are in so much trouble when i get there

anonymous asked:

tbh why didnt they let the Order in on Dumbledore's plan to have Snape kill him? Like all of them in the Second War were very loyal to each other, it would have saved a lot of heartbreak and stress if they were actually let in on the damn plans. I mean it get it plot wise for the "plot twist" but its annoying that so much of Dumbledore's plans seemed perfectly fine to let Snape suffer worse and worse.

most simply it’s as you say - a plot device to keep readers guessing about snape until the last possible second.

however, in world it does make sense. we know that dumbledore is secretive and manipulative and that he often keeps information hidden even (almost especially) when it should be shared. even with characters he (supposedly) loves, he has troubles with communication - harry would have benefitted from knowing what the fuck was happening to him in fifth year, but dumbledore kept mum until he literally was forced to tell harry.

i don’t think snape rates as high to dumbledore as harry does. i think dumbledore has some affection for snape, but it’s the kind of affection someone has for their favored weapon or a particularly loyal pet. dumbledore can be kind and thoughtful to snape, but snape will always be a spy first and a person second to dumbledore.

and for snape’s safety and, more importantly, for the safety of his position as a spy, everyone needs to think snape is evil. everyone needs to really believe that snape was never with the light. i don’t think dumbledore thought about how that would affect snape - not because dumbledore is some sort of monster or because he doesn’t care about snape in his own way, but because for dumbledore (and honestly for snape) snape’s spying is just more important than anything else. keeping that position is always the first goal - snape’s safety and happiness always come second.

and that’s fucked up, but war is fucked up and i think dumbledore more than anyone knows that. (remember, he’s already been through this before - not just with voldemort, but with grindlewald.) and i agree that the second war order was loyal, i don’t think dumbledore ever forgot that nasty shock about peter pettigrew either. and i’m not sure he was entirely wrong about that - there are clearly some leaks in the order.

what i don’t get is why dumbledore didn’t at least tell mcgonagall (who is clearly dumbledore’s chosen successor as leader of the order) so that snape’s information could continue to be put to use. like i think of all people dumbledore would trust her and if at least one person knew then snape could continue to feed information to the order. my best guess is that dumbledore feared any connection to the order would be exposed and it was better not to take that chance.

and, to be honest, i don’t think it’s entirely cold-blooded on dumbledore’s part either. the moment snape is exposed, his life is forfeit. keeping his spying position as safe as possible is also a way of keeping snape as safe as possible. in an entirely selfish way, of course, but still.

Help please?

So, I’m currently analyzing and debunking Onision’s newest video about Blaire White and I need help getting information with sources. I need all the times he’s stirred up trouble and played victim afterwards.

I mostly need it to prove how much of a hypocrite he is for this quote: “So, to play victim when I’ve in sighted a negative reaction, that seems a little illogical.”

ANY HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED GREATLY.

Y’all Zachary is getting closer to learning to say my name! I’ve been Dada or Dora since he learned it in like February but I am now Wonin/Lonin/Lowin! I’m so proud of him! He called me Lonin once yesterday and then went back to Dora, but today it’s been like 50/50. I’m still Dora when he plays pretend when I’m not here, but he’s getting there!

This is very cool. His speech is getting so much clearer and I can generally catch like 50% of what he’s saying, with the rest sounding like babbling (it’s totally not. He’s saying words and we’re sure of that, he just has trouble with pronouncing then), whereas when I first met him he needed his PECS book to communicate anything clearly and only like 10% of what he said was clear.

And you can tell that he’s so proud of his speech too! Like he just gets so happy when he says something and you understand.

It’s so easy to interact with people when it’s professional, and I know the script, or I’m teaching kids or even older people. Like that’s something where there’s a very clear focus to the interaction, a process, a script.

Why do I have so much trouble initiating and properly acting through the scripts of basic interpersonal interaction? It’s just like, well fuck, people will actually judge me as boring or shallow for using small talk even though this is exactly small talk’s purpose. It’s a script I understand and can use to get to know someone.

I’m sorry, but I get through initial interaction and communication with basic dialogues I understand because I’m just that nervous and awkward. I need that.

Just Autistic Things™:

  • “I’m hungry but we don’t have the incredibly specific food that I wanted guess I’m not eating today”
  • Room is messy but I know where everything is so what is the problem???
  • Hearing Bad Noises in public and trying not to visibly freak the fuck out
  • “I wanna do something but I don’t know what I wanna do and also if I figured out what I wanted to do I probably have too much executive dysfunction to make myself do it anyways.”
  • Wanting so badly to read a book/watch a movie/tv show that you force yourself to even though you’re zoning out the entire time.
  • Feeling a thing turning into a special interest and DREADING what that means
  • People making fun of your special interests and that Silent Pain when you have to pretend to laugh it off because it’s “just a joke” but you really can’t hear criticisms about the things you’re deeply invested in.
  • School/work doesn’t matter as much as special interest does???????????
  • Like why should I be stuck here when I could be researching/reading/watching things about my special interests :/ 
  • People saying “Oh I totally understand what you’re going through, I have a cousin who’s autistic” (EVERYONE has a cousin who’s autistic????)
  • People saying “you don’t LOOK autistic” or “oh I never would have guessed but now that you SAY that….”
  • “I want to do something rebellious but what if I get in trouble??”
  • I’m So Tired™

She Never Stopped Smiling

by reddit user Pippinacious

Fly was an odd kid, even by odd kid standards. I met her in sixth grade, when our alphabetically ordered last names landed us in adjacent seats, and she turned to look at me with a cheerful, gap toothed smile.

“Hi!” She said.

“Hi.” I replied quietly.

I was shy and intimidated by my first day in middle school, but she wasn’t the least bit nervous.

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y’all ever think about how in the very first episode of voltron: legendary defender lance covers for pidge when she calls iverson out about his comments on the kerberos mission…,like lance draws the attention back to him and takes the brunt of the scolding bc he doesn’t want his friends to get into any more trouble or get hurt ……and deals with the hurtful, antagonizing comments that are targeted solely at him bc he willingly took most of the blame….yeah……..i think about that every god damn day

i watch it play out on my facebook feed. a cutesy video plays about a wife and a husband texting each other. she bothers him with messages, he almost types “fuck off bitch” but says something nice instead. in this video, the wife is at fault. he doesn’t listen to her, he doesn’t come home, he ignores her messages. she’s a crazy bitch for getting mad at him. 

my teacher asked us why marriage rates are going down. what do i know. i see instagram posts where a girl makes a joke about chloroforming a boy and i don’t find it funny. i see plenty of people who are perfectly happy and i see just as many who are broken, deeply. i see boys all the time unable to meet their girlfriend halfway - stuck, somehow, wanting to be open but knowing he can’t be. there’s a theory that the reason so many women are unhappy is that women have multiple deeply intimate relationships in their friend groups while men only have a partner. isn’t that sad. isn’t it strange. 

the girl i knew in high school says “omfg this is me and u dan”. she’s talking about a post where married couples want to kill each other. my mother once asked me why i am so scared of touching. why the first time people show affection is the same time i start running. the comedian onstage uses his wife as a trampoline. all around me, people are laughing. the trouble is that jokes always have a bit of truth in them. i almost text him “haven’t heard from you in a while” but instead i turn off my phone. 

there’s a lot of things i don’t understand, i guess. bachelor parties where everyone gets wrecked to celebrate his last days of “freedom”. the idea men are giving up so much to be with just one woman. the idea that a woman who is showing toxic behavior is just a bitch, and not a serious threat. what do i know. sometimes it makes me sick. when i was little i believed in love. 

but why do people constantly equate nightmares with marriage?

I love watching Batman and justice league cartoons because you get to see how much of a dork Bruce Wayne actually is

Like

•he whines at Alfred when he has to go on a television interview (“do I have to Alfred?”)
•he gets super pouty when his car gets totally wrecked and then he gets super excited when he builds a new one and takes it for a joy ride
•try’s way too hard at making super lame jokes
•his favorite icE CREAM IS CHOCOLATE THATS SUPER CUTE OKAY
•pulled the lamest of lame jokes on Alfred on April fools day
•when Dick says he wants his super hero name to be Robin and Bruce is just “…like the bird?”
•does all these super over the top jumps and kicks just because he fucking can
•just stands off in the distance doing his “hmmmmm” thing
•he’s constantly showing his kids off and joking around with them and is super proud of them and he’s actually a good dad
•bRoke INTO THE FUCKING WATCHTOWER DATA BASE AND CALMLY STARTED WORKING WHILE THE LEAGUE STARED ON IN HORROR
•Bruce will never get out of his costume unless Alfred makes him
•he’s super dramatic when he puts the costume on–so much so that he fucking hurt himself when putting on a glove
•does this huge dramatic reveal of the leagues identities to flash and has this stupid gay dopey smile when he does it
•gets super flustered around the girl he likes and the kids make fun of him. Constantly
•tore up someone’s basement and told them to have a nice day and then just fucking left
•he just goes off into these rants and monologues
•he probably tears across buildings and rooms in a full on naruto run just so he can be gone by the time the person he’s talking to turns around
•tells a raccoon it has a nice mask Jesus Christ
•gets doused with joker gas and has pretty nice laugh actually–but he laughs at everything and Alfred is just “go lay the fuck down”
•he probably scopes out the building with the perfect lighting and wind speed so his cape can blow dramatically in the wind
•Batman: he’s not one for much conversation
Robin: like you can talk
•he puts headphones in and listens to hard rock music at classical concerts like a dick
•diVES IN FRONT OF HIS BATLINGS WHEN EVER THEYRE IN TROUBLE HES SUCH A GOOD DAD OKAY
•he just glares until he gets his way
•stayed kidnapped for a whole two days for the dramatics of it
•everything he does is for the dramatic aesthetic and Alfred always calls him out (“aesthetic or death Alfred!” *cue dramatic cape flip*)

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Did she lose anyone in there? Herself. May used to be different. She was always quiet, she was just… she was warm. Fearless in a different way. Getting in trouble, pulling pranks, thought rules were meant to be broken. Sound familiar? But when she walked out of that building, it was like that part of her was gone. I tried to comfort her, but she wouldn’t tell me what went down in there.

After my patrols.. Just around the time when everyone else is about to sleep-

He comes around at the exact same time.

Jason’s a very strange one. He’s a very angry person, just like everyone else in this family, but y’know…

Just like everyone else, he’s a very kind person. In a way.

Jason doesn’t particularly like staying in the manor, so I only watch him quietly whenever I get the chance to do so. He likes speaking to a very specific gargoyle. I actually think it’s his favorite. He’s a very troubled person, but…

 Rest assured, the boy is very much loved by his father. His siblings don’t tell him, but I know they’re all equally eager to be together again.

someone pleeeaase talk to me about high school killian and carey just consider:

- everyone thinks that killian is a troublemaker because she’s this big buff hockey player but actually she’s the one going “dude we’re gonna get in trouble” as her scrappy gymnastic star gf drags her into schemes

- carey is a sprinter during the track season but won’t stop hanging around the jav and shotput gear

- pranks. do i even have to say. on each other, on no3113, on every single other person in the school. they spend so much time together that they have a permanent alibi for getting caught because they can just say they were with the other one and it’s not even a lie

- they’re that pair of best friends that was so grabby and handsy that when they got together no one noticed. sometimes killian walks around with carey on her shoulders, just because

- they’re also that couple that fuckin swing dances at prom

donthugmeimweird  asked:

Hello I'm a young aspiring artist that just started high school and I want to be an animator. Lately I've been stressing my self about how good I am and if I'm going the right path to be where I want to be. I get so worried about the future and if I'll be able to achieve my goals enough or on time I know this is long and your a busy person so please don't answer this if you don't want to. But do you have any advice at all anything will be appreciated thanks so much

The trouble is, even when you’ve ‘made it’ and you’re a working professional that feeling doesn’t go away! It turns into “oh god I’m a hack, they just haven’t seen it yet” or “im not good enough to be here”. The difference is, pros have these feelings and they keep drawing. When I was in high school I had the lowest self esteem but I kept drawing and striving for my goals because it was better than doing my homework. (haha I was an awful student. dont be me)

Also, there’s no such thing as “achieving goals on time”. Everyone has a different path. Yes, art school > internship > job is the path everyone obsesses about but it’s not the only way in. I have friends who didn’t work in animation until their 30s, and honestly it made their work more interesting and beautiful! I have a friend who never finished high school and lived out of a car for two years while stacking produce at a corner store. Now he’s an award winning Character Designer! One of my heroes never went to college and just pestered people until someone gave him a job. It’s all persistence, and maybe that’s why this job isn’t for everyone because that shit is HARD. When you’re feeling great, keep drawing. When you’re feeling bad, keep drawing. That’s how you know if you’re on the right path, if you can persist even when you’re at your lowest point. 

I’m sorry this advice isn’t very practical outside of “keep it up”. But that’s all you can do, that’s all I’ve ever done, and that’s all we have to keep doing. Good luck on your journey! 

Richie Tozier hasn’t spoken a word to anybody since he came to Derry in the middle of the school year. Until he talks to Eddie Kaspbrak.

Chapter one.

He sits in the back of the classroom with his head on the table and his eyes closed, chocolate curls dancing along his forehead and plump lips curled into the most beautiful frown. Nobody knows why he’s here, or where he’s come from, just that he smokes expensive cigarettes and smells like an adult’s cologne. Sixteen-year-old Richie Tozier has not spoken a word to anybody in the eleventh grade since the first day he arrived—December seventh, Eddie would never forget it.

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The Club (M)

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
Genre: Smut with a dash of fluff.
Word count: 3.6k 

Part one: Kitchen Counter, Part two: Laundry Room.

» Song: Love In This Club part II

Summary: ”Or we can just do it here.“ He hummed, his fingers immediately latching onto his belt and working as quickly as ever to get it loose. “Jeon Jungkook,” You quietly scolded with a laugh, placing a hand over his and looked around. “People can see you.” Once you looked back down at him, he shook his head slowly, “It doesn’t matter, baby,” He reasoned, his tongue flickering over his lips. “Everyone’s wasted, I promise. I just…I want you so bad.” 


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anonymous asked:

If Keith's Galra side is what makes him have this anger issues... How nice of a guy would he be if he was 100% human?

Actually–I don’t think Keith’s struggles with his emotions make him any less “nice.” If anything, I think he’s actually kinder because he’s hurting so much and still makes a conscious effort to try and control his temper and clearly regrets lashing out at others. Look at when he’s upset about Shiro’s disappearance–when he feels like Shiro left him and he know’s it’s not Shiro’s fault but he’s still so overwhelmed and says things he doesn’t mean. The reaction is immediate. As soon as he speaks, he looks devastated 

During his paladin vlog, he apologizes multiple times for letting his anger get the better of him. “I am…sorry. I am so sorry I, I guess—I have a bit of a temper, so…“ During The Hunted, he also expresses remorse for giving in to his emotions:

I think it’s also worth examining why Keith’s temper usually flares up. The common denominator is usually either 1) innocent people are in trouble (most likely under the rule of a corrupt leader)

2) Shiro in particular is in trouble, 

or 3) he’s grieving Shiro and his teammates don’t allow him that time to mourn or continue searching

Now, at the end of the vlog, Keith gets up and storms off. The only other time I could really think of where he actually gets up and leaves in a fit of anger on the spot is in Changing the Guard. All day he’s been tense and frustrated because no one else is willing to really acknowledge that Shiro is in serious trouble. “We don’t have Shiro either. Everyone seems to have forgotten that.” He feels like none of them cares about Shiro like he does, like they all just gave up on him and Keith is his only hope. And he can’t walk away from Shiro, not when he means so much. Anyway, what I’m getting here is–if in the vlog he storms off because he can’t hold back his tears anymore, does that mean he cried after this scene too? 

Even the way he slams his hands on the table before taking off is a thing in both these scenes

So anyway, what I’m trying to say here is–Keith’s anger isn’t from malicious intent. Not really. It comes from pain, compassion, love–it’s what happens when he cares too much and someone tears his world out from under him. He’s not a bad person, and I certainly don’t think Keith is even an angry person. Being galra doesn’t make him “meaner” or more aggressive, it makes all his emotions more volatile and passionate. Which would also explain his singularly devoted loyalty and adoration for Shiro, his sense of chivalry, his intense fear of abandonment, and so on. His feelings are all his, they’re just focused to such an intensity that he has difficulty managing them. He gets overwhelmed, and he lashes out. He’s trying his best to cope and I wish the universe was kinder to him