at least there's something good about all the damn lazies i see

i stopped being a huge fan of anime when every anime girl started looking like ten year olds literally just to pander to 23 year old guys who jerk off to young moe girls

i hate to sound like that person thats like “i was born in the wrong generation :(” but its not a rebellious notion for the sake of being edgy; 80s-early 2000s anime was just the most appealing to me. i feel like since 2010 the anime industry has just plummeted into this manufactured dark age where theres no real plot thought into it and its made just mainly burnt out cookie cutter 19 year old anime girls that look like theyre 10

see that 2010 style? i ha i hhhat hate

the 80s-90s style was common but at least it wasnt plastered on every anime girl’s face. i literally dont want to go surfing for examples but a lot of it is seen on 4chan or whatever as reaction pics and such. and these are animes that ive never heard of or seen like theyre being pitched out at the speed of light. where are they even airing on but you know what im talking about. that love-live whatever kinda stuff
and im not saying every post 2010 anime is bad nor am i saying every pre 2010 anime is good. it was just a simpler more enjoyable time to be an anime fan, like now you have to be cautious of someone with a moe girl icon because he is likely to be a nazi or white supremacist some shit. if they say kek you run

i really like when animes have their own unique art styles and you can tell who a character is without confusing them for another from a different show
and i know its certainly a lot more time consuming and costly but i really really loved cel animation from the 70s-90s animes. like that really specific unique bright yet muted palette where whites were off-color, the simple cel-shading and contrasting to the main colors, none of that gradient stuff

now i have to say i love the style of LWA, paswg, jjba (both 1993 and 2012) but man the animation in the 1993 ova was stunning, hell even the pokemon sm anime i think has improved from the stoic bw/xy character models. its so much more fun and expressive and it still hasnt given in to those infectious perfect-circle-huge-iris-gradient eyes thank god

the few animes i tend to get attached to seem to be more continuity-driven with a firm storyline that keeps you on your toes and makes you wanna binge until you cant keep your eyes open anymore. and jojo does just that for me.
not to mention that new anime lately has been overwhelmingly slice of life. as i said earlier, its more about the market of cloning kawaii anime girls rather than thinking of a decent storyline. we’re talking like king of the hill kinda slice of life but with fanservice and hardly any diversity.

these animes are like a typical japanese school setting every fucking episode or sports anime (sans the Beach Episode™) and fanservice. just sellin figurines and making bank over the same plots with lazy slight changes

see now a story of searching the globe for a shitass egomaniacal vampire and taking on a trio of aztec fitness gods head to head is goddamn legendary over this

another thing i like about jojo is that it retained its 80s art style even in the 2012 anime, only now its made with cg. no character looks perfect and symmetrical, including the women. holly joestar has a dimple on her left cheek i noticed

what i find hilarious though is that rather than having a 25 year old character look like theyre 16, a 16 year old character looks like a 25 year old. unlike the former i highly doubt this has to do with fanservice (i cant think of one person who finds muscles that bulging to be hot) because it honestly just lets the series live up to its name, jojos bizarre adventure. its supposed to be so over-the-top and extra all the time, with the serious blocky stroke shaded art style and the supernatural events and whatnot. and besides having a 16 year old boy look and act like a 25 year old isnt as creepy as infintalizing a woman to act like shes a submissive prepubescent 10 year old when she damn well could act and look her age and fight back if she needs to

and jojo is actually entertaining as im watching it and it has literally every classic dramatic shounen anime trope but then i realized jjba IS the grandfather of a majority of these tropes.

and FUCK ALSO jojo does diversity a great favor. were talking multiple characters who for once ARENT a cast of all japanese protagonists. like when i saw mohammed avdol as a main supporting character i was shook because like, how often are middle eastern people represented in anime as main recurring characters?? hes like a fav hes awesome

“ZA WARUDO (clock fart noise)” is much more likeable than “u-uwaa~”
the show is like watching extra comedic wrestling rather than a sexualized catfight and i wish a lot more modern anime had that same kinda jojo ridiculousness and focused less on marketability and more on heart and creativity

i want memorable characters, ugly if needed be, not perfect forgettable snowclone girls

i think what im trying to say is..its hard for me to respect modern anime? as a creator and seeing the potential going to waste due to capitalistic roots becoming more apparent it just makes me lose respect, and the audience its pandering to makes it more shameful

idk i wanted to say something what do you guys think


Fandom: The Maze Runner/Scorch Trials 

Imagine: Helping Thomas and them escape the WCKED Facility

A/N: Its been a while since I did an imagine like this, the formatting above is bothering me but I’m too lazy to fix it (like I wasn’t doing that for 2 minutes straight already). 

“What is he doing?” 

“I think he’s drawing attention from himself.” Thomas quickly approached the guard that was, for some reason, decked out in gear. The figure simply pushed the brunette back, away from the door. 

“It’ll be just a second.” 

The figure just silently stared at him through their dark mask,”I just want to see my friend, can you let me through?” They shook their head, denying Thomas of his request. He turned around, walking away, until he ran forward at the figure full speed, successfully snatching the key card before being pushed to the ground. His friends rushed to his side to hold him back from any more problems. The figure slyly walked into the room, going to wherever they were needed before Janson arrived at the scene.

The figure stood silently in the back of the dark control room, eyes wandering to every screen. “I want this place locked down, call everyman. Nobody leaves until everyones accounted for. Tell me you got eyes on them. ”The man tapped into every security camera as quickly as possible,”I’m still looking.” 

“C’mon, c’mon, c’mon!”

Janson’s eyes flickered to every monitor,”There!” “Get everyone in the med wing. I want them alive!” 

“Shit, c’mon!” Thomas repeatedly slide the key card in the pad,”No, no, no, no, no!”


“Open this door Janson!” “You really don’t want me to.” “Open the damn door!” “Listen to me! I’m trying to save your life! The maze is one thing but you kids won’t last one day out in The Scorch. If the elements won’t kill you, the cranks will.” Thomas let out a shaky breathe,”Thomas! You have to believe me. I only want whats best for you.” 

The figure pushed through the little barricade behind Janson, quickly walking toward Thomas. “Stay back! I’ll shoot!” They stopped in their tracks, turning around before removing the mask. (Y/N) let out a long breathe as she swished her long hair around,”I thought he’ll never escape!” 

“What? Who are you?”

She smirked at the older man,”Don’t tell me you forgot about me already! I’m (Y/N), you know the girl from Maze B?” She aimed her gun at Janson and his crew,”You know how to work that, Thomas?” She turned around to see his gun pointed at her,”Who are you?” She groaned,”Not you too! Who do you think gave you that key card? Anyways I’m on your side, just trust me on this!” The beeping noise from the door interrupted the bickering, causing everyone to look back at it. There stand Aris and Winston,”Hey guys.” Everybody rushed toward the door except for the two holding the guns. 

She turned to look at him and shrugged,”Fuck it.” She turned and shot at Janson, successfully hitting at least two or three guards while Thomas just randomly shot at them. Once her gun ran out of bullets, she chucked it at them,”Catch this you limp dick rats!” 

She ran towards the exit trying to drag Thomas with her,”Come on Thomas!” 

He then threw the gun to the floor running along side the girl to the ticket of freedom, only to barley slide under the door in time. Thomas destroyed the key pad while (Y/N) left to go elsewhere. Thomas rose his middle finger at Janson,”Whoa thats rude!” (Y/N) was with two duffle bags,”I like that! But I think its time to do what we do best and skedaddle!”

They all panted as they made it to shelter,”Well I expected a little more secretive escape, but yeah I guess this works too.” They all turned to face the (H/C) girl,”What is there something on my face?” 

“Who are you?”

“Thats (Y/N).” She sighed in relief,”At least someone remembers me! Gosh be grateful Thomas! I helped you escape after all!” “Oh yeah? What did you do beside sit there and watch?” She rolled her eyes,”First, I knew you were going to get the key card so I made it obvious to where it was. Second,” She paused as she threw the two duffle bags down and opened them both,”I got you all these nice treats but I still don’t get a thank you?” 

Their eyes widen at all the food, water, and weaponry she had. “(Y/N) How did you get all of this? How are you even alive?” She shrugged,”Don’t know how I’m alive actually, slipped up some pretty good times. Got all of this by stuffing it in this suit. Do you know how uncomfortable it is? Don’t even ask how I was able to sneak it past them.”

“Um, do you mind introducing yourself shank?” 

(Y/N) frowned at the tall, muscular, Asian boy,”First of all, rude! Second of all, hi I’m (Y/N), nice to meet cha! I’m the Keeper of the Runners in Maze B, and I’m here to help!” “How do we know you won’t betray us?”

“Oh! Do I hear a British accent? And I won’t blondie, don’t get your titties in a twist!” They all rolled their eyes but Aris,”Guys, you can trust her! She’s my friend!” “If she was your friend then why didn’t she tell you she was a guard in the first place?” 

“Look Einstein, theres a thing called being undercover and you guys need me!” The Asian boy scoffed,”Yeah right, what for?” She smirked as she walked towards the window they came in from,”Because, oh wise one, I know all there is to The Scorch. Which means, I’m a valuable asset to the group.”

anonymous asked:

There's a lot of fics out there about Jay comforting Carlos and it's so precious and sweet, but I would love if you could write Carlos comforting Jay? Whether it be about Jafar or the difficult transition from the Isle to Auradon or him being insecure or about tourney, anything?

You wish is my command :)

“I’m fine.”

“No, you’re not.”

“Drop it, Carlos.”


Jay has no time to wonder when the hell Carlos got so damn assertive before he’s being pushed into a chair (one of Cruella’s luxurious, cushioned sofas that Carlos would never dare to sit in. Perhaps there’s some kind of message that he puts Jay’s comfort above his fear of Cruella, but his head hurts too much to consider it). Delicate hands are on his jaw, guiding his face side to side and assessing the damage.

“How do you feel?“

“It feels worse than it looks.”

“…Don’t you mean ‘it-’.”

“I know what I said.” If Carlos is so dedicated to playing nurse, Jay may as well be open and get something out of it all.

He’s very determined to not see the sad look in Carlos’ eyes, the pity and the sorrow for someone bigger than him.

It’s not like Jay deserves it anyway. He’s not good at anything,

‘- worthless! What use are you? Lazy, little bastard -

can’t help his father run the business that supports both of them,

‘- couldn’t steal your own worth if I gave you a year! -’

and could defend anyone, Carlos, the girls, but can’t defend himself

‘- won’t even fight back? You pathetic, weak little brat! Embarrassment for what our family once was, what I once was, what you should have been. Stop your sniveling you disgraceful, bas-’.

“Jay,” Carlos’ voice cuts through Jafar’s. But Carlos is here, in front of him with a rag, and Jafar is only in his memory right now. “Let me see your lip.”

He turns his head up and Carlos wipes at the blood on his chin. Jay, just for something other than soft hands to focus on, nudges the split with his tongue and tastes a warm trickle of copper.

“Don’t do that!” Carlos chastises and holds the cloth to his lip, applies pressure with a scowl. “Don’t hurt yourself further.”

Jay just rolls his eyes. Reopening a split lip is the least of his worries right now.

Carlos dabs at his chin and makes a distressed sound, but stays silent for a minute.

“You know,” he begins softly, never looking away from Jay’s bruises, “I never got why you hated my mother so much. She never hurt you, she never said anything bad about you, but you constantly threaten her and talk about how terrible she is.” His voice trembles but his hands stay steady.

Jay doesn’t speak. Carlos will continue in his own time.

“But I understand now. I…I think I want to kill your dad,” he whispers, as if there’s someone else in Hell Hall who could hear them. “I hate him for…for doing this.”

“It’s not the worst he’s ever done.”

“That makes me hate him more.”

A bruised eye and split lip, a couple of hard slaps that left no physical marks and a headache, it’s not that bad for Jay. He’d prefer to not get hit, but this is manageable.

But Carlos… He’s seen Carlos with two swollen eyes, a ankle bent in the wrong direction, burns down his collarbone. Between who has it worse, Jay is pretty damn grateful for what Jafar dishes out.

“It’s different when it’s someone you…” Carlos pauses, purses his lips. “Someone you, I guess, like. I can’t think of the last time I was this angry.”

It hurts to smile, but the corner of his lips twitch. No one has liked Jay before. No one has ever been angry for him instead of at him, no one has wanted to defend him. It’s comforting.

Unfamiliar and a little worrisome, but comforting.

“Well, he got it all out. He won’t do anything else tonight.”

Carlos drops the rag, places both hands on Jay’s face and just holds him in a way that leaves both of them dizzy. “Please don’t go back tonight. Even if he’s done. You can stay here. My mother’s gone for the rest of the weekend, we’ll sleep on the couches and finish homework. Or tear it up. Whatever.” He moves his hands away and sighs. “Please just stay here tonight?”

And there’s something about Carlos, terrible and curious, that makes it impossible for Jay to say no, to deny him anything.

It’s terrifying and exciting.

“Okay, dude. I’ll stay here.”

hanamayhem  asked:

the rfa goes grocery shopping with their s/o.

ask me more!

 bless u.  


  • tBH yoosung goes shopping WAY more when mc moves in/when they start dating 
  • he likes to make the impression that he’s NOT a slob and ACTUALLY keeps his fridge stocked appropriately (mc knows the truth tho)
  • and he also wants to make sure mc eats their meals 
  • ofc when LOLOL becomes more of a hobby rather than an addiction he gets better at regularly going out- he actually enjoys browsing the store!
  • ofc sometimes he gets lazy…  but THATS JUST HOW THE COOKIE CRUMBLES ROLF
  • he typically goes once a week with mc- he enjoys their company and wants to know what they’d like to eat for the next week/what they might be interested in cooking with him!!!  (unless they r dangerous in the kitchen which means yoosung casually avoids the topic of co-cooking all together)
  • he also just doesn’t like going alone/doesn’t want mc to go alone (he’s so protective)
  •  he typically gets distracted easily!! at first he starts out pretty strong!  knows exactly what he needs and what not 
  • but then he gets side tracked by other foods that he’s never tried out- he’s a little more adventurous when it comes to cooking so there’ll be times where mc has had to walk away with the list as he stares long and hard at this ONE ingredient wondering if he really really really wants it or if it’s because it just LOOKS like it’s interesting (sometimes he wins the fight, sometimes he loses)
  • mc and yoosung typically try to budget their spending- they do decently when they go together!  sometimes they’ll by snack foods/treats but they pretty much stay on track on what they need.  the most they get is the basics on the list and maybe one or two interesting items that yoosung just simply couldn’t pass up
  • he loVES sales but hates how busy it gets- he’s just not able to ever get exactly what he wants and it makes him so sad T-T
  • all and all the shopping trip is pretty fun!  they enjoy each others company 


  • man even yoosung is way better at going out then zen is
  • it’s not that zen is bad at cooking or anything/hates going grocery shopping- he can make decent things 
  • but he just . .. . doesn’t 
  • he’s always been the type of guy to prioritize work over food- like he tends to focus too hard on something and forget everything else in the process
  • similar to yoosung, he only gets better when he’s dating/living with mc.  he wants to make sure his apartment is always stocked with food for them to eat!!!  he fusses over mc all the time if they admit to skipping meals
  • when mc states that zen is no better than them (if mc is bad at remembering to eat proper meals as well) it definitely motivates him to eat regularly 
  • not to mention meals with The Bae?  how could he pass THAT up?!
  • they go once a week- and although he finds the task kind of.. boring he’s happy to have mc by his side!!! 
  • they don’t really get distracted- they stay pretty close to whats on the list
  • the only time they get sidetracked is when zen is near the cosmetic aisle and finds a new cream to try out
  • all and all a relatively normal trip with zen holding the basket/pushing the cart for mc and chit chatting- typically has them stick by his side so he can watch over them


  • after opening the cafe she definitely tries to find time to cook more- there are days where her and mc will be a little lazy when it comes to cooking and order in, but she does try to be a little more proactive with meals 
  • therefore she spends a little more time shopping
  • when her and mc go shopping they budget VERY well and pretty much stay on task the entire time
  • sure maybe there’s some light flirting here and there but they get the job done relatively quickly.  
  • nothing is ever really forgotten at the store and there are little to no distractions 
  • the only times jaehee gets distracted is when she wants to test out different types of coffee beans 
  • also let me tell you she is the BEST on sales days- she hates the crowds but always finds a way of getting exactly what she needs 
  • i love jaehee


  • mc i can hire someone to do that 
  • we can have our groceries delivered 
  • why do we have to go out 
  • it’s definitely by mc’s request that they and jumin go shopping 
  • usually they just have people restock for them since they have their own chef- but there are some days where mc thinks it would be nice to do it themselves!!  and jumin…  doesn’t really get it but complies nonetheless
  • because of this they don’t really go out to the store regularly 
  • jumin is like a little fucking kid at a store- especially if it isn’t some posh over priced store 
  • ngl this guy immediately wanders off sometimes if mc isn’t paying attention (no shame mc has gone to the front and called for their husband) 
  • and if he isn’t wandering off he’s dragging mc along with him 
  • he just sees all these things he’s never had before!!!  he looks so stoic but theres this child like glimmer in his eye 
  • they never stay on task good lord- jumin keeps adding interesting things into the cart and they end up leaving with a long ass bill and way too much food 
  • i suppose he has a little fun tho- and after the first time he tries to go shopping with mc more often.  he really just wants to spend time with his lover 


  • he’s the biggest fucking kid ever 
  • the WORST at restocking his own fridge with healthy foods 
  • and since mc has only seen 707 eat fucking chips and soda- seeming to have no real preference for anything else (or at least not explicitly saying anything) they have to drag his ass to the store
  • they tend to buy in bulk- save on trips to the store because 707 doesn’t like going at ALL…  he just doesn’t really like being out in public…  makes him a little nervous/he frankly finds the task boring 
  • but ofc goes since mc wants to (mc dragging him out is usually 80% him trying to be a little shit and 20% him not wanting to go)
  • he always loads up the cart with chips, sodas, and candies.  nothing nutritional what so ever and you have not LIVED to see the day to watch two full grown ass adults arguing about the nutritional values in junk food 
  • in the end mc gives in and compromises with 707 on the snacks
  • they never stay true to the list- mc really does try but they always end up with more than they need…  and since they get so distracted something is ALWAYS left forgotten at the store and the struggle is real 
  • 707 has hacked the stores overhead system before and let me tell you they are banned from a few places because of that 
  • (mc found it really funny tho ngl)
  • sometimes 707 pushes mc around in the cart, sometimes it’s the other way around 
  • since money isn’t really an issue for 707, he doesn’t worry about the price- but he always fails to tell mc that because he thinks it’s cute how they try to compare and contrast different brands of the same food that are different prices 
  • even though he puts up the biGGEST fight sometimes- they always end up enjoying themselves 


  • he’s pretty decent at keeping his fridge stocked- the only time it gets low is when he knows he’s going to be traveling and doesn’t want to go out and buy foods that will end up going to waste 
  • tho after mc moves in he makes sure to always keep it full of foods that mc enjoys!!!  and loves going out with mc to shop
  • if they’re not holding hands as he holds the basket for mc with his other open one, he’s pushing the cart for mc (if he only has his left eye he tries his best to not bump into things- and mc gives him credit he does a pretty good job…  but sometimes mc has to take over which makes him feel sO BAD)
  • they stay true to the list and get what they need to get and leave.  it’s a pretty chill trip- neither party straying from the list.
  • tho sometimes their trips are a little longer than necessary because he and mc will end up chatting and walking around rather than actually look for what they need to get!!
  • all and all pretty normal 
  • 10/10 would go shopping with again


  • but then if mc is like “FINE” he immediately changes his mind like no why do u wanna go with him am i not good enough fuck that guy 
  • saeran please mc is already tired and they haven’t left the house 
  • he’s is so damn grumpy/pouty and clearly hates life and everyone around him 
  • like yeah sure he looks so cute with his read hair and adorable sweater but do not be fooled the look on his face screams murder
  • just like 707 stores make him very nervous- especially if they’re really crowded 
  • if it’s a really busy day and he refuses mc’s offer to drive him back home, he tends to get really clingy and won’t let mc get too far away from him
  • if mc does kinda stray he ends up having a panic attack :’’)
  • mc tries to take him at times/day where it’s not going to be too crowded…  they want him to get used to people/small crowds and even if it’s something as simple occasionally getting him out of the house to go to the store then thats good enough
  • over time he does get better though he still fucking hates going because it’s bORING
  • tends to fill the cart up with sweets and ice cream….  mc has to compromise with him because he always wants to buy WAY more than necessary 
  • he still tries to sneak things into the cart 
  • very unhelpful when it comes to shopping- mc is the one who does the majority of the work searching 
  • however he always is the one to push the cart/hold the basket 
  • somehow they don’t forget things on the list, but tend to buy all the little things they didn’t need whatsoever
  • and this happens every time they go shopping 


  • another one who doesn’t like shopping either 
  • mostly because it’s boring and tedious and people annoy them way too easily 
  • mc makes sure they keep the fucking stun gun at home
  • despite disliking the shopping process, they don’t mind going with mc….  they like to watch them fuss over prices and carefully examine the nutritional values..  they lowkey think it’s cute 
  • and if it’s crowded they make sure to guard mc- but in a really lowkey way
  • nothing much to say for them!!  they don’t get distracted and get the job done relatively easily.  since vanderwood doesn’t like shopping they just want to get it done as quickly and as efficiently as possible 
  • sometimes one thing is left behind but vanderwood…  begrudgingly volunteers to go back and grab it 
  • vanderwood also offers to push the cart/carry the basket 

ak-is-satan  asked:

Hi~♡♡♡ I just wanted to request - tis the season - a fall scenario for the members + V? It can be lil fics or hc's, whatever inspires you. Thanks~! ( ^ • ^ ) ~♡

a/n fall is here!! (i’m late) lolol but this was kinda vague so i did a different hc for each person and someone also requested coffee hcs with jaehee so waBAM two birds in one stone - pps i was listening to this playlist while writing this so u should too! (thanks @radicalhoodie))


    • ❝ dawnfall mornings❞
  • waking up really late together in bed with snack crumbs on the bed because you tow were in  bed last night gaming together before you fell asleep mid fight on his shoulder
  • yoosung got super soft and ended up killing himself in the game because he wanted you to get the winning point
  • you wake up and feel the fall breeze coming in through the window so you get up and put on his jumper
  • its not too oversized since he’s tiny too
  • peeking over at his sleeping face
  • god he looks so angelic
  • you see ur winning point on the screen and you smile
  • the boy is too damn precious so you go over to make breakfast
  • he must’ve slept much later than you because he’s still sleeping when your done >;(( get more rest sungie
  • but the smell of pancakes in the morning wakes him up and he looks super cute with messy hair and rubbing his eyes
  • loveable smile plastered on his face
  • pancakes and tiny mc?? 
  • wow.. how did i get so lucky.. she’s. so. cute. ugh  
  • pulls you back into bed and crushes you into a bear hug and he’s a light shade of rose pink
  • makes you sit inbetween his legs and he feeds you as well as himself ofc
  • both spend the day under the covers like small kids playing ds games and LOLOL
  • insists you wear bear onesies and take 1000 selfies together
  • constant temple kisses and shy loving glances at you and protectively envelops you in his arms so you’re never cold ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
  • protect yoosung x mc PLEASE


    • ❝one night: fall shopping ❞ 
  • you’ve been convinced by mr one and only that you need a completely new house makeover because its fall
  • its really chilly and you both wrap yourselves up so you look like hedgehogs and he can’t help himself from kissing ur squishy cheeks
  • coat paws
  • you go at night to avoid being spotted fans hand in hand
  • onwards to ikea!!
  • buying hot chocolate and picking out different pieces of furniture around ikea and the store is empty 
  • testing out the beds out by jumping up and down before running away from security guards
  • lots of fall selfies in the mirrors making funny poses and they’re the cutest thing eVER
  • puffy cheek selfies, him squishing ur cheeks with one hand, you drinking coffee candid and him kissing your cheek
  • calls you sweet cheeks because your cheeks are tinted pink as you’ve slightly warmed up in the cold environment
  • picks you up and puts you inside a big trolley and runs around with you
  • uh oh
  • zen spills his hot chocolate on isle 4 and oh crap run
  • you’re both doubling over laughing and he can’t push the cart anymore and somehow you’re both on the floor 
  • sore cheeks at the memory of the security guard’s face as its you guys again
  • he stops laughing and looks at you adoringly before pulling you in for an eskimo kiss then pecks your lips
  • both stare at each other for a while because jesus christ how cliche are we
  • break into giggles again because
  • god damn how are we adults again?
  • who knows?
  • leave hand in hand to try find another ikea that might let you in


    • ❝one afternoon: fall colds❞
  • big dummy catches a cold and you force him to stay in bed because stop! working!
  • tries to refuse but you reassure him that jaehee will reschedule meetings and extend his deadlines please relax baby!!
  • sick jumin = fluffy jumin
  • his voice changes from husky to a cute mess and so does HE
  • he’s wearing a t shirt and sweatpants and his hair is flopped over his face with his specs 
  • and he has a red nose
  • i told you he becomes fluffy
  • when you tell him you’re going to make him a soup that your mum made for you when you were sick he sheepishly smiles and his heart swells up 
  • “thank you i appreciate princess”
  • no jumin its f- wait did you agree? huh..
  • you set about making the soup and he can hear you humming from the nearby smaller kitchen and he falls asleep with a silly smile because mc’s voice is angelic i’m blessed!
  • when you come back to see jumin sleeping you put the soup down and stroke his hair because sigh he’s so adorable :(((
  • you’re about to leave but he mumbles for you to stay and hell yeah you don’t need to tell me twice
  • he refuses to let him feed him but after sneezing while trying to eat the soup he lets you because ouch its hot :c
  • his heart hurts and its not the cold as you spoon him
  • stares at you because no one’s ever showed him this amount of love 
  • ❝ i wish i could just give you the world.. ❞
  • you catch him staring and you blush and he tilts your face up
  • I would kiss you but I don’t want to get you si-
  • you just kiss him anyway because who cares anymore at least you’d be fluffy together
  • you both sneeze right after the kiss and just chuckle
  • zen in the background: serves u well for all those cat pics that got me sneezing >:)))


    • ❝several evenings: fall coffee❞
  • you both live for coffee in the evenings!
  • you pick her up after work and take her to a coffee shop every weekday because she’s always worn out
  • her neat bun has fallen out of place and strands of hair cover her eyes and jesus thank you amen
  • you insist she wears a sweater under her coat and she doesn’t fight you because she really loves your sweaters
  • they smell like you
  • you’ve memorised her order and like jumin she’s amazed because wow, how a cute human being care about me
  • when you turn back with both your order she thanks you and with her sweater paws picks up her caramel macchiato 
  • candid photo op!! and she gets a shock every time 
  • she smiles from ear to ear at your lame joke but covers her smile with her hands too late as you snap a picture
  • BAM! theres your new lockscreen
  • she gets red and puts her head on the table because oh god
  • listens to you talk while drinking her coffee and the foam somehow gets on the corner of her lip
  • she doesn’t realise until you wipe it off with your thumb
  • never gets used to pda heavy sigh and she tells you that she was just about to wipe it off ‘herself
  • ok sure
  • as it gets darker you have your coffee to go and you walk home through the park and your hand makes it to hers
  • she hesitates before slipping her hand into yours because no one can see you guys under the dimly lit lamps shes shy remember
  • you’re rambling but the only thing she can think of is how much she’s changed since being around you with a silly smile on her face
  • ❝ i wish they knew how much they mean to me…  ❞


    • ❝late night adventures: fall leaves❞
  • both of you have been so focused on work that you’ve barely seen each other or joked about even though he’s in the next room
  • one night as he’s about to sleep he sees you with your head in your hands revising with messy hair and his sweater
  • he’s convinced this is the best you’ve ever looked but why are you frowning no smile please!
  • he swiftly takes your hand and takes you outside
  • ???
  • he climbs over the closed off park fence and jesus we could get arrested but he just shrugs
  • he interlocks your hands together and tells you to just rant
  • you stare at him because damn he knows you so well and you just ramble about everything and anything and he has the other hand in his pocket silently listening 
  • feeling guilty you nudge at him to start ranting and he hesitates before spilling his worries
  • it ends up silent as you walk along the park path as you both process your thoughts before he breaks out into a run
  • oh fgs i thought he was going to be normal this evening
  • he ends up in a leaf pit throwing around leaves into the air like a child his laughter filling the air
  • smiling to yourself you run in next to him and join in throwing and kicking leaves around and all your worries from before have been forgotten
  • he giggles to himself at the fact that you’re enjoying yourself 
  •  she loves me despite who I am and my past… do i deserve this?
  • he’s cut off by the patter of rain and your squealing
  • instinctively pulling you in, he covers you and him both with his coat as you both start running back home
  • reaching the door he glances at you once before before staring at your lips and places his lips on yours before pulling away slightly red
  • uh sorry, i’ve always wanted to kiss you in the rain
  • you pull him back in because shut up u bean ur face matches your hair


  • ❝noon: fall pictures❞
  • you trail along with him to the forest because v taking photos is something that made you feel giddy
  • following behind him kicking leaves as he’s looking for a spot to take pictures
  • when he finds a position he takes out his camera and smiles at you before turning to face the orange trees
  • you sit on a log because you’re a lazy person and you’re already tired i really have to start running or something
  • he gets frustrated because fuck nothing is looking right and turns to see you examining a leaf looking adorable
  • he smiles to himself before snapping a photo
  • ..perfect
  • the snap of a camera startles you because I don’t look good on camera no no no!
  • when you cover your eyes out of embarrassment he squats down to your height before giving you a reassuring smile
  • hey you, you’re beautiful… how many times do I have to tell you?
  • his encouraging words help you to relax as you explore the woods and he takes candid photos of you
  • every one is perfect to him 
  • by the end of the session he smiles to himself and pulls you to him kissing the top of your head
  • you sneak out your mobile and snap a photo of him and he chuckles to himself thinking damn how innocent can a person be
  • but suddenly you jump up on to his back and snap a quick selfie on his back
  • you’re both mid laughter and his eyes are wide in shock
  • you travel straight to the shop to get the photos printed and create a fall photobook
  • and the cover of the photobook is that silly selfie you took together and it’s the best picture he’s ever seen

how soft is this

anonymous asked:

aye, i saw your tmnt adhd post and i wanted to chuck in my two cents. I dont have adhd but i do have an undieing love for tmnt, the ninja turtles are infact turtles and usually have been involved with the Utrom goop known as TCRI that made them transform. ADHD is a human trait that happened in a human mind. The turtle may have all of the traits of a human (walk talk eat sleep) but their mind dosnt have the same hardwire or genetics, so mikey having ADHD is unlikly, he is just a loveable goof!

*third time writing this shit because of my mouse*

Okay anon, listen up, 

class is in session.

Your undying love is BS, if you love these turtles like you claim, you would know they’re humanoid turtles ((Idk about the 2003 vers.))

((Mainly talking about the 2012 vers.))


“They may have traits of a human, ((walk, talk, eat, sleep)) but their mind doesnt have the same hardwire or genetics, so Mikey having ADHD is very unlikely.”

Actually if you did your homework, you’d know that walking, talking, eating, and sleeping is a part of growing up. The turtles didnt automatically walk ((on their two legs like humans do)) talk, that is a learning process, just like every toddler, the turtles crawled before they began to walk that is not traits. The turtles couldnt automatically talk, and eat like humans do, Splinter had to raise them and teach them how to do things just the way human toddlers are raised and taught. Thinking process, Learning process has NOTHING to do with traits.

Traits are what you get from your mother and father.

In this case we’d have to see the boys actual mother and father, buuuut thats like one in a million chance haha, anyways Mikey’s freckles? thats a trait.

Donnies gap is a form of Diastema which probably formed when the mutation happened, at least thats what I read about him, I think it was on nicks BIO, i could be wrong, but for me I like to think its that.

This above is what I believe Donnie has.


Traits has nothing to do with your thinking process or ADHD. Traits are a combination of your mother and father’s appearances. 

Moving onto Genetics

Im not into the sciencey, from what I remember its genes that you get from your mother and father. In the turtles case, Splinter, his DNA, ((and genes?)) passed onto the boys, because he was the last contact the turtles had, just like the Rat and Master Splinter

The rats DNA passed onto Splinter, making him have rat insticnts, genes, and traits, ((I think.))

You can learn more on the genetics in this video

Its been a while since I was in biology haha.


Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) is a mental disorder that most often occurs in children. Symptoms of ADHD include trouble concentrating, paying attention, staying organized, and remembering details.

It can be a difficult condition to diagnose. Children with untreated ADHD are sometimes mislabeled as troublemakers or problem children. Make sure you know the basic facts and symptoms of ADHD.

5 Fast Facts

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Symptoms of ADHD

  • “Me”-Focus
  • A common sign of ADHD is an inability to recognize other people’s needs and desires. A child with ADHD may interrupt other people when they’re talking. They may have trouble waiting their turn for classroom activities or when playing games with other children. 
  • Emotional
  • A child with ADHD may have difficulty keeping emotions — both good and bad — in check. They may have outbursts of anger at inappropriate times or temper tantrums (in younger children). 
  • Fidgety
  • Children with ADHD often can’t sit still. They may try to get up and run around or fidget or squirm in their chair when forced to sit. 
  • Unfinished Tasks
  • A child with ADHD may show interest in lots of different things, but may have problems seeing them through to the end. For example, they may start projects, chores, or homework but leave, but move on to the next thing that catches their interest before finishing. 
  • Unfocused
  • A child with ADHD may have trouble paying attention, even when being spoken to directly. They’ll say they heard you, but won’t be able to repeat back to you what you just said. 
  • Carelessness
  • It’s important to remember that children with ADHD aren’t lazy or less intelligent than other children. They just have difficulty following instructions that require planning or executing a plan. This can then lead to careless mistakes. 
  • Dreamer
  • Children with ADHD are typically portrayed as rambunctious and loud, but that’s not always the case. Another possible sign of ADHD is being quieter and less involved than the other kids. A child with ADHD may stare into space, daydreaming, and ignore what’s going on around them. 

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This is why I think Mikey having ADHD makes sense to me, He has all the signs of ADHD, and No I still dont expect people to agree with me.

You have your view, I have mine, but lets just say he’s a good ball and not a damn idiot or a retard! that shit needs to stop real quick.

Mikey is smart as hell and hes proved it to many damn times, maybe nick is actually trying to get yalls approval or something, Idk. Just seems like no matter what Mikey’s a freakin idiot to some of you.


and again this is my choice, personal view and preference, thank you!

The turtles are humans just like you and me, but with shells on their backs, and green skin thats the only difference between us and them.

Like seriously bro, do your homework. 

Class dismissed

a hella long list of random lyric sentence starters (pt. 11)
  • "We were close, never close enough."
  • "I'll come around if you ever want to be in love."
  • "You always had something effortless."
  • "At school you were the biggest deal."
  • "We were young, we were side by side, don't know when we started losing touch."
  • "I know our filthy hands can wash one another’s."
  • "There are roads left in both of our shoes."
  • "If the silence takes you then I hope it takes me, too."
  • "Brown eyes I hold you near."
  • "You’re the only song I want to hear."
  • "I've tried before to tell her of the feelings I have for her in my heart."
  • "Every little thing she does is magic."
  • "Must I always be alone?"
  • "I’m drunk off your kiss."
  • "This is becoming too routine for me."
  • "I did not mean to lead you on."
  • "It's all right to pretend that we still talk."
  • "It’s just for show, isn’t it?""It’s my fault that it fell apart."
  • "You were everything I wanted but I just can't finish what I've started."
  • "I still pick my friends over you."
  • "We're making our own history."
  • "This is the moment where it all began."
  • "Every single hero has to start out looking like me and you."
  • "We can do this if we really want to."
  • "Why mess up a good thing, baby?"
  • "It’s a risk to even fall in love."
  • "This is trouble."
  • "I don’t go out much like I used to."
  • "Why leave when I got you, baby?"
  • "It’s a risk but babe, I need the thrill."
  • "I never said you'd be easy."
  • "It could be lethal, sleeping with a friend."
  • "No heroes, villains, one to blame."
  • "The thrill is gone."
  • "We used to have it all."
  • "It's our time to go, but at least we stole the show."
  • "I'm not calling you a liar, just don't lie to me."
  • "I'm not calling you a ghost, just stop haunting me."
  • "I love you so much, I'm gonna let you kill me."
  • "When you kiss me, I am happy enough to die."
  • "Classy girls don't kiss in bars, you fool."
  • "You and that girl, she your girlfriend?"
  • "Pretty girls don't know the things that I know."
  • "I love this secret language that we're speaking."
  • "Never really thought we would make it."
  • "I don't wanna see the end begin."
  • "I never felt nothing in the world like this before."
  • "You could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance."
  • "Why does your pride make you run and hide?"
  • "Are you that afraid of me?"
  • "I will wait for you."
  • "You're still in love with me."
  • "You don't love me at all."
  • "You're a bad-hearted boy-trap, babydoll."
  • "You're so damn hot."
  • "So who's this other guy you've got?"
  • "Once upon a time, we burned bright, now all we ever seem to do is fight."
  • "I could've been a princess, you'd be a king, but no, you let me go."
  • "You really hurt me."
  • "I'm going straight to hell."
  • "You're going down."
  • "God, it hurts so much to be the bearer of bad news."
  • "Don't just dream in your sleep, it's just lazy."
  • "I am going sleepless and you're out of lullabies."
  • "You've got a dark heart, you've got a cold kiss."
  • "You always let me down."
  • "I'm a junky for the way that you please."
  • "I almost told you that I loved you, thank God I didn't because it would've been a lie."
  • "I say the damnedest things when your on top of me."
  • "I'm not the one that you want, I'm not the one that you need."
  • "My love is like a fucking disease."
  • "I'm the hardest mother fucker to please."
  • "They say you never miss it 'til it's gone; well you're gone and I wish I'd done it better."
  • "I miss having you close to me."
  • "I'm sorry, I promise I'll do better."
  • "Can we start again?"
  • "You needed something better."
  • "I want more."
  • "I try my best, but I don't ever change."
  • "Who wouldn't want it when he looks like that?"
  • "If I try my hardest, would you look my way?"
  • "Do you want to show me something new?"
  • "I know I want it far too much."
  • "Are you coming over soon?"
  • "Can I be what you like?"
  • "Don't try to fuck with me."
  • "This is the last time I am gonna put you back together."
  • "I'm sending pic after picture, I'mma get you fired."
  • "I can't stand these nights alone."
  • "You light up my cold heart."
  • "A love like this won't last forever."
  • "I'm not the one that you want me to be."
  • "Are we just gonna stay like this forever, floating?"
  • "I know I'm gonna let you down."
  • "I wish I could say what I'm feeling; I'm scared to let these words out."
  • "I can't trust you."
  • "This isn't fun anymore."
  • "Damn, I thought we'd make it."
  • "You never got to heaven but you got real close."
  • "I beg for attention in small doses."
  • "You play those hearts like toys."
  • "I'm the option you shouldn't have chosen."
  • "This is the night you'll regret in the morning."
  • "I always wonder how far we could go."
  • "We could be free."
  • "This is my life and they'll call it a song."
  • "Make myself a king."
  • "There's no one to blame but you."
  • "You need me there, ain't no leaving me behind."
  • "There ain't nothing here for me anymore, but I don't wanna be alone."
  • "I can be a lone wolf with ya."
  • "All the world is gray as though you took the colors with you."
  • "We don't talk anymore like we used to do."
  • "What was all of it for?"
  • "I just heard you found the one you been looking for."
  • "Shoulda known your love was a game."
  • "I just hope you're lying next to somebody who knows how to love you like me."
  • "Call your girlfriend, it's time you had the talk."
  • "Say it's not her fault, but you just met somebody new."
  • "Let her down easy."
  • "You never meant to hurt no one."
  • "I give you something that you never even knew you missed."
  • "Don't you even try and explain how it's so different when we kiss."
  • "Now it's gonna be me and you."
  • "You're not sure that you love me."
  • "Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine."
  • "You're gonna break my heart anyway."
  • "Get it over with and just let me move on."
  • "Don't concern yourself with this mess you've left for me."
  • "You not making up your mind is killing me and wasting time."
  • "I'm sorry, I'm really a mess right now."
  • "I'm trying my best to get it together somehow."
  • "Tell me where love goes when it's gone."
  • "Suddenly someone is no one."
  • "I'm sorry, I let me fall for you."
  • "You're the hand I can't hold."
  • "I don't want you back, I just want to have what you took from me."
  • "I'll come around again, I know it's not the end."
  • "Love leaves a black hole where it dies."
  • "How can I ever love again?"
  • "I see you with her and it crushes me inside."
  • "Guess I should stop thinking about you all the time."
  • "Maybe this is a sign."
  • "Maybe I've been blind to reality."
  • "You seemed so interested."
  • "Was it real or was it all in my head?"
  • "She's so pretty, you two look so great."
  • "It was probably just a silly crush anyway."
  • "I just can't help but think that we could've had something."
  • "Did you ever feel the same?"
  • "I promised I wouldn't do it again."
  • "Taught him a lesson he wouldn't forget."
  • "I hope you find a way to be yourself someday."
  • "Change can be amazing."
  • "I pray for the best for you."
  • "I wish you could be honest with me."
  • "Why’d you fake it?"
  • "Hesitation is killing me, too."
  • "I couldn’t save it."
  • "Friend, why don’t you love me?"
  • "Tell me you want me in your life."
  • "It helps that you feel the same."
  • "We started from a spark."
  • "We got dreams and they start right here."
  • "I cry like a baby when I don't get my way."
  • "I won't apologize when I make a mistake."
  • "Do you want me?"
  • "I got scars on my heart and they won't go away."
  • "Everybody knows I'm a little insane."
  • "I feel you don't even know I'm alive."
  • "I feel you think that I'm out of my mind."
  • "I just want someone to hold."
  • "You're looking at me strange like you want me to change."
  • "I think you're a saint and I think you're an angel."
  • "You give me something to think about that's not the shit in my head."
  • "You're a miracle."
  • "I gotta stay with you."
  • "You're a glimpse of bliss, a little taste of heaven."
  • "I know you're gone now, but I still wait for you."

anonymous asked:

Do you think you could write something about Nico getting jealous and insecure because he thinks that Will has feelings for another boy/girl? Like they get into a big fight and one of them (maybe both eventually) cries and then they make up and theres some cute and fluffy makeup cuddles and kisses? I really love your blog and your writing alot ~~~

thank u friend

this got kinda long but im real lazy and don’t feel like getting off my lazy butt to go and use an actual computer to put in a cut

why is tumblr mobile this way


There was no reason for me to worry.

Or at least, that’s what I tried to convince myself.

Will wasn’t mine to hold on to, not really. The rules of our relationship were fuzzy, and they always had been. No one ever tells you about how hard the ‘get together’ process is.

But still, the tiny and pretty Demeter kid hung around Will like a plague and I felt jealousy take root in my bones.

Their name was Bellino, and they had feathery brown hair that stuck up all the time and always had petals and flowers stuck in it. They always wore a nervous and tight lipped smile on their delicate face, and their eyes shone like winter grass. Bellino was small and cute, and next to them I felt as if I had zero chance.

Will and I sat atop Half-Blood Hill, overlooking the strawberry fields. He was humming some song that he’d come up with himself, and I was just listening. I liked hearing him, even if he didn’t think he sang or composed music as well as the other Apollo kids. He had a voice that I loved, and that was good enough for me.

I heard something stir in the grass behind us, and I willed myself to stay calm. I wasn’t in danger here.

A small and delicate tan hand placed itself on Will shoulder, and he stopped humming, looking lazily up at Bellino. A stray pink petal floated out of their hair and drifted onto my face. I didn’t brush it away.

Bellino flicked their wide eyes to me, then back to Will, their lips twitching up into a nervous smile. They tugged on Will’s shirt, giving me another glance, and motioned for him to follow them.

“Got it,” Will said, standing up and brushing off his shorts. “I’ll see you later, Nico.” He didn’t even look back as he followed Bellino.

I pushed down my bitterness, looking back over the strawberry fields and picking at the grass by my legs. The petal on my face fell to the ground, and I picked at it, too.

I missed Will’s humming.


Lately, the harpies had become a bit lazier during night patrol. Maybe it was because they knew I liked to take walks at night. Maybe it was because I bribed them a bit. Who knows.

Will didn’t know about my night walks. Why should he? It’s not like we were dating each other. Our relationship was fuzzy and weird, and I had been okay with that.

Until recently.

I stuffed my hands into the pockets of my bomber jacket, kicking at the ground as I walked. The cloying scent of the strawberries as I drew closer to the fields was almost sickening, but it did help ward off the bad thoughts.

A shape flitted through the moonlight in the corner of my eye, and I stopped walking. Probably a harpy. I turned my head anyway.

Someone was crouching down just outside the fields, their delicate frame hunched over, their hands placed firmly to the ground. I didn’t even have to see their face to know who it was.

My steps were near silent as I approached Bellino, too curious to stop them from whatever they were doing. I stopped just a yard or so away, but they still didn’t notice me. Their eyes were focused directly on the ground.

The soil by their hands pulsed and glowed just the slightest bit green, and a small stem shot up from the ground. I stared at Bellino’s face, which held no trace of their normal nervous smile, but was instead fixed in concentration. A tiny flower fell from their hair, and a bead of sweat rolled down their face.

At the very top of the stem, a flower started to form, it’s petals unfurling with great care. It wasn’t a type I recognized, not that I’m well-versed in flower species. It was a beautiful bronze color, and it glowed softly in the moonlight, as if it were made of metal.

Bellino sat back, inspecting the flower, and then they plucked it gently from the ground, taking its roots with it. They wiped a hand across their forehead, leaving a trail of soil on their skin. It was my cue to make myself known.

“You shouldn’t be out after curfew.”

They jumped back, fear making their eyes grow wide, and they immediately hid the bronze flower behind their back. A blush noticeable even by night spread across their cheeks. Their lips twitched up into a nervous smile, and the word 'sorry’ formed in that smile, but no sound came out. No one had ever heard Bellino talk.

Except Will, probably.

A twinge of something ugly stabbed at my chest, and I pushed it aside, forcing my mouth into a lopsided smile. “No big deal. Just be careful. The harpies patrol at night.”

I didn’t offer to take them back to their cabin, even though that was what I knew I was supposed to do. I just walked away, my smile instantly dropping into nonexistence and my chest hurting.

A harpy screeched in the distance, and I looked back at Bellino. They were cradling the bronze flower in their arms, smiling gently down at the glowing petals.


I had thought the flower was pretty. And I still do, even though the sight of it made me sick to my stomach.

The bronze petals shone yellow in the early morning sunlight, almost like Will’s hair. It was too damn early for this.

Bellino stood next to Will, holding the flower, which they had placed in a delicate and perfectly carved orange vase. As I watched, Bellino offered the flower to Will, their tan cheeks blazing red, and Will took the vase, his entire body seeming to light up. He smiled with all of his being, and he said something I couldn’t quite hear. Bellino pulled at a lock of their feathery hair, seemingly flustered.

Will finally turned his head somewhere other than Bellino’s direction, and he noticed me. With that same bright grin on his face, he gave me a wave.

I looked away and trudged back to my cabin. Who needed breakfast anyway?


“Are you feeling okay?”

“Of course.”

No one told him to barge into my cabin, and yet here he was, demanding to know the state of my life. Melodrama helps me deal with my problems.

“It’s just that no one’s really seen you for the past couple of days. Including me.” I curled up tighter underneath my covers, feeling as if my back were totally exposed to him.

“I’ve been busy.”

“With what?”

“Ambassador of Pluto things.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I wasn’t aware that I had to tell you everything all the time.”

“That’s not what I meant, and you know it.”

I was being unfair and dumb and annoying, but I had no idea how to stop myself. I wanted so badly to explain to him why I was upset, but instead I was staring at a wall and trying not to cry.

He sighed, and I felt the weight on my bed shift as he sat down on the very edge. As far away from me as possible. “Why are you upset?”

My bottom lip trembled, and I cursed myself for being so weak to my own emotions. “Don’t you have other people to do your therapist act on?”

I closed my eyes and imagined the face he was probably making right now. Pursed lips and furrowed eyebrows. The face of perfect worry.

“You’re more important to me.”

“What about Bellino?” The words slipped out before I could stop them, and my eyes flung open the second I realized what I said. My voice had been bitter and cold, and I’m sure it wasn’t hard to figure out what I was thinking.

“What does Bellino have to do with anything?”

“Nothing,” I muttered, pulling the comforter tighter around myself.

“Nico, if this relationship is going to work, then you have to talk to me-”

“Relationship?” I demanded, sitting up so fast my vision went blurry for a moment. Will blinked at me in surprise. “What relationship? We don’t have one of those!” An angry tear slipped out of my eye, and Will reached out a hand, but I wiped it away before he could even get close. “We aren’t dating, and we haven’t even talked about how things were going to be ever since this whole shit show started. Which is exactly why I shouldn’t be so jealous about some pretty little Demeter kid.”


Now that I started, it was too hard to even attempt to stop. It was always this way with Will. He had a terrible talent for getting me all worked up.

“I mean, I should’ve known, right? With nothing real keeping us together, it would only be a matter of time before you looked at all the people better than me and realized you made a bad choice. I should’ve known you’d finally look at me and see what everyone else sees. A gloomy kid who’s too skinny and too short and too weird and too much everything.”

I’m sure the amount of crying I was doing fully expressed my point. Nothing said 'unattractive’ better than a runny nose and blotchy cheeks.

“And here’s this beautiful kid with flowers in their hair and grass in their eyes, and they can grow pretty flowers that shine like metal, and their cute and good and precious and everything I’m not. I only wish you would’ve told me you didn’t want to even try with me anymore before you just ditched me.”

I rubbed angrily at my eyes and nose, knowing full well I’d just make their splotchy coloring worse, but not caring enough to stop.

“That’s not true at all,” Will replied, his voice heavy with anger. “You never said anything about not liking me leaving to help Bellino, so how was I supposed to know any of this?”

“How was I supposed to tell you? You aren’t mine, Will.”

My words hung in the air between us, and I felt my throat close up, like the weight of everything was finally killing me. I stared angrily at him, daring him to try and counter me. Daring him to disagree.

“Gods, it’s like I fell in love with a brick wall,” he finally said after a long moment, and he rubbed at his eyes, which had turned glassy sometime during our argument. “When are you going to understand that I really, really like you?”

Sure, I should’ve been happy. But I wasn’t. “I thought I did.”

He gave me a look, but I set my jaw, still giving him my angry glare. “I was helping Bellino try and ask out Ginny.”

“Why the hell didn’t you tell me, then?” I demanded, crossing my arms and swiping one last hand across my face.

“They made me promise not to tell anyone.” He paused, a look of guilt passed over his features. “And I didn’t think you’d be so affected.”

“Well, I was, and it sucked. A lot.”

He looked about ready to shake me. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

I was about ready to shake him. “We aren’t dating, Will! I don’t have the right to stop you.”

“Yeah? Well, you have the right to tell me your feelings.”

There was a knock on my cabin door before I could even think to respond. “Come in,” I called, and Will gave me a look. I ignored him.

Ginny, one of the new Hephaestus girls, stood in the doorway. Her cheeks were red, and she was holding a delicately carved orange vase with a bronze flower in it.

“Um. Hi. I hope I’m not interrupting anything.” She was standing stiffly and awkwardly, which was an almost funny sight given her large stature.

“You aren’t.” Will have me another look. I ignored him again. “What’s up?”

“I just wanted to thank Will,” she said, turning to Will. Her cheeks seemed to burn brighter. “For helping with Bellino. It meant a lot. To both of us.”

Will’s face softened. “No problem. Really.”

Ginny muttered another thank you, and then walked out, closing the cabin door behind her.

So Bellino didn’t give the flower to Will.

A silence hung between us, considerably less heavy than before. Finally, Will spoke up. “I just wanted to help them, Nico. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”

I thought about us at the top of Half-Blood Hill, Will singing softly with my head on his thigh and his hand in my hair. I thought about us idling in a canoe at the lake, talking about nothing in particular. I thought about us before I had gotten weirdly jealous.

Tears pricked at my eyes, and I scooted closer to Will, resting my forehead on his shoulder. “I don’t like not being around you.”

“I love you, too,” he replied, and I’m glad he understood.

He wrapped his arms around me, and I let myself cry into his shoulder while he whispered assurances into my ear contradicting everything bad about myself I had said earlier.

Somewhere along the line, we ended up laying down and his assurances ended up becoming a song. He was singing into my ear how much he liked my eyes and my hair and my skin and my heart, and about how I was too much everything but in the best kind of way.


I’m not sure when I had fallen asleep, but I woke up slowly to the feeling of Will running his fingers through my hair.

“Will?” I murmured, my voice slightly raspy with sleep.


“Can you be mine?” He stopped stroking my hair, and I looked up at him. “Can we start dating?”

“Yes to both of those questions,” he said, and he gave me a kiss on the forehead. “Now go back to sleep. It’s late.”

“Only if you sing to me,” I said, nuzzling myself closer to him and ignoring how the arm I was laying on was starting to fall asleep.

And so he sang to me and I fell asleep again.


Will and I met Bellino and Ginny after breakfast. A small and delicate hammer charm had been added to Bellino’s camp necklace, and Ginny had flowers placed in her curly hair.

“Hey, you two. How’s everything going?” Will asked. His hand was in mine, and there was no ugly feeling in my chest.

Bellino looked at me, their lips twitching up into a smile, though it seemed slightly less nervous than usual. They nudged Ginny softly, looking up at her with wide and adoring eyes.

“We, um,” Ginny paused, reaching into her pocket and pulling out two bracelets, “wanted to give you guys these. You know, for helping us and stuff.”

“You didn’t have to do that,” Will said at the same time I said, “I did nothing.”

Bellino took one of the bracelets from Ginny, the blue one, and offered it to me.

I stared at the bracelet, realizing it matched the other one in Ginny’s hand. One was blue with a yellow flower bead, and the other was yellow with a blue flower bead.

“Are you sure?” I asked, and Bellino nodded furiously, mouthing 'thank you.’ I took the bracelet and put it on my left wrist, and Will took the other one, putting it on his right wrist. When we held hands again, the bracelets knocked together. Bellino flushed with pride.

“This is really kind of you two,” Will said, giving my hand a squeeze.

Ginny blushed, scratching the back of her neck. “No big deal.”

Just as Will and I were about to leave, I turned, looking at Bellino. “We were just about to head to Half-Blood Hill. Want to join?”

Bellino looked up at Ginny, raising their eyebrows in question. “Um, yeah, sure,” Ginny answered after a moment. “We’ll go.”


At the top of Half-Blood Hill, the scent of strawberries and wild flowers was sickeningly sweet, and I breathed it all in.

My head was on Will’s thigh, and his hand was in my hair, and he was singing a song he’d made under his breath.

Bellino sat and watched Ginny fiddle with small scrap pieces of metal, which were starting to look suspiciously like flowers.

There was no reason to worry, and, for once, I didn’t even have to try and convince myself. I knew it in my heart.

I was safe here, and I was happy here.

The sunlight warmed my face and my heart, and I let myself relax into the soft embrace of Will’s voice.


i feel like my style has changed a bit and im really diggin it?? hopefully other people dig it too

also i may have gotten a bit invested in bellino’s character sue me

Thanks for the prompt!!!

Snow Baby (Bucky x Reader)

Snow Baby (Bucky x Reader)

Requested: Yaas

Hey! If you are taking requests right now, I was wondering if you could possibly do one with Bucky where the reader is pregnant and they both get stuck out in an isolated Cabin, and she ends up going into labor, and he has to deliver the baby? And maybe at the end the team save them and they meet the baby?! Lots of fluff pleaseeee! thank you so much!

A/N i said i would post this like over a month ago? im literally the shittiest person in the world im so sorry. And i know nothing about pregnancy so im sorry for that lol But im in a better place right now and im happy to finally post this.

You woke up by feeling soft kisses being pecked on your shoulder. Your back was facing Bucky, you were on your side wearing a giant shirt so it can at least cover your swollen belly. The shirt slanted off your shoulder a bit, leaving the exposed skin which made the Winter Soldier (literally almost wrote shoulder fml) happy to be able to wake you up this way. You opened your eyes and smirked as he made his way up your neck. You slowly turn towards him and nudge your face into the crook of his neck. “Good morning” you hear him whisper as he kisses your forehead and rests his hand on your belly. Bucky’s hands always found his way to your belly, it was his favourite place since you guys found out you were gonna have a little peanut running around.

You and Bucky decided to go away for the weekend, you guys wanted to be alone for the weekend, completely isolated so you guys can finally have time together. Between missions, and everything else it seems like you guys have no time together. So you left, and headed up north to a cozy little cabin where it you can be lazy and not deal with Steve stealing Bucky every chance that he got.

You throw off the bed sheets and make your way out of bed and towards the bathroom. Being pregnant is making you pee every fucking hour of the day. Bucky let out an annoying groan and collapsing on your side of the bed, his head hitting your pillow. The sheets stopped right at Bucky’s hips, exposing his bare back. He slowly got up and made the bed, he put on one of his t-shirts and made his way to the kitchen to make you guys some breakfast.

When you get out of the bathroom you look around and don’t see Bucky anywhere. But once you smell eggs, you knew he was in the small kitchen just around the corner. You creep up behind him and wrap your arms around his waist and rest your head on his shoulder. “I can’t wait till our little boy comes out” Bucky commented while flipping a pancake. You chuckle and step back and head to the fridge to grab some orange juice for the two of you. “Sweetie we both know the baby is going to be a girl, so hush and keep making me my pancakes.” You sass back while grabbing glasses from the shelf beside him. You guys didn’t want to know the sex of the baby, you wanted to keep it a surprise.

You guys sat down side by side at the kitchen table enjoying the view. You chewed slowly then sighed and rested your head on his robotic arm. The window was adjacent to the table and you could see mountains and the fresh snow not too far from where your cabin is. You guys wanted to go out today and maybe do some winter activities but that was cut short when Bucky turned on the news to see a huge storm was coming out your way.

“Well doll looks like its a movie day, we’re not goin-” Bucky stopped once he heard a glass break in the kitchen. He ran over to you once he saw you doubled-over in pain holding your stomach. “My water just broke” you cry as a contraction hits you. He holds you then lifts you up and bring you to the couch in the living room. When Bucky takes a glance at the window he can see the storm has begun and it was horrible. The winds were strong you could hear them from inside the cabin. Instead if the beautiful scenery from before all he could see was white. Bucky runs his fingers through his hair, an action he did when he was nervous. He looked around the room for his phone, and winced when he heard you cry out in pain.

“Just wait doll im getting help.” He said calmly so he doesn’t freak you out to boost your anxiety. “YOU AREN’T PUSHING A HUMAN BEING OUT OF YOU JAMES BUCHANAN BARNES DON’T TELL ME TO WAIT!” You yell from the amount of pain you were in. Jesus was all this pain really necessary? You were wishing the baby would be delivered from a stork right now cause you needed something from this excruciating pain. Why would you guys go out when you knew your due date was coming? You actually wished you were at the tower right now cause then you would feel better about having it in the compound rather than in the middle of butt fuck nowhere.

Bucky dialled Steve’s number a couple of times as he screwed up the first few. Stupid technology being small and his thumbs being giant for the screen. Letting out a breath of relief as he finally got the number and he put the phone to his ear. He did this as he paced back and forth anxiously waiting for him to pick up the God damn phone.

“This is Steve Rogers leave a messag-” Bucky ended the call and tried to call another member from the Avengers. “Fucking Steve doesn’t answer his phone this one time.” He mumbled as he brought the phone up to his ear the second time. “Now why are you calling me.” Sam was obviously happy to hear from the Winter Soldier. Bucky rolled his eyes and clenched his metal fist, why did he call him again? “Listen i wouldn’t be calling if it wasn’t urgent. Y/N went into labour and theres basically an avalanche going on and we can’t leave the cabin. So get your asses over here and come get us out!” You can hear Sam laugh from the other side of the phone and that only made Bucky mad. “Fine we’ll come save your stupid ass, just make sure Y/N’s okay.” And with that he hung up the phone and tossed it on the coffee table that was near the couch. He bent down in front of you and held you hand as you let out another scream. They better get here soon cause Bucky has no fucking clue on how to deliver a baby.

With more grunts, moans and Bucky trying not to freak out the team still wasn’t here and your contractions were getting closer and closer together, which meant the baby was coming, and it was coming soon. “Babe i need to start pushing i can’t do this anymore.” Your voice cracking at the end since you’ve been screaming from the pain. Hearing this didn’t make Bucky very happy. I mean sure he can hold your hand and support you but he didn’t actually want to witness the actual birth. Some say the birth of your child us beautiful, but from the stories he’s heard, he’s good standing by your side and letting you break his hand rather than going down there and witnessing something he won’t get out of his head.

“Doll you’re doing great just wait for the team, they’ll be here soon.” He tries to distract you by running his fingers through your hair. “You said that 2 hours ago, Bucky we are doing this ourselves no one is coming!” You try to explain to him. He doesn’t know what you are feeling right now. You want this baby out of you, and you want it now. “The storm is pretty bad, the jet might survive this weather, lets just hope they can when they land and actually leave the thing.” He chuckles as he pictures everyone being cold and miserable. Especially Sam that annoying son of a bitch.

“Okay thats it im pushing whether you are helping me or not. This child needs to come out of me, and thats happening right now.” And with that being said you started pushing while grasping onto Bucky’s hand. “Baby i don’t know what im doing here, we can’t do this right now.” Now he was freaking out. He moved positions and was now situated between your legs. He pulled down your underwear and stared at you looking for instructions on what to do.

“I can’t do everything, get blankets to keep the baby warm and scissors you need to cut the cord. Now go before this child touched the couch.” Within minutes he had the supplies and came running back to the position he was in before with a blanket in hand ready to catch his child. Holy shit. “Okay i got it Doll now push!” He encouraged you as you pushed again. “I see its head! You’re doing great keep pushing!” This moment was happening. The moment where you guys were finally going to be parents. I mean sure it should’ve hit you guys when you found out you were pregnant. But its not the same as buying toys, or decorating the nursery, because now you actually get to hod the baby that you guys created together.

Loud cries were heard from the baby once it left your womb. They were nice and warm till they got hit with cold air that was in the cabin. Bucky brought the child onto the blanket with his shaky hands. He grabbed the scissors and cut the umbilical cord. “Its a boy, we have a baby boy.” He whispered as tears started to blur his vision. He wrapped up the tiny baby and brought him over to you. Your face was sweaty and your hair was probably a mess but you didn’t care. You had a son, and you had it with the most incredible human being named James Buchanan Barnes. You started to cry once you saw your son and how beautiful he was.

“We did it, I love you so much you have no idea.” Bucky whispered to you as he gave you your son to hold onto. Bucky never thought he would get this moment in his life, being in a happy family. With all the shit that went down with Hydra he never thought he can live a normal life, but you swept in and proved him wrong. You loved him and cared for him and fell in love. And now you guys have a perfect son for proof that a happy ending can happen, especially with what happened to Bucky.

The little moment was ruined when they heard the door being knocked to the ground and six people walking into the cabin. Natasha, Steve, Sam, Tony, Vision, and Wanda came through the door with the full Avengers gear on. “Holy shit that snow is fucking awful, why would you come here and not go to Mexico, or Hawaii, or some other hot place.” Tony complained while taking off his helmet for Iron Man. “Oh my gosh you already gave birth! I need to meet my god child!” Natasha exclaimed while walking over to you guys on the couch. “So? Is it a boy or a girl since non of you guys would tell us.” Sam asked while leaning against the wall crossing his arms over his chest. Bucky smiled and said “Everyone meet (insert baby name)”. Steve smiled and came over to Bucky and gave him a hug “Im proud of you man. Now lets get back on the jet so we an check the baby and Y/N out.” Steve said while grabbing his shield and heading towards the exit. Well this was going to be a great story to tell your kid when he grows up.


anonymous asked:

You said there's more to Jonathan's character? I like to hear your thoughts on him your posts are interesting.

I have so many thoughts and feelings about Jonathan Byers as a character. 

I’m assuming this is about my response to my nonny who said that Jonathan was just a hot emo loner dude, basically. There is so much more to his character than a pretentious creep with a fucked up family life. Who has a normal family anyways? Let’s break this down as briefly as possible, shall we? 

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