It has never been a question if Crane–or any of the Rogues for that matter–have ever considered the age old question “what if?”. They have, perhaps more times than we know.
But it is often one they consider in their quietest moments, safe from ridicule and under no scrutinization except their own. For in this question lies the potential yet tapped–or opportunities lost. Of yearning for a life perpendicular to the one they chose, the one they now live.
Regardless, it never does well to dwell on the regrets of life. But to dream of a better life…at times can be noble. But it all depends on if one does anything about it.
For the Rogues, the possibility of a normal life has never been impossible…just, out of reach. For now, at least.