are what get me through the day


J: …Sometimes I think it’s what I deserve after all the shit I pulled junior year. But y’know, even if it is, I’ve got a lot of people to support me, when I can’t support myself. 

J: I still struggle sometimes. A lot of times. But I know I’m going to be okay. I know I can learn to just be me, and let that be enough.

J: Of the voices in my head, the loudest one is mine.


Find me someone with a more adorable smile

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Throwing some Mark and JB in there because their smiles make me happy 

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What smol bean

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My favorite dinosaur 

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I have to put my ult bias in here

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Joy is my joy

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The key to my heart

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Happiness in one gif

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Everyone in ASTRO is the definition of Joy and happiness so here is a spam of some of the memebers

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my angels

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topping it off with a little puppy

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-jen :)

I’m coming to terms with my Saturnian energy lately.

I’ve realized, nothing good ever comes naturally or easy to me. I have to work for it, or I have to work around obstacles to get what I want, and usually the obstacles are extremely, extremely hard. I’ve given up on many things in the past because I didn’t think I was capable, but now I realize, Saturn wants me to go past my limits to be granted with good. If I realized this as a teenager I would have been happier. I’m sure Saturn is disappointed with me from time to time but from this day forward, whatever is supposed to happen, or be given to me, I will not back down, and I will go through every trial to get to where I’m suppose to be. It’ll be worth it all in the end.

Take It Away

Aaron Hotchner x Reader
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Requested by @yournightingale:  Can I request a Hotch x reader one where the reader has anxiety and it’s really bad one day and he helps her through it, please? Only if you’re comfortable writing something like that :) 

Warning: Anxiety

A/N: Do NOT post my writing on any other site. Do NOT take credit for my work. Do NOT copy and paste.
A/N: Reblogs are perfectly fine…because that’s still giving me credit for the work I did.

         You knew what kind of day it was going to be as soon as you woke up. You tried to stop the anxiety before it had a chance to really get ahold of you, but you knew that probably wasn’t going to happen.

           You still had to go to work. You couldn’t just skip because of your anxiety. That’s not something being an adult was about. You had to push through it and do what you were supposed to do to earn a living and help people.

           So, you found yourself walking into the BAU with a fake smile plastered to your face as you walked by people.

           You walked to your desk and sat down, hoping that the heaviness in your chest would go away quickly. Maybe being around the team would help.

           You felt hands land on your shoulders and it made you jump more than you would any other morning.

           “Hey, you okay?” it was your boyfriend’s voice. He was also technically your boss. You only kinda tried to keep it quiet from the big dogs.

           You shrugged under the weight of his hands.

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Day 24 of my September Photo Challenge. 35mm.

(1996) I’ve always felt that we all have one band that, no matter what, will always have a place in our hearts, for my dad it’s The Beatles, for my sister it’s U2 and for me it’s Manic Street Preachers who I first heard in 1991, I’d been into other bands before but I felt that they were my band, I’ve never felt a connection with a band so deep before or since. They introduced me to literature that would get me through my twenties when I shunned the world and it’s fair to say I have a bit of a man crush on James Dean Bradfield!

This is a collection of fanzines from 1990-1994, I’d guess. Kids in their bedrooms photocopying shit, following the band on tour, writing poetry, does it still happen nowadays in the internet world? I don’t know. I was a regular contributor to one of these but kids grow up and have to do adult shit like working and paying bills. Hey, y’know. C’est la vie.

anonymous asked:

Cherry seems interested in knowing more about Gigit, "What did you look like when you were younger? Did you go through a two stage evolution like bisharp or a three stage evolution like gardevoir?" @occasionalkirlia

“I had a three stage evolution line…With 2 choices to evolve into in my third. I didn’t get to choose my final evolution. Being the stage I am….was forced upon me. I don’t have many pictures of my Pralts days…and i have absolutely zero from my Pawlia years. I didn’t want anything to remind me of how hybrids were treated by Gallades when I was a child.“ She frowned as her ears drooped

“Oh dear I’ve rambled on…Sadly I don’t have any pictures i can show you that wouldn’t distress you. But maybe its best to leave the past where it belongs.” She said with a sad smile.


if a fucking pharmacist at CVS 1. did not follow my doctors orders and fill my rx the way he wrote it and 2. tried to talk to me about the dangers of addiction my reaction wouldn’t be nice. i understand that this is out of their hands, but after going through what i have gone through since i was fifteen years old to not be in pain every day of my life i have no patience for this vilification of people who aren’t abusing their narcotic pain medicines. i know what addiction does. it ruined my childhood, it killed my father, it stole fentanyl from my dying grandmother, it devastated my relationship with my mother, it made my uncle purposefully wreck his car so he could get his hands on a tramadol rx. i know this. the doctor i have had since i was seven years old knows me and my pain better than some fucking random pharmacist that sees me once every three months for my special toothpaste and depo shot. it started with refills not being available unless you used a mail order pharmacy (which is fine, but still a pain in the ass to go see your doctor every 3 months when they are 3 hours away and you are in pain), and now this? this is such a slippery slope and it does NOTHING to stop people who are addicted, who are abusing the system, and who need help. instead it demonizes and punishes people for following the law and listening to their doctors. CVS has always been a terrible company but this is just… mind blowing. a pharmacist should only take action if they notice two medicines i’m taking could react badly, if a prescription is blatantly fraudulent, or if i ask a fucking question about it. otherwise fuck off, mind your business and let doctors decide what is best for their patients. i am already judged enough for having to take vicodin for the rest of my life by people as it is, i don’t need this shit from “healthcare providers” too.

I have an idea… and maybe it’s a terrible one but it always seems like I want to add more to my plate when I probably shouldn’t but oh well.  Here’s what I’d like to do:

I’d like to attempt to watch every single new Hallmark (and HMM) movie starting with tonight’s premiere of Falling for Vermont clear through the holiday season and then talk about them.  Anyone want to join me?  I could create a new blog where we could chat.  Thoughts?  It wouldn’t be same day/night so there wouldn’t be pressure to have to watch right when they’re on because I definitely can’t manage that considering I don’t even get the Hallmark channel… haha.  Let me know if you’re interested and we’ll go from there!

Okay I’m about to spill some tea

SO “oh look, taylor swift is dragging up past drama to sell her new album, look at her playing the victim again, you’re still over”

is what all the haters happen to be screaming (among over ridiculous things) tonight, following the release of Look What You Made Me Do, the lead single to Swift’s 6th album: Reputation. But let’s take a little trip down memory lane to see if Taylor really is playing the victim. Hold on ladies, it’s gonna be a long one. 


Taylor broke out in 2006, and when Love Story stormed the charts in late 2008 she became a global superstar and thus named “America’s Sweetheart” a bittersweet and dangerous title for any young female star, because it’s so easy to fall from the top. She was immediately held to an impossibly high standard of perfection, in every aspect of her life, and she handled this with grace. 

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You can not fully understand something until you have experienced it firsthand.

If I get a cut on my foot, you can’t tell me “it doesn’t hurt” and know for sure if you aren’t experiencing it the same way I’m experiencing it, ESPECIALLY if you’ve never been cut.

You can support and love victims and movements, but you literally cannot completely relate to them until you have experienced what they go through (on a day to day basis).

• If you’re a straight person, you aren’t going to understand how homophobia feels or affects a person.

• If you’re a white person, you aren’t going to understand the impact racism has (because you cannot be racist to a white person).

• If you’re a man, you aren’t going to understand the sexism often directed at women or how degrading catcalling is.

• If you’re a woman, you aren’t going to understand how it feels to be a man being told he can’t cry, or express emotions, or show anything but masculinity.

• If you have never been raped, you aren’t going to fully understand the feelings and trauma associated with it.


Does that mean your love and support is lessened? No. Does that mean you don’t or shouldn’t care for these people? No. It means you shouldn’t tell them how to feel, when they’re being oppressed, or if their emotions are justified because you. don’t. know.

V Route Tips Day 1 - 11

I’ll make this one post. The whole deal is in one post… because I don’t want to put endless links in the Masterpost though. 


  • This will contain spoilers. I’ve done my best to not spoil the plot. 
  • This is how I personally played through this. I’ve gotten the normal ending. But I assume it’s like the other routes, depending on guests. But I can not 100% confirm this will work for everyone.
  • I am not entirely sure how many guests you need to get the good ending. Someone told me you need 15 Guests in order to get it, instead of 9 or 10 in the other routes. I’ve had 13 Guests iirc… So yeah that’s not enough.

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Psychic: I’m going to take a look into your mind


Phychic: holy fuck

I just wanna say this. As someone who has met Taylor, was fortunate enough to be able to speak with her for a number of minutes, every single thing Todrick said is absolutely 100% correct. People want to to criticize her, they say all she cares about is money, herself, she doesn’t care about the fans.

When I met her back in 2014, and I told her about the year prior leading up to meeting her about my family and how my mom was going through her second battle with cancer, and how her music was the one thing I could turn to that would always put a smile on my face and get me through the hardest of days? That woman never once broke eye contact. She kept all her attention on me, even as there was so much activity going on around us with other fans waiting and mingling, her security team, her management, her parents, so much was going on around us, but she did not once turn her attention from me. She never once interrupted me, she listened with so much intent, and she responded with such compassion and kindness. It didn’t matter what was going on around us, we were the only two people in the room to her, and she put such a smile on my face and filled my heart with so much joy. And she does that for every single person she meets, whether they are a fan of hers or just another person on the street. 

So I don’t wanna hear how Taylor is this horrible human being that needs to “go away” or how she is greedy, she doesn’t care about her fans. I don’t wanna hear about where you guys think she stands on issues when she has made it perfectly clear numerous times where she stands. I don’t wanna hear about it. Because I know personally, that Taylor Swift is one of the most genuine human beings in this world.

I’m glad that B.A.P doesn’t pull back any punches with their songs. We all know that these songs depict the struggle with mental health, societal issues, and other problems we face in our day to day lives and that’s not something new.

But what makes them special is that they don’t romanticize them. Mental health is and should never be romanticized - that’s like making a mockery out of it. Its not just some chick flick where handsome guys help you out and tell you that it’s gonna be okay and that they’re gonna be with you to make things better, because the reality of it is, not everyone gets to have some knight and shining armor or, anyone else for that matter, to help them out through their ordeals.

Notice how Wake Me Up and Honeymoon don’t have lyrics which asks anyone to save them? And instead they have lyrics showing how they’re going to do their best to overcome their issues by themselves?


And because of that, it makes me think that the reason why there are so many people who dislike their music is because they don’t want to be woken up to the ugly but beautiful truth and just want to be dillusioned by the shallow portrayal of these struggles.

I rest my case.

Stay real.

I found someone who loved me like he was afraid to lose me and it was real. He made me laugh, smile and cry; and taught me how to see the goodness inside of me I had long forgotten existed.
He listened to me talk for hours and told stories of his past and things that frightened him because he trusted me enough to know that I’d take his secret to my grave. He was right. It was so damn real and he loved me and I loved him back passionately; but it didn’t last cause he loved me, just not enough.
From time to time it still pains me to think that years down the lane his face won’t be the one I wake up to.
But darling, pain teaches you lessons, makes you stronger than ever before and I’ve learnt to find comfort in the lessons taught to me.
It taught me things about love and truth but mostly myself;
I am a deeply unhappy person who constantly needs someone to have my back when my thoughts turn into raging storms.
No, it wasn’t his fault that he left after realising the intensity of darkness inside of me but it was his fault to fool me into thinking he was brave enough to help me go through with it.
I was born with a sadness so overwhelming it frightens me too, sometimes.
But what I do know is that there’s someone out there feeling the same ache in his bones as I do and when it gets harder to make it through the day I’ll tell my heart to be patient for I haven’t found him yet.
When I finally find him I won’t ask him why he took so long to make our paths cross.
Instead; I’ll hold him, plant soft kisses on his face and ever so softly whisper, “welcome home, babe.”
—  I’ll wait for as many years as it takes because I’m certain you’re out there. // Rida Aamina (17.9.17)
Threaten my livelihood, don't be surprised when I come at you harder.

This happened a few years ago and it’s somewhat lengthy but I’ll try and keep it reasonable. TL;DR below.

It all started when I moved to Nevada with my dad because my parents had divorced relatively recently and he wanted me to stick around and help him with my younger siblings. He is the hardest working man I’ve ever met, and I didn’t have anything really going on besides kind of roaming, so when he asked if I could move in with him and just kind of be there for my little brother and sister in exchange for room and board, I wasn’t going to say no.

Anyway, we ended up moving to Nevada in our travels because he was in the mining field and there happened to be a mine there.

A little later on, he hooked me up with a job at the mine too. Nothing special, just working in the warehouse doing various duties. It paid well though and I was pretty strapped for cash so I was glad for it.

I actually enjoyed it for the first 2ish months.

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damien means a lot to me cause as a transgender man myself, i adore the idea of one day being a dad, the thought of being a parent; but being transgender my dysphoria screeches ‘no! you won’t be a good dad! your kid’ll hate you! or think your weird! cause you won’t be a normal dad!’, and even though i know it’s nonsense it still eats away at me.

but then like seeing damien not only be a father who also holds a transgender history, but, be a good one, who’s kid genuinely loves him like - it just makes that fear of the day when i become a father go away? the fear of what people might think? what my child might think as they get older?? just this representative means a lot to me and??? i’m watching a play through and had to vent it out.

GoT 7x07 Finale Thoughts

So it’s finally here. The finale. The epic conclusion for this epic season… lol I’m kidding. This season has been a mess and so was this episode. But as always, let’s begin to unpack the nonsense to hopefully find some sense to it all. 

We begin the episode with Grey Worm and the Unsullied and Bron and Jaime overlooking them before the Dothraki come riding up. At first, I’ll be honest, I was wondering how the hell Grey Worm managed to escape Casterly Rock while Euron surrounded the place with his ships? Of course, it’s because everyone’s going to the Dragonpit meeting and bringing the might of their armies in the case it all goes to shit. I find that interesting because if not for this meeting, I believed there was no way Grey Worm would’ve come out unscathed. I still feel like either Grey Worm or Missandei is going to die soon and it’s going to take a large toll on the other, forcing them to question their previously unwavering loyalty to Dani. 

Nevertheless, this episode isn’t about that. It was just a stray thought. Let’s move onto the next scene, which I found interesting. Jon looks towards King’s Landing and asks, “why would anyone want to live there?” which just goes to cement his love for the North. So repeat after me, Jon Snow would never be happy in King’s Landing or anywhere south of Winterfell. It’s not who he is. It’ll never be who he is because Jon Snow is loyal to the North. Although it really doesn’t feel like it this episode, we’ll get to that in a moment. 

There are a lot of reunions happening during the Dragonpit scenes. A lot of it feels very gratuitous, like D&D is all ‘look we got all your favs in one place, isn’t this cool!’ But nah D&D, what would be cool is a consistent and sensical plot with character continuity. Nevertheless, this is what we got and I did really love the interactions between Tyrion and Podrick, Tyrion and Bronn and the original OT3 together again. Also, the little exchange between Brienne and the Hound was kind of adorable, which is not an adjective I would’ve used for their relationship. I just really liked how proud they both seemed of Arya.

On this walk to the Dragonpit, there was one conversation that I paid particular attention to, which was Jorah talking about the history of the Dragonpit and why it was created:

“Dragons don’t understand the difference between what is theirs and what isn’t. Land, livestock, children. Letting them roam free around the city was a problem.”

We’ve already seen that this is the case with Dani’s dragons when it burnt a child and I feel like this may come up again in S8. Look, if centuries of Targaryens couldn’t control their dragons, how will Dani? She ain’t that special. Even she’s said that those dragons can’t be tamed. They’re a danger to Westeros, just as the Others are. Both ‘Ice’ and ‘Fire’ are destructive forces to the fate of the Seven Kingdoms. By the end of the story, both will die. 

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