still very much the same, its frustrating, everyone just keeps telling me to give it time but its frustrating watching him lose more weight, fall down, and be so disoriented. Some days it feels like he’s normal but then now he just doesn’t remember so much. He forgot that his parents passed on years ago, he doesn’t remember my brother’s wedding, he doesn’t remember him getting facials from me at my beauty school, and every day he has no idea where he is, honestly i just want to scream and cry at the top of my lungs but I am out of tears, it’s just lots of anger in its place. thanks for asking love <3 it’s been really hard, I just hope things get better for him
fun fact six years ago my state elected a shitty mayor who wanted to get rid of a bunch of really important stuff so there were a ton of protests and i was only 11 but i went to a bunch of those protests and at every single one i stood on a whatever tall object i could find and sang Here We Go from Lemonade Mouth at the top of my lungs and it was glorious bless that movie
this is the most iconic thing i’ve ever read
come chat with me about disney channel original movies!!
So I went to the store today wearing a @therealjacksepticeye shirt. And had 4 people yell at me at the top of their lungs “TOP OF THE MORNING LADDIES MY NAME IS JACKSEPTICEYE!!!!!!” That is not something I was expecting today.
bts has literally had the biggest fucking gap in votes for this award, like winning shouldn’t even be a question by now. But this? this is just unbelievable. They have. EVERY. SINGLE. REASON. to get this win yet they are STILL crossing fingers they are still hanging on this hope to win like I’m sorry but this level of humbleness is so great, so UNBELIEVABLE like I always knew they were humble but this, this just makes my heart grow 7 times and you cannot tell me not to be annoying about them, not to SHOUT THEIR NAME at the top of my lungs, not to give them my FULL support when they have come SO FAR and yet all they show is STILL those 7 boys from Seoul, Gwangju, Daegu, Busan and Gwacheon
binding is unhealthy. there is no such thing as safe binding; there are just ways to minimize the damage done. i’ve been binding for three years and i will continue to do so until i get surgery because the danger to my mental health if i don’t bind is greater than the one to my physical health if i don’t, but my body has been damaged over time. binding used to not hurt at all and now my shoulders and chest start to hurt if i’ve been wearing my binder for a few hours. my lung capacity is very low for a person my age because my lungs have weakened from regularly being forced to take smaller breaths.
this is not meant to discourage anyone from binding, i just don’t want another trans kid like me who binds to feel upset and misled because they learn this after they’ve been binding “safely” for a year. this is also a reason that top surgery NEEDS to be more accessible– it’s not just about mental health.