at the heart of me

I wish there was a way to kill yourself and see how everyone who you knew reacts, and then depending on that choose whether to stay dead or not. If that were the case l’d kill myself right this second.
—  (via sturzpoesie IG)

SVTFOE Just Friends episode spoilers in this post! Just in case someone hasn’t seen it yet, please don’t read this!!

Okay but Starco emotions aside, I’m glad they showed Star bonding with Jackie and showed at the beginning Marco being the one to feel left out instead of the whole episode being about Star feeling like a third wheel. It was a nice change and also goes to show Star not holding any ill feelings against Jackie. She was literally so excited to have Jackie with them!

If anything it proved Star’s feelings seem to be more on her wishing she could have had what two of her friends have for each other you know? (At least that’s how I understood the episode. Who am I kidding, that Love Sentence song basically proves it). She’s having jealousy over what could have been with Marco and not towards the person who is with Marco. 

She really only wants good times and happiness for the both of them but at the same time has growing feelings for her best friend and wishes to be in Jackie’s place. (And I think she knows that’s selfish? Is that the right word to put for what Star may think of her feelings? idk) But for sure that’s what’s really going to get her negative emotions to surface causing bad times to come for her and Marco. hrjdhjshkaksakl Idk if I’m ready for the rest. DDDD:

I can’t believe Stephanie Cordato Patrick accidentally ended up at a sketchy Halloween rave party in an abandoned warehouse without a floor.

I am incredibly interested in how she ended up there, especially considering she said you had to pay some guy on a street corner for a map.

follow spree time!!!

hello everyone! i hope you’re all having a good day! it’s about that time for me to do another follow spree! like this post if you post/reblog stuff relating to one or more of the fandoms/categories below and i might follow!!! 

✩ mental health advocacy, information, & coping methods
✩ positivity
✩ pokemon
✩ yo-kai watch
✩ parappa the rapper
✩ kirby
✩ hamtaro
✩ nintendo & general gaming
✩ disney
✩ kingdom hearts
✩ steven universe
✩ animation
✩ cute animal pics/videos
✩ photography (nature, clouds, sunsets, cool places, people, fashion, etc)
✩ cute & cool art
✩ furry art & fursuits
✩ 90s/early 2000s nostalgia
✩ robots
✩ technology & science

thank you!!!!

Not poetry

You asked me if I missed you
And I laughed and showed you the posts I had written about you.

You smiled and said,
‘That’s some wonderful poetry’

I could not smile while I said,

'That’s not poetry, that’s how you broke me. That’s not poetry, that’s how I saved myself.
That’s not poetry, that’s how pathetic you made me feel.
That’s not poetry, that’s how I gained all my strength.’