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TODODEKU WEEK: DAY 3

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“Sometimes at night I would sleep open-eyed underneath a sky dripping with stars. I was alive then.” -Albert Camus, “Return to Tipas”

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After particularly harsh training sessions with his father, Shouto would sneak off to the park in the centre of the city.

Shouto would bring a sweater and his phone, jump out of the window from his room, and lightly jog all the way there. He would always leave whenever he was sure his father was fast asleep—he didn’t like to think about what would happen if his father found out about his nightly escapades.

Shouto would sit on the swings and stare blankly at the night sky. After several minutes, he would start swinging.

It was easy to get lost in the mechanical movement of back-and-forth, back-and-forth, back and forth—sometimes, on particularly bad days, he would lean back as far as he can, maybe even let go of the chains a bit, so he could properly gaze at the endless night sky and the stars which always winked at him.

He’s only fallen off the swings once—the few brief seconds in the air had been exhilarating.

He’d felt alive.

But his feet, no matter how badly he wished to remain suspended in air, would always touch the ground, and he would remember that he was nothing but a walking corpse.


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So I finally did the thing! I’m officially out of the 160s. As of this morning I’m 158.7lbs 😁😁😁💪🏾
SW: 202.2lbs
CW:158.7lbs
GW: 145/140lbs?

Totty fixing Ichi’s tie and flattening his hair whenever they go out to formal parties.

Totty and Jyushi helping Ichi name his cats.

Totty finding funny cat videos on his phone and showing Ichi.

Ichi having conversations with Totty about his friends and hangouts because he’s the only one who doesn’t jump down Totty’s throat begging to be introduced to them.

Totty trying to help Ichi think more positively and have a softer approach so he can make friends on his own.

Totty asking Ichi for his opinion on various things because he appreciates his brutal honesty when he needs to hear it.

Totty being annoyed when he finds cat hair all over his clothes but always remembering to be gentle when picking the cats up or moving them off of his things.

Ichi teasing Totty because it’s easy and Totty teasing him back because he knows how to annoy him.

Totty rescuing Ichi whenever Jyushi ties him to his bat.

Totty latching onto Jyushi for comfort whenever Ichi tells him a spooky story.

Ichi acting grim and solemn on purpose just to mess with Totty.

Ichi actually smiling when Totty takes selfies with him. Totty asks permission to upload the pics and shows him how many likes the pictures get. Ichi secretly feels good about it.

Ichi teaching Totty how to pitch properly so he can play baseball whenever Jyushi asks.

Totty and Ichi sniggering behind Karamatsu’s back.

Totty convincing Ichi not to go through with certain horrible pranks on Karamatsu.

Totty deciding to allow it when Karamatsu walks in wearing rhinestone cowboy boots.

Ichi and Totty replacing the ero pages in Oso’s magazines with clippings from Karamatsu’s photobook. Both of them consider seeking counselling when Oso laughs at it.

Ichi and Totty laughing wholeheartedly at good jokes.

Totty or Ichi making faces behind Choro’s back when he’s busy lecturing everyone.

Totty and Ichi being the quickest of the six to make up after a fight.

okay but what if jungkook used to tease jimin by not calling him ‘hyung’ because he wants Jimin to see him as someone equal as him not as the youngest member in the group, because he don’t want jimin to love him as a baby brother he don’t want jimin to love him because he is cute and because he is the youngest among them, because he wants jimin to see him as a man that he could love and could love him back too so thats why he always making fun of Jimin also thats why jungkook works out a lot because kids are not supposed to have muscles right? kids are not supposed to look sexy right? that way maybe his jimin hyung will look at him as a man

anonymous asked:

why do people outside of the white race still feel like they have a chance in this fandom? alexis ren is white. meredith is white. grayson ex gf is white.

Okay, well I hope these make your ignorant ass mad asf …

Have a nice day! 

The Signs As Holidays 🌟

ig//horoscopezone

Christmas - Well known, Jolly 24/7, Eats a lot, Likes Naps:
Libra
Cancer

Easter - Super creative, Likes adventure, Chocolate over everything:
Saggitarius
Scorpio

Hanukkah - Family oriented, Super chill, Also can be wild asf:
Virgo
Taurus

Valentines Day - You either hate/love them, Cuddler, Gentle soul:
Pisces
Aquarius

Birthday - Parties hard, Fun to be around, Hyper all the time:
Leo
Gemini

Veteran’s Day - Hardcore, Respectful, Sporty, Could be a model:
Aries
Capricorn

:)