as you disappear here

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar’s chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
—  Hurt by Nine Inch Nails
3 Days (M)

Originally posted by lethargicmin

Summary: 3 days. That’s how long your family was visiting. You had to endure 3 long days because Yoongi was a master at teasing and you had no self-control.

Genre: !Yoongi! + smutsmutsmutsmut + fluff (rated m of course)

Word count: 9.6k+

A/N : Surprise again? Idk how I ended up writing this fic but yes. 9k+ of Yoongi smut. I’m just going to leave this here and disappear. I hope you like it!!!!!!

When Yoongi woke up, it wasn’t because he wanted to. He would have gladly remained resting in the land of dreams where he was comfortable and warm until nature called if it wasn’t for the other side of the bed being completely empty of your usual figure.

Actually, he would have remained resting even if your side of the bed was cold because here you were, standing above him, shaking his arm violently and calling his name which was slowly but surely enough increasing in pitch until he was certain he was going mad. He would’ve exchanged a cold bed over this any day.

Yoongi groaned into the pillow and tried to shake you off because it was too early and too loud to hear your voice at this ungodly hour of the day but you were persistent and soon enough you were shrieking so loudly that he couldn’t possibly endure or even ignore you any longer

“In the nicest way possible” Yoongi croaked, cracking one eye open to glare at you, his lips pursing together tightly in a very well shot scowl, “Can you fuck off?”

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You won’t catch me. I’m someone who never existed in this world. How will you catch me?

Beta Unrequited Love Headcanons

-A small Beta meeting an Omega in preschool and deciding right away that they really love that Omega. So they approach them and after the Omega demands that they play house, they become best friends

-At age ten the Beta is still the very best of friends with the admittedly bossy Omega and one day as they are playing together the Beta just randomly announces, “I wanna marry you” and the Omega is just like, “…okay? Maybe when we’re older…you can hold my hand though.” so they do and the Beta is so happy

-Middle school comes around and suddenly the Omega doesn’t want to hold hands or even really hang out with the Beta anymore. When the Beta asks about it the Omega awkwardly admits that their Omega friends teased them about being so close to a Beta when they were nearing the age to start looking for an Alpha, so they didn’t really want to have it come across like they were good friends anymore. The Beta is confused because they were pretty sure the Omega liked them…but they start to drift and the Beta does nothing to stop it because they are now very aware that they aren’t wanted

-Second year of high school starts and unlike in middle school nobody really cares who you’re friends with. The Beta ends up assigned to a project with their old Omega friend who acts like the cruel words of middle schoolers never happened. And because the Beta’s feelings never really went away, they act like they were never hurt by it…and so the Beta does the majority of the assignment and their friendship is pretty much back to normal and the Beta regains a little hope

-The Omega going through heat for the first time and during their absence from school the Beta overhears a bunch of Alphas talking about knotting and they are forced to realize that even if they were with the Omega they wouldn’t be able to satisfy them like an Alpha could

-The Omega coming back to school and complaining to the Beta that heats are horrible and they really want to find an Alpha before their next one…and the Beta just listens and nods along and acts like they aren’t slowly dying on the inside with every word

-The Omega starting a relationship with an Alpha and then constantly blowing off any plans made with the Beta. On the rare occasion that they do hang out the Beta not only has to hear the person they love gushing about someone else, they also have to deal with the Omega absolutely reeking of some strange Alpha…and they hate it

-In an attempt to get over the Omega, the Beta starts dating another Beta. They are actually pretty happy together but once the Omega hears about it they go out of their way to make snide remarks about the Beta’s new partner, mainly because they knew the Beta loved them and they are insulted that there was someone that the Beta could like more than them. But the Beta doesn’t take kindly to the attitude of the Omega and soon enough they drift apart again

-Eventually the Omega breaks up with the Alpha and they ask the Beta to meet them somewhere, which the Beta agrees to because even after everything they can’t deny the Omega of anything. They walk around and the Omega rambles pointlessly and laughs when they remind the Beta of their plans to marry when they were children and then they get an odd look on their face before, “If only you were an Alpha there might actually have been a chance of that happening.” and the Beta just walks away, finally, because they know they will never be what the Omega wants

-The next time the Omega wants attention, the Beta ignores them because they are finally aware that the Omega had been using and abusing their feelings for a very long time and later on in life they actually do end up with an Omega. A nice one that genuinely loves and appreciates them


Requested by Anon- Um could I have dean and Roman and reader with daddy kink🙈
You walk into catering to see your friends Roman and Dean sitting in the table in the far corner. You wasn’t scheduled to have a match tonight but came to support your best friend Paige, but she had disappeared with Nattie a little while after you got here, so you decided to get something to eat until she got back.

You make a place and head to a table sit down, but you’re unaware that Roman and Dean were watching you until you heard Dean yell across the room, “Hey Y/N! Come over here and join.” You look over to see him smirking, so you walk over to where they’re sitting. Dean looks at you and asks, “What’s up Y/N?”

You pick up a carrot and say, “Paige asked me to come here tonight to support her and she went off with Nat and left me on my own. I’m supposed to be her best friend but she left me alone to spend time with other people.” Roman and Dean look at each other and smile and Roman says, “Why don’t you spend some time with us? We were about to go back to the hotel and grab a few drinks.”

“Sure since I have nothing else better to do."You say tossing your plate in the trash can beside you and stand saying, "Well come on, let’s go.”

The drive to the hotel was quiet, you was in the back seat pouting and you failed to notice the glances you were receiving from the two guys in the front. As Roman pulled into the hotel driveway, Dean jumped out and opened the door for you. Roman got out and grabbed your stuff for you.

You all walk in and check in at the counter to find out you’re all on the same floor. You three head over to the elevator and when it stops, Roman hands you your stuff. Before you can enter your room, you hear Dean say, “Come down to our room in 15 minutes so we all can head down together. Room 325!”

You swiped the security card and entered your room. You toss the card on the desk and throw your bag onto the bed. When you opened it, you grab some clothes and put on a pair of jeans and a blouse before grabbing your purse and key card and heading down the hall. You stopped at room 325 and knocked, the door flys open and you see Roman standing there.

He steps aside and let’s you enter. You look at them to see they’re not changed yet and he says, “We were gonna have a few drinks here before we headed down, if that’s cool with you Y/N.” You nod and say, “That’s fine, now let’s get this night started!”

Dean opens a bottle of Bourbon and pours 3 glasses and hands one to you. You chug it down and hand your glass back to Dean, who gladly pours you some more. You looked at the both of them and smiled as you emptied the second glass. Dean takes your glass and says, “No more for you young lady.” You look at him and say, “You’re not my dad, you can’t tell me what I can and can’t have.”

Roman stirred from his chair where he’d been watching you and stated, “We’ll fix that later on, isn’t that right Daddy Dean” Dean smirks and nods and you look at the both of them confused into it dawns on you what Roman just said. You opened your mouth to say something, but both men ease towards you and you could only think to yourself, “Holy shit, is this really happening?”

You’ve fantasized about this numerous times, but never really thought it would ever happen. Roman was standing behind you while Dean was in front. Dean lowered his head and caught you in a deep and passionate kiss while Roman starts to kiss your neck. You feel Roman’s hand slide under your blouse and grabs your boobs. His fingers pinch your nipples and Dean’s hand slips down the front of your jeans and and unzips them.

He slid his hand down and touched the soft material of your panties and you feel the wetness pooling between your thighs. A quiet moan left your lips as Dean pulled away and dropped to his knees slowly slipping your jeans down your legs and he removes your pants and shoes while Roman unbuttons your blouse, letting the material fall to the ground.

Dean grabs your waist and shoves his face into your panties and bites at the material pulling it down with his teeth. Roman whispers in your ear, “We want you to suck our cocks.” Dean stands up and they remove their clothing and you see that neither of them are wearing boxers.

They both put a hand on your shoulder and maneuver you back towards the bed and you sit down. You take both of their members in your hands, and start jerking both of them. You lower your mouth onto Roman’s dick and suck on his head gently, running your tongue over the slit, letting the pre - cum dribble into your mouth ,enticing moans from Roman.

You take your mouth off of him and start running your hands over his cock while you turn your attention to Dean’s cock and do the same to him. Dean pulls out and grabs your hair forcing his cock into your mouth making you choke. You hear Roman say something but you can’t catch what he said but Dean stops and removes his cock.

They remove your hands and start jacking themselves off. “Open your mouth Y/N.” Dean growls. You see that they’re getting close, so you open you mouth and they shoot their loads into your mouth.

Dean walks into the bathroom and comes back with a wet cloth to wipe your face while Roman lays on the bed and pulls you up to him. He starts kissing you and you feel his rough hands moving up and down your body.

His hands make it to your breasts and he starts playing with your nipples. He lowers his head and starts biting and sucking the flesh marking you. You see Dean dipping his head between your legs and he hovers above your clit.

You start bucking your hips upwards trying to meet his mouth, but he grabs your waist and pushes them back down saying, “Daddy didn’t say you could help, if you’re going to misbehave then we’re going to punish you princess.”

Roman stops what he’s doing and says, “Perhaps we should, then she might realize we’re the ones in charge.” A grin appears on his face and he grabs your legs and puts them over your head, spreading them so your pussy and butt hole are showing.

Dean then raises his hand and gives you a hard slap on the ass which makes you scream. Before you can say anything, he slaps you again and continues until your butt is red. Dean placed his cock at your entrance and shoves his cock inside you.

Dean starts pounding your pussy and you feel your hips moving to meet his thrusts. Roman reaches his hand down and starts massaging your clue. You feel yourself getting close but Dean and Roman stop and grin at you. Roman says, “We never said you could cum.” Both of them stand in front of you Dean pulls you up and sits you on your hands and knees.

Roman’s hand starts massaging your ass and shoves his cock inside you without warning you. You cry out and Dean says, “Is our girl complaining?” You shake your head no and he says, “We use words princess.” “No daddy, I’m not complaining.” You say grabbing his dick and jerking it.

Roman speeds his thrusts and you yell, “Faster, harder. Please daddy.” Roman obliges and speeds up. Roman is grunting behind you, his thrusts becoming sloppy.

Dean lets out a moan and shoves his cock in your mouth and releases his cum in there. Roman’s thrusts stop and you feel his cum cover your walls. Dean lays down and pulls you down with him and Roman collapses the other side of you.

Dean and Roman look at each other and Dean says, “Daddies little girl had better start sharing rooms with us for now on.” “Yes Daddies.” You reply drifting off to sleep with a smile on your face as both your Daddies cuddle closer to you.


Kiss me like the world is gonna disappear.
I’m a better person when I have you here.


James McAvoy Filmography [part 2] [part 1]

When You Look Me In The Eyes

If the heart is always searching, can you ever find a home?

I’ve been looking for that someone, I’ll never make it on my own.

Dreams can’t take the place of loving you, there’s gotta be a million reasons why it’s true.

When you look me in the eyes and tell me that you love me, everything’s alright.

When you’re right here by my side, when you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise when you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting to be with you again?

Gonna tell you that I love you in the best way that I can.

I can’t take a day without you here, you’re the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes and tell me that you love me, every thing’s alright.

When you’re right here by my side, when you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise when you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize, I can reach my tomorrow, I can hold my head high and it’s all because you’re by my side.

When you look me in the eyes, you tell me that you love me, every thing’s alright.

When you’re right here by my side, when I hold you in my arms, I know that its forever.

I just gotta let you know, I never want to let you go.

‘Cause when you look me in the eyes and tell me that you love me, every thing’s alright.

When you’re right here by my side, when you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise when you look me in the eyes.

notes from a casual cashier; october/november

•i begin my shift. the background music channel starts playing What The Hell, an absolute banger by avril lavigne

•elderly man: [buys exactly 5 chestnuts and nothing else]
elderly man: please dont laugh

•(i laughed)

•customer: wow cool hair colour!
me: thanks!
customer: but maybe…. you should dye your eyebrows as well
me: ah, you think they make it too clear that firetruck red is not my natural hair colour? :/

•[grandma toothbrush, who bought 8 toothbrushes at once]

•[a guy who owns a carousel (he came in to buy a space heater because his broke)]

•me, while crawling under the register: im just getting a bag from under here-
an elderly customer, sarcastically: so are you not disappearing forever?

•two college students buying 10 heads of fennel

•me: [drops customer’s bread]
me: AAAaaA
customer: are you ok

•old lady asked me if i were a pixie. i tolg her that if i were, i still couldnt tell her. she was delighted

•i went into a battle of wits against an old lady who thought i was forcibly not giving her a discount on toilet paper

•it turns out it was not discounted; she refused to buy it because she had been proved wrong

•me: [scans cream cheese, mc vities biscuits, butter, nutella]
me: so, cheesecake?
cute girls: YES!

•customer: how much does this item cost?
register: [€4,18]
me: one euro eighteen cents!!!
customer: really? thats cheap
customer: its…. ok…. dont….. worry….

•i was out of 1 cent coins, so i told customers that their change would be 1 cent short.
most people jokingly faked despair, a few told me it was ok, one (1) soccer mom acted as if i was personally victimising her

•woman in her 30s: did you have to bleach your hair?
me: yea
woman: you know, i once dyed my hair pink
me, uninterested but willing to let her talk: uh, did you bleach it
woman: yeah, but the hairdresser was really incompetent, so my hair fell off, but i sued him and i got €10k back

•old lady: youre buying GRATED CARROTS?
her niece: oh my GOD grandma I DONT OWN A SHREDDER!!!!!

•[fully grown man, extremely excited about the small avengers toys that came with each purchase]

•customer: i like your hair
me: thanks

•middle aged man: [introduces himself and holds his hand out]
me: [gives him the limp handshake of distaste]
middle aged man: so, how are you liking working here? im the guy who hired you-

•me: good evening
customer: pardon?
me, enunciating more clearly: good evening,

•new coworker, holding his hand out: im filippo :)
me, a smooth motherfucker: [hands him a bag of frozen spinach]

anonymous asked:

Can I request an imagine with Shiro and his s/o steals his phone and takes lots of pictures of themselves? Like, silly faces, good looking faces, and intentional ugly faces? I'm sure they don't have phones on them, especially Shiro, but I just really like this idea.

“Y/N? Where’s my phone?” Shiro called, walking into his room, while still looking at you as you wandered past.

“It’s in your room.” You smiled, continuing past his room as he gave you a confused look.

“I swear I looked in here.” He said to himself, watching you disappear down the hall.

He looked on the desk as he entered, and there it sat. Glancing at the door then back at his phone, he picked it up and opened it. The screen showed the camera roll, where there were a lot of photos of you, some of those with the other paladins. Shiro couldn’t help but laugh at the faces you made in the photos, he scrolled through them.

In some of the photos, you were pulling silly faces, occasionally pulling Pidge or Keith in to pose with you, or Lance would be photobombing in the background. You took a few where you made yourself look ugly on purpose, Allura and Coran joined in on one of those. As Shiro reached the end of the photos he saw a few where you had taken nice photos of yourself, you looked amazing and he let out a small laugh. He smiled and tapped away at his phone before putting it down and leaving the room.

Later that night you sat on Shiro’s bed, waiting to use the bathroom, and picked up his phone to see what he did with your photos. You blushed when you saw he had changed his lock screen to one of the nicer pictures of you, with hearts edited onto it. 

Idk this is kinda bad XD but the idea is so cute hhhhh

Think Before You Talk (Negan P7)

Title: Think Before You Talk (Negan Part 7)
Pairing: Reader/Negan, Reader/Daryl
Summary: Reader volunteers to go into Negan’s compound willingly to get inside information. Eventual Negan smut. Implied feelings between Reader and Daryl.
Words: 3,473
Warnings: Language, violence, NEGAN IS A LITTLE CRUEL (just a fair warning)
Author’s Notes: Again, if I forgot anyone in the tags, let me know!

Part 6 || Part 8 || Masterpost

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That’s the problem with getting attached to someone: when they leave you, you just feel so lost.
—  Without you, I’m nothing

I follow back.

The Tree

Pairing: Oliver x Reader

Warnings: none

Words: 1423

Tag(s): @visionsaroundyou

It was kind of hard to ignore the smell of pine, especially since you were in a maze of Christmas trees. And the local Christmas tree farm was loaded to the brim with people searching for last minute trees - including you. You hated to admit it, but you fell into the trap of the half priced trees guarantee on Christmas Eve, roping in every sucker in Star City to load into the car and race to get the best tree. You were one of the first people here, yet trees were disappearing left and right and you couldn’t find the perfect one for your apartment.

You watched the father of a small family dig a saw into the base of a tree for a moment before turning away, and that’s when you saw it. A small tree perfect for your apartment, considering it was only you this Christmas while the rest of your family stayed up in Central City. You made your way to it.

“Excuse me, sir,” you said when you bumped into an employee. “I found the tree I want, do you have a saw?”

“I don’t have one on me, but I can get you one shortly,” the man assured. “What’s the tree you want to cut down?” You turned towards the tree you saw earlier, but stopped when you already saw somebody preparing to cut it. You marched over there.

“What do you think you’re doing?” you demanded. “This is my tree, and I don’t appreciate you trying to take it right out from under my nose.”

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