What's your advice if you kissed a boy and it didn't mean anything but you want to tell him it kinda actually meant a little something
oh, turtledove. you gotta be careful about kissing boys!!!! it can be a slippery slope from kissing boys to liking them, ALWAYS a bad outcome IMO.
no, i’m kidding. it’s okay to kiss somebody and have it mean something, and it’s also okay to kiss them thinking it didn’t mean anything but then realize it did. it’s even okay to have lied (to them and/or to yourself) about it not meaning anything, knowing that it was gonna make ur heart go pitter-patter. i mean, it’s better not to, but we’re all human. sometimes a boy wants to kiss you and you’re Smart Brain is like “oh this is gonna be Bad for my heart later on,” but your Lizard Brain is like “DON’T CARE I WANTS ON THEM FROGGY LIPS” and that is what we call The Human Condition.
here is what i would do: tell him. just do it. i’m not saying it’ll work out, it might not, but never under any circumstances should you KEEP kissing a boy you like under the pretense of it not meaning anything. down that road lies only heartache!!!! i don’t want heartache for you!!!! you have already managed to do the hardest part, which is recognize internally that it meant something to you.
you don’t need to like, get a boom box and play peter gabriel’s “in your eyes” underneath his window or anything. you can just tell him that you liked kissing him a lot, and having thought about it, maybe there could be something to this thing. would he be interested in exploring that?? if not, okay. you probably can’t kiss each other anymore, but sometimes that’s the way it goes and y’all can do other things instead, like eat waffles and throw popcorn at birds, or whatever it is that Youths do these days.
good luck!!!! i love u, my little butterbean. i’m crossing my fingers for you. xoxo.