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Some Enchanted Morning

Summary: You find love at first sight with Steve.  

Pairing: Steve x Reader

Word Count:  2,308

Warnings: none

A/N: this is for @bladebarnes‘ 2k Writing Challenge! My theme was ‘love at first sight’ and I ended up exploring a spin on it…hope you enjoy :) 

Originally posted by blackiekhalifa

Friday, 7:15 pm

Everyone prays.  Everyone has their reasons, too: wanting to be closer to a religious figure, for protection, hope, or the last slice of pizza. Whether they know it or not, they pray.

Including you, devoutly, for the L train to hurry its metal butt up.  

All you wanted was to get home to Brooklyn, and as that wouldn’t happen without having faith in the being that controlled the rails, you urged the oil gods to make the rails smooth and quick and whatever else the metal butt needed to move fast.  You had to take the L train, but if you could help it, you didn’t want to take the L.  Here’s to hoping your prayers convinced it to come on time. 

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I find for myself that my first thought is never my best thought. My first thought is always someone else’s; it’s always what I’ve already heard about the subject, always the conventional wisdom. It’s only by concentrating, sticking to the question, being patient, letting all the parts of my mind come into play, that I arrive at an original idea. By giving my brain a chance to make associations, draw connections, take me by surprise. And often even that idea doesn’t turn out to be very good. I need time to think about it, too, to make mistakes and recognize them, to make false starts and correct them, to outlast my impulses, to defeat my desire to declare the job done and move on to the next thing. 

I used to have students who bragged to me about how fast they wrote their papers. I would tell them that the great German novelist Thomas Mann said that a writer is someone for whom writing is more difficult than it is for other people. The best writers write much more slowly than everyone else, and the better they are, the slower they write. James Joyce wrote Ulysses, the greatest novel of the 20th century, at the rate of about a hundred words a day—half the length of the selection I read you earlier from Heart of Darkness—for seven years. T. S. Eliot, one of the greatest poets our country has ever produced, wrote about 150 pages of poetry over the course of his entire 25-year career. That’s half a page a month. So it is with any other form of thought. You do your best thinking by slowing down and concentrating.

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from William Deresiewicz

This quote is so important to me. So. Important. Because it’s exactly how I write a novel – my first thought is never my best, and there’s no shame in taking my time. I used to think there was something wrong with me because I couldn’t produce a finished novel quickly, but that’s bull shit.

There’s is no right speed, only MY speed.

Let Me Take Care of You

A/N I’ve been seeing so many pictures of Chanyeol holding his hip lately, and it makes me so sad that he’s hurt. I don’t have a firm bias in EXO, but Chanyeol is the one who caught my attention first, so I feel like he’s my main bias.

So because I just want to take care of the adorable giant, I thought I’d write a really cute scenario about it. I hope you like it- xoxo

P.S mention of sex, nothing to be worried about though, just cheeky Chanyeol.

Genre: Fluff

Pairing: Park Chanyeol/ Reader

Requested: No

(Requests are open)

gif isn’t mine, credit to the owner.


Originally posted by fyeah-chanyeol


It was that time of year that your boyfriends group had a comeback. Exo had only just finished promotions for Ko Ko Bop and yet here they were promoting for their new single Power, and their new repackage album. You always hated how hard SM worked these boys, but you loved the glow they all got when performing for their fans, and there was nothing you loved more than to see the spark in your boyfriends eyes as he looked out at all the Exo-L supporting him and the boys.

 You never protest or grumble about the amount of work they each have to do. But when it comes to the point where your beautiful giant of a man is hurting, that’s when you have something to say.

You sat in their dressing room,surrounded by various staff members, looking up at a TV, watching their little fan-meeting. You hadn’t seen Chanyeol for a few weeks, as he has been busy with the comeback preparations. So when you saw Baekhyun helping Chanyeol up the steps, you knew that something was wrong, and he hadn’t told you. As the group prepared to perform their first song, you noticed Chanyeol seat himself off to the side of everyone, holding onto his hip. Something was definitely wrong.

The whole fan-meeting you didn’t take your eyes off of him, and this time it wasn’t for the reasons you’re normally fixated on him. He was still the happy Chanyeol you love, with the beaming smile. But there was something else too. The little flickers of pain crossing his face. The little twitches he makes when he had moved too fast and hurt his hip. All you wanted to do was pull him off of that stage and make him rest, maybe have a warm bath to ease the pain. But the Chanyeol still didn’t know you were there yet and you couldn’t really risk showing yourself right now. 

You stood in your spot in front of the TV, anchored in place as you waited for it to end. As the boys were saying their goodbyes, you turned towards the door, anxiety bubbling in the pit of your stomach. Anxious to see your lovable boyfriend, but also anxious at the fact you would see how hurt he actually is. 

You could hear them before you could see them. The noise from them instantly bringing a smile to your face and slightly settling the feeling in your stomach. The first one you saw was Sehun, he smiled as soon as he saw you, making your smile wider. When you looked past him you saw your boyfriend, glued to his side, Baekhyun, who’s hand was placed on the small of his back, guiding him into the room. You saw the crease in his forehead, concentrating on his hip, he didn’t notice you stood in the middle of the room until Baekhyun gave him a gentle pat signaling him to look up. 

His famous smile took over his face as soon as he saw you, making your heart swell at the sight. He walked out of Baekhyun’s light hold to reach you, his arms reaching out to pull you into his chest. 

You made a small ‘oof’ sound as you collided with his hard chest. You snuggled into him as you felt him hold you tighter. 

“I didn’t know you were coming.” His low voice whispered in your ear. 

“Well I missed my boyfriend, and thought I’d surprise you.” You pulled away looking up at him, smiling softly. “Surprise.” His deep chuckle filled your ears, as you looked into each others eyes, you remembered all the reasons you love him.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were injured?” You questioned, hands on his chest, as you looked at him, expectant for an answer.

“I didn’t want to worry you, I knew you would be reluctant towards me doing my schedules.” Chanyeol sighs.

“I’d be reluctant yes, but I wouldn’t stop you performing for your fans, if you told me I could’ve looked after you after schedules. And I always worry about you Yeol, it’s because I love you.” Chanyeol smiled at you, his hands reaching to cup your face. “And also you’re so damn clumsy, i’m worried one day you’re going to dance yourself off of the side of the stage.” You smirked up at him as he laughed at you, placing a soft kiss on your forehead. 

“I love you too.” He whispered into your hairline, moving away from you to look at you.

“As cute as this is hyung, I’m tired and hungry and we all need to get ready to leave, but you’re taking your sweet time wrapping this up.” Sehun sassed at his elder. Chanyeol raised his fist at him jokingly. 

You moved out of your boyfriends hold. As he turned to look back at you, you saw the pout that had adorned his face, making your heart once again swell. making you think to yourself, Yah Chanyeol you’re bad for my health!

You smiled at him, pushing him towards the boys lightly, scared you’ll aggravate his injury. “Go get ready, I’ll be right outside.”

“Can I stay with you tonight?” Chanyeol’s arms found their way to your waist, not yet ready to let you go.

“I mean as long as it’s okay with the guys.” You said looking at Junmyeon for an answer.

“You’re welcome to have him, we don’t have a schedule tomorrow anyway.” You smiled at Junmyeon in thanks, your mind being put at ease at the fact that you will be able to look after Chanyeol, even if it’s only for a day. You looked back at Chanyeol giving him a kiss on his cheek. 

“I’ll be outside waiting.” Smiling you walked outside the dressing room, shutting the door behind you. You leant up against the wall opposite, thinking of how you were going to pamper your injured puppy when you got home, first on the agenda, a nice warm bath.

You were interrupted by, once again, Chanyeol’s hands sneaking around your waist. His lips kissing your hairline. “Ready?” He asked, you nodded, heading out to the car park just behind the place. You said goodbye to the rest of the boys, and soon enough you were on your way to your apartment.

As you stepped into your apartment, Chanyeol once again wrapped his arms around you.

“Yah Chanyeol you need to rest.” You playfully glared at him.

“But i’ve missed you.” He pouts at you. You smile up at him, your left hand moving up to run through his newly dyed blue hair. 

“Nice hair.” You smirked up at him. your answer was the meeting of his lips on yours. You closed your eyes, the butterflies in your stomach going crazy, as they always did every time Chanyeol kissed you. Your other hand came up to join the left in his hair. You parted from him slowly, leaving him with one last peck on his lips.

“Soooo i’m guessing with my bad hip and all, sex is out of the picture.” Chanyeol smiled cheekily at you. 

“With the way you are, I think it would be best to not move too vigorously, don’t you?” You smirked up at him.

“I mean I don’t have to be on top, I don’t even have to move.” He smirked back at you.

“We both know that’s not gonna work, is it?.”

“Was worth a try.” You kissed him on the lips, moving out of his grasp to walk down the hallway. “Where are you going?” He questioned, following you like the puppy he is.

“Running you a bath.” You entered the bathroom, looking through your cupboard for one of your favourite bath bombs. You heard a dramatic gasp behind you, causing you to turn around in alarm. 

“You’re going to let me use one of your sacred bath bombs? I must be blessed to get the privilege.” You rolled your eyes at your tall boyfriend.

“You only ever have showers here, so you’ve never given yourself the chance to use one, that’s not my fault.”

“Don’t act like you don’t enjoy the showers.” You heard his voice closer to your ear, as he pressed himself up against you, looking in the same cupboard as you, quickly retrieving the orb or wonderfulness you had been looking for. You took it from him, placing it on the side. Turning the taps on your bath, you knelt beside the tub, waiting for it to fill at a perfect depth so you called drop the product into it, constantly testing the temperature. As soon as the bath was drawn, you looked up to your, now half naked boyfriend, your hand outstretched, asking him to hand you the bath bomb. 

You watched as it swirled and fizzed in the water, releasing lines of amber, meeting the contrasting coolness of the blue colour from the other side of the product. 

You stood up to face your boyfriend, your hands reaching the waistband of his tight jeans. You looked down as you unbuttoned them, moving the zipper down, and slowly pushing his jeans to the floor to leave him in his underwear. 

“I thought you said no sex.” Chanyeol teased.

“I did. But I want to take care of you.” Your eyes met his. “Let me take care of you.” He smiled down at you. Before you could remove his boxers, his hands met yours, and you looked up at him once again. 

“Will you get in with me.” You nodded, there’s not a lot that you would deny Chanyeol, and with that once sentence you could feel how much he’s be missing you, the emotion in his eyes confirming just as much. You pulled away to let him remove your cardigan from your frame, your t-shirt and jeans following. You looked at each other stood in your underwear. Your hands went back to his underwear, pulling them down, your eyes still on his. when he was fully naked, you lightly pushed him towards the bath tub, urging him to get in. A soft moan left him as the warm water soothed his aching muscles. You followed him, ridding yourself of your underwear, climbing into the bath behind him.

“I imagined this a little differently.” He chuckled in front of you. Your brow furrowed in confusion.

“How so?”

“I imagined you to be in front of me, or on my lap.” You smiled at his thoughts.

“Well tonight i’m taking care of you, so that can wait for another day.”

“There’s a lot of things we have scheduled for another day, won’t you be tired out? maybe i’ll have to bathe you instead that day.” You blushed at the meaning to his words. You worked to put your hair into a bun, as to not get it wet. Grabbing a sponge you started to work in small circles, scrubbing your boyfriends back. He sighed in content as you worked into helping him relax. 

You left kisses on the broad expanse of his shoulder, and on the back of his neck. You softly and slowly worked on the small of his back, worried that if you worked any harder it would hurt him. 

“I’m not going to break you know.” His deep voice whispered, breaking the comfortable silence that had fallen upon you.

“I don’t want to hurt you.” You kissed his shoulder. His head turned to the side so he could look at you, making eye contact with you, as a serious expression overtook his face.

“You could never hurt me y/n.” 

“I know, I never intend to.” You answered

“I love you.” 

“I love you too.” You smiled at him

You continued to pamper your boyfriend, teasing comments being thrown your way, as he tried to convince you that having sex would not leave his waist in more pain, and that it would benefit the both of you. You simply laughed at him, telling him to behave himself. you washed his chest from behind, and his abs, because, well you just couldn’t help yourself.

You left him to wash the rest of himself, as you lathered shampoo into his hair, laughing and giggling at anything and everything. Because that’s just how you and Chanyeol were.

All too quickly he was helping you out of the bath and wrapping a towel around you. You held on to his hand, leading him to your bedroom, both of you getting dressed in comfy clothes. Him in an oversized jumper and sweatpants, and you in one of his big t-shirts. 

“Do you want pizza or chicken?” You asked as you dried his hair with a towel.

“Ah I should probably eat healthily with the comeback and all.” You took the towel away from him, glaring down at him.

“It is one night, they’ll never know, plus you need to eat more anyways, so i’m going to order both.” He shook his head at you, as you went to order the food.

Soon enough you were both cuddled up on the sofa, watching as many films as you could. Chanyeol trying, and failing, at feeding you pizza romantically. Half way through your fifth film, you started to drift off.

“Lets go to bed, I think we both need sleep.” Chanyeol pulled you off of the sofa, turning the TV off. Chanyeol took off the baggy jumper he had on, climbing onto the side of your bed he now occupies. You followed him, snuggling into his side, feeling his warmth, as your hand moved up and down his chest.

“Thank you.” You looked up at your boyfriend, urging him to carry on with what he wanted to say. “For today, for coming to see me, even though the injury hasn’t gone away, I feel better, all thanks to you.” He kissed the top of your head.

“You know I’m always here for you, if you ever get hurt or just feel a little down, i’m always here. I love you and I just want to make you feel better. You look after me enough, I should get to look after you.”

“I love you so much”. was the last thing he said to you before his lips captures yours in a loving kiss. You both slept soundly, knowing that you both cared for each other deeply, and that the love ran deeper. 

Rules for Dating Tony (Chapter One)

So I wrote this halfway through #LetterstoBucky when I was just sad for Tony. And then I watched Civil War which made it worse! So this is based sometime after Civil War, and Tony has managed to get nearly every one back to the team and getting along. And because Tony deserves SO MUCH LOVE, the guys come up with a plan for each of them to date Tony.
This is just supposed to be funny and sweet so don’t look too deep into it! The guys are maybe a little out of character, but that’s the beauty of a fic! Each update will be a different date night, so I hope they make you smile.

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It started innocently enough, with Tony walking in on Bucky, Steve, T’Challa, Clint and Thor all eating breakfast together.

They were talking, or rather, ARGUING, quietly but fiercely among themselves, and shut up the moment he walked through the door.

“Morning boys.” Tony yawned and ran a hand through his early morning fro, really not noticing how they all looked him over, then looked at each other. Well, he might not have noticed if Thor could have been subtle, but they didn’t love the demi-god because he was subtle.

“Good Morrow, Anthony.” he intoned, in that mellow baritone, folding big arms across a bigger chest, and looking Tony over with a smile just short of a leer on his face. Tony blinked at him uncertainly, paused halfway to the coffee machine.

“Thunderboy, stop looking at me like that.” He looked down at himself, at his bare chest and threadbare pajama pants. “What? Is it my pajama pants? They are a little old I guess. Or my slippers? Say what you guys want, but these are easily the most comfortable things I’ve ever worn.” he grinned down fondly at his worn and faded moccasins. “You guys must just be jealous.” He shuffled back out of the kitchen, clutching a steaming coffee close to his chest.

“So one night?” he heard Thor say, and he paused right outside the door, too nosy to ignore the conversation. “Just one?”

“The night before and the morning after and that’s it.” This was definitely T’Challa, that deep voice sounding even lower, huskier in the morning. Tony shivered a little and grinned. The prince was so hot.

“Everybody gets the same amount of time.” Bucky chimed in. “That say it’s as fair as it can be, considering the situation anyway.” Tony could almost see him, all earnest blue eyes and early morning scruff. Adorable.

“Right. And everyone has to do their own thing, no copying anyone else.” From Clint, who had been drinking orange juice straight from the jug. Sometimes Tony thought Clint did shit like that just to make him smile, other times he thought maybe it was because Clint had just about zero manners.

“We will draw numbers to see who gets to go first.” Steve added quietly. “Keep it as random as possible.” Ah yes, there was his favorite stick-in-the-mud Captain. Always one for rules.

“Then yes, count me in as a competitor as well.” Thor announced, banging his cup on the table for emphasis.

Tony thought for a moment that the statement sounded odd, but Thor said a lot of odd things really, so he shrugged it off.

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Make the Darkness Go Away

So…I’ve had this idea for a while and I stayed up late last night writing it even though I don’t know if I like it as much now *flops*

Basically, this is just a kind of thought about what might happen after Infinity War. Because honestly despite what happens, it’s going to hurt Peter, and I could see it giving him some anxiety/PTSD. So…yeah, that’s basically what this is all about, but you know, throwing in some dad!Tony in there too because he knows all too well how terrifying panic attacks are, especially when you don’t know what’s going on.

Also, a special thanks to “When Your Feet Don’t Touch the Ground” because I listened to that song on repeat while writing this. And some of the lyrics really make me think of Peter and Tony I cry…

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Imagine: Tormund...

Word Count: 1,783

((I hope you all like it! And that Tormund isn’t toooo ooc! I’m afraid I need to get back into practice writing him!))

“I like you!” the words fell, well they were more like blurted, from the ginger haired man’s lips before you knew what was happening.

Your eyes widened and you could do nothing but stare up at him. Was he serious? He seemed pretty serious. And nervous. Really nervous. That might have surprised you more than anything. The fact that the large man, who was so important to your childhood friend Jon Snow and a valuable ally, was very visibly nervous over something as little as telling you of his feelings, made you want to laugh and ask if you were dreaming.

You didn’t laugh though, without a doubt that would not have gone over well. Instead, you blushed and nodded. “Thank you, Tormund, that pleases me greatly.” You reached out and squeezed his hand before turning and heading toward the chambers Jon had given you and Sansa. You knew that you left him standing there, expecting for you to feel the same way, but you weren’t sure how you felt toward him. You hardly knew him, and besides, he was a wildling. You had grown up hearing horrible stories of him and his people. Clearly, the stories weren’t talking about all wildlings, but it was hard to just forget about them.

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Mars Signs

MARS IN ARIES:

Mars in Aries is impulsive. Their anger flares quickly but doesn’t last too long. They don’t hold grudges or resentment. When they pay attention to their gut, they make good decisions and get things done quickly. They don’t usually pay attention to anyone else’s input. They are spontaneous.

Mars in Aries is often ahead of everyone else. They get restless if life gets predictable. They like new, fresh ideas. Challenges are their cup of tea. They can be exciting in a relationship, but they move so fast it can be difficult to keep up. The tricky part with Aries Mars is to keep their enthusiasm going.

Aries Mars is irritated when people beat about the bush and those who are slow to act. They can be rude and impatient. They may work best on their own so no one holds them back. They don’t like interference or opposition, despite their natural leadership qualities. They can be demanding emotionally. They are daring and courageous, and if there are obstacles in the way, they only become more resolved at reaching their goal.

On the negative side, Mars in Aries can lack discipline and patience. It may take them some hard knocks to learn self-control and humility. They can be openly aggressive, and may be accident prone. On the good side, you always know where you stand with Aries Mars. Bold and daring, they may leave you in the dust while you’re still trying to figure out what is going on.

They are passionate in their goals, their life, and in love. They are not particularly affectionate and may be a bit selfish, but they are very energetic and playful. They are very physical, but can be impatient with their partner. They like to get right to the action instead of building up to the moment. They can be very emotional. Compromise is not their strong suit, and they can be very demanding in a relationship.

Mars in Aries loves competition and will revel in a fight, but as soon as it is over, it is forgotten and they are ready to move on to the next exciting thing on the agenda. They seek to do great things, but often do not take the time to prepare. They may do well in the military if they can keep their focus. They will give their all until they have no more to give. Fearless and brave, Mars in Aries rushes in where others fear to tread.

Aries Mars has a strong libido. They enjoy the chase, but if their quarry gives in too easily, they can lose interest. They like to take risks in relationships, like choosing a place they could get caught for making love. They also enjoy games. They are exuberant and playful, which can make them a lot of fun, and they definitely have no trouble letting you know what their needs are. Mars in Aries may not be overly sensitive to their partner. They really aren’t into the sensuous; they prefer to get to the action. Long-term relationships may be a bit of a challenge.

MARS IN TAURUS:

Mars in Taurus is focused on their goals, no matter how long it takes. Easy going and calm, Taurus Mars can fly into a rage when they are provoked beyond their endurance. Usually, they are the picture of strength and stability. They like to feel secure financially and like to collect personal possessions. Taurus Mars is not afraid to work for what they want, and they have the focus and patience to get it.

Taurus Mars is good about not getting involved in more projects than they can handle. It is difficult to get them to change their mind once it is made up. Adaptability isn’t their strong suit. Likewise, if you’re in a rush, it won’t matter to them. They don’t feel the need to change their pace unless it is a true emergency.

Taurus Mars is very reliable and dependable. They are practical and have great endurance. They can be obstinate, which can be frustrating to everyone around them. This can be taken to a very immature level at times. They like to build things, cultivate an art or enjoy pleasures of the senses. They can get jealous, as they see their partner as belonging only to them. Possession is important to them.

Taurus Mars is passionate and grounded. They project an air of confidence. Their honesty gives them great integrity. They excel in anything that requires dedication and discipline.

In a relationship, Mars in Taurus is rather conventional and straightforward. They are emotionally stable and loyal to the end. They are into gratification, both their own and their partner’s. They like their creature comforts, and bring that into their relationships. Physical relations are very important to Taurus Mars. They don’t complicate things with fantasy, they just take their time. Foreplay was invented by Mars in Taurus. They can be very jealous if they imagine someone else is interested in their partner. They have a very difficult time if denied sex for any length of time… they see it as necessary as breathing or eating, which they also enjoy to the utmost. They need a partner who is willing to relax and enjoy.

Mars in Taurus prefers to go with the flow rather than fight the current. They are naturals at crafting high quality things, and they may make a good living from such endeavors.

MARS IN GEMINI:

Mars in Gemini can be unfocused. They easily get bored, so they need a frequent change of pace. When they are bored, they feel exhausted. If they are interested, on the other hand, there is no stopping them! They have a passion for words, and are quite adept at using them as a weapon. They are good debaters, and love to argue. They thrive in busy, energetic environments where everything is in a constant state of flux.

Mars in Gemini can be restless due to their overabundance of energy. They are adaptable, and love change. They may take on a great many projects at the same time. They are good with their hands, and may play a musical instrument, play video games or make things. If they can focus, they can accomplish many things. Mars in Gemini has a satirical wit, and sarcasm is a talent. They are a bit erratic, and are not known for their practicality.

They may make good journalists, critics, teachers, or writers. They have a critical, active mind, and they are inclined to go in many directions at once. They like intellectual competitions. Mars in Gemini is a great talker. They are always looking for new adventures and new forms of mental stimulation. They are very social, and prefer a lot of acquaintances to a deeper friendship. They are always open to new experiences, so they can add one more thing to their “been there, done that” list.

Mars in Gemini is imaginative and creative. They are never boring in a relationship. They consider their mind an erogenous zone, and one of the best ways to attract them is to mentally stimulate them. They like to try new things and be experimental. They may not always be faithful… it is too tempting to try something new. One night stands come easy to Gemini Mars. Sex is not full of meaning to them; it is just another fun activity. They are enthusiastic and curious about everything, so they’ll try anything once, no matter how bizarre. Romantic relationships may be superficial, and they love to flirt. Because they get bored so easily, if one wants to keep Gemini Mars interested, you must be willing to be inventive and exciting. They get just as much pleasure out of mental stimulation as physical contact. Erotic literature and pillow talk is sure to get them interested. They may be a bit high strung and require a lot of attention.

MARS IN CANCER:

Mars in Cancer can be passive-aggressive. They don’t care for change or direct confrontations. They prefer to feel secure before they act on something. They would rather be well prepared. They are tenacious, and strong despite their appearance.

Indifference hurts them more than anything else. Mars in Cancer can be manipulative and argumentative. Emotional displays will occur if they feel threatened. They can be over-sensitive, but when they are confident, they are helpful, dependable and protective of those they love. They prefer peaceful solutions. They are not very assertive or demanding, and prefer to work on their own where they are in control. Cancer Mars may change direction or even their goals in order to pursue security. They are loyal and devoted.

Mars in Cancer is passionate and creative. They are in tune with their own wants and desires, and they are sensitive to the needs of those around them. They have a good memory, and they are dedicated enough to see things through to the end. They have a great imagination that serves them well when it is not imagining terrible scenarios that hurt their feelings of security.

They may be moody, but this is because their emotions are so intense. This intensity may affect their digestion or cause anger deep within them. They try to suppress it, only to suffer physically because of it. It can be difficult for Cancer Mars to be objective, and they tend to make decisions based on their mood at that moment, which they may regret later.

Mars in Cancer is very sensual. They want to find a partner they truly love. Sex and love must go hand in hand. They need a lot of romance and affection or they will feel neglected. They can be so overwhelmed with the emotions of the moment that they may actually cry… it is part of their release. They make every effort to please their partners, even though they are not very adventurous in this area. They are not very demanding lovers. Mars in Cancer is very traditional, although there are a few who need to sleep with many people in order to feel wanted and attractive.

They are not very vocal about their wants or needs, and expect their partner to figure out what they like. They are exceptionally loyal to their partner, and expect the same in return.

MARS IN LEO:

Mars in Leo wants to be significant and create a lasting impression. They are passionate and strong-willed. They are willing to take risks and have ambitions to “be someone.” They have a strong sense of authority and personal magnetism.

Mars in Leo is impatient with those who are disloyal or narrow minded. They are idealistic, and if they get humiliated, they are quick to defend their principles. They follow their heart. They take pride in everything they do because their ego gets involved with every situation.

Mars in Leo has a lot of physical energy, but they do fine intellectually and they are fairly practical. They are confident and self-sufficient. Their vitality is noticeable. They can be very dramatic, and they can be very successful performers. They are determined to succeed at whatever they strive for, and they make excellent leaders.

They may be overbearing with their own opinions. They can be domineering and stubborn. Pride can be their downfall. On the other hand, they are playful, have a good sense of humor, and are full of warmth. They want to leave a legacy through their actions. They are generous and romantic. Leo Mars is friendly and exuberant, if a bit impulsive.

In relationships, they are affectionate and demonstrative. They love the excitement of a new love affair. They like to be the center of attention in the bedroom as much as they like it in the other areas of their life. Mars in Leo is very dramatic, and they enjoy opulent surroundings. They are passionate and charming. They don’t like competition in the bedroom or with past lovers. They are faithful, and expect to be treated the same way. While they do pay attention to their partner, their primary concern is their own enjoyment. They may be possessive or jealous, but they may try to hide this. Leo Mars is not above testing their partner. They may try to pull the wool over your eyes from time to time. They may come across too strong at times or get impatient, but they are open and direct.

Mars in Leo brings a lot of fun and romance to a relationship, and they appreciate a partner who reciprocates in kind. Their enthusiasm may be a bit overwhelming for some people. When their ego becomes involved in the relationship, it can disrupt an otherwise happy situation. They want to be happy and settled with someone they can have a fun, romantic relationship with.

MARS IN VIRGO:

Mars in Virgo has their eye on the goal. They are practical, if a bit scattered at times. This is only because they are doing so many things at once. Even so, they manage to get everything done. They may take on more than they can handle sometimes. They are usually logical and disciplined.

Mars in Virgo can be a bit critical and stubborn at times, but they are not usually aggressive. Be wary of pushing them too far, however, as they can be very difficult when annoyed. They can get nervous easily. They like to do things their way. They are usually very organized and they are not afraid to work hard. They have a nervous kind of energy, and they get restless easily. They don’t like to stick to one project for too long.

They make successful careers in the health fields, mostly because they like to help others. They need to feel wanted and useful. Sometimes they can be intolerant and they don’t like to get emotional.

Virgo Mars takes their energy from everything they do, whether that is their work, their hobbies or other things. They don’t handle idleness well. They are born perfectionists, though they will deny it. They are somewhat shy and humble, but they want to learn and experience new things, so this often helps them overcome any shyness.

When it comes to relationships, Mars in Virgo is subtle. They only shine with their partner in private. They may find it difficult to relax and stop being critical. They need someone who is sensitive to their needs and fits their idea of cleanliness. They don’t like one night stands or casual sex. They are often happy to remain chaste until they meet the right person.

While they have a healthy attitude towards sex, they can be a bit insecure. They generally like people who mostly go through life unnoticed. Virgo Mars will do lots of little things for their partner to make them feel appreciated and loved. They are respectful and attentive. Devoted, they will do all they can to please. They are very curious, though they may not do anything about it unless they are with the right partner. They are not as picky or selective as they are often portrayed. They may even prefer a partner who has imperfections so they can care and nurture them. All in all, Mars in Virgo can be a great partner for anyone who doesn’t need high drama or emotional release in their relationship.

MARS IN LIBRA:

Mars in Libra can be indecisive, but they do eventually get things done. They procrastinate usually because they are weighing all their options before coming to a decision. They tend to end up defending themselves and others who they feel are downtrodden. Instead of creating harmony, which is their goal, they may end up disrupting everyone in their efforts to attain balance.

Libra Mars is charming, and it is important to them to always appear that way. Because of this tendency, they may act passive-aggressive. Instead of being openly upset or mean, they may sneak about or rely on subterfuge to make their point. They can also take all that energy from Mars and turn it into action at times. They are gracious and entertaining, and will attract many people.

Libra Mars are very good at knowing when problems will occur. They are experts at compromise and conflict management. They follow the rules of social etiquette and have a desire to gain approval. They prefer intellectual pursuits. They are objective and somewhat unemotional. They don’t like confrontations or battles. They can be manipulative to get what they want.

Mars in Libra needs motivation. They do best when paired with someone they adore. They are affectionate and romantic, but they have a rather low sex drive. While they can unlock the passions in others, they are fairly conservative themselves. Role-playing may intrigue them. They dislike rudeness and vulgarity, and will stay far away from potential partners that display such behavior. They are very subtle in their approach to sex. Romance is very important, as is lots of sensual contact. The environment is very important to set the mood. They can be very skilled at pleasing their partner.

Mars in Libra has a reputation for being unfaithful, but it stems from a difficulty saying no rather than a straying eye. They tend to expect their partner to read their minds about what they like. If they have an unspoken need not being met, they will hold their anger in and let it seethe while they wonder why their partner doesn’t have a clue about what they want. They prefer to be showered with praise and affection and love being the center of attention.

They may be even choosier than Virgo. They may allow themselves to be pushed around for a time, but it will inevitably make them unhappy unless the relationship equals out.

MARS IN SCORPIO:

Mars in Scorpio loves a good challenge. Whatever they decide to do is done with every ounce of gusto they can muster. They have the ability to focus and have a strong willpower to accomplish anything.

They make formidable opponents, though they are quiet and subtle, not loud and brash. On the surface they are calm and collected. Below the surface they may be a seething pool of emotion. They don’t let others see this side of them very often. Mars in Scorpio has the ability to exploit those around them because of their talents of seeing through the facade to what lies beneath.

Scorpio Mars likes to test themselves. You will find them creating all sorts of rules and goals so they can have the satisfaction of achieving them one by one. They can be provocative in a subtle, controlled manner. Those who have low self-esteem can become rather loathsome. They turn their self-hatred outward and manipulate others to feel better. Scorpio Mars knows that life isn’t fair and accept it for what it is.

Mars in Scorpio harbors powerful desires and emotions. They have a very high energy level. They are strong, efficient, self-reliant and self-disciplined. They have a strong sense of purpose. They are slow to anger, but when they do, watch out. They get even in a calm, rather frightening manner. They are proud, strong-willed, and dignified. They are known for a long memory and they don’t forgive when hurt. They may be fascinated with the occult, death and dangers.

They are very passionate and sensual. They are attractive to the opposite sex no matter what they look like physically. Their personal magnetism is powerful. Scorpio Mars is intense, and this can be too much for some people. Sex is an all-encompassing experience; it is intensely physical, emotional and erotic. They can be a bit obsessive, and may be attracted to the darker side of sex.

Mars in Scorpio equates sex with power. They are faithful to their partner. They can be very complex, and they need their partner to want to share the depth and intensity of the experience. They don’t kiss and tell; they believe sex to be an intimate and personal issue. They give great emotional depth to their partners. They may focus on breaking sexual taboos, if their partner is up to it. Mars in Scorpio is a bit possessive of their partners. While they probably won’t admit it, they don’t like to share their partners with anyone, not even for social engagements or family obligations.

MARS IN SAGITTARIUS:

Mars in Sagittarius isn’t known for patience. They are restless and adventurous. Physical activity is the best way for them to deal with anger. They always like to be busy, so they are constantly working on many projects all at once. They aren’t known for their finished product, however. They get much more excited to begin something new rather than finish something old.

Mars in Sagittarius is lots of fun. They love to take part in friendly debates, though they can get carried away. They don’t think their points through very thoroughly, but they may be upset if you don’t agree with them. They consider themselves warm and caring, but they can often trample all over someone else’s feelings when they get passionate about something.

It can be a bit difficult to keep up with Mars in Sagittarius. One moment they are easy going, joking and having fun; and the next they are intensely passionate about some topic or other. They like the wide open spaces, both figuratively and literally. They don’t like to feel hemmed in. If things get serious or dull, they disappear. While they can get carried away on a moralistic point that will drive everyone around them crazy, they soon back off and just concentrate on having fun.

Sagittarius Mars is used to getting their own way, because they can be very persuasive. When they meet up with those who can make holes in their grandiose plans, they get frustrated. They take it very personally when others don’t believe the same way they do. They are very enthusiastic, but not very practical. They rather like philosophy; it goes well with their idealism. They are confident and optimistic and take risks without thinking of the consequences. They have a short attention span, but they are friendly and outgoing.

Mars in Sagittarius is fun, but unfaithful. They are restless and want variety. They like the chase, but once the conquest is made, they lose interest. They also don’t want to feel restrained by commitment. Sagittarius Mars will hang around for someone who can amuse them both intellectually and sexually. Until they find someone like that, they are likely to keep hopping from one bed to another. They are curious, and enjoy hearing about or watching the exploits of others. They may be a bit crude… they think it is fun. They also enjoy having their liaisons in unusual places. Like most things in their life, their love life is mere sport. Playing hard to get is a good way to lose their interest. Games are fine, as long as they aren’t too cerebral.

MARS IN CAPRICORN:

Mars in Capricorn is orderly and subdued. They like to be in control of their life. They are determined, but they keep everything low-key. They like to be on top of things in their life. They like to set their goals and focus on achieving them. They are not flamboyant, but they can be ambitious. They want to be secure, and they will do whatever it takes to succeed.

When Capricorn Mars is angry, it is a level-headed, cool type of anger. They have a strong sense of self-control that encompasses all areas of their life. They don’t like to see anything go to waste. They are afraid of letting loose and getting out of control.

They are materialistic. If it can be seen or held, it is part of their world. Mars in Capricorn is very disciplined. They plan for the future. They set realistic goals. They are productive workers who like to see tangible results.

Capricorn Mars is responsible and reliable. They work hard and they keep their nose to the grindstone. They have a tendency to become workaholics. They want to attain status and recognition for their work. They are very practical and can turn a profit from almost anything they put their minds to. They do tend towards caution, which can be detrimental in some cases. They are also skeptical of new ideas. It is difficult for them to break old habits. They can be pessimistic and may come across as too serious.

Mars in Capricorn has a strong libido and appreciates sensual experiences. This is hidden behind their conservative face. It is hard to let this side show. Once they reveal the real person inside, you won’t be disappointed. They don’t rush, but take their time, enjoying the moment. Conventional and straightforward, they give quite a bit to their partner, although they expect quite a bit in return. They are not into experimenting with new techniques. They appreciate discretion. They want the security of a long-term relationship. If they are focused on their career, they have the capability of suppressing their sexual urges completely if needed so they are not distracted. They have a lot of endurance.

MARS IN AQUARIUS:

Mars in Aquarius is a bit difficult to figure out. And they like it that way because they like to surprise others. They find conventional methods boring and look for new, innovational ways to accomplish their goals. They are original and unique.

Aquarius Mars is proud of their own independence. They wouldn’t have it any other way. They can stand up for themselves quite well. While open-minded and progressive, they can be surprisingly stubborn. They don’t like to feel trapped… it will make them rebellious. If they know you’ve found a pattern in their behavior, they are sure to change it!

Aquarius Mars has lots of ambition and energy, especially for mental and intellectual projects. They are a bit scattered, but pull it together to finish a project. At times, they appear utterly mad, but somewhere in there it all makes sense. They are good at getting what they want. They have a strong will that they are not afraid to show. Combined with their innate cleverness, they are very creative in getting their own way. They can be the dominant force in a relationship without their partner even realizing it!

Mars in Aquarius is willing to let others be themselves. They value freedom and individuality, both yours and theirs. They like to feel they have plenty of space and freedom. They are not very sentimental. They come across as detached, even in an intimate relationship. They like to run the show. They are well organized and can make a good leader. Mars in Aquarius is often the reformer; the one against the establishment. They are non-conformists, and demand compliance from those that follow you.

Mars in Aquarius is into anything new and unusual in their sex lives, too. What is exciting one day is totally boring the next. They like to experiment and have a creative imagination. They will try anything at least once… in fantasy if not in real life. Stimulating their mind works very well. They are in it more for the fun than for any real passion or affection. They may seem detached to their partners. They will be faithful unless they get bored. Aquarius Mars can drive their partner mad with their “don’t care” attitude. Sex over the phone or computer is intriguing for them because it is all imagination. They crave variety and excitement.

MARS IN PISCES:

Mars in Pisces is gentle and mild. They get to the point in a round-about fashion. They tend to go with the flow. They prefer to let life just happen to them. They need a way to express themselves creatively, or they can create quite a mess through indirect aggression.

Pisces Mars may play games to get what they want, even though they may not know what it is they really want. Their emotions are unpredictable and intense. They run on emotions, in fact. They do well intellectually, but they may have problems dealing with physical and practical challenges.

Mars in Pisces is attracted to the arts, and may be very talented. They have the introspection necessary to create, as well as a sensitivity to color, rhythm and tone. They are often restless inside, while appearing calm on the surface. They may appear to be shy or withdrawn. They are very sensitive to their environment.

Mars in Pisces is romantic, though their needs are more emotional than physical. They are very idealistic about love. Sex is more like a fantasy. Their sensitivity helps them be very responsive to their partner. They need a lot of affection. Without it, they feel sex is cold and emotionless. They need an emotional connection to their partner to be fulfilled. Even better, they are ecstatic when they also have a spiritual connection with their partner.

They are very sensuous, and without the intimacy of lots of touching and romance, they are left feeling unloved. Their imagination is terrific, and they can indulge in a lot of romantic fantasies before they even go out with someone. They are willing to please, but they are not aggressive. They always play it passively. They can appear to be detached or spaced out. They like lots of details when they fantasize, creating intricate storylines and sidelines. They are attracted to those who need their care and compassion.

Small disaster

Titel: Small disaster
Warning: Kids… Bad english, probably bad grammar xD
Summary: Patton, Roman and Virgil is trying to take care of a small Logan. Logan as a child was truly something. 
A/N: It is 1000 words and edited at 20.00. I’m done and hate the ending… Well I hope at least someone like this… @emo-space-trash maybe @softbludemon wanna read too…? Feel free to tell me wtf you think about it…

Patton knew kids were hard to handle. He thought he would never get any real child since he was a part of another person but apparently, he was wrong. For some reason he woke up to crying, from a small child. He quickly found Logan on his normal sized bed under his black cover and his head of the two normal pillows. Patton could only giggle as he walked over to the young child.
“Lo?”
“MO!” The voice was light and Patton didn’t know how to react. “Mo!” Oh god oh god oh god. Patton picked him up and-
“Oh god…” Apparently his outfit didn’t sink with him. His shirt was now a long dress for Logan. He looked cute with his purple hair and too long -nearly dress shirt.
“We are gonna get Virgil make you new shirts and trousers for you… Come on” he held Logan close and walked to Virgil’s room.

Virgil hated to be woken up at 7 in the morning. He was ready to scream to get more sleep when he saw Logan.
“Sweet jesus…” He mumbled under his yawn.
“Virg, Lo is a kid and he needs clothes…” Logan giggled and held out his arms.
“Fine… Give me a shirt, I can make something…” Patton thanked him and took Logan’s shirt of and wrapped Logan in his own cardigan.
“We are going to get Lo something to eat, please hurry…” Virgil nodded, already up to fix Logan some clothes.

“What do you want to eat?”
“PASTA!”
“Pasta? In the morning?” Logan nodded and Patton sighed. “Maybe yoghurt?”
“NUHU!” the young boy pouted and looked away.
“Let’s get yoghurt…”

Ten minutes later and the kitchen was a mess. Logan really didn’t want to be good and threw his yoghurt everywhere. So now Logan was a mess, Patton was a mess, the kitchen was a mess. The worst part? Logan was gone.

Roman had just fixed his hair when he saw Logan. Covered in yoghurt.
“What the - SHIT!”
“P’INCEY!”
“Don’t touch me -” Logan’s lip started to shiver and Roman had to sit down so he was in Logan’s eye level.
“P’incey don’t like me?”
“I do just got scared… Should we go to Patton? You have his cardigan…” Logan nodded and held out his arms. “Euhm. No you are walking alone.”

Patton let out a sigh of relief when he saw Logan. He had cleaned up himself and the kitchen.
“There you are” Patton said and picked Logan up. Roman made a disgusted sound in the background. “Let’s wash you off dirty ape” he chuckled and took him into the bathroom. Washing Logan off was easy. Logan sat quiet in the bath and let Patton pour water over him and ruffle his hair to get the soap out. Logan didn’t make a sound as he played with whatever he could get his small hands on.

Half an hour later and Logan was clean and dry. Logan sat on his bed meanwhile Patton tried to find something to wear when Virgil rushed in. He held a black body suit, it looked small but still as small as Logan was. It was in the same black material as his normal shirt. It had holes for the legs, arms and for his head. The hole for the head had somehow been stitched with a black leftover piece because it was clearly smaller and more fitting for a child. It had white stitches where the holes was and under between the holes for the legs.
“Wow Virg that looks amazing…”
“I hope so… Let’s try it on Logan…” Patton nodded and picked Logan up from the bed.
“Hey Lo, Look what Virg made for you” Patton spoke so softly, so reassuring, he always used it to Virgil when he had a bad day.
“NO!” Logan jumped down and ran out, with no clothes on.
“Godamnit” Patton breathed out before the two adults were chasing a 3-year-old.

One minute, 5 minutes, 10, 20, 30 minutes before Logan was in Virgil’s arms. Patton put it on and surprisingly, it fit.
“Where is all the sound about?” Roman asked as he went down.
“Virg made Lo some clothes but Logan didn’t want to wear it…” Patton said pointing at Logan and Virgil.
“I thought that was a dream” Roman mumbled as he stopped next to Patton.
“We need to calm him down, he has a lot of energy that kid” Virgil said.
“Why not try to get Logan to draw? You like shapes and colours right Lo?”
“Shapes!” Roman chuckled and took Logan in his own arms.
“Yes shapes!” They both walked into the living room to get some stuff to colour.

Logan was really good at drawing shapes and colours. The drawings where all over the room and Roman was NOT happy about it.
“Okay play time over… “ Roman the kid up. “Let’s get you some food…”
“Good luck!” Patton said, already on cleaning up the living room.

Logan was happy with his pasta. Sure he ate with his hands but that was the least Roman could care about right now. Patton and Virgil sat next to him making sure he didn’t fall of the chair he was standing on. Roman would try to teach Logan how to eat normally, at least with a spoon or fork but failed all the time. Logan would throw the fork or spoon down on the floor or in Roman’s food. In the end Roman had given up on making the kid eat normally. Logan was giggly and the others were tired. It wasn’t Logan’s fault he turned into a child, and it wasn’t his fault he was so playful. Logan yawned when his food was gone.
“Tired lil guy?” Logan nodded and held his arms out. Patton took him and spun around. “Let’s get you to sleep.”

To put Logan to sleep was way easier then him as an adult. From all the running and giggles he fell asleep on the way to Logan’s room. Patton fell asleep fast too only to be waken two hours later by Logan.
“Hm?”
“You sno’e!” Patton chuckled.
“I love you too Lo…”

The day continued like that. Logan ran around in his body suit with looked funny. His tiny legs moving fast as he ran around. His small arms holding out every time he wanted carried or wanted something someone else had. At the end of the day everyone was collapsed on the sofa, tired of all the running. Well Logan might have eaten all the cookies while they were sleeping.

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4 Page Letter | Theo Raeken


prompt: Rather than typing out a long message to Theo explaining your feelings for him, a family member suggests being old fashioned and writing a letter. Based on Aaliyah’s 4 Page Letter.

disclaimers: Some cussing to anyone who is against that. Kinda long for anybody with a short attention span like I have.

A/N: My first Teen Wolf imagine, I usually write only Justin Bieber ones but I decided to write some about my other mans Cody Christian/Theo Raeken a.k.a zaddy. And fair warning, I’m mediocre on writing so…there’s that. Hope ya’ll enjoy. xo


She set her phone down on her bed for the third time that hour; she knew what she wanted to tell him but couldn’t put it into words. She rolled over on her bed to where she was lying face up. She reread what he wrote her over and over in her head; she couldn’t believe someone as vigilant as Theo Raeken would confess his feelings.

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The Right Wrong Choice - Chapter 1 (Eric X OC)

Rating: M (swearing, violence, smut - everything you’ve come to expect from me :* )

Genre: General/Humour/Drama/Eventual Angst

Thanks everyone for the re-blogs and support!!! IT IS SO AWESOME!!!

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This one just sort of came to me in the last few days, a new twist on Eric and Fox, I hope you enjoy it!

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I’m so nervous, my hands are shaking. I try rubbing them on my pants, but it’s little help. The air around me is charged with anticipation and nervousness, so at least I’m not the only one shitting bricks right now. It’s my Choosing Day, and I’m currently sweating bullets at my Choosing Ceremony, waiting to hear my name called. The other eighteen year old Candor around me whisper and nudge each other as they wait too, I know all these people, we’ve gone to school together for years, with the exception of me and few others, everyone got Candor on their aptitude tests and plans to stay in their home faction. I got Erudite, which is a relief; I’ve never felt one hundred percent comfortable in my home faction, too much stark honesty, too much of everyone knowing each other’s business. I’m excited to go to Erudite, I love reading and learning, studying and observing. If it wasn’t for the mandatory physical education classes in school (ruined by those heathen Dauntless), then I would have spent all my time in the libraries or laboratories.

“Madeline Fawkes.” The voice of the Dauntless leader overseeing the ceremony today rings loud and clear. Oh shit, I’m up.

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Girl Put Your Records On
Corinne Bailey Rae
Girl Put Your Records On

I am a big advocate for being to true to yourself and not giving in to others in an effort to fit in. I was bullied mercilessly in elementary school and subsequently had to transfer schools because I would be sick to my stomach at the idea of having to go school. The bullying came in all forms and stemmed from several “reasons” - I was too smart, too quiet, too fat. Every verbal (and sometimes not verbal) assault was thrown at my little girl self and it could have gone two ways - I could let myself be defined by the way other people saw me, or I could be myself and hope that one day, things would get better. So I moved schools, made new friends, found pride in my accomplishments instead of shame at making everyone else “feel stupid.” And while it sounds like it was an easy process, we underestimate how much damage years of taunting can do to someone’s ego and self-confidence.

Fast-forward to today and I am a far cry from the little girl sobbing every day because she doesn’t want to go to school where the kids are mean to her. I can recognize now how much of a tragedy it was to face that, but it inspired in me a desire to be the best version of myself. Since those days, I have worked hard to avoid letting the words of others colour me with self-doubt or make me question my worth. I let myself be completely who I am; I let my hair down, I put my records on (even if no one else likes my music), and I am unapologetically myself. The reward is completely immeasurable.

Day 9: Do you get mood swings?

LMAO YES EVERYDAY

My boyfriend jokes about it all the time. He’s like “jfc dude, you have like 100 mood swings within every 10 minutes…i love it”

I swing wildly between
▪holy shit, I can do anything. I have all the motivation on the entire planet. I’m going to start like 246457 projects that I probably won’t ever finish.
▪I’m gonna kill someone I’m gonna kill someone I’m gonna kill someone I’m
▪I’m gonna kill myself I’m gonna kill myself I’m gonna kill myself I’m gonna
▪holY FCKN SHIIT MAN I CANNOT SIT STILL MY THPUGHTS ARE MOVING TOO FAST I CAN’T CATCH UP I MUST KEEP MOVING AROUND I LOOK LIKE A CRACKHEAD OH BOY
▪I am fucking God. I’m straight up Jesus. I’m better than everyone.
▪nothing is real, I’m not real, everything around me isn’t real, I feel nothing
▪I’m so fucking mad I can’t deal with this shit right now I stg I’m gonna snap
▪*snaps* *all hell breaks loose*
▪that person is following you, everyone is staring at you, they can tell what you are thinking! Quick! Think of something else!
▪wtf am I even feeling right now ?????
▪wow I actually feel ok, I guess all this was fake after all. Guys I’m faking my mental illness

I have each of these moods at least once a week but I usually have most of them every 1-2 days if not daily lol ayy

7x01

Hi, y’all. i think by now i’ve made it pretty obvious that I’m a huge darvey shipper. If not then here lies said statement: I AM A HUGE DARVEY SHIPPER.

But even with my shipper bias, Harvey getting together with Agard was objectively troublesome, for reasons more than few:

1) Dr. Agard discussed later on in the date that she fantasized about how he would come up to her and kiss her. Which is fine for any woman but the biggest, fattest, red flag as his bloody therapist. Before this episode, I respected her. Now she’s lost all her credibility in my book. As a professional, the right thing to do would have been to step away and transfer him to someone else, not carry on and wait around to see if he would change his mind. 

2) Harvey’s not an idiot. Sure he may have been emotionally stunted in previous seasons, but that doesn’t translate into being this level of emotionally naive. He had dreams about Donna. Donna was the beacon of light for him when he went to go face his mother. How in the world does this translate into Dr. Agard being the right one for him? It’s pretty obvious who else matters to Harvey, and the fact that he has yet to realize this actually kind of insulting to the intelligence of his character.

3) Dr. Agard knows about Donna and Harvey?? Knows that they have something special? She’s also a therapist so she should know more than anybody else how complex the duo are?? She should know more than anyone else that if Harvey were to ever get with anyone it would be with Donna. Like, do the writers even watch their own episodes??

4) That last kiss was all kinds of wrong. She’s his therapist. They should not be giving her fantasy any kind of life. 

Other opinions of the episode:

5) While I’m proud of Donna taking the reigns of her own future, it was too fast. I would have much rather preferred to see her move up the rank rather than her (almost) bullying her way into it. But I personally think she deserves it so this is a *small* issue in my book. And if you think she doesn’t deserve then fight me because the firm literally could not run without her and everyone else knows it too.

6) When did Harvey lose his spine? His character development thus far has been having the hots for his therapist while cowering in the corner to do a job that he wold have been more than excellent at with his skill and prowess in Season 1. He is becoming soft, and not in a good way. 

Anywho, I’m a mess, but not as much as this episode was. I honestly don’t know how they’re going to clean this big can of worms they just opened up.

To my fellow Darvey shippers: What’s your status? I’m curious. Should we stay on and keep blindly following a ship that will probably never land, not matter how many false alarms? Is it even worth it knowing what kind of person Harvey is now (aka does he even deserve her?!) Do we move on and hope that Donna finds some hunky man and finds her happily ever after with him instead? 

I’m lost. And this is a first.

what’s up everybody, here’s some autistic L and Near headcanons

L:

  • He hands down refuses to try to act allistic. It’s not happening; if he’s not comfortable he’s not staying.
  • He has trouble getting his thoughts into words, which is very frustrating and when it keeps happening, he ends up lashing out.
  • His mind also moves too fast for his mouth so sometimes he just skips over very vital parts of an explanation and assumes everyone else knows exactly what he’s thinking about.
  • From the outside, he’s very messy, everything is in its specific place but only he can understand how it works.
  • He’s chewed holes in the collar of every shirt he owns. Which is not many, because it’s hard to find ones that don’t feel Wrong.
  • He likes pressure stimming but can’t stand tight clothes so everything he wears is pretty loose and for comfort.
  • A whole bunch of oral stims. He used to chew on his fingers but it eventually got redirected into just putting them in his mouth after his fingers got all scabbed up and the sensation of ever-present scabs was Too Much. He also fulfills the need to stim by eating 24/7.
  • He doesn’t sleep well or very often bc it’s hard to get the room Just Right and he’s moving around a lot when he’s working a case and it’s hard to sleep in an unfamiliar place. He does sleep sitting up, which always feel bad in the morning but it’s one of the few ways he can get to sleep. The other way is, like, fetal position and all the blankets in the hotel room piled up on top of him.
  • Doesn’t make eye contact and makes sure everyone is aware of that.
  • He has a flat affect whenever he’s stressed, which is like 95% of the time.
  • Socks are his mortal enemy. Forget Kira, the true evil of the world is the fact that no socks ever are comfortable.
  • He never ties his shoes ever.
  • His handwriting is horrible bc he holds the pencil super loose.

Near:

  • Definitely the unintentionally morbid autistic kid. One of the adults would be trying to comfort another kid and he’d pop up like ‘actually statistically you do have a 55% chance of this thing you’re afraid of happening to you’
  • He knows so many statistics about everything.
  • Near flip flops between being hyperverbal and nonverbal.
  • Narrating his thoughts out loud helps him keep organized but he gets angry if someone interrupts him to give him feedback because it THREW EVERYTHING OFF!!!
  • He’s constantly understimulated, which is why he has 5 tvs on and something to do with his hands and is also talking to his team at the same time.
  • He’s very polite because he’s memorized a ton of scripts for every situation.
  • He’s a very picky eater with very specific feelings about every texture in the world. Things have to be made a very specific way or he won’t be able to eat them. He doesn’t eat often bc sometimes just the idea of eating is Too Much.
  • He has a lot of destructive stims, if you give him a piece of paper he will rip it up within 5 minutes. He just absentmindedly breaks things when he’s trying to focus. He’s ripped the threads out of the hems of everything he owns.
  • He’s a big collector, just for the sake of collecting. He likes to have things.
  • He has tons of stim toys that are meant to be stim toys, but stimming with things that aren’t meant to be stim toys is so much better.
  • Keeps his hair in his eyes so nobody knows he isn’t making eye contact.
  • He verbal stims a lot, he does sound effects for pretty much everything he does, even if they’re just quietly. He also has a lot of echoes.
  • He likes soft things and intentionally makes sure that his hair is always soft so he can just play with it.
  • He has to hold his pencil/pen with a death grip to feel like he has Enough control over it.
The First Start

Series: Persona 5
Pairing: Akira/Mishima
Rating: G
Summary:

It’s his fault that the new transfer student is being treated the way he is. The least he could do is make him some lunch.

[Written for the Moon Boy Zine. Thanks for letting me be a part of it!]

Tags: canon setting, fluff

He really should’ve minded his own business.

Every day the same conversation circles the classrooms and the hallways about “that guy with the criminal record”, and if it isn’t Mishima’s own fault that the rumours have gotten this bad it would’ve been so much easier to just ignore it. The target in point doesn’t seem remotely bothered by it himself; he often sits alone at lunch, skimming through a book or talking quietly to his desk (which Mishima finds out later that there’s a cat there, of all things). The snide remarks and petty rumours whispered around are definitely loud enough for Akira to hear, but he never shows any signs of noticing, of even trying to correct them. At first Mishima wonders if Akira is just plain oblivious, but at times when the gossip gets especially bad, Akira simply gets up and leaves. Cool and composed as always, it seems, and if Akira isn’t bothered by it then there’s no reason for him to worry.

It’s just that the students in his class talk so damned loud. None of the rumours they speak of are true, at least they can’t be, because Akira saved him once and he isn’t the kind of person everyone believes he is. It’s agonizing to hear all the things they accuse Akira of doing without any proof, without even bothering to get to know him first. And, Mishima thinks with a twinge of guilt, he could’ve been one of them too if Akira hadn’t bothered to step in and offer his help. Even if Mishima had been forced to do it, this is all because of him and there’s really nothing he can do about it.

Or at least nothing about the rumours. He has finally had enough when the girls sitting beside him giggle and whisper, “Look how pitiful that criminal record guy is, always sitting by himself at lunch. No one will want to sit with him.” It leaves a bad taste in his mouth, and so he stands up.

He moves a little too fast, and his chair screeches across the floor in protest. The chatter in the classroom dies down and everyone turns their eyes on him, and suddenly his neck is burning hot. He glances over at Akira, sitting by himself and flipping through the book in his hands. No one will want to sit with him. Feeling the stares boring into his skin, he grips his lunch and his phone and walks over to Akira.

He shouldn’t be playing with fire. Everyone’s eyes are on him. But how else will he prove those girls wrong? He pulls out the empty seat in front of Akira (Ann’s, he remembers, a good thing she never eats in the classroom) and sits himself down. Akira looks up, his eyebrows rising slightly, and snaps his book shut.

Their classmates’ stares are burning holes in Mishima now, and he forces a strained smile and puts his lunch down on the table. “Mind if I join you?” he asks, and Akira looks surprised at the question.

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Birthdays, First Times, and Letters from Princeton Pt. 2 (Riarkle Future Two Shot)

Fandom: Girl Meets World

Pairing(s): Riarkle

Characters: (Main) Riley Matthews and Farkle Minkus, (Supporting) Maya Hart-Hunter

Rating: I’ll back this part down to T with a warning of mentions of sex and swearing ;)

Description: Farkle Minkus gets dumped by the love of his life two days after the first time they’d ever been so close. A month passes and finally, he can’t take it anymore, he needs to know why. Riley owes him why.

Author’s Note: It’s a break-up/make-up fic guys. I’ve already established that in this universe, these two go one to get engaged and have a baby on the way. BTW check out those snapshots, ‘Summer Plans’, ‘Little Drunk, Lotta Careless’, and ‘Just Go To Sleep, Riles’.


Monday rolled around inevitably, like the dread in the pit of Riley’s stomach.

She was at her locker when he found her. She’d pulled her hair into a simple ponytail that trailed down her spine, adorning a white t-shirt, black leggings, and a loose gray jacket. Farkle thought she looked absolutely beautiful until he noticed that her attire was missing something.

Riley wasn’t smiling.

“Hey,” He greeted, uneasily rocking on his conversed feet with his hand shoved into his pockets, “How, um, are you feeling?”

God, what was wrong with him? This is Riley! So, why did it feel like she was miles away when he knew he could just reach out and touch her?

She collected her books and shut her locker, “Better, I guess.”

“That’s,” Farkle rubbed the back of his neck. “Good.”

Riley nodded, leaning her shoulder against the metal of lockers and shifting her books in front of her, almost like a shield.

“So, I know you’re avoiding me,” Farkle stated, matter-of-factly.

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anonymous asked:

I love your writing! Could you do #48.What do you mean by ‘stuck’? from the 159 prompts thing? For Rucas?

absolutely! 

a/n: i never write fluff, and you can tell by the beginning it’s not fluff, but i tried my hand at it as it went on because well.. hey why not? i hope this is what you were looking for anon :) 

pairing: rucas
word count: 1,766


The air between them is tense and the small space they were stuck in made it that much harder to breathe. It seemed like they were never going to get out. Riley turns her back to Lucas and jiggles the doorknob, it not budging.

“Maya! Please, just let us out, this isn’t going to fix anything!” Riley exclaims, heaving a sigh.

“No!” comes the sharp reply of her best friend. Before Riley can jiggle the handle again, Maya is grabbing a chair to prop it against the door. “You’re stuck in there until you make up. I will not go through another minute of Riley and Lucas: the potential break up song,” she huffs. “I’ll be dammed if I let that happen,” she mutters. “You’ll be let out when you can settle your differences.”

“Maya,” comes Lucas’ hard voice, startling Riley. “Please, you’re just making things worse.”

“No.”

“Wait,” Lucas mutters, glancing over at Riley. “What do you mean by ‘stuck’?”

“Huckleberry,” they hear Maya’s laugh from the other side of the door, “you’re literally stuck in there until you make up. I’ll be back in thirty minutes!” she exclaims.

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ly--canthrope  asked:

Hey sweets can I please ask for 43 from the Drabble list with cassian? :)

Of course you may! :)

Cassian Andor +  “You, you’re a hurricane, you move too fast for anyone to catch up or prepare and you leave disaster in your wake.”


What you had hoped would be a joyful send off with Cassian, had taken a horribly unexpected turn. You were fuming with anger and riddled with confusion as you chased behind him through the hangar. For whatever reason he was adimant about leaving at once and with no explanation.

“Cassian!”

“Not now (Y/N).”

“Not now?! You’re flying off to who knows where and you’re telling me not now?!”

Cassian flared his nostrils as he continued to stride towards his ship, attempting to not be swayed by your persistance. As much as he wanted to talk to you, the overwhelming swarm of emotion clouding his mind advised him otherwise. 

With your fists clenched at your sides you quickened your pace, finally catching up to Cassian and striding beside him.

“(Y/N) I don’t have time for this.”

Finally arriving at the area designated for his ship you halted, feeling as though your chest had just taken a punching. By insisting he didn’t have time, all you heard was that he did not have time for you. For your relationship. 

“For this? You mean for us?”

Cassian turned to look at you, the emotion not quite clear on his face. Given his ability to hold a poker face you were not met with or consoled by a look of regret or concern, but instead a blank stare.

Releasing a wavering sigh you attempted to keep yourself together.

“(Y/N) don’t-”

“Don’t what?”

Instantly his jaw tensed, already sensing he was not going to get anywhere with this. Unable to hold your emotions back any longer, you finally burst.

“That’s the thing with you Cassian, you never have time. There’s not enough time in the galaxy. You seem to be able to spare every second you have for the rebellion.”

“Well (Y/N) it’s not exactly a part time commitment.”

“Obviously I understand that! I’m here with you! And yet I still manage to find time for you, just like every other person on this base! Everyone has the time except you!”

The louder your voice became the more hurriedly you saw pilots scurry past you both. They surely knew better than to stick around and eavesdrop and you certainly would have told them off if they tried. The only bystander that seemed to look on in pure observation was K2. That of course was nothing new.

“(Y/N)…I can’t explain it…I’ve known nothing but the rebellion.”

You shook your head faintly, “I can explain it for you.”

Cassian sighed as he ran one of his gloved hands over his face. 

“You, you’re a hurricane, you move too fast for anyone to catch up or prepare and you leave disaster in your wake.”

Slowly Cassians demeanor began to melt away, his expression softening at least slightly as you carried on.

“You may not know much else than the rebellion but you could certainly try. …You and I both know that. You move so fast it’s as if you don’t want to be bothered with attachment to anyone. In your commitment to the cause you’ve shut out everyone and severed all kinds of ties. You destroy anything good that happens to you if it’s not on a mission.”

Taking a step back you sighed, feeling as though your heart was slowly sinking into your gut. Though you had to get it off of your chest, you hated to fight with Cassian. He was tough to understand, and even tougher to keep up with.

“If you’re not going to even try…I’m done chasing you.”

At that he finally cracked, his expression instantly dropping to one of gloom. His brows furrowed slightly as he watched you continue stepping back, giving him a half hearted smile.

“Good luck captain.”

With that you turned on your heel and began quickly striding back out of the hangar, trying with everything you had to keep your demeanor cold. Watching you hurry off Cassian’s heart sunk.

“(Y/N) wait!”


A/N: So apparently I decided to switch it up and do some angst haha, hope you liked it hun!

I have a question about Shiro’s family

Does he even have one? 

Listen.  Listen.  Shiro definitely has his priorities straight, there’s no doubt about that.  This dude is level-headed and has his shit wired tight.  But we don’t hear about his family.  Once.  Ever.  This isn’t the amnesia thing, because all he forgot about was his time in prison.  He remembers Keith.  He remembers the Garrison.  He remembers military protocol. 

He’s obviously a young adult, and he talks about Commander Holt and Matt some.  Everyone else talks about their families at one point (even Keith, in that little flashback/nervous breakdown thing).  But what do we hear from Shiro?

Nothing. 

This dude was in space for months.  First, he has to spend basically an entire pregnancy floating through space in human tech, then he is put into prison for a sub-sequential year and is floating around in Galra tech.  And IK things move pretty fast for him (tin can, moon, aliens, prison, fighting, escaping, being rescued, finding the lion, finding the castle) but from the moment he’s lucid again all we hear is business. 

“Okay, guess we have to handle this situation now.” 

And the others know this too, of course.  Maybe they don’t have their priorities as solidified as Shiro does, but EVERYONE ELSE mentions going home at some point.  Shiro doesn’t talk about going home, not even when they first get there.  Maybe he’s trying to be brave, but maybe he’s like Keith?  Maybe he has no one to go home to?  Maybe he didn’t get along with his parents?  Maybe he doesn’t have parents?  Siblings? A fiance?  ANYTHING

So basically, my question is: does Shiro even have a family on Earth?  Does he want to go home?  What is his deal?