are you hot bb

I wonder if Delirious looks like his GTA character or his fanarts..

And sure, this disappointment tastes bitter. months later, it still tastes bitter. im still coughing it out of my lungs like that time I accidentally inhaled ocean water.

but I’m not drowning in it. im not bleeding out on the kitchen tiles again. you can search the obituary for my name but it’s not gonna be there.

i used to think that this pain was going to be strong enough to kill but it’s barely leaving a dent. it’s barely making a mark. i guess it’s always been the part before the leaving that’s the hardest.

—  Mostly I’m just glad it’s over because I think I stopped breathing when it started – Lily Rain