at least i know im free

Things I have seen said by non-Asian people about exp edition:

“but u should give them a chance at least! why can’t u give them a chance”
“aren’t Asians being racist by judging them just bc they’re white”
“u know it was actually formed by Koreans and Korean ppl like them!!!”
“im not white but why are Asians hating on exp edition so much? theyre not bad”
“i love seeing DIVERSITY in kpop”
“guys kpop is a genre!!! music is music. How come Chinese, Japanese ppl etc get to be kpop idols but not others????”

bitch sit down??? I don’t need to hear about how white ppl need representation in Asian media when I grew up barely seeing anyone that looked like me in western media

Originally posted by doki-doki


and yet again I try to draw cool shit but cant decide what to go with in the end

also dont let yourself be fooled by the art bc here’s what I think abt it: this can be fucking hilarious

so heres a list of hcs aka a list of things I might have to draw sometimes later bc its ass oclock rn and I gotta travel tomorrow but this is rly good AU why is organization-type AUs so good

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the mbti types based off of people I know / an enfp pov

INFP: my legit best friend- a great listener, has a really great music taste and is super hilarious. not as emotional™ as everyone thinks, but feels very deeply. obsessed with knowing how life will turn out and gets frustrated because she’ll never know. “Is there a god? do you wanna talk about space? here listen to this song it makes me think about the future.” does not want people to see her but wants to know people think about her enough to include her (even if she doesn’t show up)

INTP: dad friend- will try to help but doesn’t really know exactly how to comfort. really smart but very anti social. prefers to sit at home and read instead of talking but thinks I’m funny so that’s okay. takes a while to actually get them to talk but once they trust you they’re really cool friends to have and they make a lot of lame jokes that are actually pretty good. if they don’t talk to you, don’t take it personally, they don’t really talk to anyone

INTJ: is actually hilarious but no one understands his humor. extremely sarcastic. if you say something stupid will probably either a: death glare or b: respond with something along the lines of “can you please rephrase that or explain it in a way that I can fully understand and give you an accurate response?” seems like they don’t care and they kinda don’t but if they like you then they care a lottttt even if they don’t really know how to show it. doesn’t really speak at all unless they know exactly what they’re talking about and tend to feel very frustrated if you ask them something and they don’t know how to respond. don’t really talk to people in worry that someone will see them as not as smart as we actually think they are.

ISFJ: cinnamon roll of a friend and mom friend to the extreme. seems like all we do is bake cupcakes and watch movies together but i love you and enjoy you’re company a lot. doesn’t really like confrontation at all. wants to be supported as much as she supports everyone else. doesn’t talk much but if she’s comfortable with you, oh boy. is really smart and wants things to be in order and if her motives are questioned or someone says something that offends her she will be very frustrated and upset for a while. tends to bottle her feelings until she can’t anymore and then has a break down and feels extremely unworthy of anything. loves to read gay fanfiction​. tries her best to respect everyone and will do whatever she can to help you if you need it. extremely loyal partner and friend

INFJ: really awkward but in a good way. great listener. doesn’t really know how to say what’s on her mind ever so lets out her feelings in art. both infjs that I know are extremely artistic and charming. they just have this really home-ish feeling that makes you want to tell them anything and they’re also super trust worthy. never judges people and gives great hugs. very insecure and acts like nothing gets to them but you can read their faces like a book. please protect them.

ISTP & ISTJ & ISFP have yet to be discovered - chances are I probably know at least one of each of these types as I am friends with a lot of people but I haven’t been able to type any of my friends as such for now. please feel free to message me if you’re any of these types because I would love to be friends and know more about you (:

ENTP: jesus christ. one hell of a person. we can talk for hours and hours and it feels like we’ve only been talking for like two minutes. you make me laugh a lottttt. emo to the extremo. has no filter and says offensive things sometimes​ but not to be hurtful or anything they’re just very blunt and expect you to already know what they’re talking about. questions things a lot and always wants to know why something is happening for the exact reason and if you can’t explain then it isn’t worth their time. is actually pretty emotional insecure deep down but at the same time is very self absorbed and has a strong tendency to think they’re better than everyone else. all of the entps I know are amazing multitaskers

ENFJ: very loud and obnoxious. the epitome of extra. talks about herself a lot and intentionally embarrasses herself for attention. not a bad person at all but just frustrates me quite a bit because I feel like she could be such an amazing person that people really enjoy talking to and being around if she just listened to what other people have to say for once.

ENFP: the only enfp I know is myself so i guess I’ll just write about me lmao. I’m very friendly and I love to talk a lot and be in groups but at the same time I really like to just hang out with people one on one. I’ve been told before that the way I act in a group is very different than how I act with just one person. for example in a group im always laughing and making jokes and talking to everyone and I tend to say stupid things but with just one person I’m quieter and I like having very deep and complex conversations about everything. (that doesn’t mean the jokes stop haha) I have been told by a lot of my friends that I have a very child like personality and I agree. I’m a pretty emotional person and I care about other people a lottttt. I would do anything to help one of my friends and I love making people smile. I like to express myself in creative ways (I wear glitter on my face to school and I have a bright yellow jacket that I wear often that says savages on the sleeves and huge grandpa glasses) because I just really want to stand out for some reason. I tend to start a lot of tasks that I never finish and I usually start off things very excited about them and ignoring all of the bad things but once I realize what I’m doing and if feel like it won’t benefit me at all in the future or help me be the best version of myself then I tend to drop it but if I see it benefiting me or making me a better person or helping me with what I need then I am extremely devoted to it and will do anything I can to keep it going. this goes for things all the way from a new activity at school to relationships which I guess can make me seem kinda flaky but I don’t want to put myself in a situation that is going to leave me unhappy and questioning why I ever started it in the first place. this doesn’t mean I just give up or that I don’t try to work though the bad things in situations because I put myself through a lot to really understand a situation and if I can tell that what I’m doing will never work out for me then that’s when I drop it.

ESFJ: cool affff. seems unphased by a lot but always knows what’s going on. is a great leader and knows wtf they’re talking about. always trying to find an answer to anything they do. also pretty extra but not as much as ENFJ. involved in everythingggg and will roast u with no remorse. never leaves the house without making themselves look presentable first. sarcastic laugh™

ESTP & ESTJ & ESFP & ENTJ have yet to be discovered - chances are I probably know at least one of each of these types as I am friends with a lot of people but I haven’t been able to type any of my friends as such for now. please feel free to message me if you’re any of these types because I would love to be friends and know more about you (:

*disclaimer* I’m not a psychologist and im not trying to shove each personality type into a box. these are just based off of the people I know personally and if you don’t fit with my description of your personality type i apologize. everyone is different and there are so many variations of each type.

Got7 Mafia Reaction: Their kidnapped girl asks them to kill her

||| Anon asked: can you please do a mafia got7 and exo reaction where they kidnapped a girl to question her but her answers are always ‘just kill me' |||


Mark Tuan

Originally posted by igot7foreverlikeoh

As surprised as he were, he would also find this interesting.

“What’s the reason? Why do you want to die?”

Jackson Wang

Originally posted by jack777

He would find this suspicious.

“You really must be hiding something to say that.”

Choi Youngjae

Originally posted by huggableyoungjae

He wouldn’t know what to do as you kept saying that but he never had the intention to kill you.

“It would be easier for you to just tell me the info you have.”

Park Jinyoung

Originally posted by the-princejinyoung

He would get angry real quick.

“Stop saying that and just tell me what you know.”

Im Jaebum

Originally posted by jaesbum

He would be annoyed.

“What do you mean “kill you”? You haven’t told me anything yet.”

Kim Yugyeom

Originally posted by hairywang

He would be quite shocked as he didn’t expect such a blunt answer.

“Well I can’t do that. Yet.”


Originally posted by bamica

You have been at it for at least an hour.

“Aish, you’re so stubborn. Could you finally start answering my questions normally?”

A/N: Feel free to request more scenarios, reactions etc, I keep up with a lot of groups, both male and female. 😄

Some News that might be good

I know, yeah, you Might or might not be wondering: “Uh.. were’nt you gonna stay away from Tumblr, and move on in life?”

I was plainning to, as you can read in my apology and update posts from some weeks ago; but huh, I guess that wont be like it anymore.

I watched an old video of my favourite youtuber, DrossRotzank. The video is called “La gente Molesta de Youtube” (Youtube’s Annoying People) and its not in his channel anymore, I found it reuploaded by someone else. It made me think a lot about my own Internet experience, its not a lot different of what he described, and in his own terms, I lost the battle by letting those annoying people make me stop posting here, and even deleting my blogs.

Deleting my blogs made me lose all of my old drawings (or at least it made me lose track of em,, since I also ruinned my computer, with all my files, Im using my brother’s) And it made me lose what I had been building for so many time; A Fanbase around me and my art. . And by losing that, I lost the love and support of more than 30k people. I will have to start almost over again. At least I will try to not make the same mistakes I made when I started.

But I also learnt some good things when I was away, as my friends said, I needed a break, to think things out, and to get help. People who “hate” me seemed so many and so strong back then, but now I truly realize that theyre nothing compared to those who loved me.

So yeah, Hello!! I’m back from my Mental Rehabilitation, my Break, whatever,,

I dont think I’ll keep using this blog tho, since I made myself a new username and all, I dont want to waste it, so, I’ll just freely give it,

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pairing: Dean Ambrose x Reader

request:   Can you do a Dean Ambrose imagine that involved him being kinda jealous and protective over reader and it makes her all hot and bothered seeing him angry like that.

warnings: strong language, implied smut

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anonymous asked:

hi x so i have this friend that i always go back and fourth with, with fighting then becoming best friends again but i feel like i am kind of getting hurt with everything. we've been really good friends for four years now but i'm scared because i don't want to leave him. any advice for it? and today was going to be the day i was going to tell him i'm bi but i'm too scared since now him and i are having these problems.

I have the exact same kind of friend, or at least it used to be like this until one day i was like u kno what im sick of getting hurt and I just stopped talking to him. It hurt for a while and i missed him but then after a couple of months i just didnt care anymore! And it felt so great to know that I wasnt bothered by what he thought of me and i never felt more free!! We are still friends now because he contacted me again and now we just have this kinda chill friendship where we dont talk often but when we do everything’s good. Im not saying this would happen for sure if u just blocked ur friend out but u gotta think… is he causing you more pain than happiness? is it worth going through all that fighting? Is what he thinks of you on your mind more than you’d like it to be? if so it might be worth just giving the friendship a break for a while. U dont need to say anything about it like u dont gotta break up with him just straight up stop talking. Eventually u will stop caring and if he decides to rekindle that friendship then great and if not then u just wont care anymore. Thats just my experience and advice i guess. Best of luck

so I personally think that the balloon squad didn’t hurt Even, at least not intentionally. Even genuinely wanted to know how Elias is doing, what he’s up to now. do you ask about a person who hurt you like that? no, you usually don’t. you avoid the topic and move on. It’s a pretty common theory that when Even had his episode, he didn’t even talk about it with his friends because he was too embarrassed and just transferred school. Even is avoiding his problems, which is a common theme on the show. so it wouldn’t surprise me that he avoided it back at Bakka too and just left, without talking to the other boys about it. maybe they even tried to contact him but he ignored them, avoided them because he felt ashamed. he’s lying to Isak about it now, avoiding having to talk about what happened with Mikael. he’s making sure that Sana didn’t spill anything. he’s trying so hard to avoid the truth and not to have to face his problems. so this is why I think Even just left without any explanation. like I said, you don’t ask about someone how they were doing the way Even did - genuine, smiling, sincerely interested. he obviously still cares about them, otherwise he wouldn’t have asked and had just left after Sana confirmed that she didn’t say anything to Isak. so either Even is a really forgiving person or the balloon squad didn’t do anything too harmful.

shadowalchemist13  asked:

Fav andreil hcs?

i have so many headcanons you don’t even know. also i know this took forever im so sorry i tried to make it long to make it up to you aah

  • first is that the two of them definitely get in andrew’s car and drive to columbia by themselves at least once a month
    • they both want to spend a calm, stress and exy free weekend with each other
  • (i saw a hc about this but since i can’t find/link it, i’ll summarize) they never use pet names for each other in english, but they use endearments in russian
    • neil starts to call andrew sunshine in russian (solnishko) as a joke, but it slowly begins to develop into a name that neil and andrew both associate with him
    • andrew calls neil another common russian endearment, little fox (lisichka) for obvious reasons
      • it’s also the best phrase to use when calming neil down from a panic attack
  • speaking of panic attacks
  • andrew can calm neil down anytime
  • it may take minutes or hours, but it always happens
    • when he’s away for neil’s 5th year, andrew calmed neil down from a panic attack just by talking to him on the phone
    • but the hand on the back of the neck technique always works best
  • also andrew likes to to touch neil’s scars
  • usually during intimate moments, but also sometimes he just rolls over on their couch in the evening and sticks his hand up neil’s shirt
    • the scars identify neil as neil, because they’re so completely unique to him
    • they remind andrew that he is living with neil josten, and he is safe
  • also the cats. neil loVES those cats. no one is allowed to lay a finger on those cats or talk bad about the cats. he loves the cats as much as the foxes
    • kevin tried to insult the cats. neil shut him down so fast no one saw it coming
  • they have the most soft and domestic mornings this is a fact
  • they have a habit of wearing each other’s clothes
    • neil loves andrew’s shirts and hoodies, he loves the way they hang loose on his shoulders
    • andrew prefers neil’s sweatpants to his own because they’re somehow softer and warmer and they flop around his feet
  • they’re the power babysitting couple for the foxes’ kids
    • andrew oddly enough has one of those calming baby personalities
    • he’s one of those people that when he picks up a baby, their head instantly falls to his shoulder before they fall fast asleep
    • and neil is just so good at playing with them
    • once he gets used to the tiny humans he participates in tea parties, chases them around pretending to be a monster, and laughs at every single terrible joke they make
  • they never get married, but the day andrew is finally able to admit to both himself and neil that this is a something is the day they both know
    • that they’ll be together until death do them apart

anonymous asked:

Wait fuck that post about a guy deep throating a mission report made me remember that people actually pulled that sort of shit?? There was that one scroll toad with the key to Naruto's seal that had to be shoved down into his contractor's stomach and Orochimaru kept his creepy snake sword in his throat and I know that there was at least one other person who did something like that

dude you’re fucking right, oh my god!!! i was going to add some screencaps to prove this fact, but searching up Orochimaru alone brought up too many results. the sword, the multiple swords, the snakes, hIS OWN FUCKING BODY, god

it seems to be a common theme in the ninja world and i’m lowkey. uncomfortable LOL.

edit: im rewatching the chunin exams and!!! he did the thing with his heaven scroll too tf!!!!
Clearing the air

Hey, all commissions are currently closed! Sorry for not saying this sooner, and sorry for the quiet front here. I haven’t been taking any new orders for a couple months but I hope to be able to in the next month or so hopefully.

Last year sucked hard for me, and I’m pretty sure my anti depressants stopped working at least 6 months ago and I just, turned into a barely functioning mess of a human being this winter. I’m so sorry if you’ve been trying to contact me and I haven’t responded.

I’m currently working hard to get commissions done and sent out. If I’m behind on yours please feel free to message me through tumblr’s IMs or Twitter DMs if you’d like to change the character! I know things change over time and I’d like to accomodate you for who you’d like now vs then!

If you’re interested in a refund I’d kindly ask ya to wait a bit to message me bout that and for me to get my feet back under me, because being non-functional doesn’t make ya any money lemme tell ya. :V I’d be happy to, I just, can’t at this point of time, I’m sorry! I’m really really sorry!

Again, I’m sorry. I hope I can make it up to y’all soon.

(Im sorry, I just need to vent)

I’m not sure how I feel about Assad. As far as I know, at least people are free to live normal lives under his regime, his state is secular, women are not forced to cover their heads, people are mostly free to do what they like and work where they like, he even supports local Christians (I saw pictures of him with people celebrating Christmas), and that’s already something. He is not a bloody dictator. He is against ISIS too. He is not a true democratic leader either, of course, but he’s still okay for the Middle East, and he’s obviously not the biggest terrorist and the greatest evil now. Why not make him an ally for a time, assuming that we are all sharing the same goal – to destroy the Islamic State? Or is it all about influence, oil and gas? I don’t want to believe that.

I’m sorry for being so naive and ignorant in politics, but I’m puzzled and upset right now

anonymous asked:

Hey! Do you know some blogs that post either about riverdale, the 100, pretty little liars, sherlock, harry potter, the maze runner, gilmore girls, friends, arrow, the flash, stranger things, girl meets world, marvel and dc? I know it's a lot, but can you PLEASE @ at least one of the fandoms? THANK YOU

oooookay im not in most of these fandoms so i dont follow anyone that posts quite a few of them but i can do a few :)))) (nearly all of them are multifandom btw)

riverdale: @alecslightwood, @martinskki, @vanessacarlysle, @stydiaislove

the 100: @wellsjahasghost, @royalblakes

harry potter: @gxnnyweasley

arrow: @elenaxrodriguez

the flash: @westhallen

girl meets world: @stydixa, @lucayia

marvel: @matthew-damon, @daisyridlay

dc: @harleysquinn, @harleyquins

if you feel like you post a lot of these fandoms feel free to comment :))))

hi im so sorry im not posting a lot but (if you didnt know) i’ve started university!!!

im studying medicine!! and rn im taking anatomy, histology, embriology, cell biology and mental health

i’ve read so many pages SO MANY i don’t think i’ve read so much before in mY FUCKING LIFE but i love it i’m in love with my course of studies and i couldnt be happier 

so at least for now, or until i get everything in order and i get used to having literally no free time/making the most of my free time i wont be able to post anything :(

but!! im not leaving u guys i promise ill be back i love u

anonymous asked:

Hey! So I hope this doesn't sound stupid, but I was wondering if you had any tips/info on writing cyborgs? Im creating a new oc and idk if theres some way i should write him or.....? Thanks!!!!


This post points out some common fallacies when writing cyborgs – other than this, I couldn’t find any posts on writing cyborgs. Maybe some of my followers know of good sources?

I hope this helps at least a little! If you need anything else, please feel free to ask. - @authors-haven

coming to terms

i have always stuggled with self esteem issues and always saw myself as ugly, but the true pain started about a year ago. i associate this with an increase in the use of social media and the reality of adulthood. 

the more i use platforms like instagram and snapcjat, which are full of beautiful people, the more often and more deeply i feel the unbearable pain in my chest of knowing that im simply horrid looking. no, i would not say im not thankful for what i have, because at least im not missing a body part, my face has not been aggraviated with acid or burned or nothing of the sort. im simply ugly by default, which should not be such a big deal.

but as i roam in the accounts of pretty girls i realize that not all pretty women are those with the glamorous life and money and surgeries. there are girls who are younger than me, pure and untouched, makeup free, no surgeries, who post about their average lives and selfies with their gorgeous friends with perfect hourglass figures. and those are the toughest to look at, because they are just effortlessly perfect.

at this point i dont really care about personality anymore. i dont really have any kind of remarkable personality traits anyway, im not funny or nice, im boring, lame, awkward talentless and empty. but i know that even beimg funny or nice would not give me anything. because those pretty girls have it all without trying, life is handed to them in so many ways. 

as a young adult i dream of a love life, of a partner and a family, i want to have a boyfriend, i want to be asked out and be excited about what to wear to a first date, i want to be able to effortlessly come out of the shower without having to complete a complex routine for my face to look normal. i dont want to have to worry about my bald spots (horrid thin hair) or general uglyness. i dont want to be ashamed of my own appearance.

looking around me and reading the experiences of other ugly girls i know it will be an impossibility. but how can i just give up all my hopes and dreams? i am not academically bright or motivated to be a really successful scientist or something. so because im ugly, im conditioned to be nerdy and studious? of course i want a carreer, but i know it wont be fulfilling enough.

i hate people looking at pictures of my mother when she was my age, they gasp at her beauty. i can see the “what happened to you?” in their eyes.

i cant approach a boy to even ask a question because it embarrasses and horrifies me that they would think an ugly girl such as me would be trying to flirt. something im certain i will never do. 

i hate being insecure about something so superficial. making my friends angry. they tell me i dont try hard enough…. i domt try hard enough to be pretty while they domt realize how hard it is already to hide as much of the ugly as i can. i just cant and will never be beautiful. no matter how hard i try, ever.

i hate that it still makes me emotional, it still makes me cry, because i feel miserable. if i ever feel suicidal, its because of my appearance. and i hate it because i should be mature enough to be over it already. but i cant.

i despise my appearance with all my might. i will never find solace in my uglyness. and i know i will be miserable for a long time still. no matter how many gorgeous girls tell me to “love yourself”. seriously, fuck you, with all due respect. 

i know things could always be worse. pretty people have problems too. but honestly, i dont feel empathy for them whatsoever. uglyness has made of me a bitter jealous fuck (on top of it all).