When Namjoon saw you pass out, he was shocked. He just
witnessed you just falling to the ground. There you were, lying on the ground
and Namjoon couldn’t do anything. I feel like he would feel like it was his
fault that you passed out, even though it obviously wasn’t. He’d still find a
way to blame himself. And when you wake up, he would keep an eye on you at all
You haven’t woken up yet and that made Hoseok really anxious.
It stayed by your side, wondering when you were going to wake up. He was extremely
worried. He knew you were sick for a while but he didn’t know it was that bad. When
you finally woke up, he already had his arms wrapped around you. “I’m so sorry,
Y/N…” he whispered in your ear. You tried to ask him why he was sorry but the
sound of his cries in your neck made you not ask him. As you were stroking his
hair, he kept saying “I’m sorry” over and over again. From that day forward,
Hoseok was extra careful when anything included you.
Sort of like Namjoon, I think Yoongi would be putting on the
blame on him. Since you specifically told him you weren’t feeling well, he knew
he shouldn’t have pushed you to spend a whole day out in the hot weather. When
you fell to the ground, Yoongi looked at you in disbelief. He didn’t want the
sight in front of him to be real. Even though after you woke up, you kept
telling him over and over it wasn’t his fault, he still thought differently and
he was angry at himself.
“Are you okay?” “Do you need anything?” “Do you feel
alright?” These were question Jin keeps asking after you fainted due to you
being sick. Ever since that day, Jin never wanted to leave your side. It felt
as if he was by your side 24/7. He never witnessed you passing out and he didn’t
like it. It made him worry. When you told him you were alright and didn’t need
him to take care of you all the time, he gave you a “are you serious?” look
*gif*. “Y/N, I don’t ever want to leave your sight. From here on out.”
“Y/N!” Jimin shouted as you fainted as you two were out. He
rushed over to you, so much sacredness running through his buddy. As he shook
your almost lifeless body, you twitched and opened your eyes. Jimin was relieved
but that quickly changed. He was smiling but he then frowned. “Y/N, if you’re
not feeling well, tell me.” He sounded irritated. That was when you realized he
really cared about you. Jimin made sure nothing bad happened to you and watched
over to you.
“Sorry I made you worry…” you apologized to Taehyung.
“Don’t apologize,” he told you. “As long as you’re okay;
that’s the most important thing.” In the beginning, Taehyung was worried;
terrified in fact. When you passed out, the first thing he did was call the
hospital. But when you started to regain consciousness, he realized that as
long as you were okay, there was nothing else to worry about. He made sure to
always to be by your side whenever you felt sick; just in case that happened
For a while, Jungkook knew you were sick. You would
occasionally cough, have fevers, and feel light headed. Nothing ever happened;
until you passed out when you and Jungkook were out shopping. You two were surrounding
by fans. That wasn’t getting to you though. Your body felt extremely weak and
you just collapsed. Jungkook made sure everyone backed away from the both of
you. He was concerned and wasn’t too sure what to do. When he looked at you on
the ground, passed out, he felt like crying. When you woke up, he was thankful.
The rest of the day, you guys spent it at the dorm and Jungkook always has his arm around you, keeping
you close to him.
Cary and Kerry glanced at each other as they watched you and David interact. You laughed at something he said before whispering something in his ear and skipping away. Cary could see David blush, and Kerry smirked at you as you came up besides her.
“Gross, sis.” she wrinkled her nose. “I think David’s in love with you.”
“No he’s not!” you laughed, smacking her arm playfully. Cary raised an eyebrow at Kerry, and your smile slid off your face. “Wait, are you guys serious?”
How BTS Reacts To You Being Diagnosed With A Potentially Fatal Disease
This wasn’t requested but I felt I should post something and writing things like this is supposed to be therapeutic for me. Sorry it’s sort of sad. Hope you enjoy anyways!
PS I don’t know how to feel about the Jungkook gif so sorry if it doesn’t match the reaction too well.
Warnings: Possibility of death/possibly fatal illness
Namjoon would likely know that this was coming, being perceptive and smart; especially if you showed symptoms or had been going to the hospital lately for tests. That still wouldn’t make it a lot easier for him, despite him preparing himself for this situation mentally in case it happened. When you pull him aside to tell him what’s going on he would already have a speech planned and would know how to move forward but he would find the pain in his heart difficult to deal with and probably feel like crying; though he’d do his best to stay strong for you (see gif). He’d want to be a rock for you and try to take care of everything so you wouldn’t have to; finding out treatment options and presenting them to you, organizing the necessary course of action to take if the disease really did prove to be fatal and making sure to use all his free time on you.
Seokjin would sort of be the opposite of Namjoon in the sense that even if there were previous signs of the disease or he knew something was wrong, he wouldn’t have been ready for the fact that you’d possibly die due to it. He would be too positive to think that way, sure that whatever was going on was something you could recover from. You telling him your diagnosis would make him freeze. He’d simply stare at you for a while, taking a moment to process the fact that you could be stolen from him just because of a stupid illness. He’d ask you a few questions so he could understand everything, staying more or less calm since it wouldn’t have fully sunken in yet. Eventually it would hit him though and his heart would feel like it was being squeezed to the point of near stopping. He would cry, a few tears rolling down his cheek silently but he probably wouldn’t let you see by hugging you and reassuring you that everything would be fine- you would be fine. If you saw his tears, he’d just smile at you, trying to tell you not to worry about him; that it was about you right now.
Yoongi would also be a member who would be more likely to see it coming but he’d distract himself each time the thought came to mind. When you finally tell him, he’d probably not say much; he’d simply nod and tell you almost emotionlessly to let him know if you needed anything. There would be a lot going on inside but he’d keep still outwardly, looking generally thoughtful about the whole thing. He’d, like Namjoon, want to be a rock and wouldn’t allow himself any tears around you. He’d want to stay strong so you’d feel like you could always count on him. He’d also know that if he let himself break, it will be so much harder to put himself back together and he couldn’t do that to you right now, not when you needed him.
Hoseok would be the first to flat out cry. He wouldn’t want to believe it but he’d know that you didn’t need him to be in denial. When you’d first tell him, he would stare at you for a moment before his eyes welled up, shedding some tears for the both of you- for him who might lose you and for you who might die. It would take him a little while until he could speak again, forming words you could properly understand. When he finally does, it would probably be words of grief. “I’m sorry,” he would tell you, not knowing what else to really say. Of course, he would be there for you but that wouldn’t feel like enough to him and that would make him cry even more. It would hurt him a lot to know that he couldn’t save you and that you might not be able to save yourself.
Jimin would know what was coming and would try to stop you from saying it; as if you would be healthy if the words weren’t spoken aloud. He’d shake his head at you, face serious (see gif) and voice steady, though it’d be on the edge of breaking. “Don’t-” he’d say, begging you not to tell him what he already knew, “You can’t-”. He’d almost short circuit, his usual cheery attitude going out the window in his desperation to not hear the bad news. He wouldn’t want to listen, wouldn’t want to think about losing you. He wouldn’t shout, he’d be scarily quiet instead. Later, of course, he’d hear what you had to say but right away he wouldn’t let you tell him that you might be dying, for fear of shattering right then and there.
Taehyung would try not to cry when you tell him, eyes tearing up as he looks at you sadly; immediately accepting it but not liking it. He probably wouldn’t say much, knowing that his usual jokes or speeches that he uses when someone is down won’t work in this situation. He’d probably comfort you physically instead, pulling you into a tight hug and rubbing your back. Afterwards he’d stay with you until you fell asleep, no matter what time of day you had told him, but wouldn’t sleep himself. His mind would be too full on how to help you and how to make your last days your best days, if they were indeed your last. He’d have a quiet sadness about him, like someone who’s old and has lost too many people. I feel like he’d understand your pain better than any of the others and he’d use that to help him take away as much of it as he could.
Jungkook is another one that would cry. He would try so hard not to when he heard the news but eventually he wouldn’t be able to hold back anymore and the tears would start. Despite this, he’d probably be one of the most mature members in how he reacted, his tears simply falling for you and all you must be going through. It would hurt him so much to know that you had to deal with this, with the pain and the uncertainty of knowing if you would make it. He would not think of himself once when you first let him know what’s going on, too worried about you and how you’re feeling. He would even feel bad about crying later, internally hitting himself because he would think it wasn’t helpful or he was making things harder for you somehow. From then on he’d make sure that it was about you, that all his efforts were focused on making you feel better.