation and angelica starts after him to talk some sense into him but eliza stops her and shakes her head and they leave arm in arm they don’t even KNOW
  • maria wore a red dress with red lipstick in say no to this and i got chills bc jasmine is so talented and i am very gay that’s all i have to say
  • ok i lied towards the end of say no to this maria to sits on hamilton’s lap and places one of his hands on her stomach and the other on her chest i was vvv side eye emoji
  • i also got chills during room where it happens and one last time and literally every song ngl i’m trash
  • jefferson literally sniffs hamilton and makes a disgusted face when he says hamilton “smells like new money” in cabinet battle #2
  • king george comes back in i know him as the others are exiting and he flinches away in disgust if any of them got close to him it’s hysterical and then he jumps around as he excitedly anticipates being able to see adams crash and burn as president
  • KING GEORGE ALSO GOT BURR TO BREAK CHARACTER!!! burr laughed as he sang the beginning of the adams administration because george was making exaggerated gestures from where he set up a stool on the end of the stage to watch adams’ disastrous presidency i feel so #blessed
  • oh my god and then when hamilton calls john adams a “FAT MOTHERF–” in his iconic drag he drops a stack of books off the balcony so the thud censors the rest of it as the red strobe lights flashed it’s so extra i love it
  • in we know jefferson’s “whaaaaat” is pure giddiness and he rushes over to snatch james reynolds’ letter out of burr’s hands to read for himself he’s such an asshole
  • hurricane is AWESOME ok it’s one of my faves the lights were dimmed and hamilton is alone on stage singing and then maria gives hamilton the quill i was like bro…… that’s some poetic shit………
  • lord the reynolds pamphlet was crazy everyone was moving around and making it rain and then king george came down the stairs and smugly pranced across the stage while hamilton is trying to plead with everyone that at least he was honest about the money
  • burn was so fucking sad and it didn’t help that eliza was on her knees for half of it just lay me to rest y’all
  • JESUS and then after philip’s death in stay alive reprise eliza wails mournfully as she sobs over his body it’s the saddest thing i’ve ever heard i felt like i was hit by a train
  • sjdfnskfnksfj nothing will ever prepare you for seeing it’s quiet uptown live it’s a beautifully sad number bc hamilton and eliza are standing center stage while people move in slow motion in dim blue light around them but eliza stares straight ahead while hamilton begs for forgiveness until she finally reaches for his arm and rests her head on his shoulder and says “it’s quiet uptown”
  • burr actually runs around grinning as he eavesdrops on all the peoples’ views of him and he even fist pumps a bit in the election of 1800
  • your obedient servant was so funny bc there was only one desk and burr wrote one letter to hamilton and after a dancer delivered it burr and hamilton switched places at the desk and hamilton handed off letter after letter to be delivered to burr and burr just looked so done
  • god the choreography in the world was wide enough was a++++ because burr fires the gun and a dancer shows the motion of the bullet by acting as if she was holding it and moved it closer to hamilton and then everything slows down as hamilton has his moment of reflection and he actually runs away when he notices how close the bullet is getting at one point but then he finally decides to accept his fate and doesn’t move as the bullet comes rushing towards him when time resumes normal speed
  • towards the end of who lives, who dies, who tells your story eliza and alexander face each other and hold hands but then hamilton steps back and eliza turns to the audience and at the veeeeery last moment she holds her hands out and gasps and smiles as if she sees him on the ~other side~ after decades of being apart and she’s ready to go be with him forever and then the lights cut to black and it ends i stood up immediately and clapped with goddamn tears in my eyes
  • TL;DR there are a lot of little quirks in hamilton that make it a wonderful live experience and basically however you imagine the show it’s 100000x better trust me

bottomsamandjaredlibrary  asked:

Jensen tweeted Elta a 'Happy Birthday' post on insta and called her his best friend with an added "I love you, D." and I'm just staring at it like "ah, okay." and went back to sleep. I'm not even keeping up any more because they're trying SO hard to "Beard the fuck up." that it's not even funny any more, like if they wanted to reclaim their hetero back then they should have tone it down some way back then. No, it's society's damn fault. Fuck you society. Being gay isn't wrong, you dumbfucks.

Hello, my darling!

In the midst of these stormy seas I’m reminded of an incident that occured not  long ago - do you remember when Jared serenaded Jensen with “Right Here Waiting” and Jensen responded with “Everything I Do (I Do It For You)”? I’m saying this because I think Jensen could be picking up the slack when Jared isn’t up for some bearding. I don’t think we’ve seen Jared’s real presence over at his social media accounts for a while.

Jensen’s ig post was pretty telling to me. First off, the picture of D is probably ages old. She hasn’t had blonde hair or had her eyebrows styled like that in ages. Compare to this!

Secondly, here’s the caption with my added emphasis “I know we celebrated all weekend but I just had to throw out one last #happybirthday to my best friend on the planet.  I love you, D.“ So, huh? Jensen wants to reinforce the idea he spent the entire weekend at Austin. Well, that only furthers my suspicions that he could’ve left on Sunday to celebrate Tom’s birthday and to join his husband.

I wonder if the surrogate is indeed the cause of this storm or if the J’s are cooking up something big behind the scenes. This social media bearding is on overkill mode right now and I’ll be surprised if the hets or general fans don’t find it strange.

This dog and pony show does nothing to convince me the J’s aren’t a couple. They’ve survived over a decade of smoke and mirrors, weddings, births, rumours and storms of all kind. An unconfirmed rumour of a surrogate won’t bring them down, my dear! We must stand in staunch support of our OTP in these trying times - their ship will sail through it all.

Don’t let any of this bring you down, sweetheart! I hope you have a lovely day ahead of you. Thank you for the message!

Originally posted by darlingcap

PS: Jensen may be able to write an adoring sentence or two about D, but does he sing to her? Does he heart-eye her? I think not.

atx gothic

- Every day, you hear that they are coming from California. You are told they are everywhere. Hundreds more every day. You and everyone you know despise the them. You have yet to meet someone in this town from California.

- They are improving MoPac. You have never travelled so slowly. The improvements are going well. In the last six months your commute has increased by twenty minutes each way. The improvements will be opened soon. You are not sure what is meant to be changing.

- One day, the bluebonnets appear. The grassy areas are painted blue. Soon, they will disappear, and the grassy areas will be green, and then the grassy areas will be brown, and they will stay brown, and then the entire world will turn blue again, and you and your family will sit in the bluebonnets and take photos, because every year the blue is a surprise.

- The sky is so blue. It is so bright. There are a few perfect clouds, but they hold no rain. You walk from your air-conditioned house to your air-conditioned car and drive to an air-conditioned store. When you arrive inside the store, you notice your shoulders are sunburned. You remove your sunglasses but it still appears dark inside the store, as if the sun has sucked out all the light.

- It is a crime to touch the bluebonnets along the highways. You sit along the highway and smile for the camera. Down another mile, a police car parks in the bluebonnets, waiting to catch people speeding on MoPac.

- You find yourself at the food trucks. You are not sure what is in your hand but it is fried and delicious. When you return to the same place, the food trucks have moved. You are told to find them elsewhere, but this group of food trucks is different. You buy another fried thing, and it is still delicious. Your friend buys a three-course meal from another food truck. You sit at a picnic table to eat.

- You are in a drought. You have always been in a drought. Though no-one has said it outright, it is assumed that the Californians are to blame.

- They have shifted the lane lines on MoPac a foot over to one side.

Take It All Back

Part Eight

Summary: Good news from the doctor sends the Ackles couple on another weekend getaway, and prompts Journey to move on from the past. 
Pairing: Jensen x OFC (Journey)
Word Count: 1670
Warnings: Pregnancy.


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A Weekend in Paris

 Five months have passed since New Year’s Eve on the roof. The group of friends had been so happy since then. Farkle was overjoyed to be with Smackle again even if it was long distance. In a couple of days that distance would be no more. He would be in Australia with his beloved and they could pick up where they left off the day she had left for Australia. Video chats and late night phone calls were ok, but nothing could compare to the moment he would see her in person for the first time in months. Everyone had come with him to the airport and he was glad they did. He knew he would miss a lot while he was gone but would see them at the end of the year. They all had plans for the summer. Plans that didn’t really include the group as a whole. Maya and Josh would be spending the summer in Philly with his family. Zay and Sara would be staying in the city, as Zay was doing some summer theater and Sara was working. Riley and Lucas would be spending the summer in Texas and Lucas had some big plans for Riley. Lucas had mentioned his plans to Farkle and he couldn’t be happier for them. Riley was about to have a summer she would never forget.

As always I want to thank those that are always there to support me @sand1128, @zombeeegurl, Kayla, Courtney and @hiheyhowdyhi

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Chapter 1


Sunday, June 4, 2023 at the apartment of Lucas and Josh

Lucas and Riley were just returning to the apartment from the airport where they just said their goodbyes to Farkle. He was going to be in Australia with Smackle for the next 6 months. As a matter of fact, the whole group of friends would be gone for the entire summer. Riley and Lucas were due to fly out of La Guardia airport for Austin, Texas the next morning at 9 a.m. They would be spending the whole summer at Pappy Joe’s Ranch in Texas. Riley couldn’t wait to get away and have Lucas all to herself for the summer. She was helping Lucas finish his packing and they were going to have dinner with Maya, Josh, Zay and Sara upstairs at the Matthew’s apartment. Topanga had been cooking all day and wanted to send Riley and Lucas off with a small get together of friends and family.

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ambibambipuddingandpie  asked:

How do you write your sigils? I only know one method from the book Practical Sigil Magic by Frater and I was just wondering how you do them

I think he uses the ‘write it out, cross out vowels and repeated consonants, and use what’s left’ method doesn’t he? It was popularized by Austin Osman Spare. That’s the one I use. I made a How I make sigils post a while back showing how I made my icon. If you want to know about other methods here are a few.

Current mood

What I say: I’m fine.
What I mean: The Flood is lowkey Of Mice & Men’s best album but it’s so UNDERRATED because everyone keeps talking about Restoring Force which is dope don’t get me wrong but um THE FLOOD IS SO DAMN GOOD there’s so much emotion put into it and Shayley has the voice of an angel I miss him so much honestly I just want to CRY and wrap myself in my blankets and just listen to The Flood on repeat for hours because IT’S BEEN FIVE YEARS AND I’M STILL YDG'N

yo btw, i’m going to RTX next week!! if you’re going hmu and say hi if ya see me! i’m probably going to be posting a lot of pics, here and especially on my twitter! probably no art next week or two (i’m staying in austin until the 15th) but hey,,, ALSO if you have the RTX app, my code is XXHK so feel free to add me

call out post for tass ( @lmfrnk )

* so fucking emo
* dresses like an emo
* wears the same jacket every time i see them like do you even wash it dude
* replies to my (multiple) texts a century later with ‘lmao’
* didnt know who derek zanetti is
* hasnt seen austin powers
* made me regress and become emo again
* literally made me
* is violent af i’ve seen it with my own eyes
* plays bass like no other
* became obsessed with mcr like 3 years later than everyone else
* i forgive them
* secretly wants to be mikey way

Before He Cheats *Austin Mahone Imagine*

Requested by Anon

“OMG I love Ausmila!”


“Thank god Y/N is gone”


“Y/N is soooo ugly Camila is so much better than her”


“I want Austin and Camila to adopt me!!”


You read off twitter this was something you were kind of use to but it still bothered you each time no matter how hard you tried to ignore it.


You sighed and locked your phone and threw it to the side.

These rumors can’t be true; your boyfriend would never cheat on you like this, right?

You were too afraid to ask or bring it up when you spoke to him every night after his shows. You didn’t at all like him going on tour with 5th Harmony but you didn’t wanna seem controlling or anything.

It wasn’t that you didn’t like the girls or Camila personally you didn’t know them well enough to judge you just weren’t a big fan especially since these rumors about “Ausmila” started awhile ago and every so often they would post pictures that would make fans think that they were dating and you would get all this hate.


You sat in silence for a few more minutes before you decided to text Austin.


“Hey, r u busy right now?”


“I’ve got a few minutes, y?”


“Just call me plz”


You were tired off all this if he was into Camila then fine you just wanted to know and not be dragged along anymore.

A few seconds later your phone began to vibrate.


You sighed before finally answering your phone.




“Hey, what was so important?”


“Well um I was on twitter before…”


You heard him groan.




“Look it’s been going on for months and I’m tired of it this should have been talked about months ago”


“You’re right, look I don’t wanna do this over the phone so I was thinking you could fly out to the show on Friday”


If it had to be done in person you knew it couldn’t be good and this isn’t what you were hoping for


“Y-Yeah, I can do that”


“Okay well I gotta go I’ll see you then”






Austin hung up before you could even say bye.


@Y/T/N: Looks like you guys are getting what you wanted


2 days later


You had arrived at the venue for tonight’s show you were nervous but you kind of knew what to expect you spend the last two days trying to prepare yourself for the worst but you just couldn’t no matter how hard you tried.


Eventually you found yourself in front of the closed door of Austin’s Dressing Room.


You sighed before knocking.

A few seconds later the door flew open and Austin appeared.




You tried to smile but nothing.




“Come in” He told you then moved out of the door way and let you in.


“So um how’ve you been?” he asked you trying to make small talk but you were in no mood you just wanted to get this over with already.


“Please don’t drag this out anymore I know what you’re gonna say now please just say it”


“These rumors…aren’t rumors anymore” He confessed.


“And you didn’t think you should tell me?” “I didn’t wanna hurt you” “Too late” “I know”


“So have you kissed her?” you asked not really sure if you even wanted to know.






“I don’t know, it just happened”


“Wow, that’s your excuse?”


“It’s true! You know maybe if you would have just came o tour we wouldn’t have this problem right now”


“So you cheating on me and having feelings for another girl is my fault?!”


“Yes she was there when you weren’t”


“That’s the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard, how could drag me along for so long?”


“Because I told you Y/N I didn’t wanna hurt you”


“And you didn’t think that keeping this a secret would?! The whole world knew before I did and I was your girlfriend!”


“I’m sorry”


“No I’m sorry Austin for making you cheat on me you know remember it’s my fault”


He didn’t say anything so you did.


“You know what it was fun while it lasted, I really did love you and I thought you did too but I guess I’m an idiot, if she makes you happy well then good for you I’m leaving now because I really don’t wanna hear anymore lies”




“No okay just don’t its over this is what you wanted”


“Yeah, but not like this”


That made your heart fall into your stomach, you didn’t want this but you wouldn’t let him see you cry right now.


“Well it was like this, I’m gonna go now” “Y/N” “I’m so so sorry”


You shrugged “Whatever It’s done you can be with her now be happy make your fans happy”


“This isn’t for the fans”


“It doesn’t matter to me you aren’t my boyfriend anymore okay”




You stared at each other for a few seconds before you could feel yourself about to break so you ran out of the room.


That night you cried yourself to sleep in your hotel room alone, not even an hour later Austin announced his new relationship and all the hate came in your direction but you were too heartbroken to care.


You never thought he would do this to you, you trusted him and he broke that trust and you know now that you need to be more careful with who you trust with your heart.

tagged by @kavisnky bless u xo

rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs how ever many blogs you would like to get to know better

A - Age: 20
B - Birthplace: US
C - Current time: 6:39pm
D - Drink You Last Had: water
E - Easiest Person To Talk To: dan
F - Favourite Song: for right now? Yours Truly, Austin Post by Post Malone
G - Grossest Memory: evan told me a story once about a jolly rancher that’s haunted me for life.
H - Horror Yes or Horror No: hellll yeah horror movies, horror video games, luv halloween.
I - In Love: nah
J - Jealous of People: who have the clothes i want & can wear them ohhh my god
K - Killed Someone: this isn’t a tr*e cr*me blog no
L - Love At First Sight or Should I Walk By Again: never experienced it
M - Middle Name: rae
N - Number of Siblings: one, a sister
O - One Wish: success for myself & friends
P - Person You Called Last: work
Q - Question You Are Always Asked: “how do you do that?”
R - Reason to Smile: h3h3 vids
S - Song You Sang Last: She’s Gonna Leave You by The Walters
T - Time You Woke Up: 2pm 🤙
U - Underwear Colour: black
V - Vacation Destination: back to germany
W - Worst Habit: i wont talk to people unless they talk to me and i’m the Worst person to text
X - X-rays: i dont remember for what but yeah
Y - Your Favourite Food: sushi
Z - Zodiac Sign: gemini

tagging: @alexanderthenotsogreat @fakegoths @karvinsky @gemetzel @valines @thatonequokka

Left Behind (Split Track)
Spring Awakening (OBC/Revival)
Left Behind (Split Track)

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Left: OBC

Right: Deaf West Revival

Decided to do this since my first audio is getting attention again. I really appreciate your comments guys, it’s what makes me want to make more of these!  This one was interesting to make because usually Deaf West’s version goes a bit faster but in here Austin sang it slower than the original.

I’m thinking 150 notes ‘till I post the next one? It will probably also be from Spring Awakening, if you have a request for me to do a specific song or something from another musical go right ahead and I just might do it.

I used this audio of Austin singing Left Behind.

You can find all my split tracks here

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“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” - Austin Carlile imagine

Hey guys! First I want to say I’m sorry for not posting any imagine in ages… I’ve been really busy with uni, exams and then work, but I’ll try to write more now.

So here’s an Austin Carlile imagine that I had started writing before my big “break”, I hope you’ll like it! :)

It all started when my boyfriend Austin and I went to the beach a week ago. I was wearing my favorite bikini which usually fitted me perfectly, when Austin made me notice that the top looked smaller than usual. No big deal, I thought at first. But it all changed one night, a few days later, when I realized how tired and moody I was, and finally remembered that my period was late.

Now I sat on my bathroom floor with a plastic stick in my hand, waiting for the timer on my phone to ring. After a 3-minute wait which seemed endless, it finally rang and I gave an anxious look at the test. Two bright, pink lines were staring directly at me. No, it cant be possible. I cant be pregnant, no.

At that moment, I realized how the situation must have looked like from the outside. It looked so much like a cliché  movie scene that it almost made me laugh for a second, but reality soon washed over me. What was I going to do? How was I supposed to tell Austin?

Of course I loved him, and I was sure he loved me too. We had been together for 3 years and I could easily picture myself starting a family and growing old with him. The problem was: not now. It wasn’t planned, we were in no way ready for a baby and I didn’t even know how we could do it. Austin’s band had just released a re-release of their album Restoring Force, and they were touring non-stop all around the world to promote it. I barely got to spend time with him between his tours and my studies in college, so how could we take care of a baby?

I needed to let it out, to tell somebody about it. I instantly thought about Alan, we had been close friends for years and he actually was the one who introduced Austin to me, so I knew I could always count on him. I washed my hands and hid the test in one of my drawers before grabbing my phone and clicking on Alan’s contact. He picked up after 2 rings and my nervousness level immediately increased.

“Hey Y/N, how are you?” Alan asked cheerfully.

“I’m- I’m fine, what about you?” I tried to avoid the question.

“You don’t seem too sure about that, and there’s certainly a good reason for you to call me at 1AM instead of your boyfriend…” He retorted. “So tell me Y/N, what’s the matter?”

“Well I kind of have a problem right now…” I trailed off. “And you can’t tell Austin for now.” I warned him.

I needed to have my best friend’s support first, I was too worried about Austin’s reaction.

“You know you can tell me anything and I’ll help you no matter what, so what is it Y/N?” He asked again.

“Ok so… I’m pregnant.” I blurted out.

“Oh. Well, that’s big news. Congratulations!” He said, shocked at first but his tone soon became enthusiastic. “Austin is going to be thrilled, when are you going to tell him?”

“That’s the problem, Alan.” I sighed. “I don’t know how to tell him, and more importantly I don’t know how he’ll react. I hope he won’t get mad at me-“

“Y/N, you know Austin could never be mad at you, and especially not for that!” Alan cut me off. “He loves you, and he’s always wanted to have kids!”

“Yes, I know that…” I nodded even if he couldn’t see me.

“We’ll be back home in 2 days, so between now and then you’re going to relax and stop worrying about his reaction. And when he’ll get home, I want you to tell him the big news.” He told me calmly. ‘No avoiding allowed, ok?” He reminded me again.

“Yes Alan, I’ll do it.” I breathed out.

“Look, I have to go for sound check now or the guys, and especially Austin, are going to get suspicious. Text me if you need anything, Y/N.”

“Thanks for everything Alan, see you soon!” I said goodbye to my best friend and hung up.

I sighed as I placed my phone on my bedside table and let my body fall on the bed. It was going to be a long two days before Austin came home and I finally announced him my pregnancy. In the meanwhile, I wanted to plan how to make the big announcement: I had always pictured myself discovering a pregnancy with my boyfriend, and I had never thought about how to announce it.

– 2 days later –

Today was the big day. Austin would be home in less than an hour, and soon our lives would officially be changed forever. Despite Alan’s comforting words, I was still a bit worried about Austin not wanting this baby and leaving me to raise a kid by myself, but I tried to keep that kind of negative thoughts away.

The previous two days had allowed me to think more about how to tell Austin, and after thinking about many ways to do it I had finally found the one: nothing fancy, nothing extravagant, only something nice that we could still remember in the future.

I was currently in front of our closet mirror with a black marker in my hand, my short folded up so that my still flat stomach was exposed. And let me tell you, trying to write something on your own skin while looking at it in a mirror isn’t an easy thing to do. After several attempts, I finally got the result I wanted: on my skin was now written “AUSTIN + Y/N = ME” in big capital letters and with a heart underneath.

Just when I put the sharpie back in the drawer of my desk, I heard the door open downstairs: Austin was home. I put my shirt back down, checked my reflection in the mirror once again and took a deep breath. I rushed down the stairs and smile as I saw my boyfriend his bags on the floor in the hallway. A big grin appeared on his face as he saw.

“Y/N, come here!” He smiled as he opened his arms and engulfed me into a tight hug.

“I miss you so much Austin.” I mumbled against his chest.

“I miss you too Y/N, but now I’m home.” He said before kissing the top of my head.

I looked up and my Y/E/C eyes finally met his brown ones. We stood there for a while, smiling lovingly and just enjoying each other’s presence. After a few more minutes, I remembered the “little surprise” I had for him: I had to do it.

“Austin, I have something for you…” I started.

“For me? You know you don’t have to get me a present every time I come home from tour, even if I love surprises.” He smiled, getting curious.

“Well it’s not exactly a present but… Follow me.” I told him as I took his hand.

I led him into the living room and toward the couch. I sat first and he sat next to me, bouncing his legs up and down impatiently. I took his hands in mine and placed them over the hem of my shirt. He gave me a questioning look, definitely not having a clue about what was going on. I took a deep breath and look him in the eyes before speaking up.

“Lift my shirt up, Austin.” I told him shyly.

“Okay…” He was now even more confused.

He finally lifted my shirt up and exposed my stomach, his face blank. After ten long seconds of me holding my breath, He finally looked up at me and the biggest smile I had ever seen appeared on his face.

“Is it for what I think it is, Y/N? You’re pregnant, for real?” He asked eagerly.

“Yes I am, Austin. I found out two days ago.” I explained, relieved.

“Oh my God Y/N, this is amazing!” He beamed before crashing his lips against mine. “Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”

“I didn’t know how to tell you as first, I was worried you were going to be mad and…” I trailed off.

“Oh Y/N, did you really think I was going to leave you?”

I nodded shyly in response, now embarrassed at how stupid I had been when thinking Austin wouldn’t want this baby.

“Look at me, Y/N.” He ordered seriously, placing a finger under my chin to make me look at him. “I would never, ever leave you. And I couldn’t be happier about having a baby and finally starting a family with you, ok? Please never forget that.” He whispered the last words.

I sighed, definitely relieved that all went perfectly. Austin loved me and we were going to have this baby together.

“So, when are we going to tell everybody?” He spoke happily, back to his normal self.

“Well, doctors say it’s safer to wait until the end of the first trimester to tell everybody.” I explained. “But… I might have already told Alan though.” I confessed shyly.

“What? So Ginger princess get to know I’m going to be a dad without the father knowing himself? That’s not really nice of you, Y/N.” He acted falsely hurt, a hand placed over his chest.

“Sorry I couldn’t help it.” I laughed. “But you’re going to be the best daddy ever, and that’s what is important!” I smiled before smashing my lips against his again.

anonymous asked:

Could you give me a timeline of what you think is happening with Haylor now? I mean, when do you think the talking started and they met up? And what is your theory about what is going on? Like, with the ring, etc. Sorry I'm asking so many questions. I just haven't had this much hope in a long time lmao.

I’ll go with my ‘neutral’ stance:

Okay first it started with Harry’s team denying anything romantic going on with Harry and Kendall in September. And on the same day, it was officially announced that Hiddleswift broke up. Both of it happening on the same day is most likely a coincidence, but that sets the stage nevertheless. We’re sure now that they’re both single.

I think something happened during the week of the Kings of Leon listening party in NYC. I have no absolute proof to say that he was in NYC (you won’t believe me anyways) BUT it’s important to note that a lot of Swifties and Harry stans started picking up some Haylor hints during that week. Harry stans are always paranoid about any possible Haylor interaction even more so when Taylor’s single right now, and during that week in NYC Taylor was hanging with Cara, Suki, Clara Paget – like I said they are from Harry’s group of friends too, and then Kings of Leon were also talking about their friendship/connection to both Taylor and Harry. Taylor went to the concert with Lily Aldridge to promote KOL, and the next day an article about Harry’s friendship with the KOL guys came out. And Harry was liking Jessie Baylin and Lily Aldridge’s photos at the event on IG.

After the KOL concert weekend, an NYC journalist Amanda Ross tweeted ‘Haylor will rise’, and a few days later, Perez Hilton announced on his tumblr and twitter that Taylor is seeing someone. He also started liking Haylor related tweets and manips on IG. Even though I don’t really trust them, I think these are possible leads. My theory is that they both heard something over the weekend – Amanda lives in NYC so she could have heard gossip through the NYC circle (this is just me speculating). Some people say they were just doing that to promote Taylor’s Austin concert but it doesn’t make sense because Perez is still liking Haylor related tweets and posts even after the concert. And Taylor’s team wouldn’t rely on Perez freaking Hilton to promote things for them lmfao. I feel like Perez heard something too and he wants to get first scoop on this by lurking fans.

As for Harry, on the Friday of the KOL concert week, Ben Winston had a party and Harry didn’t attend and some Harry fans were speculating that he didn’t attend because he wasn’t in London. So we have no proof he was in the UK either. It’s a weak theory, but whatever. I also think Harry’s been hanging with Waseem who lives in NYC around end September because he randomly made a post about Harry on IG about the Another Man photoshoot, seems like they’ve been interacting lately (also another weak lead but bear with me here).

Then Someday (a song co-written by Harry most likely about Taylor) was released a day before Taylor’s Austin concert, where she sang Harry songs like Style, Wildest Dreams, OOTW. Coupled with the Amanda Ross and Perez’s Haylor hints, there was a small buzz about Haylor going on at the moment.

Taylor flew to LA for a week and after her short appearance at Drake’s party (to kick off the Drake/Taylor collaboration promo) she went MIA in LA for a week. We don’t know where Harry was either, but I speculate he was in LA as well because his entire London crew flew down to LA for a friend’s wedding (Waseem and Alexa Chung came down from NYC too), and he was liking Waseem’s pic of the wedding and stuff. This is another weak link but like I said, bear with me here I don’t have much to work with especially since the dude refuses to be seen.

Anyways, the weekend before Halloween, Taylor made an impromptu trip to the UK. Hiddleswift fans got excited and thought Tom and Taylor were gonna get back together but then a gossipcop article debunked that, so there’s that. She didn’t go to the UK for Tom, nor are they getting back together. So just like the Hendall rumors, you can cross Hiddleswift out of your list for now.

The week after was drama week, where Harry popped in to attend Kendall’s birthday party and then attended Kanye’s concert. On the same day Harry went to Kanye’s concert, Drake posted a picture of him and Taylor at his birthday party and Taylor liked the picture. Swifties were mad, blablabla, but honestly I thought it was an overreaction. It was promoting-other-artists-day for both of them, eh.

Soooo the week after, on Lorde’s birthday on 7 Nov was the first time Taylor was seen wearing the ring. Then after the elections Taylor randomly flew to LA for a few days, where Harry was also there. This is actually significant because it was probably the first time since July that they were both confirmed to be in the same city/location at the same time, like there’s no argument about it. She was seen wearing the ring again when she was papped entering Lena’s apartment in NYC. Then the next week was Thanksgiving week, she was papped again wearing the ring while walking with Kelsea, at Todrick’s show, while driving in Rhode Island, and at Thanksgiving. Taylor rarely wears rings and jewelry more than a few times so I guess people picked it up and wondered if the ring meant something special to her. No one could find out where the ring came from as well, so it must have been custom made.

The following week was the start of Taylor going MIA, and that’s when Haylorsecrets said on her blog that she can confirm she has heard Haylor rumors going on for the past month from reliable people (according to her). So there’s that. We’ll see what happens next.

P.S: Btw something haylorsecrets said about how the Haylor rumors can’t be proven but at the same time can’t be squashed – I’ve been thinking about this too. Like, there are all this lowkey buzz from fans about Haylor but we haven’t gotten an article debunking it, unlike Hiddleswift. So yes, no confirmation but no denial either.

Do You Want Me? - Part One - Austin Carlile

Not a request but something I’ve been thinking about. Instead of Austin being the dominant Y/N takes charge, ok? C:

I’ll tweak this post up later. This is one of two, no idea when the next one will be posted. Huge apologies to my followers, I know I haven’t posted in ages! Here’s my apology, I hope you like it c; Smut Warning.

Austin’s POV

Walking around my house, I call out for Y/N. “Up here.” I hear her yell, seemingly from the bedroom. I march up the stairs, eager to see her. Entering the last room, I’m extremely pleased to see Y/N dressed up in a tight skirt and unbuttoned blouse. Black stockings loop up her legs which she sways side to side. Needless to say, I’m drooling. “Like what you see?” She asks, her ankle boots trailing the foot of our bed that she’s sitting on. Ecstatically, I nod.

I take a couple of steps into our room, astounded by what my girlfriend is wearing. She stands and takes slow steps towards me, locking eye contact. Pressing her body up to mine, her hands fiddle with my shirt, gradually unbuttoning it. “You’ve misbehaved, Austin. Time to make up to it.” She hisses in my ear, twining around my body, tugging my shirt off. In no way I’m aware of what I’ve done to earn this, but thank fuck I did. “Now…” She murmurs, fingers trailing down my chest. My eyes are practically glued to her breasts that are being pushed up by a black lacy bra. Sending me crashing out of my fantasy is a harsh slap to the face. It takes me a few seconds to realise it was Y/N’s palm. “Ow.” I say, cupping my own face like a small child. “Aw, poor you.” She says sympathetically yet sarcastically. “Get on the bed.” She orders, I submit as she walks over to some drawers..

I can’t really see what she’s doing, but she takes something in her hands. My eyes lock on her ass, which is barely covered up by the tight skirt. She bends over, looking into a drawer. Underneath I see a black thong, instantly making me hard. Turning on her heel, she faces me, a dark vibe of sexual tension shooting between us. She holds something behind her back. As she fiddles with it in her hands I see her smirk to herself. Holding it out like a present, she reveals some rope. “I’ve always wanted to tie you up.” She giggles, like she’s the cute school girl rather than the strict teacher.

”Sit still.” She demands, crawling over my lap. Deliberately, she bends over again, waving her ass in my face as she holds my hands behind my back. I release a small groan as I picture the dirty things I could be doing to her right now. Tightly, she knots up my hands and sits back up, looking pleased with her prize: me, tied up, shirtless.

Intensively, she begins to strip. She starts with her shirt, slowly taking it off, locking eye contact. Gently, she slides down her skirt, past her underwear, stockings and heels. I stare at her body with lust. She begins to unhook her bra. Peeling off the straps, her breasts bounce at their freedom. My mouth opens, wanting to suckle on them. She takes petite step towards me, bending over so our heads are in line. “Do you want me?” She asks, licking her lips. “Yes.” I stutter, her boobs lancing in front of me. “Mhm…” She hums, laying back on the bed, drawing down her thong and pinging it elsewhere. Casually, she slides her right hand down to her core, rubbing it. She moans to herself. “I don’t know, Austin.” She says, continuing to touch herself. “You’ll have to prove to me I need you for my pleasure.” She teases. “Oh, Y/N. I beg of you, I’ll do anything. Anything to pleasure you.” I answer huskily. “Get on the floor. On your knees. By the bed. Now.” Her tone immediately changes darkly.

I amble off, hands still stuck behind my back. I kneel by the side of the bed, awaiting my next order. Snaking her way to the edge of our bed, she sits in front of me. She spreads her legs out wide, displaying her core to me. I know what to do.

I dive my head in between her legs. My tongue ventures between her dripping folds. My cheeks graze her thighs. Every second is filled with my tongue twirling inside of her. “Good boy.” She moans out loud, grasping my head. “Deeper.” She adds, pushing me further between her thighs. Grinding against me, she releases small gasps. Her fingers play with her clit, making her throw her head back. “That’s it.” She murmurs, her fingers circling her clit quickly. “Eat me. Eat me like I’m the last thing you’ll ever taste.” She hisses, hips thrusting at me. I wriggle up and push my head in as deep as I can go, my arms struggle in their tie. I want to touch her. I want to feel her. Both of her hands grab my face and she locks my head in her. Continuously, she moans and without warning, she comes.

She pushes me away from her, both of us panting. “Get on the bed.” She growls between her breaths. “Face the door.” She adds. I do as told and I feel her untie me. I sigh in relief and rub my wrists. “Oh no, it’s not over yet.” She says, biting her lip. “Come here.” She orders. Submitting, I shuffle towards her.

Grabbing my right hand, she ties it to a bed post and does the same with the other. Hungrily, she looks down at me with enthusiasm. Unbuckling my belt, she strips me of my jeans. She looks pleased with the big bulge that has formed in my boxers. Getting to work on them, I can only hope what she’ll do next. “Don’t get your hopes up. For all you know I could be thing you up like this and leaving you here.” She shrugs before revealing a devious smile.

”Let’s make a deal.” She licks her lips, slinking next to me. Her hand takes grasp of my member and she pumps it a few times. “I’ll suck that huge, long dick of yours if you waggle that tongue in me like there’s no tomorrow. Okay?” She tilts her head, as if it’s a challenge. “Hell fucking yes.” I reply instantly.

Grinning, she ducks down, turning her whole body around. Mounting the sixty-nine position, I groan as her tongue trickles over my tip. “I can’t feel your tongue.” She mutters, pausing. With that, I grab her and reunite my lips with her core. Fuck, she’s so wet. I feel her gulp my dick into her mouth and I almost jump. She drools over me, tongue swirling all over. Her hand takes pumps too, only boosting the pleasure. My tongue licks up every ounce of her and I feel her moan against my length. I breath into her folds, the unimaginable talent of her tongue silences me. But I know it was too good to be true.

She stops and sits up, changing position and facing the wall. Her body is still attached to my mouth, but my tongue isn’t making any movement. “Fuck me with your tongue.” She demands. I nod and begin to flick my tongue into her. Reaching in, my tongue soaks up her wetness and pounds her folds. She begins to grind on my face, her body thrusting forward and back. “That’s it.” She mutters as her hips buck. I then focus my mouth on her clit and suck, knowing it’s her most sensitive place. “Fuck.” She moans. “Do it again.” She adds. “And again. Again.” She says repetitively after each time. Doing as told, my tongue clicks against her clit and I’ll hum. “Don’t stop.” She groans, her thighs clench. Again, without warning she squirts into my mouth.

“Your tongue is so fucking good.” She praises me. Without another word, she scrambles on top of me. She sweeps her wet core over my stomach. “Do you want me?” She asks, battering her eyelashes. “Yes. Fuck yes.” I say. I tug at my arms on the bed posts. I need to clutch her body tightly to mine as I can inhumanly fuck her.

She lowers her core onto my member and we both moan. She’s so wet, it drools down my dick. Slowly, she bobbles up and down as she adjusts to me. “You’re so big.” She murmurs, her arms holding her up either side of my head. “How about we pick up the pace a little?” She asks, licking her lips. I nod my head eagerly. Releasing a gasp she tightens around me and increases the pace. “Your dick is huge.” She breathes, knowing I love it. “Fuck.” I curse, tugging at my knotted hands. She sits up and I slide deeper into her. Echoing a moan, she moves her body in a circular motion. “Y/N untie me.” I beg. “Na-ah.” She hums, sinking into fantasy. “No, Y/N. I need it. I need to hold you ruthlessly as I fuck you.” I growl huskily, I can’t help it. I need to feel dominant.

“Mhm, fine.” She grins playfully, reaching over to the bed post, not detaching her body from mine. After untying me, I slam her body down onto me. “I’m going to teach you a lesson, young lady.” I bite my lip as I tumble her over onto her side. She licks over her lips before biting down hardly. She nods her head.