at least i'm not going alone

it’s becoming harder to live with depression because i honestly have no solid, physical support system here. everyone i meet these days has their own mental health issues so no one really checks up on anyone else. and depression is becoming really “normalized” so people just don’t take anything seriously anymore. the number of times i’ve said and heard from other friends “i want to die” or “i had a panic attack the other day” has been so frequent. and no one bats an eye. the only thing anyone ever responds with is “same” or “mood” and idk if i can blame anyone but it sucks not having help

Sentence starters
  • Based on famous text-posts
  • "Bro, you look so cute right now. Dude, you are so fucking adorable."
  • "Wanna watch this murder documentary with me?"
  • "I may act like I'm sassy but if you're mean to me there's a 900% chance I'll cry."
  • "I may act like I'm clueless but actually know what's going on at al times."
  • "ATTENTION: I need attention."
  • "I don't have a nervous system. I'm a nervous system."
  • "Drugs? No thanks, the only 'high' I need is the natural rush you get from commiting a murder."
  • "I think I'm subconsciously trying to ruin my own life."
  • "Why fall in love when you can fall on the floor and never get up?"
  • "I try not to sound like an asshole but it's really hard because I am an asshole."
  • "I don't want to look 'pretty', I want to look otherwordly and vaguely threatening."
  • "I'm the nicest, sweetest, most rage-filled person I know."
  • "Girls are so soft and amazing and nice and beautiful and mysterious and complex and loving and caring. I don't remember what I was going to say but I'm just gay."
  • "I'd love to relax but that's just not realistic."
  • "Contrary to popular belief I'm actually soft and have feelings."
  • "This could be less hetero."
  • "To be honest I just need a hug."
  • "Why can't I be mentally chill instead of mentally ill?"
  • "This is it, this is how I die: Lack of attention."
  • "Are we just friends or is this flirting serious?"
  • "I have this problem where I isolate myself from civilization and then get upset because I'm lonely."
  • "I may be ugly but at least I have an ugly personality too. Consistency is key."
  • "I don't wanna get involved in drama I just wanna know 103% of the information on what happened."
  • "I am bysexual as in I'm not interested, goodbye."
  • "I could win an Olympic gold medal in being ignored."
  • "Fill your heart with bees. If someone breaks your heart then they have to deal with the bees."
  • "I'm so tired of not being a multimillionaire."
  • "I panic alot of other places besides the disco."
  • "Which layer of hell do you think you're going to?"
  • "My kink is being right."
  • "My kink is being home alone."
  • "You're really sensitive for a selfish asshole."
  • "I can tell myself to be heartless but in all reality, I have a big heart and can't treat people badly, that's just not me."
  • "What about netflix and kill?"
  • "No offense but why does everyone hate me?"
  • "I'm a strong independent introvert who don't need no social life."
  • "Why do I get struggles instead of snuggles?"
  • "If a conversation goes on too long without being about me, I'm out."
  • "I'm small, queer and something to fear."
  • "All this sadness is bad for my skin."
  • "I'm cute and perfect but also unstable, violent and self-destructive"
  • "I'm beautiful and underappreciated."
  • "She's beauty, she's grace, she's me."
  • "Sorry for being awesome, loser."
  • "Is 'no' an emotion? Because I'm feeling it."
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“tomorrow” yeah right. Lol. 4 days later…  ANYWAY ! Here’s my part 2 for the @klangst-week  Day 2: Mistake/Faith

Dunno when I’ll post part 3 since I want it to be in color and all. 

[part 1] [other participation for the klangst-week that can be considered part 0]


► Here the dialogues under the cut if you can’t read my shitty writing

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7x09 | A Rock in the Road

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≫ malec appreciation week:  day one — favourite magnus moments

“When I was a boy discovering my powers I had no one. I had to figure out the Downworld all on my own. It was awful. So, I vowed to myself that if I ever found someone in a similar situation I’d try to make sure they didn’t have to go at it alone.”

Love leaves no room for lies

Tim Drake was a compulsive liar.

He always had been.

Neglect taught him that nobody cared if he told the truth. Not really. He had tried you see. To be honest.

The scratches and bruises and black eye were from tripping, falling, playing too rough during break and a thousand other excuses… until he could stand it no more. When he admitted to his parents that it was bullying, he received no comfort, no real sympathy or gentle words. They sat there in stony, serious silence. Tim would never forget the disappointment etched into their faces.

In the end, they fussed at the school, and then never spoke of it again, leaving for China to discuss business opportunities. Tim was left behind, and forced into a degrading counselling session with his tormentor. His tormentor who had later taken him out back behind the school and punched him in the stomach, kicking him in the ribs, time and time again, his angry yells ringing in Tim’s ears as he curled up in the dust.

Nobody likes a snitch.

So he had stopped being honest.

He had snuck out his window and across the lawn into the chill, night air, clutching his leather camera bag. The alarms, he had secretly hacked and turned off hours ago. He stayed out for hours, hunting his elusive heroes and hiding any footage of them he acquired. He told his parents and housekeeper it was insomnia. They got him pills that he hid away, flushed down the toilet. And in an ironic turn of events, he soon began to need them.

Hiding his greatest secret, hiding “Robin”, had been easy in that sense. It wasn’t anything new to him. He got better, and better at weaving his webs without even trying to. Little side comments, and dodging out the door, and shrugging his shoulders, and I’m fine, I’m fine, I’m fine.

“I’m.”

“Fine.”

The grandest lie of them all. The most difficult to escape. It came automatically to Tim. As easy as breathing. He would throw it, unconcerned, at anyone and everyone even as he was hiding deep flesh wounds, sleepless nights, broken bones, paralysing anxiety, and the numb desire to fade away. To disappear once and for all, to become truly invisible and leave the world with a sigh.

The world wouldn’t miss him anyways. It wouldn’t bat an eye. Or so he told himself.

It was easier to lie than to disappoint. To show weakness and stir up pity and sympathy and expectations and hopes for your improvement. Tim couldn’t stand the thought of letting anyone down. Not Bruce, not Alfred, not Dick, not Stephanie, not anyone else ever again because he could barely live with himself as it was.

It was easier to lie than to face the truth that he really needed help. That the little white lies were a storm, a flurry, a blizzard that built up in snow drifts around Tim’s life and isolated him from those who truly cared about him and wanted to help him. It was easier to stay in the cold than to knock on a door that might not open to you.

It was easier to lie than to make others worry about him. And this was a new fear, one that Tim was the most uncomfortable with. One that he had desired for so long, but when he actually got it in the form of strong hands resting on his shoulders and searching glances and gentle, probing questions… it terrified him. He felt it was not something he deserved, that if others were worrying about him, he was doing something wrong. And he hated himself for it.

But love has a way of seeing through lies. They say love is blind, but true love is more like a sharpened sword, cutting through the haze and uncertainty and fear and into the very heart of the matter. Piercing beating muscle and flesh in searing pain that flowered in dripping pools of bright red.

Love leaves no room for lies. Tim learned this the hard way when the man who was the very definition of a compulsive liar, looked him in the eyes and asked him point-blank if he didn’t want to live anymore.

And what could he do but break down in a mess on the cold floor of the batcave, holding his head in trembling hands as Bruce crouched beside him and rubbed his back gently, whispering calm, soothing words of love, reassuring him he wasn’t going anywhere, that Tim wasn’t alone in this.

It was not the end, but it was a start. A step towards some form of healing, of honesty. Of allowing himself to be loved, truly loved, for once in his life and to show others that same love.

My first thoughts: So he was William before… well, there goes my heart again…

Second thoughts: Chef Chef. Of course. Because this is Mark, after all.

WHO LET THIS MAN OUT OF THE HOUSE

Life Is Strange sentence pack [EP5]
  • "Is anybody out there? Please, help!"
  • "The slightly unconscious model is often the most open and honest."
  • "Oh, Christ... look at that perfect face."
  • "Stay still!"
  • "Nobody will be surprised, or care."
  • "I wasn't lying when I said you have a gift."
  • "Goddamn, you're a fighter, though."
  • "Always take the shot."
  • "Please, I'm sorry for everything."
  • "I don't want to die like this!"
  • "Yes, you're a psychopath."
  • "Always remember that you're not alone. I've got your back, no matter what happens."
  • "You always know the right thing to do."
  • "You're smart enough to know how easy it is to hurt somebody, to destroy their life."
  • "I know you've got a good heart. I've seen it."
  • "Wouldn't it be better to lift people up than to bring them down?"
  • "After everything that's happened, this should be the least scary thing you've ever done."
  • "Eat shit and die."
  • "You are not going to stop me!"
  • "You didn't fail... you did your best."
  • "Everybody... used me."
  • "All this shit will be over soon."
  • "I hate to say I'm glad to see you, but I'm so glad to see you."
  • "Hey... be careful out there."
  • "I always wanted my life to be special... an adventure... but not without you."
  • "Holy shit, are you cereal?"
  • "Thought you could control everybody and everything, huh?"
  • "You've left a trail of death and suffering behind you."
  • "Just shut up. You're not scaring me anymore."
  • "This is reality!"
  • "That nightmare was so real, was so horrible."
  • "All I really created was just death and destruction!"
  • "This is the only way."
  • "You are my number one priority now."
  • "You are all that matters to me."
  • "I know I've been selfish, but for once, I think I should accept my fate."
  • "You made me smile and laugh like I haven't done in years."
  • "All those moment between us were real, and they'll always be ours."
  • "I'm gonna miss you so much."
  • "I'll always love you."
  • "Now get out of here, please! Do it before I freak!"
  • "Don't you forget about me."
Random Shit You Wanna Know

1: Do you always smile for pictures?

2: Do you ever count your steps when you walk?

3: Have you ever peed/pooped in the woods?

4: Do you chew your pens and pencils?

5: Is it okay for guys to wear pink?

6: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?

7: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?

8: Can you change the oil on a car?

9: How many languages can you speak?

10: Are you stubborn?

11: Ever watch soap operas?

12: Ever used a gun?

13: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

14: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

15: Do you believe in ghosts?

16: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

17: What do you wear to bed?

18: First concert?

19: Own any record albums?

20: Own a record player?

21: Do you want kids?

22: What was the last book you read without skipping through anything?

23: What is the weirdest scar you have and how did you get it?

24: What is the most random thing you’ve ever watched all the way through on Netflix?

25: If you could trade lives with one person for an entire day who would it be and why?

26: If you were going to go to the movies alone, what would be the perfect film for you to watch by yourself?

27: What is your favorite Wikipedia article? (Hush. Everyone has at least one)

[[Feel free to add stuff]]

anonymous asked:

You know what, this was a while ago but I'm still petty about it. FUCK that assistant manager who decided to quit and not show up and left me all alone to deal with the huge crowd of people in the pre-football game rush for two hours and FUCK the other managers who left to go get shit at another store while I nearly died in that rush. Fuck all y'all. At least the customers were understanding about it...

The Outsiders Prompts

a/n: please give cred if you use ty!

- “You scare me” “Why? Because I’m a Greaser?” “No, because I know I’ll fall in love with you” 
- “You can’t keep doing this”
- “Tell me another lie”
- “What if I lose you!”
- “I love you. I love you. No labels, people, or amount of money is ever going to change that”
- “Stay away from me, because I’ll hurt you”
-"On three"
- “Don’t be afraid of me doll”
- "Scream, yell, say, do anything I'll find you"
- “Stop following me”
- “I need more chocolate cake”
- “You don’t love me”
- “Are you hurt?”
- "I told you I love her/him!"
- "You look good in my clothes"
- “It is, as a matter of fact, every part of my business”
- “Where the hell have you been?”
- “If the shoe fits dollface”
- "Get out of here!"
- "I told you to leave me alone"
- "Tell me something good"
- "Is that blood?"
- "I'm sneaking out"
- “What did they do?”
- "You have a blade on you right?"
- "Damn" "What?" "You're eyes"
- "Did you at least call the police?"
- "It's you. It's always been you"
- "You're weird"
- "Run"
- "Please don't tell him"
- "Just be careful, okay?"
- "I like it when you sing"
- "What's going on in that mind?"
- "You can't be here"
- "Alright wise guy"
- "I hate you" "You love me"
- "Can I see your blade?"
- "I'm sorry I let you fall for me"
- "Come closer"
- "Can I join you?"
- "You're all over the place"
-"If this was the last time you'd see me, what would you say"
- "I can't see you anymore"
- "I've seen you around you know"
- "Take my jacket"
- "Lay with me, just for a minute"
- "What did you say to me?"
- "Get in the car, please?"
- "This is my choice!"
- "You're an asshole"
- "That's her/him"
- "That's not funny"
- "Dance with me"
- "I'm allergic to your bullshit"
- "Sunsets don't compare to you"
- "You're distracting me"
- "I can't kiss you" "Why not?" "Because I'll never stop"
- "Are you afraid of me?"
- "You're all I have"
- "You are my everything"
- "You're pretty, but your heart makes you beautiful"
- "You don't scare me doll"
- "Open your eyes for once"
- "Where are you going?
- "You totally dig me"
- "Please, don't leave me"

fuwaprince  asked:

Stay strong sweetie!!! I saw what was going on in that post you made and I'm so sorry you have to spend more time around someone who was so abusive towards you. Don't be afraid to make a donation post if you really need to, it isn't something to be ashamed about. People WANT to help you! You've helped so many, it's the least we can do in return! No one wants to hear that their good friend is suffering, so please let us help as much as we can!! *hugs* You aren't alone, we love you

*hugs you for like 5days* Thank you so much, you are such an angel and you’re seriously making me cry so much. I’m so so glad to have you for support bc idk what I’d do without you sometimes💖💖💖

character: “Hi, I’m Traumatized McTraumaface!”
me: “Oh, how nice to meet you! Let me over-identify with you immediately! :’)))))”
tv show: *keeps hurting Traumatized McTraumaface and showing flashbacks in more and more graphic ways*
me: This is Fine.

allsortsofsmeg  asked:

To wind Rimmer up, Lister mucks with his projection and puts him in a ballgown. Refusing to rise to the bait, Rimmer keeps it on, and Lister finds himself hopelessly (and surprisingly) aroused. :-D

There it is, he decided, a wide smile creasing his face as he scrolled past the hideousness, then came back to it, studying the folds and shimmer in detail. That’ll fix him.

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