apologies while i try to figure it out how write him!

And I was sitting on the side of a lake 3 miles from where I was supposed to be, admiring the sunset and the people I was able to escape with.
You were talking to her trying to figure out how to tell me that you can’t love me anymore, and that I was just convenient because you knew I would never leave and you can’t handle being alone.
I was watching him skip stones while sitting on a rock that was too uncomfortable, but i didn’t care because I knew these were the memories that would last a lifetime. And you were apologizing to her for saying you loved me and told her that you’d spend the rest of your life trying to make it up to her, because you loved her too much for your own good.
—  I thought things were finally good but you thought it was time to leave