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Another snippet from ASND (NYC - not London!) - clip 1 here

BLANCHE: “What sign were you born under? Astrological sign.”

STANLEY: “… What sign were you born under?”

BLANCHE: “Why, my birthday is next month.  That’s under Virgo.”

STANLEY: “Hmm, what’s Virgo?”

BLANCHE: “Virgo is the virgin.”

STANLEY: “HA!”

i guess IM GONNA GET TGE JOB

ASTRO AUGUST CHALLENGE- Day 11

Favorite Rapper

do i even need to say it at this point anymore jinjin’s rap literally slays my soul and gives me life all at the same time his v o i c e

this video kills me the swagger he’s channeling and the snapbakc asnd when he goes to kneel dow on the front of the stage i really die i really do HE OPENS ITH “I GOT TROUBL E ON MY MIND” Y’ALL I REALLY DONT’ THINK I CAN MAKE YOU UDNESTAND HOW MJCH I LOVE HIS VOICE

CLAP CLAP IS MY FAVORITE SONG OF ALL TIME I NEED A STUDIO VERSION LIKE I NEED AIR

the most talented rapper of all time. yes.

other raps that i adore:

  • growing pains
  • my style
  • hide and seek
  • all of them
  • just. all of them

i’m so sorry rocky i love your rap too but jinjin just got a hold on my heart and i don’t think he’s ever letting go

day 10 | day 12

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Stormy night in Elysian Fields… clip from ASND - Blanche in Brooklyn!

Post orchi: 18 days

And all is going well. Pain is at 0 out of 10 asnd gas bern there for the last few days. Some of the stitches are still in place and have not yet dissolved. However the incision is healing nicely.

As I’m not having GRS, I asked the doctor to remove as much of the scrotal sack as possible. And he did. I have to admit that it is a wonderful feeling to have nothing in that small sack of skin between my legs. My new favorite thing is to cross my legs and rejoice in the fact that there are no balls in the way.

I’m now at the point where I’m starting to wonder about the other effects as my testosterone level plummets. Curious about what I will experience

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