are we cryin about it

CRUSH(ED) ;: a mix about impossible crushes, wanting people you shouldn’t, and drunkenly crying about it in clubs


Rather Be - Clean Bandit as long as we’re together, there’s no place I’d rather be Real - Years & Years I think I’m into you, how much do you want it too? Two Weeks - FKA Twigs higher than a motherfucker, dreaming of you as my lover Just Impolite - Plushgun I like you, maybe I’m just like you Night Sky - CHVRCHES I want you now and for all time; I’ll be listening until you decide Lose It - Austra (don’t wanna lose you) Sweet Nothing - Calvin Harris feat. Florence Welch I put my faith in something unknown (I’m living on such sweet nothing) Sheets - Shannon Saunders am I worthy of my lover? (’cause he doesn’t love me) You, My Everything - Ellie Goulding I know you don’t feel the same, you’re sensible but it doesn’t make sense Lies - Marina & The Diamonds you’re never gonna love me, so what’s the use? This Time Around - Tove Lo thought you’d make me feel it, thought that I’d be different this time around Until We Bleed - Kleerup feat. Lykke Li I’m numb, I’m stupid, I’m staying Drowning - BANKS I can see that you don’t need me (I’m drowning for you) Loud Places - Jamie XX feat. Romy I go to places we used to go, they seem so quiet now Bridges - Broods we’re burning all the bridges now ‘cause it was sink or swim and I went down.               

Ohohoh~ The time has come again! Actually, it’s been awhile since I’ve done this … (shhh- its not because I’ve been swamped with summer school) But let’s get started, shall we? (°∀°)ゝ”

Hey guys! It’s Kitty here (゚ω゚;), cryin’ about how late she is in celebrating reacher her follower milestone!!!! :^)  I mean seriously tho… 800+ of y’all still decided to follow me? Σ(・口・) Like wow. Even though I am still on this point in tumblr, I still can’t believe people would even like my content. My dash is the messiest ever … it could be about kpop then suddenly, I would be hit with feels and well..the rest are history. I want to sincerely thank each and everyone of y’all from the bottom of my heart (シ_ _)シ. Sorry I haven’t been on much or what not … School has literally taken over my life (´ヘ`;), BUT! I’m in summer break now (⊙ꇴ⊙) So, Yah know … I’m free n’ all now =) 

First, I’d love to thank God for everything He has done for me…. He has given me so much blessings… to name a few~ヽ(ヅ)ノ

  1.  7/31/16- I got to meet BTS, the men that has changed my perspective on music and made me smile more than anyone else.
  2. 8/15/16- After a year, I finally passed and got my driving license to drive (YAY! INDEPENDENCE!)
  3. 7/30/16- I got to shake hands with DEAN and boyyyyyyyyy, lemme tell you… He’s the most nicest artist I’ve ever met. Gentleman goals 
  4. 7/31/16- I fell in love with MONSTA X and ASTRO (KCON made this possible~)
  5. 8/21/16- I found out I have straight A’s from taking 4 Summer Classes :-)
  7. 7/30/16- I got to meet my KAKAO loves @basilthecreeper & @monikarp & @parkjongins(<–Blakeeu, we did ‘meet’ in SKYPE and in spirit…. I still count you LOLOL) I love you guys so much ! ;-; i really wish we can meet up again soon ~)

And that’s only some of July & August things~ So with that, I’d like to continue the rest of this post ≖‿≖ 

ಠ_ರೃ For my Kings n’ Queens: ಠ_ರೃOkay, first of all… I’d love to apologize to each and everyone of you. I know I’m really terrible with communication and all but I just really want you guys to always know that I am here for you and I’m all ears and I love y’all so much. Thank you putting up with my dummy self and yeah :-) I don’t know how to really thank y’all for showing support and all. Just know, y’all have a special place in my heart ~ I LOVE YOU. Thank you for even spending a second to talk to me. I appreciate it… alot 

@y0ngsin - @parkjongins - @mintyoongee - @youngjpeg - @jonghyunslisterine - @jeons-jalebi - @monikarp - @not-as-think-as-you-drunk - @hoosier1124 - @tangledface - @jnopejimin - @tvixx - @agust-dboy - @theycallme-btstrash - @yixingsluckylady - @yoonmin-vhope - @hobixing - @etherealay - @itsmythief - @jehnniferlopez - @angelicwoo - @sobiverse - @yougottadeepeyegirl - @csmicgirl - @taetaetown - @hanbinhateblog - @hellnohelen - @ceejayfever - @hobicorn - @drink-water-jisoo - @bangtansqueen - @born-sinner-bangtan-lover - @choi-min-no - @sonyeon-damn - @iam-appa - @hobinight - @fyeahbangtaned - @hobisbutt - @debrenner (look @notes pls~) - @syubbiez - @rapling - @senshiofwisdom - @lavstar - @princess-chimchim - @professor-gregorovich - @tinyexoticpixie - @promixing - @suho-sblackcreditcard - @babyzyx - @arajunrose - @bangtanbighit - @mtndewgiraffes - @luhns - @yixingmetosleep - @h-a-j-i-m-e-ru - @sheepishxing - @winnersgrl - @j5ngin - @junqtie-pie - @dilaygent - @pandabearlikes - @etherealay - @hobiio - @samira-ah - @laymerence - @crispysuga - @your-miss-right - @keeweetree - @suga-to-ur-coffee - @palexing - @fairlytae - @ajunhui - @c92 - @sami-dare - @dinosaur-anus - @yixing-senpai - @slytherinjimin - @rap-monstlut - @jisooscat - @theobliviatorblog - @snugglejin - @baby-baek - @lnuars - @yixingish - @basilthecreeper - @s-ugacube - @animexaddict - @foreverfullmetal - @fatheryixing - @jiminteresante - @gotta-love-that-baozi - @baektrackd - @iibambichan - @pinchetao - @shingeki-no-problemo - @jikooks-tae - @the-ultimate-szuzanya - @jiminbuns - @smolbeantae - @hobijk - @chahkyns - @banhsoo - @graveyardhymns - @jeonxmin - @hosop - @hunseyeol - @melliibearr - @awkward-asshole + pls tell me if i’ve missed you :c 

❁◕ ‿ ◕❁ For my Sunflowers:❁◕ ‿ ◕❁ Like I have mentioned, I don’t even know where to begin when thanking all of you guys. I dont really know what made you guys follow this trash of a blog :^) but I sincerely appreciate it and I thank you lots!!!! I just want y'all to know that I am here for you guys so drop by any time ;D I swear… I dont bite ><; haha, well stay awesome… pawsome. pfft what. 

@jenpop - @jinyoungs-ass - @inkpopspirit - @shoegah - @m-ygs - @smolxings - @kimmyungjun - @the8isgr8 - @dopemanyoongi - @mushinkei - @tae-tanium - @jhoe - @1yixing - @ilsanprincetrash - @taeluvs - @tae-ung - @officerkook - @minguriin - @agustd-x - @kookedonyou - @vcute - @jiadore - @sadness–madness - @ohmyhoseok - @galacticstar42 - @150625 - @yutulip - @pleaselovejin - @flowerfulkageking - @saekon - @jimjagiya - @relatable-kpop - @sugaholic - @silviadehne - @jnghoseok - @jubilantjin - @nammyjoon - @jonthanal - @cinnamin-suga - @aboutpjm - @wahlien - @star-gaxing - @ohyeahbts - @hobinight  - @agust-dboy - @adricat-k - @its-kumamon - @bcyoongi - @dorkihyun - @leslieanne44 - @hugjimins - @jimin-ism - @namjoonspornstash - @ohsexun - @hiphopsuga - @yeppeopinkprincess - @peppermintsuga - @asstaethic - @gimmethenoonchi - @nellwa - @yoonimin - @plsnamjoon - @longhairedzyx-rip - @sehunabear - @bloominghobi - @jnghbi - @thestarsprincess - @taevhobi - @ho-bwi - @jiminismysunshine - @i-got-yes-jams - @imquynharmy - @pre-squip - @meiyixing - @pierce-the-kpop - @jiminieanae - @nvmyg - @akubabe - @taespolaroid - @jonghoseok - @doitforjibooty - @monbell - @seoul-ar-system - @yixingmetosleep - @jins-right-hand - @megajamlessjiminnie - @leftladystranger - @junghxseok - @xingisbeautiful - @xngyizhng - @yubinsbaby - @daegucci - @s-yehet - @are-yixing-what-im-seeing - @holdmehoseok - @armyhiheel - @justanaveragehuman - @adoree-choihansol - @zhangyixng - @taehyqng - @milk–tae - @bangtan-hobi - @viilcy - @mywhimisicallymundanelife - @cloudytaozi - @yee-xeeng - @flourishxing - @hopseoks - @jiminscity - @sehowontrash - @heyheyheyheonia - @sheepishxing - @kchrystal - @yeoginparadise - @bitterbluewell - @sonyeon-damn - @arobell - @kawaiiyoongi - @eggnogtheeggheadblog - @show-me-the-mwoni - @promixing - @eggyolkies - @junhuipie - @jungkooks-left-shoe - @fallibleparadise - @jiminychoos - @palexing - @bowlerrootx - @soloseokjin - @miniseokjin - @escape-society-and-have-a-laugh - @stinging-stellar - @jiminsrose - @hansolvc17 - @baeknopeyeol - @kimnamdayum - @m0nshii - @memoriesfromacamera - @zyxxhan - @igiveuponfindingadecentusername - @daceyoftheminority - @yaboyjtw - @taezawr - @syrinfin - @charlietrbl - @tadashiburns - @coffee-laytte - @substantiallysizedbang - @idontgiveasuga - @itsghostx - @chocoltaechipkookies - @florbts - @fairlytae - @cherry-jimin - @leebathehealingunicorn - @hikari-chingu - @hobguk - @taebull - @whereswinner - @xiningstar + pls tell me if you changed ur url :( i might’ve put you in the wrong place 

♫꒰・◡・๑꒱Fabulous Networks:♫꒰・◡・๑꒱ thank you for accepting me and I hope to spend a wonderful 2016 year with y'all :) @networkbangtan

(人・㉨・)♡ Special Mentions!! (人・㉨・)♡

@debrenner​ - LOVE :d OHMYDAYS. IT’S BEEN FOREVER SINCE WE’VE TALKED BUT LOOK! HEHE I’M STILL WORKING HARD ON MY ART :) I still wanna thank you for supporting my art. Youre awesome! Let’s catch up soon~] [ @sehunsdancesoloinlotto​ & @kurosentoki  - thank you guys so much for your concern in my past note :’) I really appreciate it and it truly means a lot to me…. To what you guys said, I’ll truly put it into consideration and again.. thanks for even spending a second to it >< Even though I dont deserve, I still wanna thank you ~]

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STORY TIME: My experience with Jensen’s autograph @JIBcon6 “This is one of the best”

I was so nervous you have no idea. The day before I had my photo with him so, I already knew how it looks like irl and that HE’S REAL and I was freakin out so bad. The line for the autograph was soooooo long and at one point I was so nervous that I wanted just to take this autograph and go. Then, finally, I’m inside the autograph room and fuck, he’s even more gorgeous than I used to remember. I started cryin basically when i was in the middle of the line, my friends tried to calm me down and I was just so excited and happy to be there, I finally had my chance to tell him everything and I didn’t want to fuck it up, you know? So, I put back my tears and tried to look CALM (when i was actually shaking like a leaf, literally).

And there we go is my turn, my eyes are full of tears ready to run on my face, my hands are shaking and damn sweaty and I feel like a complete mess. I take a deep breathe and go “Hi Jensen!” “Hey hi! How are you?” He sees my first blade and said “woah this is one of the best!” But I was too busy tryin not to cry in front of him so I just go with “This is my first time here and I know I don’t have enough time to tell you all my story and how you as a person and artist literally changed my life and saved me so, I wrote you a letter.” (in this moment one single tear runs on my cheek and ungh nOPE NOT NOW). He looks up to me with those amazing and big green eyes and all the freckles and said “thank you so much for this, I’ll take a look for sure, thank you” and shaked my hand, so tight I can still feel it.

My turn was over but those 40 seconds were enough for me. I turn away from him and in 2 steps I just let it all out and start cryin with my friends who were there supportin me for this moment. A girl from the staff asked me if I was okay and handed me a handkerchief (thank you again!!) and I was just so happy, after 3 years I finally had the opportunity to see him and speak to him and just letting him know how much important he is for me, I was so happy I wans’t able to stop cryin. Then, I walked out the autograph room and get some fresh air, I probably cried for something like 20 minutes? IDK and I cannot remember tbh, it all sounds and feel so unreal yet and I can’t believe I lived that moment. He was so damn sweet and caring, like a real life hero. My hero.

does anybody else feel like fandom is over til the special and now there’s just like six of us in a locked room cryin over the same shit we’ve been crying about for six years no escape