asteorra

i'd like to go to sagada. i want you to come with me.

we’d take the midnight bus. we’d listen to the songs in your mp3, the songs we sing together at the karaoke. we’d put our socks on and wiggle our toes. we’d share the same blanket and hold each other’s hand all throughout the travel.

in the morning we’d walk together in our neat cardigans and our favorite beanies. we’d have pinikpikan, fresh greens and mushroom pasta for lunch and cookies for dessert. i’d take a warm well of coffee while you’d opt for hot chocolate. then we’d hop and skip to caves, mountains, and fields. 

we’d go out at night to view the stars. at the top of a cliff, where we could view the night sky, where eternity is, we fall in love again. everything would feel the same again - like the moment we realized each was special, like the moment we first wrote our love letters, like the evenings we’ve shared walking and smiling to nothingness, like the moment we had our first kiss.

your fingers would interlace with mine - in between, is where warmth seeps in. we’d dream in our hearts. we’d converse in unspoken words. we’d lay there, still, until we decide to elope into infinity.

Asteorra and Her Lines

I browsed my facebook account and found a Note titled: ‘A Long Time Ago Message from Ma. Astrid Larrisa Bullanday.’ I believe it was once a text message during those crazy heartbreak/stalker days. HAHA and she said:

“It is the irony of life. The person you love may not love you at all. Love is not of equivalence theory or reciprocity.

Poor fellow failed to recognize the goodness and beauty in you.

But one day, 
someone will come, take your hand and bring you to that place you’ve never been. Someone who will appreciate you amidst your shortcomings and difficulties. Someone who will just love you for who you simply are.

Life is not a fairy tale but at one point or another, you will come to find your happily ever after.”

Oooh. I just can’t hold back the tears. I was crying real hard. HAHA so I messaged Ted. It’s 1:43 am in the clock, and yea, hearts all over the world, Teddy. :) And we both cried.

just took a picture of me wearing my favorite top (az of the moment) which i got from @thatdcgirl and i’s bargain saturdate :) HAHAHA i think it’s a little too early to stress myself with stress. :P 

anyhoo, lez do it again @thatdcgirl! :) and lez bibingka at mandaluyong please. i am so craving for bibingka right now :P

ps. forgive the messy office :P it’s not even my pinakamagulong table you see. :P

i actually like the statement of this yocard, but i dont seem to be impressed in this picture. :S HAHAHA

thanks @happygoespaoie for this irony. i contradicted myself for this frickin’ shot. i look stupid again. HAHAHA

i realized, ang itim ko lang. HAHAHA

the kiddo me so happy in a bike! HAHAHA

mind you, this isnt a poser pic. i am actually driving a bike, with a sidecar nga lang with @tinkertickle in it, for more balance, because i dont actually know how to ride one. i got a lot of busina’s, beep-beep’s and hoy masasagasaan ka na as bonuses but hell, ilahvbikingwithorwithouttheskills!!!

photo also features my favorite damuhan/talahiban in the whole world :)

til next happy biking, sana totoo na nextime please LOL

at the walong filipina exhibit at ccp last night.

i shouldn’t have done this, but yeah i did.. nyaaaar. the frame glass was so clean, i can’t help but take a photo of my stupid reflection. HOEHOEHOE :P

oh! and the blurry someone there is @callmecha ;P

im sorry for being this happy, but i sikwat-ed this saucer from mushroom burger, just so you know… souvenir from my first ever mushroom burger experience in tagaytay - twas malayo pala! lampas pa rez house! :)) yah, here me smiling my cheeks out kahit na pagod. happy of my new talent LOL