apple of my eye

1k appreciation post!

I don’t know how long this post will be, and I am sorry in advance if it turns out to be a Wall of text™.

So, this morning I reached 1000 followers, which is completely INCREDIBLE! Never in a million years would I ever believe that this could be possible. I have never had such a large following on any social media platform EVER, so this is kind of a milestone for me. 

There are a few people I would like to mention here. People that I can either call my friends or people that I just look up to. Or just people I’ve admired from a distance and never had the courage to actually talk to them. But here goes!

@hopeandlovelastlonger: I love this girl. Anna was the first person that actually started talking to me, and I am grateful she did. She really deserves everything good in this world! Thank you for being you.

@ruth-hamilton-delrio: The apple of my eye. The stars in my sky. The milk to my oreos. Well, you get the point. She is an amazing human bean, and I am so proud to be able to call her a friend. Thank you for chatting me up, I love you<3 /peach

@yayhamletnonstop: This person is THE.MOST.AMAZING.WRITER.AND.GENERAL.HUMAN.BEAN.EVER. Thank you for your incredible feedback and your kind words, you really deserve everything good coming your way. You are so brave, I am in awe of you.

@hamilsnavi: This person throws pictures of Lin at me all the time and I LOVE IT! Like I just woke up this morning, and my messages was just bombarded with pictures of Lin. There is seriously no better way to start the day. Thank you for singing cheesy In the Heights songs with me and for letting me fangirl with you! 

I have to mention @secretschuylersister as well, because if it wasn’t for her and her imagines, then this blog wouldn’t even exist. Everytime I see that you liked or commented on any of my posts, I get a huge dorky smile plastered on my face for the rest of the day. I can’t believe that such a cool person as you ever followed me in the first place!

@fragmentofmymind, ok here goes: You seem like the nicest person ever and I haven’t had the guts to reach out to you yet, so here goes! Hi! You’re awesome! You have reblogged some of my imagines and let me tell you, It makes me so incredibly happy every time! 

Other cool people that deserves a shout out: @literallylin, @hamiltonmirandaimagines, @nobeatnomelody, @azureleopard and @i-cant-even-superwholock-anymore (Hi, fellow Julia! <3)

And of course, to the rest of you: I LOVE you all, so much! Please, don’t EVER be afraid to talk to me, I would love to make new friends! Thank you all for existing and for being your awesome selves!

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

Puck Personality @ Sidney Crosby