austin or bust

Argument

(Y/N P.O.V) “O MY GOSH AUSTIN” I yell, austin and I keep getting in arguments because he’s always leaving to hang out with his friends and he never spends any more time with me anymore and it makes me feel like he doesn’t love me me anymore.“SHUT UP (Y/N) YOU COULD BE SO ANNOYING LIKE SERIOUSLY JUST STOP COMPLAINING” he yells back at me as I flinch a little at the thought of him calling me annoying. “Wow you seriously stopped caring didn’t you austin” I said to him softly. “ well maybe I don’t want to be with you anymore” he yells as I just start to tear up at though of him not wanting me any more. “Y-you don’t l-love me anymore” I said practically crying. “ well sometimes I don’t” he says as he walks out the door to go hang with his friends like always. While I stand there in tears just thinking about him not loving me anymore, he definitely changed he never spoke to me like that and it honestly scares me. I run upstairs and lock my self in the bathroom and take out something I thought I’d never do again….my blade, I slid it across my wrist and it hurts but feels right, I think about what austin might say but why would he care he doesn’t love. (Austin’s P.O.V) I leave the house and leave (y/n) just like that. Now that I thought of it I have been a little mean to (y/n), that was a really dick move of me saying that I don’t love her, O gosh I feel bad I do love I really do. I go back inside the house, “(Y/N)” I yell but no answer, o go up stairs to hear crying in the bathroom.“ (Y/n) open up please I’m sorry"I said but no answer, o my gosh I hope she’s not cutting again!. ”(Y/N) open up please" I yell but still no answer but crying…… I hear austin banging in the door and saying he’s sorry, but I just sit there crying and still cutting my wrist, so far I made 15. As I was about to make another austin bust the door open. “ (Y/N) WHY” he says running towards me and kneels down and takes the blade away from my hands and runs to go get a cloth and starts to clean my cuts while I just sit their looking into space. Once he wraps my wrist he gently pulls me up. “ (y/n) I’m so sorry I didn’t mean for it to go this far, and I do love you I really do and it breaks my heart to see that I did this to you, I love you so much words can’t even explain” he says kissing the top of my forehead, I knew he was sorry and if he left then I would be no were with him I love him to much. “I love you austin but promise me not to hurt me again” I said looking into his eyes. “I promise baby” he said caring me bridal style and out me in the bed, he then lays next to me and warps his arms securely around my waist while I lay my head on his chest. “Right now I want you in my arms” he whispers and kisses my forehead before we both fall asleep.

4

Dear @taylorswift 

I’m really hoping you’ll see this, because I would love to be able to finally tell you in person just how much of an impact that you’ve had on my life! In October I’ll be making the 1,292 mile journey to see you perform in Austin TX: it will be my 6th time seeing you in concert. I feel SO blessed to be able to go, seeing as I could not afford to see you during the Fearless Tour (something that still haunts me to this day!). I’ll be going with Avery and Melissa; two friends I never would have met if I hadn’t attended your concerts! You’ve brought so many friends and such joy into my life, I’ll never be able to thank you enough. You’re such a big impact on my life that I have FEARLESS tattooed on my side, and I may or may not have even named my last two cars after you (T-Swizzle and Shifty Swifty, respectfully). 

You’ve inspired me to be a better person. To stand up for what I believe in and be FEARLESS. I was a Team Captain for Relay for Life two years in a row: Team Fearless and Team Long Live raised over $11,000 for cancer research. YOU inspired me to do that! Before I started Team Fearless I thought I would be lucky if I could raise $1,000. We ended up raising over $6,000 and it was the most incredible feeling! Most of the money we raised was by making pop tab bracelets. I still have one saved specially for you that I would love to give you :) I’ve taken it along with a note to the last 4 concerts with the hope that I would be able to give it to you. Maybe October can be my chance? 

I know it’s such a long shot that you’ll even see this Taylor, but it would truly mean the world to me to be able to meet you! I’ve been trying for so long now and it would absolutely make my life ❤️ The pictures above are all snapshots of my life over the last several years that are directly linked to you. I have hundreds more, but these are some of my very favorites. You’re a thread that runs deep through the quilt of my life and I just want to thank you for all you’ve done for me. Love you, Tay! 

Your friend, 

Serena 

 *Guys, if you could reblog for Taylor to see this, I would be so grateful! I’m always happy to reblog for other people so if you need something shared let me know. Help me get this to Taylor!*

IMPORTANT FOR ALL FANDOMS

And I knew from the first note played
I’d be breaking all my rules to see you
You smile that beautiful smile and all the girls
In the front row scream your name

So dim that spotlight, tell me things like
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I’m no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
Who’s desperately in love with you

Give me a photograph to hang on my wall
Superstar

You played in bars, you play guitar
And I’m invisible and everyone knows who you are
And you’ll never see, you sing me to sleep
Every night from the radio.


These are lyrics from a Taylor Swift song called Superstar I’m a massive Swiftie and I’d like to get word around about this song every fandom can relate to wether it’s the 5sos fandom directioner fandom belieber fandom galaxy defender fandom or whatever we can all totally relate so give it a listen for me

5 Seconds of Summer Preference#34 Over Protective Brother From Another Band Part 2

Part 1: http://teammashtonforlife.tumblr.com/post/71608996205/5-seconds-of-summer-preference-34-over-protective

Calum-

Before Mike could punch him, you grabbed a hold of his arm. “Mike calm down!” You begged. “Y/n, get off of me, I’m gonna kill him.” Mike sneered, his voice steady but laced with anger as he clenched his jaw. He was gonna explode any second now. Before he got the chance, Vic harshly grabbed Calum by the collar of his t-shirt and started dragging him out of the room. “Vic what are you doing!?” You questioned but he kept walking. “Taking this outside. Wouldn’t wanna make a mess in here, now would we?” He stated and Calum’s eyes widened as he looked back at you pleadingly. “Stop can’t we just talk this out!?” You pleaded and grabbed Vic’s shoulder. “What’s there to talk about?”  “The fact that you’re about to beat up a seventeen year old boy!” You scoffed. Vic stopped finally. “Fine let’s talk about this.” Vic sighed. Vic and Mike sat down on the couch and you and Calum were seated  in front of them. Mike was glaring at Calum, his eyes didn’t leave him once. Vic sat there with a smug look on his face. He was smiling but he was obviously pretty angry. Calum was really tense at this point. After about five minutes of awkward silence Vic spoke up. “So are you planning on going to college?” He interrogated. The questions were already starting. “Um..no I-I actually dropped out of high school. I wasn’t studying, I was helping y/n study.” He studied nervously. “You’re fucking dea-” “So what do you do for a living?” Vic asked, cutting Mike off.  “I’m in a band.” Calum stated. “Okay. Y/n, you can’t date him.” Vic said calmly. “What!? You’re in a band too!” You argued. “Exactly! You don’t even wanna know all the things we’ve done on tour!” Vic said. You saw Mike smirking at the words Vic just said and you just glared at him. “I’d never do anything to hurt her. Not when I’m on tour and not when I’m home.” Calum assured them. Vic thought about it for a minute. “Fine. But I want you to study from now on.” He stated. “Fine, we will.” You rolled your eyes. You got up to go get your books and Calum started to follow you. “Follow her into her room and I’ll kill you.” Mike growled and Calum instantly sat back down. You brought all your stuff downstairs and sat beside Calum. “I’m really sorry about that.” You frowned. “It’s cool…” he said really quietly, still looking tense. “You okay?” You asked. “They’re still watching us right now.”He whispered and nodded towards the hallway. You turned around and saw Vic with his head poking around the corner. “Go away!” You whined and threw your pencil at him. He dodged it. “Sorry.” He yelled before finally walking away. Calum finally relaxed after this. “See? Nothing to worry about.” You smiled and kissed him on the cheek. He smiled back and eventually got over it.

Ashton-

You had been spending about five minutes now trying to pull Pete off of Ashton. Pete stop are you crazy!?” You shouted as once again he was practically strangling Ashton. “I’m gonna kill him!” He repeated. He’d been saying that the whole time. “Is everything alright up there?” You heard your mom call up the staircase and all of you froze. “We’re fine.” Pete yelled. “Why didn’t you tell her?” “Because I wanna be the one who kills him.” Pete said before lunging at Ashton again. Him and Ashton were rolling around on the floor causing a lot of noise. “What are you guys doing in there???” Your mom asked again. “Umm..nothing mom we’re fine!” You lied and dashed away from Ashton and Pete for just a second to lock the door. “Pete sto-” “What’s your name?” Pete blurted out as he was still on top of Ashton. “What?” He asked, looking confused. “What is your name?” Pete said again, really slow this time yet more assertively. “Ashton.” “How old are you?” “Nineteen.” Ashton replied quickly. “Nope! You can’t date him.” Pete exclaimed and got off of Ashton. “You should leave now.” He said, pointing to the window. Ashton started walking towards it. “No Ashton, you’re staying. You can’t tell me who to date.” You said to Pete. “You do realize that I could go tell mom and dad that he’s in your room right now and they’d never let you see him again, right?” Pete said, testing how far you’d try and push him. “That’s not fair!” You yelled. “There’s a nineteen year old boy in your room I was his age once I think I’d know what he’s trying to do!” Pete argued. “We weren’t even doing anything!  And I wouldn’t take advantage of her like that, I love her.” Ashton fought, clearly angered by what Pete was suggesting. “Can you please just trust me? I’m not a little girl anymore.” You sighed. Pete just looked at Ashton, then back at you and sighed. “Fine. He can stay. But I’ll be checking up on you so don’t do anything you wouldn’t want me to see.” He warned. “Thank you.” You smiled and hugged him quickly. “Have fun.” He smiled and hugged you back. “We will. Now get out.” You said and you shoved him out the door as he looked at you reluctantly. You closed the door before he could say another word. “Sorry about that.”You apologized to Ashton who was already sitting on your bed again. “It’s cool, I think he likes me.” He joked. “Shutup.” You laughed. “So you still wanna finish watching this?” You asked. “Obviously.” He said as if none of that had just happened. You sat down beside him as the movie resumed and you curled up into his side as he wrapped an arm around you and kissed your cheek.

Luke-

“AUSTIN STOP!” You pleaded as him and Luke brawled it out on the ground. Austin brought his fist up one more time but you grabbed a hold of his arm. Austin shoved you off but it gave Luke enough time to stumble up to his feet. “Austin calm down!” Your dad yelled and just as he was about to run back at Luke. Austin just shrugged his hand off his shoulder. “I need to calm down!? HE WAS HIDING IN HER FUCKING BEDROOM.” Austin snarled, his voice echoing through the air. The porch light illuminated through the darkness just enough for you to see the damage. Luke had a black eye and a small cut underneath, Austin had a busted lip and slight bruising around it from where Luke had landed a punch. It was silent now except for night sounds such as crickets and cars far of in the distance. You could cut the tension with a knife. “Why didn’t you just tell me?” Austin asked, looking and sounding hurt. “Because I knew you’d freak out."You sighed in defeat. "I would’ve reacted better if you would’ve just told me instead of me finding him in your closet.” He scoffed. You didn’t know what to say anymore. “What’s your name?” Austin asked, looking at Luke now. You were at Luke’s side and he put an arm around you protectively. “Luke.” He answered with false calmness. Austin sighed. “Well Luke, I’m sorry for freaking out on you.” Austin apologized. Luke was about to say something but Austin spoke up again. “Y/n, you should get him cleaned up.” Austin mumbled and motioned for you to go inside. You took Luke’s hand and led him to the door. Austin’s eyes were on him when you two walked past him and he followed a few seconds later. Luke sat on the sink and you stood between his legs as you wiped the blood from the cut.  He winced a little every time you touched it. “Sorry.” You mumbled. “It’s not your fault. Now I know why you wanted to wait to tell him.” Luke laughed. “Shut up! That’s not funny, you guys really scared me."You pouted. "Aw I’m sorry. It doesn’t hurt too bad it’ll probably be gone in week.” He smiled. “Stop worrying.” He muttered as he cupped your face in his hands and pressed his lips to yours. You heard someone clear their throat a few minutes later and looked up to see Austin standing in the doorway looking a little shameful. “Do you guys…maybe wanna hang out? I feel like I should get to know you since I…you know…” Austin started to trail off. Luke smiled at him genuinely and said “Yeah, of course.” Austin smiled brightly and the tension faded in an instant. Luke hopped off the sink and followed Austin into the living room. They talked for awhile about music and touring and just a bunch of random things. They ended up actually liking each other and Austin apologized once again and Luke surprisingly shrugged it off as no big deal. Luke apologized for punching Austin to which he replied “It didn’t even hurt.” By the time Luke left, they’d resolved their problems. “I’m sorry about tonight.” you apologized as he stood on your porch, getting ready to leave. “It wasn’t your fault. Either way, I love you so it was worth it.” He blushed. You were surprised for a second, that was the first time he’d said that. “I love you too.” You smiled and leaned in to kiss him. “See you tomorrow?” He mumbled as his face lips were pressed to your neck, pressing a few gentle kisses while your fingers ran through his hair. “See you tomorrow.” You smiled and kissed him one last time before he walked off to his car.

Michael-

“Why did you do that!?” You said as you rested Michael’s head in your lap. “Because he fucking deserved it! I’m being serious and he’s just sitting here making jokes!” Alex defended. “Why are you all yelling!?!” Luke asked as he walked in the room with the rest of the boys. Everyone just looked at him. Then he noticed Michael on the floor. “Did you know Michael is dating my sister!?” Alex questioned angrily. Luke looked a little scared right about now. “Umm..well I- actually-” “We’re gonna leave you guys to sort this out!” Ashton exclaimed and ushered them out of the room, leaving you alone with All Time Low and Michael once again. You felt Michael start to stir. “My face hurts.” He groaned and started rubbing where Alex punched him. “Maybe you shouldn’t have-” You shot Jack a look and he stopped talking instantly. “Come on, we’re leaving. We shouldn’t have tried to write with you guys in the first place.” Alex glared as he started to walk out of the room. Michael stumbled up to his feet, almost falling in the process. “Wait no don’t! You can’t leave before we finish the song! The guys will be devastated and it’ll be my fault!” Michael pleaded. “Come Alex you can’t just leave now.” Rian sighed. “Look I’ll leave if you want me to. You can write the song with out me. But I’m not gonna leave your sister just because you don’t like us being together. I love her.” Michael spoke. Alex still looked pretty mad as he listened to Michael plead. “You really love her?” Alex asked. Michael just nodded as he wrapped an arm around your shoulder, pulling you to his side. “Fine, we’ll finish the song together. But if I catch this happening again I’m gonna kill you.” Alex said “You won’t see it again!” Michael promised. Alex just sighed and said “I’m gonna go get the food now but I don’t want you guys alone.” “Fine we’ll go hang out with Luke.” You sighed mockingly and Alex just smiled and hugged you. “Good.” He said before shooting Michael a glare and walking out of the room with the rest of All Time Low. “You’re gonna want some ice for that.” “What?” He asked, looking confused. “Your eye is already swollen up pretty bad.” You said. “It was worth it.” He smirked and kissed you on the cheek. “Come on let’s go before Alex tries to murder you again.” You giggled and took his hand, leading him to the room that the rest of 5SOS was in. You got him an ice pack and he had no choice but to listen to the boys tease him about getting punched by Alex.

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Production BUSTS Austin for being DIRTY!!!! FUNNY! - HD BB17

LMAO, finally, Austin NEVER washes his hands.