at my queer youth community center

the thing about the ultimate cosmic meaninglessness of man is that you can either wallow in your insignificance and the attendant pain that brings in a culture so obsessed with fame and being important,

or you can fall in love with literally everything and everyone in a dozen small ways because everything still exists despite the statistical unlikelihood of it all and that’s a goddamn miracle

That feel when your friends show you comedy routines that crack them the fuck up and it’s “fag this” and “fag that” and “I’m not gay but”. And I’m over here like yes, slurs and making the entire lgbt community a joke is very funny to me… *extreme sarcasm* It’s just not. I guess I’m having a lot of gay feelings tonight. I’m so proud of Tegan and Sara for performing at the Oscars tonight. Mainstream representation is what is needed. That’s also why Carmilla is so important to me, it shows queer youth in a completely natural setting, it’s not even made to be a big thing and it’s not what the series is centered around. It’s what I need, I’m tired of my sexuality being a motherfucking joke.