ask me how to be an angel!

Little Friend

Prompt: Roman and Virgil being so happy when their shy little Logan makes friends with Patton because he’s so sweet and nice and Logan doesn’t have any friends.

“Logan!” I call out the side window of the car. I see my little angel run up to the door, sliding in quickly.

I start driving. “How was school today?” I ask Logan.

Logan sighs. “It was… okay?” He looks out the window. “I met someone today.”

I blink. “Really?” I ask.

From the corner of my vision, I see Logan nod. “His name’s Patton. He’s very loud.”

I chuckle. “That’s nice to hear, Lo.”

Silence for a little while. “Dad?”

“Hmm?” I hum, letting him know I could hear him.

“Why does Patton like me? No one else does.”

I feel my heart break when I hear those words. “Logan… You’re just… different. That’s all. Patton can obviously appreciate that, and I’m glad he can.”

Logan sighs, looking out the window again. “Patton’s really nice. You’d like him, Dad.”

I smile softly. “I’m sure I would, Lo.”

If you want me to continue this, just let me know!

anonymous asked:

Agree with your extremely well-written assessment of Rory, but to me it all stems from her not being open with herself---and therefore other characters and the audience---about who she truly is and how she truly feels. She'll behave according to others' expectations of her as an angel and the logic that her pro/con lists dictate, but she'll suppress her real feelings and instincts until they build up and explode in unhealthy ways. It's part of what makes her frustrating yet relatable to me!

haha I think there’s a level of like, maybe you and I disagree on how much of what ASP was writing was intentional. Personally I’ve no faith that many of Rory’s contradictions were intentional, so I think I’m just a lot more cynical than you, my friend…

I completely agree with you that Rory has traits that would lead to contradictory behaviour…she is extremely driven by pleasing people with disparate worldviews and opinions, she tends to bury her head in the sand, there’s the whole impulse control issue that she has, and I agree with you that this was written very well. And you’re absolutely right, GG is defined by characters not being 1) open about what they want or feel and 2) not communicating that. However, I would argue that these things are always known to the audience, even on GG—they necessarily must be for the story to unfold as a drama as opposed to a Conan Doyle-esque mystery. But that, as you noted, didn’t always happen with Rory. That is, not only do we not always know what’s driving Rory, but also we often don’t know who she is, because it’s not just her behaviour contradictory but also her traits. And that to me is a big problem. 

Say, in the OS, even when Rory was doing morally or ethically questionable things, I could understand how she got there (I don’t agree with her sleeping with Dean, but I get how she justified it; I don’t agree with the boat stealing, but I get how she momentarily saw that as the solution to her problems) and we see that she fairly quickly saw the error of her ways. I get her actions because we’re told and shown her process, her character traits clashing, etc. But what Rory’s doing in AYITL, for example, I don’t get…at all. That’s not a realistic level of denial and avoidance of problems, even for Rory. And we’re not shown or told why or how this happened, or how she’s justifying this. Same thing with Rory’s intellect level. She’s described as a genius from childhood. This is confirmed by how quickly she caught up at Chilton and became its top student. But then she can’t handle her Yale class load. And then by season 6 she is not only taking extra classes to make up for the semester she missed but she’s also got an insane workload at the paper and the like. That’s a confusing inconsistency to me. Same thing with how her introversion/extroversion is tackled. On the one hand she’s an introvert who prefers the company of people she knows and likes, she’s bookish, she’s awkward and uncomfortable speaking in front of crowds, she doesn’t want to talk to people she doesn’t know, and so on. On the other hand, she’s comfortable around the LDB, we’re told repeatedly that she’s a fantastic public speaker, she entertains DAR people with ease. There’s a lot of stuff like this about Rory that genuinely confuses me that I could go on forever. 

All of Rory’s contradictions can make sense and would be a great sign of Rory’s complexity if ASP made sure to include a line or a scene explaining them to us. But she generally didn’t. And I feel like it got worse with the seasons. I’m frustrated by that as a writer, especially because ASP is a very beat-you-over-the-head with symbolism, tropes, and character traits type writer. I find that ASP is very explicit in telling and showing us who each of her characters are at their core. But that didn’t happen with Rory. In fact, I’d argue that it was ASP’s responsibility as a good writer to clue in the audience on Rory’s feelings and motivations even if Rory were not herself admitting them. That’s where the whole “Rory’s boyfriends changed her” idea stems from, I think. Rory does have a fairly malleable, people pleasing personality, but because ASP didn’t explain well enough where Rory’s core is, changes in her behaviour are always shifted onto the characters with better defined traits. If we as the audience are not told who the main character is at their core, then 1) ASP could do fucking anything with Rory because there are no rules and consistency doesn’t matter and 2) we as the audience can ourselves shape and decide who we think Rory is at her core. And I believe that’s exactly what’s happened with Rory. Amy adapted Rory’s character to the plot and for almost 20 years now GG fans are arguing about Rory’s true personality and where/when it’s inconsistent. 

I agree with you that all of Rory’s actions can and do make sense, but only with a lot of brain twisting, projection, and head canon. And in my opinion ASP left way too many unexplained blank holes with Rory’s personality for the audience to fill in. As you said, Rory’s often not open with the audience about who she is and what she wants, but I think that the audience should have always known, even if Rory didn’t….

anonymous asked:

i don't know if i have an ed, i just don't want to feel anymore as guilty as i am when i eat, i want to do something to fight against this problem instead of letting it slowly kill me, i want to thank you because it's really hard to ask for help but you give me the example i needed and i was searching for, i really want to thank you angel you don't know how much you have done, i hope that in this journey we'll both heal our souls and can finally glow and become who we dreamt about 💖☄❄

hi, dear sweet soul! reading your words has brought me a sort of warm, gentle glow within my heart that i can’t really compare to anything else… firstly, i send my deep regards your way in terms of your own issue. it’s such a scary and strange sort of story to live within; one that maybe we did not necessarily plan on writing to be this way, but can still change the ending to all the same. 😌 we are the authors of our own pages, angel. i’m so happy to know that you’ve discovered a sort of peace within yourself and the will to ask for help! it is so strong of you to do so, and i am so so proud of you. 💕 you and i will surely find our lighted paths!! i just know it. even if it takes a little extra time, which is surely will. but don’t let that discourage you. we are in this together. :,) warm wishes and beautiful vibes to you, ethereal babe. you deserve all the love in the world. ❤️❤️❤️

guess who’s turning 33 years old today and needs to write more fanfic???

it’s nanowrimo month and thanksgiving week and that means i have a lot of writing time coming up…and i want to celebrate my day of birth with a drabble challenge!!!

i already write:

  • buffy the vampire slayer
  • elementary
  • firefly
  • gilmore girls
  • izombie
  • the blacklist 
  • the doctor blake mysteries
  • the west wing

i am willing to try writing:

  • the 100
  • angel
  • boston legal
  • leverage
  • studio 60 on the sunset strip
  • supergirl
  • unreal
  • any other tv series you can find on my blog - if i’ve seen it, i’m game
  • anything else you can think of, just ask

i will write you a 100-word story for every request you send me, and the asks can be as vague or specific as you like–general fandom, any ship, solo characters, themed.

i want at least one request for every year of my life thus far, so there is no limit to how many you can send. if i get less than 33, i’ll still write them…but i’ll be sad. don’t make a humble fic writer sad on her birthday!!! 

anons are on, and i’ll fill all requests that arrive on/before november 28. please help me celebrate getting old my special day by burying me in requests, and reblog this to spread the word!

anonymous asked:

I sent her a message two weeks ago and told her that I was pregnant and how happy I was building a family with the love of my life. When I met her yesterday she pulled me into a hug and said "oh my god you're not showing at all" and I couldn't help but burst into tears. She immediately knew that something was wrong but I tried to act like those were just happy tears. She then hugged me again and I couldn't help but tell her that my doctor told me that there's a high chance that I will miscarry

and she just hugged me even closer and then asked me If I know why and if there’s any chance that we can do something about this. I said that I feel absolutely lost and hopeless because I had a miscarriage before and Taylor just looked into my eyes and grabbed my hand and said that she will make sure that I get a second opinion from a doctor who’s an expert and that she’ll promise me to try everything to help us save our “little angel” (that’s what she called my baby a few times).  and then she hugged me again and said how important it is for me to stay positive and have happy thoughts. And then she asked me all about what it’s like to be pregnant and If I feel sick or weird and how my husband reacted and everything. I said that my husband has some trouble dealing with my mood swings and she literally said “well, I’m not pregnant and my man has to deal with that already” lol She just really made me laugh and cheered me up and MADE ME be positive. And today, I just got an email with the address of a doctor ( Of course, I won’t say any names) and some possible date’s that I get to choose. I was overwhelmed because she didn’t just keep her word but when I asked for financial infos about this specialist I learned that “everything is being taken care of”… I’m speechless and thankful and even though everything about this is so private, I felt the deep need to share this story. I cannot even start to say how thankful I am for Taylor and how considerate and kind she is. She knows me and my story and I will never be able to thank her enough for doing everything to help me save my “little angel”. She, herself, is an angel and it makes me happy to know that she has found her own happiness. I hope everyone reading this will think twice from now on before judging Taylor or anything she does. I will never forget that she has done this for me and I will forever be thankful. Thank you for sharing this, Shay!

oh……my………god…….this woman is literally AN ANGEL!!! first of all, i’m so sorry for what you’ve been through and i’m sure everything will turn out for the better, but also wow, THIS IS WHO TAYLOR SWIFT IS! This is literally the best fan interaction i have heard and i really hope people understand her personality more rather than judge her. i’m so happy that she managed to get you advice and help, hopefully everything will turn out positive! Thank you so much for sharing this, you are very brave!

also the  “well, I’m not pregnant and my man has to deal with that already” hahahahaha this woman omg i love her so much


*sun is how you think, moon is how you feel, venus is how you love*

Aries The Velocity. When you’re with her, her heart pumps adrenaline straight into your veins. She is the arms you fall into when the rush becomes too much. You never knew someone with such a hard head could have a heart this soft. She’ll light you on fire until you get used to the burn, until her jarring touch is as soft as feathers. And she will help you up every time, you take her hand and it’s like being in a freefall but it’s okay because you’re not alone. What she want’s deep down is someone who can run wild with her. You lose her the moment you try to control her. Don’t. Just enjoy the ride, for it’s one of a kind.

Taurus The Mystic. She is the vivacity of the living, the one who defies gravity. Her heart floating around her body makes you believe in magic. The kind everyone wants to experience. She pops her gum and tells you to put your money where your mouth is. So you rip your chest open, the blood of your beating heart splattering onto her lips. She cradles you in her arms, your worship inducing a heartfelt laughter that echoes through the vertigo of your final moment. “You did good.” she whispers, and at last you are at peace.

Gemini The Dandelion, her soaring heart tied to a string. She’ll rock you ultra slowly until you feel you could fade away into nothing, and live forever amongst the clouds. She demands you show her everything you have to give, before she even much as gives you a smile. The quest for her heart is for only the brave. She doesn’t mind what people say, the one who she calls hers has to be unyielding. So she won’t feel so liquid all the time.

Cancer The Lighthouse. Her satin heart is safely kept, for the one who will finally be worthy. But for now she will dance, she will dance with every angel until she finds the one with the shy smile and the softest curls. At night she tells the Moon all her secrets, and now she has a secret that makes her bones shiver and her lips tremble. She loves you, I promise. Just ask the Moon.

Leo Her heart is a cup overflowing with all things lovely, filling the hearts of others as easily as she fills her own. The Fountain of Youth. Hope, lust, tenderness. You can’t help but look at her in awe and think, “I am. Because of you.” The fear you try so hard to ignore is because she doesn’t need to prove her worthiness to anyone, you’re worried that someday she won’t need you. But if she loves you, you don’t need to be afraid. She will be with you when the world ends.

Virgo The Goddess. Her heart is a forest, full of life and mystery. She brings my soul to harmony in return for the respect she rightfully deserves. She cares for her world with everything she has, believing in the pure radiance of the noble hearted. Many might mistake her benevolence for weakness. However when she finds a bad seed, let’s just say nature can be a cruel master. After all she is the source of life and will not be exploited by the greedy. But to those who love with an open heart she gifts the vitality of spirit, and the liberation of the metaphysical mind.

Libra Her slow heartbeat echoes as it pulses against your palm, right through your bloodstream. She licks her lips and sways her hips to the rhythm. The Delilah. You cross your heart and close your eyes. “Open.” she whispers, and the cosmos had swallowed the pool table and barflies of the roadside dive. All you hear is her soft giggle and ocean waves crashing in slow motion. “Welcome to Eden.” You look around you, and you notice your blood isn’t vibrating anymore. You ask her how she found this place. She gently shakes her head with a smile on her lips and says, “Darling, you’re inside of me.”

Scorpio The Red Winged Angel, always under my skin. The beat of your heart vibrating through my system and I’m afraid that if you touch me I will shatter to a million pieces. Late at night I dream of finding someone as sensuelle as you. Sometimes I wonder how many hearts you own, even though I can’t quit you. I don’t know what I am addicted to more, your touch or the fact that you could disintegrate the earth from underneath me if you wanted to.

Sagittarius The Honeymoon. The fast moving gal who likes them slow. If you want her heart take her for a night drive. Show her the world through your eyes. Make her feel something she’s never felt before. Free yourself from the malevolent, open your chest and breathe her in. Give her the part of you that makes you human, and she will turn you into something ethereal.  

Capricorn The Empress. Class and a pure heart, and the international woman of mystery. And even though games don’t interest her, that don’t mean she doesn’t know how to play. No one does it like her. It’s almost painful how she works you, heightening all your senses with perfect impulse control. Engage at your own risk, because she will make you miss her more than anyone you’ve ever met. But if you want to love her, she’ll hold you down for life in hazy love daydream.

Aquarius I’ve seen her in my fantasies. The Extraterrestrial. She’ll waltz right into your love sphere like she owns the place, utterly unignorable. And then she’ll smile, like she has no fucking idea. And you wonder if she really doesn’t. She goes around granting all your wishes and you wonder, why she gives you the world but won’t let you feel her heart. And she will never tell you, because feelings are hard for robot girls. She is afraid she’s too cold inside. What she doesn’t realize is she loves enough for the entire universe, she is too busy electrifying other dimensions into existence. One day she’ll come back down to earth and see everyone around her on their knees.

Pisces She is the light that shines through the night. The Clair de Lune. You fall into her plush essence and she lets you, like a bug stuck in her amber heart. And you think how every moment of your life has brought you closer to this, to her. You finally understand the beauty of minimalism. Not every star needs to be possessed. Not every silence has to be filled. The most important things are the ones you can’t see with your eyes. Live for this. For the feeling.

A Deal With The Devil

Story by reddit user CommanderSection

The deal was simple; we’d get to ask him a couple of questions and he got to ask us a couple of questions. A bit odd if you ask me. What could The Devil possibly want to know from us? I couldn’t tell you.

“Is heaven real?” I asked.

“Yes,” he replied, his voice like dying embers in a fireplace, “and so is hell.”

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Tfw you’re casually enjoying your evening and an angel falls through your ceiling and is super hot oh no

I’m calling this one the Angelfall AU! Keith has to learn how to live with an angel who is way too egotistic about his one (1) wing and angelic powers even though he has no memories whoops


Dating Tom Holland would include:

A/N: this is way longer than I expected but I ope it’s still good :) feedback is appreciated!!

Tom // You

  • Him being super touchy in public
  • Always wanting to hold your hand
  • Or put his arm around your waist
  • Or rest his hand on your thigh
  • Literally anything that includes any kind of physical contact with you
  • But not in a sexual way
  • Well sometimes it is in a sexual way ;)
  • Like teasing you under the table at some kind of formal event
  • Or when you’re having dinner with your family
  • You being super mad at him for doing that in front of your parents
  • Thomas Stanley Holland!!! What the fuck is wrong with you??
  • I don’t know what you’re talking about, darling
  • You getting incredibly sexually frustrated whenever he did that, which usually lead to sex ;)
  • Sex with him being either quick, rough and loud; or slow, quiet and passionate
  • But good nevertheless
  • Marvel movie marathons
  • You too would be watching Iron Man all cuddled up
  • And Tom would be constantly talking about how he knows RDJ
  • Tom, I swear to God. Shut the fuck up.
  • Tess joining your movie marathon
  • Or Harrison
  • Tom and you pretending to be annoyed by the fact that Haz was there
  • But actually not minding because you two love him to the moon and back
  • The three of you being absolutely inseparable
  • As well as Tom’s siblings and you
  • And the SM:H cast and you
  • Basically everyone in Tom’s life adores you
  • Especially Tom
  • Him literally staring at you in awe every time you do anything
  • Anything
  • You could literally be making his sugary tea
  • And he would be staring at you like you were an angel
  • What’s wrong?” You’d ask, turning to look at him
  • Nothing’s wrong, darling.
  • Then why are you looking at me like that?
  • It’s just… How the hell do you manage to look so perfect all the time?
  • You’d roll your eyes. “Like you’re one to say that
  • This happening at least once a day
  • Which usually lead to the two of you going on and on about how much you love each other
  • Harrison, Jacob and Harry being totally sick of you two.
  • “We get it guys. You love each other. Can we move on before I throw up?”
  • You two being all over twitter, facebook, instagram or any kind of social media as #couplegoals
  • for weeks
  • Tom’s fans absolutely adoring you
  • Because you make Tom happy and that’s all they care about
  • Hearing his morning voice for the first time after your first night together when you to visit him while on tour
  • Like you’d both be laying in bed in the morning,and you’d be looking at him while he slept
  • Thinking about how much you love him especially after last night ;)
  • Stop staring at me. It’s creepy.
  • You having at least three mental orgasms after hearing his raspy morning voice.
  • Shut up, Stanley.
  • He’d immediately open his eyes and rolling over till he was on top of you.
  • Don’t call me that.
  • He would say that in a really dominant tone, and he’d still have morning voice
  • So let’s just say you’d be pretty turned on
  • So you decided to tease him a little
  • Or what?
  • You don’t want to find out, love.
  • You’d both have teasing little smirks on your face
  • Oh, I think I do, Stanley
  • Hot, needy, loud morning sex!!!!!!!!
  • Harrison banging on your bedroom wall
  • “Oh, bloody hell!!! It’s nine in the morning, stop shagging, for fuck’s sake!!”
  • Both of you bursting out in laughter
  • Resting your head on his chest and wrapping your arms around his waist when you’re done
  • Him kissing the top of your head and holding you as close to him as possible
  • I love you so much, it’s insane
  • I love you too, Stanley.
I first tried to kill myself when I had just turned 19 years old,
to this day I remember the feeling of the pills going down my throat,
swallowing them so effortlessly
as though it were my destiny.
As though I was built with this capacity 
to self destruct,
built with the capacity
to destroy this body that my mother pushed out into the world.
‘Ironic,’ I thought.
A month after my birthday, I try to take my life,
I end up in the psychiatric ward of the hospital I was born in.
I make a tally for every time I looked around the empty room
and wondered how I could make things final this time.
I make a tally for every time someone says I don’t look like
I’m supposed to be there.
I make a tally for every lie I’ve told:
Were you sexually abused? [x]
Did you have prior suicidal thoughts? [x]
Would you do it again? [x]
Do you use drugs or alcohol? [x]
I lie and deny it all, but how do you deny what’s in your blood?
I was built with an addictive personality,
my mother likes pretty little white lines and risky sex
and my father likes hard liquor and smoking cigarettes. 
I was built with this capacity to deceive,
built with a baby face and angel wings,
but I sink my claws and watch myself bleed whenever I can’t feel a thing.
And I’m decomposing,
hiding empty bottles in my closet, in the hamper, and under my bed.
I can’t flourish with the thoughts screaming,
So don’t ask me why I hate the beach,
because I can’t control anything around me
other than my food intake.
And don’t ask me why I can’t wear shorts anymore
or why I wear long sleeves in 80 degree weather.
Don’t ask why I stay in places I shouldn’t
when I’ve already accepted my fate.
To live as fire, consume all that I can, before I quickly burn out.
Imagine Jack spilling to you what Dean thinks, and practically feels, of you when he reads his mind.

“Wait, wait, wait, wait.” Dean raised a hand, stopping Jack from drinking his beer “How old do you think you are?” he asked, mouth half full as you and Sam shared a look.

“Uh 3 days, 17 hours and 42 minutes.” Jack replied precisely to the question and seeing the look on Dean’s face almost made you choke on your own drink. It was priceless to say the least. Barely at four days old and the young man had already outsassed the older Winchester, well this was going to be fun. Dean just shook his head and took a sip of his beer, Jack watching closely and doing the same at the exact almost moment.

“So-” Jack cleared his throat, looking at you “You are my aunt, right?”

“Uh well-” you smiled “Was, actually. I’m no longer an angel, I fell and after building a vessel things happened and… there is no angel mojo in me anymore. So I am practically human.”

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A concept: Bill and Richie having unspoken of rivalry on who’s the better boyfriend

- Richie will be like “after you eds” and bill will be like ??? Fu and run around to the door and hold it open and kiss stans hand and be like “after you my sweetheart” and Stan will just be like stfu bill but Richie will be fuMING

- Richie pulls out Eddies chair for him in cafeteria and asks if he needs a shoulder rub

- Bill asks Stan if he needs a shoulder rub too, both boys aggressively shoulder rubbing their boyfriends

- Stans like “ok bill ur hurting me” and bills like whAT??? “No!! My angel, how could I be as foolish as to hurt you!!!” And Richie’s like ..this bitch!!! So he starts cupping Eddies face and he’s like “I would NEVER HURT YOU EDDIE, NEVER”

- Bill goes and gets Stan a drink, pours the can into the glass and even puts a fancy straw in there

-Richie’s like ok bill check and mate and he like goes and gets Eddies lunch and ask the lunch lady to organise the food into pyramid catergory groups and he gets eddie a nice drink

-Eddie and Stan are literally both done with this shit so they make it into a game, seeing who can get the most stuff out of their boyfriend

-Mike,Ben and Bev are just watching confused asf

-Ben goes to stand up to make Bev a drink and she just pulls him back down

- “Ya’ll are fucking WILD” - Mike


#concerned skateboard buddy

hey how about this, instead of asking me what it’s like to have a personality disorder, just ask me what it’s like to be fully willing to kill myself to get someone’s attention