as long as queue love me

We’re All in This Together –– Law and Order: SVU 19x04: No Good Reason

Its been so long since i’ve been on tumblr omg how do i still have followers??? i’m gonna chill and fill up my queue, reblog some awesome stuff, cry over how much I love olicity and dinah and rene and diggle and dyla and all that good arrow stuff! also the crossovers!!! point is i’ll be online so if you wanna chat hit me up!!!! 

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Aw, jeez, sorry, I’m worse than Holly Blue!

Aren’t we all?

Here’s a few shots that feature Amethyst Facet 5 Cut 8XJ, aka the one with her gem on her left shoulder, that one curl in her hair, and awesome eyebrows, whose name Amethyst gets wrong but who helps her play it off as a joke.

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Sparks for the first time, 

Your eyes as pure as the night sky 

aka I listened to this song on repeat for hours while painting this and got emotional. listen to it and look at this. you will Understand. 

the ‘oh shit’ moment where lance realises he might just be a little bit in love with keith

You know what I’ve realized? The fact that we can’t unfeel something. We just get used it. Like suppose we’re sitting on a cold surface, it’s cool at first but then it starts getting warmer. It’s not that the surface suddenly got hotter, it’s just that we got used to the coldness. Or when someone gets stabbed with a knife. It hurts at first but then the pain disappears. It’s not that the knife is gone, it’s just that our body gets used to the knife piercing our skin. And now that I think about it, you know when you’ve been sad for so long that suddenly you don’t feel anything anymore? Not happy, not angry, just nothing. It’s not that the sadness is gone. It’s just that we’ve got used it. Or when someone keeps treating you like complete shit and after a while, you just don’t acknowledge it anymore cause you’re used to it. And that’s just really fucking sad. The fact that we get used to something so much that we completely forget it’s there.
—  3 am thoughts // D.P
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“And if you maybe-sorta-kinda like me back then maybe we could sort of go on a date-ish?”

What she says: I’m fine.

What she means: Hyun Ryu, aka Zen, deserves so much better? A lot of people talk about how good looking he is or that he’s a narcissist, but they forget that it’s a crucial point in his route is how self conscious he really is? And don’t even get me started on how people ignore that his mother emotionally abused him during his childhood. Who the hell calls their child ugly? To protect them? Instead of just teaching them that people might take advantage of them because of how they look so they should keep their guard up? Suuure. I, for one, am proud that he still manages to be so confident after all that. And he’s still going after his dreams despite the fact that he was told he wasn’t going to make it anywhere. He joined a gang and got out of it to make his life better. And he’s doing it on his own, too, wow. People also give him crap for hating on Jumin, which is understandable, but making up with Jumin is also a crucial part of his route. He lets go of projecting his the image of his brother on Jumin and they actually become friends who just have banter? There is no reason to hate this boy? He’s such a sweetheart that gives really useful advice when it comes to handling life and tough situations. He’s very comforting and willing to go above and beyond for the people close to him. He’s willing to drop everything to run over to MC or take in Yoosung. He cares about Jaehee’s health and really just wants her to take a break? He a Mom Friend and a big brother but he’s also such a cute dork? Especially when it comes to things like technology and romantic gestures? The boy even wants to let MC meet his parents before they get married and they won’t let him in the door? And the fandom portrays him as this salty, kind of violent, self-absorbed, character? And don’t even get me started on The Beast™ because? He doesn’t even bring it up that often? And when he does bring it up, it’s after he meets MC in person and even then, it’s only briefly before he changes the subject. Cause this boy would literally wait as long as MC wants him to. I could literally go on, but the main point is that Zen deserves so much better and I will love him enough for the whole fandom if I have to.

you’ll find love when you stop looking for it in the most unexpected places. you need to stop looking for love and let it look for you instead. believe me as soon as you give up, you’ll find it on a metro ride, 500ml of alcohol down, at 4 pm on a cold thursday where you least expect to find it.
—  january
twelfth
//
nikitagupta
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Ruth Negga for Irish Tatler (Feb. 2013)

Negga’s a powerful actor, the voice low and layered with bite. Her expression, in neutral, has a sort of stoic hurt to it, making her an ideal tragedian. And it can’t go unmentioned that she’s stunning to look at: half Irish, half Ethiopian, massive eyes, pronounced chin and cheekbones.

sleeping next to you is the best feeling ever because i can just turn over and sloppily kiss you. i don’t have to type a text and dream about it while you lay awake reading it in your bed ten thousand miles away. sleeping next to you is the best feeling ever because we’re not separated by completely opposite timezones and the never ending distance that stretches between us. sleeping next to you is the best feeling ever because i get to dream about you and then wake up to my dream come true, you lying cosily next to me in bed.
—  struggles of long distance relationships 2.0//nikitagupta