Another vision entered my head last night…it was more clear than ever…

and I heard the massage that was so truthful and hurtful at the same time…

“When the fight comes to it’s final point you will find out your truth but your love ones won’t….you will never forget that final day….when everything will be over and there will be nothing more to say…I will be with you just for a moment or maybe two…and then you will decide what to do with the truth…and I will be gone from your life and your mind…but I hope you will remember that what is behind stays behind…”

I still am terrified of what is going to happen to me…

What I am about to find out about myself?

Why she is coming to me in my mind all the time?

I just want to marry Wolferio and I want to live happily ever after….

I don’t want the fight and mystery any more…

But I can’t do that before I find out the truth…I just hope when this all will be over I will finally be happy …


The fact is… i don’t know how to draw properly and it makes me feel bad because i would love to share wonderful arts like other people do - arts that make me so happy - but i just can’t.
So, instead, i tried to do a video about Tobirama. I know there is some problems with the audio and the picture, i’m so sorry!  

/!\ I do not own anything i used for that /!\


 A few times in my life I’ve had moments of absolute clarity, when for a few brief seconds the silence drowns out the noise and I can feel rather than think, and things seem so sharp. And the world seems so fresh as though it had all just come into existence. I can never make these moments last. I cling to them, but like everything, they fade. I have lived my life on these moments. They pull me back to the present, and I realize that everything is exactly the way it was meant to be.