I’m not entirely sure which direction this post will go, but please, bear with me. I’m sorry I haven’t really been able to be here consistently in… a while. The last year and a half has been difficult, to say the least. The state of my mental health has made writing Lilo difficult, nearly impossible.
Today I have laughed and cried more, and more sincerely (if that makes sense) than I have in months. I’m nowhere near close to out of the woods in terms of my depression. But today was a reminder of how amazing life can be. A reminder I’ve sorely needed.
Which brings me to Lilo. She’s got a bright spirit that I haven’t been able to write for a while because I felt like I’d lost something in myself. I’m not sure what it was persay, but it made playing her feel like I was an imposter. That spark doesn’t feel as impossible to reach anymore. I’m not sure how long this will last. I’ve also recently been accepted for a job so my time/energy to roleplay may be limited. That being said, I would like to try again with Lilo.
I’ve got 42 drafts that I haven’t touched in months. They will all most likely be purged, with one or two exceptions. I will also be going over the verses and her relationships with the intent of starting those anew as well. Lilo has been sure to let me know there are certain relationships that she (and I) would love for them to continue on the way they are. Those relationships are as follows:
- Papa Magnet- @actually-i-prefer-magneto
- Daddy Charles @askprofessorx
- Ducky @markofwinter
- Winfield @winflings
- Hardy/Millah (Zoe, you’re already tagged once and I’m too lazy to tag you again. )
- Dante @dominantalphawolf
- April @aprilmillerphd
If your muse is not listed and you would like to continue in the verse we have going, all you have to do is let me know. I would be happy to oblige, if I can. On the off chance that this blog is not something I can revive, if you’d like my facebook/skype/phone number to keep in contact with me, all you have to do is ask.