as usual

  • Phichit: Victor kissed you and you said 'thank you'?
  • Yuuri: Yes.
  • Phichit: Well, that was very polite.
  • Yuuri: No, it was stupid. I don't know what I'm doing here.
9

February 9, 1981

Happy 36th Birthday precious snowflake !

andrew claims not to understand neil’s survival instinct but the amount of effort he’s put into his own recovery suggests otherwise. he may not exactly want to live, though he doesn’t care enough to die either, he may not see the point or have anything worth living for (until neil…) but he’s searching. he goes to therapy, weekly, he protects kevin with his life and doesn’t trust anyone else with him (again, until neil…) because kevin promised to give him something to live for. he has been through so much but he is still fighting. he has as much of a survival instinct as neil and i think that’s part of why they understand each other so well