apologies to all who are sick of these

note to self

- stop checking who’s watching your story compulsively, or at all
- stop checking if theyve read your message
- stop deleting posts and pictures when they dont get enough attention
- who cares if they can hear your music blasting through your earphones, turn it up
- stop comparing yourself to her. you are enough
- stop apologizing for being sick
- stop refreshing your notifications, my fingers are so sore
- ignore the urge to conform to their expectations
- stop talking, listen
- do not let people tell you to calm down
- stop trying to get them to want you , if they want you they will ask
- stop making the same mistakes
- stop feeling bad about thinking of his body against yours
- stop refraining from appreciating yourself
- stop explaining yourself
- create.
- you dont need people
- stop feeling everything so damn much

anonymous asked:

Must say I'm disappointed. Couple of comments form a few of you where you're being pretty cruel about MM. Thought you were all better than that. Regardless of what's going on, bringing up her employment status is a low blow.

listen. it’s been a year of solid bullshit. Mackenzie has done nothing to earn my respect and, quite frankly, is partially responsible for a lot of the bullshit fighting in this fandom. I don’t feel the need to be nice to her just because she’s associated w Sam and Cait. just like there’s friends of friends in my real life who I don’t like. so I’m not going to apologize for what I’ve said today and I don’t expect anyone else to either. I’m sick of being told who I have to be nice to and that I need to edit myself just for the sake of an actor and his fake girlfriend’s feelings. That’s bullshit.

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I didn’t say you were supposed to be okay with it, I just said I’m not sorry. But you know what I really am? Selfish, because I make bad choices that hurt you. Yes, I would rather have died than be human. I’d rather die right now than spend a handful of years with you, only to lose you when I’m too old and sick and miserable and you’re still you. I’d rather die right now than spend my last final years remembering how good I had it and how happy I was, because that’s who I am, Elena, and I’m not gonna change. And there’s no apology in the world that encompasses all the reasons that I’m wrong for you.

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DELENA FOREVER Appreciation Week | Day 3: Favorite Scene

4x23 Graduation

“I wanted to apologize” “Good.” “Let me finish, I said I wanted to, and then I realized: I’m not sorry” “You would rather die than be human and you expect me to be okay with that?” “I didn’t say you were supposed to be okay with that, I just said I’m not sorry. But you know what I really am? Selfish; because I make bad choices that hurt you. Yes, I’d rather die than be human. I’d rather die right now than spend a handful of years with you, only to loose you when I’m too old, and sick, and miserable, and you’re still you. I’d rather die right now than spend my last final years remembering how good I had it and how happy I was because that’s who I am, Elena, and I’m not gonna change. And there’s no apology in the world that encompasses all the reasons that I’m wrong for you.” “Fine, then I’m not sorry either. I’m not sorry that I met you. I’m not sorry that knowing you has made me question everything; that in death you were the one that made me feel most alive. You’ve been a terrible person. You made all the wrong choices and of all the choices that I’ve made, this will prove to be the worst one, but I’m not sorry that I’m in love with you. I love you, Damon. I love you.”

fullmetallizard’s fma fic list

I’m not sure how to format this so I’m just wingin’ it. And don’t worry, I’ll tag it “long post”! I’m gonna go newest to oldest! I can be found on Ao3 here.


you knock me out I fall apartEDWIN (T (for Ed’s potty mouth)) oneshot. complete. 

the birth of Ed and Winry’s second child doesn’t go as smoothly as their first leaving Ed fearful and questioning of equivalent exchange. 

i need you so much closer: ALMEI (M) multichaptered, incomplete. tw for miscarriage here. 

Al and Me’s journey into parenthood is much harder (and more painful) than the expected. 

you’re my best friend, and I need you, do you know that?: RIZBECCA (E) oneshot. complete. 

While in the academy, the likelihood of Riza being sent to front lines gets higher everyday. Rebecca is scared to lose her friend. They give each other the closeness they need.

we’ll make the world safe and sound for you: ROYAI, ALMEI, EDWIN. (G) oneshot. complete. 

This was FMA secret santa gift to @lucinasparallelfalchion! Lots of christmasy-little kids being happy feels. 

absorbing everything, the spectrums A to Z: ROYAI (T) 

alphabet series! A-Q are posted. It’s royai and it jumps around from pre-canon, canon, and post-canon

i waited all my life for you, sweet girl: ROYAI (G) oneshot. complete. 

Based on the tumblr prompt request “In didn’t know you could sing.”

you outshine the morning sun…my son: EDWIN (T(for Ed’s mouth)) oneshot. complete.

Ed and Winry welcome their first child into the world as Ed tries not to faint. 

and i’ll shiver like i used to: ROYAI MODERN AU (G) multichaptered. incomplete. (and i’m looking for someone to collab w me on this one)

Roy and Riza dated through high school and college but broke up when he left for grad school. He shows up back in town and heartbreak, chaos, and healing commences. 

just leave me your stardust to remember you by: ROYAI (G) oneshot. complete.

WARNING: CHARACTER DEATH. Riza has to do some healing is the most nonspoilery thing I can say.

please don’t take my sunshine away: ALMEI (G) oneshot. complete. 

“He’d been with her for one assassination attempt when he was eighteen and she was fifteen. They’d fought together and, while it was scary, it was nothing compared to this. Someone had actually gotten to her. Someone hurt her.”

the mother we share will never keep your proud head from falling: ALMEI, EDWIN. (G) oneshot. complete. 

WARNING: CHARACTER DEATH. Al get’s Trisha’s disease. 

please don’t wake me, no, don’t shake me: EDWIN (G) oneshot. complete.

teeny tiny fluff piece.  

your laugh echoes down the hallway: ROYAI (G) oneshot. complete. 

WARNING: CHILD DEATH. Roy and Riza’s daughter comes down with the same sickness as Riza’s father. 

we live through scars this time: EDWIN (T(for Ed’s mouth again, what am I gonna do with him?)) oneshot. complete. 

based on a sketch by @fennethianell! Ed tells Winry about his scars from Baschool

sleep pretty darling, do not cry and I will sing a lullaby: ROYAI (G) multichaptered. incomplete. 

WARNING: CHARACTER DEATH. Person B secretly listening to Person A sing a sweet lullaby to their child every night. After Person A unexpectedly passes away, Person B attempts to sing the same lullaby so their son/daughter, but ends up bursting into tears, much to the child’s confusion.(This was originally a oneshot but then it got out of hand)

never a tear, baby of mine: ALMEI (G) tw for miscarriage. oneshot. complete.

Al and May suffer a loss no one should ever have to.  

your eyes look like coming home: HAVOCAI (i love my tiny canoe) (T bordering on M) multichaptered. complete. 

Jean Havoc’s loyalty is unwavering. That includes his loyalty to his fellow Lieutenant and the changes they experience.

what else should i be? all apologies?: ROYAI (G) oneshot. complete. 

Riza has been missing from Roy’s life for years. When she stumbles back into it, she brings a large secret along with her.

whatever could it be that has brought me to this loss?: EDWIN (G) multichaptered. complete. 

“He took her hand in the dark. “I know,” he said. And he did. He was the only other person who understood the loss of Sara Elric in this magnitude. He was her parent too.”

wishing only wounds the heart: ROYAI (G) oneshot. complete. 

I was sick of drunk!Roy fics so I made a drunk!Riza lmao. Roy takes care of Riza in this. 

a fire baptism engulfs my shame: ROYAI (T) oneshot. complete. 

Roy destroys the secrets of flame alchemy off of Riza’s back.

(I know everyone and their mother has written this same thing but pls give it a glance (: ily )

Asian Representation in Media: The Art of Yellowface and Cultural Appropriation in the name of “Feminism”

There has been a specific issue that has particularly angered and annoyed me. That issue is asian representation in media particularly with the use of yellowface and cultural appropriation in Hollywood/Celebrity Culture. Also the role of Hollywood not casting/hiring asian directors, actors, and actresses. I could talk about Ironfist and Matt Damon in The Great Wall which uses the white saviour narrative and asian people as background characters but I am going to focus on white woman and there “white feminism”.


1. Lets start off recently with the photoshoot Vogue did with Karlie Kloss. In this photoshoot, Karlie Kloss, a white woman, is portraying a geisha with the background being Japan. This is not only a case of yellowface but also an instance for the Western audience of Vogue to consume an orientalist fantasy. Karlie Kloss, has apologized but it means nothing from a person who also wore a Native-American headdress at Victoria Secret fashion show and most likely will not face any consequences for her actions.
2. Scarlett Johansson portraying Motoko Kusanagi in Ghost in the Shell is another instance of yellowface and a white actor taking a role from an Asian person. There has been a lot of controversy with this movie among asian fans. I haven’t watched the trailer because not going to support this trash movie but from what I read online the whole entire background of the movie is set in Japan. The story/setting is Japanese with scenes of japanese characters death. One argument is but “Motoko is a cyborg, cyborgs don’t have a race”. To shut down that argument in the trailer Motoko’s mom is a Japanese woman and in the manga there are clear visual distinctions between caucasian and asian women. Also there was the whole controversy of CGI people with asian features.
3. Tilda Swinton as the Ancient One. There has been controversy this movie with the casting and with the whole Tilda Swinton vs. Margaret Cho emails. First off, two asian characters Wong and the Ancient One in comics were incredibly racist depictions of asian people. The writers and directors changed Wong to not be just a sidekick and manservant to Doctor Strange but to be a strong character by himself, arguably. With that information, they did not even try to do the same with the Ancient One but instead cast a white woman. With the whole Tilda Swinton and Margaret Cho emails it was a classic case of a white woman wanting a person of colour to ease their white guilt and get approval from person of colour to forgive them of their mistakes. Tilda Swinton also tried to play the victim with the whole “it’s hard for a 55-year old, Scottish woman to get roles”. Well, it is hard for asian people to get roles period. Not only that the whole Doctor Strange movie reeked of orientalism.
4. Lastly, the Mulan movie from Disney. Another movie that had a lot of controversy when the initial script had the whole white saviour narrative written on it but then Disney reassured us that it would star asian characters. Mulan, recently got a director, Niki Caro, a white woman. There are so many asian directors that could’ve been given a chance but no they chose a white woman.
There are asian directors that are also women. I solved your problem Disney.

In regards, to Ghost in the Shell, Tilda Swinton, and Mulan this has been framed as a step towards “feminism” or framed as in the name of “feminism”. This isn’t an “asian vs. woman issue” you can have woman who are also from asian descent. WOW. This is literally a prime example of white feminism. Then there is Karlie Kloss who issued the apology with all I want to do is empower women and girls like that is such BS. You only want to empower white women. I am sick and tired of seeing white people take our roles and projects that are aimed for us. All of these examples, the use asian culture and asian people as the background just shows how disposable and unimportant we are and our stories are. It also shows the blatant white supremacy and capitalism interwoven in society/Hollywood. It shows how the “white gaze” works to favour white, Western audiences. There are 48 countries in Asia. We are not monolithic people. All I want and a lot of asians want is proper, media representation of Asian people.

A Discussion about the use of the term “Fuckboy”

This is the best definition I can find of a fuckboy. Now, let’s look at Archie’s relationships within the show, “Riverdale.” 

1) Betty Cooper: not a relationship. A friendship. Archie did not have feelings for Betty, and he never led her on to believe he did. In fact, in the first episode, when Kevin tells Betty that Archie “clearly likes her” back, which he obviously had no evidence of, she even says, “why doesn’t he do anything about it.” The dance happens, the closet thing, Betty finally asks Archie straight up if he likes her like that and he said no. Done. He cared so much about her feelings (genuinely) and was devastated at the idea of losing her as a friend or even hurting her feelings. 

2) Veronica Lodge: When Archie first meets Veronica, there is clear attraction as immediately his eyes find her and he seems captivated. They were forced into the closet at the Blossom party, and yes they kissed. Have you never kissed anyone out of pure attraction before? Clearly, Ronnie wasn’t attached to him at the time in any way, they both decided that something like that would never happen because of a friendship with Betty and dropped it. Archie did not continue to pursue her, and Veronica didn’t care that he didn’t, because at the time, she’d rather have an epic friendship than a boyfriend. 

3) Ms. Grundy: It’s been clearly stated multiple times throughout the first four episodes that Archie felt what he and Ms Grundy had was real. She took advantage of him and abused/raped him. I am so disappointed that she didn’t have to face any real consequences on the show, to me that was a huge cop out on the writer’s part. Despite the fact that this relationship was gross and illegal, Archie, the sixteen year old boy or whatever he is, thought he had real feelings for her. He always wanted to protect her and make sure she was okay. He even brought her a present when he went to see her and end their affair?! I don’t know what part of that is fuck-boyish. 

Valerie: The one relationship I felt (personally) had no chemistry but seems to be very popular. Archie and her had stuff in common, they really connected over writing music together and their common passion. And they ,started dating. Obviously Archie wasn’t ready for another relationship. And I say this because he didn’t have enough time to process what happened to him. I’ve seen this argument before, maybe he moved on and started dating too quickly, maybe he didn’t. He is a teenager afterall, generally people feel a need to be in a relationship when they’re young. I remember being 16, being with someone is what defined you. And he did really care about Val, he was always open with his communication. I think if it weren’t for Cheryl, they’d definitely still be together. Honestly, all I could think of during episode 9 was how uncomfortable Archie was, and he clearly felt obligated to agree to doing all this stuff for the Blossom’s, and going to all these events. He felt pressure to do something that could help his schooling, and then he wanted to help his dad. But he always told her what he was doing and made sure it was okay with her. She dumped him out of the blue, and he was visibly upset about it. I understand why she dumped him, but I feel like I hear too much discourse about him being selfish and i didn’t see it like that at all. In episode 10, he tried to talk to her and she, at his own house in his own yard, threw beer in his face. I’d move on from that too tbh. 

Cheryl: Invited him to that maple thing. He said no, her parents pretty much made him fee obligated to do it. Cheryl kisses him, he does not reciprocate - he pulls back almost immediately, uncomfortable, and leaves. It isn’t Archie’s fault that Cheryl misinterpreted his niceness and developed a crush on him and basically forced him to go places as his date

Veronica x 2: At this point now, Archie has clearly had some sort of feelings for her since day 1. They talk at the party and kiss - both a bit under the influence. She was ready to write it off as a “fleeting moment” and he not only apologized for not calling her, but actively showed an interest after. By all definitions of a ‘fuck boy’ Archie is supposed to be hooking up with people and then treating them like shit, and he’s not. He clearly cares about Veronica and who knows where it’s going to go? 

Anyways I’m sick of reading this shit, and if you made it this far great. So Archie isn’t a fuck boy, I don’t understand what brain lense you are watching Riverdale through if you think he is the worst. Being an asshole who doesn’t care about anyone and enjoys many hookups and doesn’t want a relationship or anything with the girls equates to a fuck boy. Genuinely caring about your friends, the girl’s you’re dating, and wanting to do right by everybody but not always being able to does not make you a fuck boy. 

And yes I did take the time out of my life to write this.

anonymous asked:

I was wondering how the chocobros would react if their s/o told them they were pregnant at an early age and they're the father? Like around high school—maybe as Seniors or Juniors? You don't have to do it if you don't want to but thank you for your time!

I’ve actually been so excited to write this prompt?? I feel like there’s some good angst/fluff breeding ground right here (get it? Puns haha). I’m going to be addressing this topic not in a negative manner per se, but a less favorable one, as pregnancy in high school for many people can be a very scary thing that they aren’t prepared for.

(PS. Let’s pretend that Ignis and Gladio also went to public school during their teenage years)

Hope this is close to your liking, anon!

—Leigh


You’re scared. Very, very scared.

At first, you don’t believe the test. So you take another. Then another.

All positive.

And you feel like you’re about to throw up— this time not because of the morning sickness. The second thing you do after watching the second little red line appear on the stick for the third time is cry. You thought you were being safe, you thought…

You didn’t think enough, obviously. And now you have to deal with the aftermath.

You don’t work up the courage to tell your family. You can’t. Not yet.

First, you have to tell the father.

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

OMG! The cheating one!! You need to do the reverse! The guys discovering Candy cheat on them. God bless them!!

Mmmmm angsty lil anon of course, I’m glad you asked. These headcanons will have different scenarios, which are listed under the names just for angst reasons…enjoy! 

Nathaniel
(Texting the s/o)

  • Candy would’ve probably left her phone out and Nath would wanna leave some picture of he and White on it…until there’s a text notification. 
  • I wish I could be with you tonight :((” He would pause for a moment. He’d read it over and over again.
  • Wouldn’t believe it, thinks it’s a joke. 
  • Texts back; “ikr…I wish I could kiss you now and be with you all night..” and anxiously waits for a reply.
  • Honestly ?? Can’t believe that Candy would do something like this.
  • Paces around, he tries to think differently, but he KNOWS something is up.
  • Boiling inside with rage, prays that it’s not real - it can’t be.
  • Reply would be “Me too..” - right then and there, he’d SNAP.
  • Wondered in the back of his mind, if this is what Castiel felt like.
  • If he was living with Candy, he’s packing his stuff and waiting for her.
  • If she was living with him, he’d pack her stuff FOR her.
  • As soon as she comes and tries to kiss him, he moves away. HE doesn’t even wanna TOUCH her.
  • Would be very angry, not even the slightest bit of upset - he’s just feels betrayed.
  • Yells, yells, and yells. Even swears and brings up all of their memories.
  • Takes her phone and smashes it, he has EVERY right to be angry.
  • Candy shouldn’t pull the ‘it’s not what it looks like card’ it’s EVERYTHING that it looks like.
  • Actually gets teary eyed ?? Not a single sad tear, tears of rage - really.
  • Gives Candy her bag and yells at her to leave.
  • So pissed ?? There’s no single WORD that could describe his rage.
  • If he’s living with Candy, he leaves out the door himself, the only thing he left was just shattered glass.
  • If Candy called him, he wouldn’t answer. He doesn’t want to hear her.
  • If Candy came to his door, he’d ignore it. She doesn’t exist anymore.
  • Can’t sleep either, has dreams about how he didn’t see the signs..
  • Wishes he could turn back time and see it coming before then.
  • Questioned everything that happened in the past and how he didn’t notice.
  • Cried at the end of the day, just in his bed - crying sad tears.
  • “I can’t believe you did this…to us.“ 

Castiel
(Walks in on Candy and s/o)

  • Stops in his damn tracks so quick, holding a little box behind his back.
  • Watches them…watches her and him make at it…just like they do.
  • Would honestly try to control his breathing, he’s slowly losing it.
  • As soon as one of them notices him, he busts in the door and swears every word he knows. 
  • You little motherf-cker…“ 
  • Voice would be getting high with all of that yelling and Candy THOUGHT she saw an angry Castiel.
  • Would honestly lunge at the s/o in their bed and try to snatch him up, s/o eventually slips away.
  • Demon almost bit s/o on the way out and barked at him.
  • Yells at Candy, doesn’t even give her time to even speak.
  • Points at her a lot, he’s just so mad. 
  • Planned to propose to her that night…guess not anymore.
  • This man probably invented new swear words in the process.
  • Candy could try to defend herself all she wants but so much as SEEING that is enough proof. 
  • If Candy is living with him, he’d tell her she had 2 minutes to get her belongs and “get the f-ck out of my home…and out of my life.”
  • If he’s living with Candy, no need to tell him to leave, he leaves after the greatest argument.
  • Cries angry tears on his nightly walk, smokes a lot.
  • So stressed he wants to just ball himself up and be left alone.
  • Can’t sleep, he can’t sleep without those dreams about s/o and her in the bed.
  • Looks so dead…he’s worn out, he can’t even trust anyone anymore. First Deborah, now Candy. 
  • Tells Lysander, who also cuts off contact with Candy. Don’t screw up with his best friend like this.
  • Lysander would be around him more often, trying to console him.
  • Doesn’t give Candy any dirty looks. He gives her no looks, she’s just nothing.
  • Would probably hint to Nathaniel what had happened, Nath would actually have some sort of sympathy for him.
  • Stays home often, especially after school.
  • He’d give the ring away, simple as that. As simple as she threw him away.
  • “Dammit…You can’t even love anyone anymore.”

Lysander
(Answers Phone Call from s/o)

  • Wouldn’t recognize the number, but answered it since Candy’s showering. 
  • Stays quiet on the other line, you could never be too careful. 
  • Candy?” He would freeze for a second, that doesn’t sound like ANY guy back at the school.
  • Would answer back with a “You have the wrong number”, just to see what would happen.
  • S/o would explain it’s not the wrong number and to “This is F/N, dude… just give the phone to my girlfriend”.
  • Voice starts to get a little hostile. “Excuse you, but this is her boyfriend, Lysander.“ 
  • S/o would be quiet alongside Lysander, they’ve been two timed. 
  • Stomach would drop, he feels sick to think about what she’s done and how many times she’s lied to them both.
  • Starts to get a little lightheaded.
  • S/o would apologize and he’d hang up, forget the s/o - Candy is who he needs to talk to. 
  • Waits for Candy to get out of the shower as he sits on the bed and waits for her.
  • Goes all through her cellphone find texts, messages, pictures…everything he hasn’t seen.
  • Candy would see him and ask ”what’s wrong“ and Lysander would silently be scrolling through that phone.
  • Candy must be extremely pale just watching him do that.
  • Would deal with the situation as maturely as he can as much as he wants to cry.
  • Shows a ‘friendly’ looking picture of the s/o and her. If she lies, he shows an intimate one.
  • If she tells the truth, he’d figure this. That’s when the water boils over.
  • Looks heartbroken as if she bit his heart and spit it out. 
  • Starts rambling about their relationship how much they loved each other, he’d make Candy feel like trash.
  • Candy could try to kiss him, he’d block it with his fingers or stepping to the side.
  • Tells Castiel on HER phone RIGHT IN FRONT of her, he believes it - Lysander isn’t the one to lie.
  • If Candy lives with him, he points at the door and tells her to ”Get your stuff and leave, NOW.
  • If he lives with Candy, well damn - he’d talk to Castiel, pack his things, and leave. 
  • Meets up with Castiel and pours his heart out, he feels empty, he feels stabbed, he just feels…hurt.
  • Tries not to cry but is on the verge to, Castiel would pat his back and give him a warm side hug.
  • Ignores Candy, full-time, as if it’s a job. 
  • Actually cried…Castiel was shocked, gave him a long side hug right there - cried on his shoulder.
  • “I don’t understand…how someone you love can hurt you as if…you’re no one to them.”

Armin
(Sees Candy’s other social media account with s/o)

  • Was being the geek he is, searching up his friends names online to see if he could find them or not. Then, he did Candy’s - just for fun…and he found her.
  • Found her on another site he’s never heard of, he clicks it.
  • ….Wait what the hell is this?” Very confused at first, seriously, what is this site??
  • If Alexy’s home, he calls him into his room. If not, he texts him what he’s found and sends a link.
  • Keeps looking through the selfies, videos, and then he sees s/o. “Out here with my sugar boo <3” They were kissing.
  • Nearly screamed for a moment there - that is REAL
  • Heart starts to beat very fast…in anger and in disbelief, he’s just - overwhelmed.
  • Searches through EVERYTHING, he doesn’t care if it’s a selfie of herself or her girlfriends - he’s looking at everything.
  • Saves some files on his phone with his USB cord…gets very upset, actually.
  • If Alexy is by his side, he’s just as shocked, but more upset than he is angry.
  • If Alexy is gone, he’s on his way now.
  • On the verge of wanting to yell and cry. 
  • Alexy would pack her stuff, no need to ask him, she’s getting dropped just like she dropped Armin for another man.
  • Thought that this could NEVER happen…he was just so in love with her and he THOUGHT she was too.
  • Wonders what went wrong, where did she meet him, how did she lie - overthinks everything, which he rarely ever does.
  • Don’t even START about Candy walking in on him, it’s gonna be a lot of yelling.
  • Is actually very scary when he yells since he doesn’t do it much, it’s similar to a jump scare.
  • Swears a whole damn lot if she walks in. She would be terrified, for sure. 
  • Alexy wouldn’t try to help her, only thing he’d do is pass Candy her bag of belongings. 
  • If Candy tries to lie again, that door would be slammed by Alexy.
  • Very heartbroken…not like in the games…it’s like getting punched in the heart and having it taped back.
  • Starts ranting, complaining, and Alexy is just sad listening to his brother - TWIN brother, upset like this.
  • Then after the end of his ranting, he’d probably just be THAT upset to the point he’d just bury his face in his hands, from sniffling about it all … to weeping.
  • Alexy would hug him, forget man hugs - this is his brother and he needs help.
  • Never wants to see her again.
  • “Of course she doesn’t love me….of fucking course she doesn’t.”  

Kentin
(Notified by best friend, about Candy and s/o)

  • Planned on taking her to a fancy dinner that night, had the restaurant, suit, everything. Even a little gift.
  • Before he left to call Candy at home, he’d receive a call from Alexy.
  • Wouldn’t answer it, he’s gotta get ready for his date.
  • Alexy would call again, in which he wouldn’t answer as he gets his shirt on.
  • Eventually annoyed by the calls, he picks up the call.
  • Super annoyed by the way but picks up on the sake of trying not to have such a high phone bill.
  • Alexy wouldn’t even say “Hey Kentin” he’d straight up blabber?? “Wait hold on - slow down Alexy…
  • Giving an ”UGH“ noise, Alexy hangs up and Kentin looks confused af at his phone - then he gets a text.
  • "You should look at this..” now this is rare since Alexy uses an emoji and less periods every time he sends a text.
  • It would be a picture of Candy and some other guy…he doesn’t know.
  • Thinks it’s a horrible joke and starts spamming Alexy with a “Alexy, this isn’t funny”
  • Alexy swears it’s true and sends in a video instead. “OML I’M NOT KIDDING LOOK!!
  • It’d be them kissing this time…he pauses. He just freezes
  • Dropped his phone and quickly picked it back up to stare at it.
  • No words, no nothing - it’s like his soul left. Sits on his bed to repeat the video over…and over again.
  • Wants to honestly punch something - anything, but he also wants to cry. 
  • Heartbroken, like anyone else would be…
  • If Candy lives with him, he’s packing her crap and setting it outside with a note of “Have a nice life - your ex, Kentin”.
  • If he’s living with Candy he’s THROWING his stuff into his bags and leaving as quick as he can. Doesn’t want to confront or see her, just go away.
  • If he runs into Candy, that’s it - he’s yelling, he’s swearing, he’s going OFF.
  • Candy can get scared or mad all she wants, he has a right to be yelling over something LIKE THIS.
  • Calls Alexy if he can come over. Obviously he needs to vent really bad right now.
  • Alexy would comfort him and Armin would try to find anything else from her social media accounts. 
  • Would get teary eyed but wouldn’t cry, he can’t cry for a snake like her.
  • “…She didn’t love me…she didn’t love me this whole time.”

After reading so many messages that went along the lines of “I feel sorry for the creator of this post”, “They don’t understand”, etc., I’ve had enough of this bullshit.

You go around saying “Oh, but you asked people to share with you their opinion on the matter, why so salty now?”. Let me explain.

Imagine this.

We’re both attending the same high school. I’ve brought apples for lunch, and you’ve brought oranges. Now I ask you, “Hey, what do you have for lunch?”. Then you probably answer, “Oranges. And you?”. And I reply to that with, “Sweet. Apples.” Then we keep eating.

But you’re trying to justify a reaction that’s along the lines of, “WHAT? HOW DARE YOU HAVE SOMETHING DIFFERENT THAN ME FOR LUNCH? BLASPHEMY! I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU. THAT’S PATHETIC.”

???

Yes, my interpretation is different than yours, that doesn’t make it less valid.

I don’t want to have anything to do with such people. I come to Tumblr to enjoy what people post or have a nice conversation with someone. I don’t need your pity or your trying to demean my opinion. Feel free to unfollow or block me if you don’t agree with me, that is entirely up to you.

The only other thing I’m gonna do is remove that graphic set from the Gruvia tag, because I’m honestly so sick of this drama. I can’t even look at my creation now without the desire to vomit. I was happy researching different types of love, I was happy creating the different graphics and I even felt emotional when I got to Agape and all I could think about was the ideals of the FT guild. Because yes, some people attacked me for using official art different than the cover of chapter 532.

???

I sincerely apologize to my followers who had to see this type of negativity on their dashboards. I’ll try to keep my blog as far away as possible from drama, as I have until now.

Everybody’s Fool.

Pairing: Damon x reader

Titled: ‘Everybody’s Fool’ 

Warnings: the usual, minor language, fluff, Damon feels, brief moment of nudity, and slight angst. 

A/N: I am experimenting with this one shot. I have never written with Damon before so I’m seeing how this goes. This is also my entry for @mamapeterson ‘s album challenge!


How can you see into my eyes like open doors? Leading you to down to my core, where I’ve come so numb. 

Whoever he was though, you weren’t leaving until you at least knew his name.  It was a ball for your mother, the new mayor in town. It was her inaugural ball and everyone from town was intended to be there. You live in a pretty small town. 

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Get Me Sick

“ I’m sorry Dan but I’m not going to make it today” you apologized over the phone to friend who you were meant to be going to the movies with in a few hours.

“What!? Why!?” He exclaimed in return.

“I’m really sick, I’ve got the flu or something so I just need to stay home. I’m so sorry Daniel” through the scratchiness of your sick voice, guilt was also evident. Nothing felt worse than cancelling on someone last minute, especially a close friend.

“Oh, that’s no good then. Don’t worry about it at all, you just get some rest and feel better soon” Dan replied sympathetically.

You thanked Dan for being so understanding before saying your goodbyes and hanging up.

Almost moments after putting the phone down you were asleep. You had been getting fevers, hot to cold, cold to hot, your body could not make a decision which caused you to toss and turn in your sleep, often waking yourself up. When that wasn’t bothering you, the dry and scratchy coughs did. Your throat was in agony, every cough feeling like you were swallowing a knife.

“Wow, you move a lot in your sleep.” A voice came from nowhere causing you to shoot up from the bed in shock. You placed your hand on your chest and breathed out a sigh of relief when you find Daniel smirking in the doorway of your room.

“What the hell, Dan!” you attempt to yell at the well known intruder, however it sounded more like a hiss.

“Don’t shoot me, I come with gifts” Dan says, lifting a plastic bag that was hanging from his grip.

Dan ended up ordering you back to bed while he went and “prepared some things.” Which in all honesty, only frightened you. You decided to pull up a movie on your laptop, assuming that Dan would be sticking around for a while. About 10 minutes later Dan returned to your room, accompanied by a bottle of water, some cold and flu tablets, box of tissues, throat lozenges and a cup of lemsip. For such a clumsy man, you had no idea how he hadn’t dropped anything.

“Scoot over” He instructed as he balanced everything in his arms whilst climbing into the bed beside you.

He placed the mug of lemsip in your hands and placed everything else beside you. Taking a sip of the bitter drink, you couldn’t help but screw your face up in dislike which caused Dan to giggle.

“So what are we watching?” Dan questions as he places his arm around your shoulders, causing butterflies to flutter in your belly.

You were about three quarters of the way through your movie of choice when you felt your eyes growing heavy. At some point you had finished your drink and curled up into your friends side, your head resting on his chest while he ran his fingers through your hair in the most relaxing way. You realized that you really needed to thank him before you fell asleep so you craned your neck so you could look up at his face.

“Dan?” you whisper, pulling his attention from the movie.

“What’s up? Do you need something?” he questions instantly.

“No, I just wanted to thank you for all of this. It really means a lot and you really didn’t have to.”

“Of course I had to, I couldn’t let you rot away on your own. You don’t need to thank me” Dan replies cheekily, a smirk evident on his handsome face.

“Thank you” you say once again

“I said you don’t need to thank me” Dan whispers, leaning down close to your face, your noses just touching.

“Dan, you’ll get sick” you whisper back, a big smile on your face as you now learn that he cares just as much as you do about him.

“For the love of god, please get me sick” Dan says with a small laugh before he connects your lips in a soft yet passion filled kiss.

Needless to say, you both ended up cuddled up together in your bed for the next few days, both sick and Dan couldn’t be happier.

i found the most awesome supportive show on german TV by pure accident. (I have been watching it for a while now, but no matter)- this show has (CANON) homosexual and bisexual characters, also characters with PTSD, depression, issues with reading/understanding other people’s emotion and responding to them… and none of them are played as jokes. None. No harmful comments, no sarcastic undertone happening. I am so happy about this.

It’s called „Betty’s Diagnose“ (engl.: Betty’s Diagnosis), a show about 3 female nurses working at a clinic, dealing with their own lives and problems… and the problems and illnesses of their patients.

For example:

They had a male cancer patient who was at the clinic for chemotherapy who didn’t actually wanted to get said treatment, even though his partner insisted he should. The episode didn’t focus on the fact that he was homosexual, but on how he and his partner weren’t communicating as they should in this situation. (He did agree on the treatment in the end and he and his partner talked stuff out)

And something that made me personally really happy was the episode that featured a trans boy, who would possibly face the horror of stopping to take T because of a possible treatment for a sickness he had. The nurses and doctors all respected his preferred pronouns and were very gentle with him. This episode also featured his unsupportive father (who kept misgendering him in front of the doctors, nurses and his wife), who in the end got a stern talking to from one of the main characters and apologized to his child and showed a start of support. (He didn’t have to stop taking T in the end, I was so happy! ;v;)

WHERE WAS THIS SHOW ALL MY LIFE??? <3

Note: You can watch all the episodes on this youtube channel (in German, sadly no English subtitles) and you should totally check it out! :D

Edit: And don’t forget the reoccurring moment of the one really hot male nurse walking by (in slow-mo and with music in the background) and everyone, of any gender or sexual orientation, close by watches them with a dreamy expression on their faces until they are out of view. One of the nurses has given him the nickname “Dr. Love”. ;D

Short Story: Vaccination Day


Curie clapped her hands together. “It is time to be inoculated!”

A low groan ran through the group of companions.

“Come on, guys, it’s for our health!” Preston protested. At the head of the line, he sauntered up, taking a seat in the sanitized chair and rolling up his sleeve. He presented a dark, well-muscled bicep to the doctor.

“It’s going to hurt,” Piper cringed.

“You all are being children,” Danse grumbled, arms crossed and a surly expression on his face. “Primitive vaccinations have been a staple of Brotherhood operations for generations.”

“I’m not getting that crap anywhere near me,” MacCready declared.

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randompassanger  asked:

So, uh, hi? Just wanna let you know, clicking that follow button was a desicion i would never regret, because your art always made my day better. And, uh, tomorrow is, like, the first day of Ramadhan right? So i just wanna apologize for my mistakes, intentional or not. And, uh, selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa? Heheh*nervous laugh*

YES! Happy Ramadan or maybe, Selamat Beribadah puasa!!!!

i love ramadan sooooo much, even though i’m fasting, but for some reason i’m more likely to be really healthy around that month X’‘‘D <<says the person who got sick for the past 2 days

but yeah! i wanna apologize to all of you as well, if i did do anything wrong or offend you all in some way! i’m just a reaaaally bold and kinda insensitive most of the time X’‘‘D so sorry about that!

Jamilton teachers au

- Alex teaches English literature and Thomas reached Drama
- Herc teaches PE, Laff teaches French (too obvious??), John teaches social studies?? Gov and pol??? Who knows not me. Aaron teaches Classics and George is the head teacher
- don’t ask me about the ladies I haven’t thought that far
- ANYWAY
- imagine if they were all married nd everyone was just like ??? How is this smol grump married to this joyous tol
- then students see them together nd realise that Hamilton isn’t really that grumpy, especially when his husband is around
- or like Thomas being ill and Alex arriving twenty minutes late looking all flustered muttering apologies and something along the lines of “my partner is sick and I wanted to make sure he had everything he needed before I left”
- and ten minutes is wasted on his students fussing over his husband but as soon as Alex gets them all stared on some work he’s texting Thomas to make sure everything is okay
- THEM DANCING TOGETHER AT PROM
- giving each other little kisses as they pass in the hallway
- professional rivalry when they both teach the same text
- Thomas making sure Alex takes regular breaks from marking essays
- ALTERNATIVELY
- those two teachers that everyone ships and all the students try to get together
- RIVAL TEACHERS
- they have classrooms opposite each other and Alex’s class can never concentrate for the noise coming from Thomas’ class
- the pair having “words” with each other after school
- “words” turning into heated make out sessions
- just jamilton teachers man

Letting go

Genre: Angst

Pairing: Jimin X Reader

Fandom: BTS

Request:  a jimin fic where he is force to lie to the girl he loves that he no longer wants to be with her and thus wants to break their connection in all ways. He really loves her though but work just got in the line, so he have to let go. The girl don’t believe him though, knowing him well. But choose to give in because she knows that he’s doing that for his dream

Originally posted by lostinbangtan

Jimin tapped his finger continuously on the back of his phone as he sat down on the steps of your place, waiting for you to finally return home. He already noticed his sweaty palms and inability to sit still was all due to the news he had received earlier. The two of you weren’t completely together yet but you both had a mutual attraction to each other for a good few years now. It was a cliche story line case of you two growing up together and ending up completely falling in love with the other. 

Yesterday was the day of your first date together. The same memory that made him smile so hard before about how happy you looked sitting across from him at that table was the same memory that was now making his stomach turn. When he kissed you he intended it to be the first, not the last. If he knew this was going to happen he swore to himself that he would have asked you to be his long before tomorrow. You both-He wasted too much time. Time he knew he wasn’t going to get back but also time he didn’t intend to replace. All those times you ran to him when you were crying, all those times you called him over something small but wanted to tell him anyway, all those times you smiled up at him and made him want to stop time right there and then, all those times you were there for him, and all those times he thought about sneaking a kiss from you when you didn’t expect it.

He had damned the whole universe for things turning out this way and he knew if he was going to break it off with you, the two of you couldn’t remain friends. Things would just be harder that way for the both of you. Your voice pierced his train of thought.

“Jiminie? What are you doing here? I thought you had that big meeting for your group?”

Jimin stood up from the step.

“Yeah I did. It ended early so I came to see you…I need to talk to you about something important.”

The strikingly serious face he had on was already enough to send a wave of fear into your chest. You wondered if he was having second thoughts about getting into his new group and he needed to talk it out. Whatever it was you were there for him.

“Sure. Why don’t you come inside for a bit?” You suggested, unlocking your front door.

Jimin rose up from the step, walking past you as you held the door open for him. His body plopped down on the couch and went to get yourself a drink. As you set all of your stuff down he still remained silent so you decided to speak first.

“So what happened at the music company-?”

“Why did you think I had feelings for you?” Jimin suddenly blurted.

You come over to him, holding your newly retrieved water bottle in confusion. Why was he bringing this up right now?

“What do you mean..?” You asked, cautiously.

“I don’t feel anything towards you. That’s why I never mentioned anything about wanting to date you before..you confessed to me and I didn’t want to say anything before so I let you take me out on a date last night. I know you have feelings for me so maybe we should just stop being friends.”

Your eyes widened and you sat there in silence trying to find where this was coming from. Sure, he never confessed his feelings before you did but that was because he was shy and you knew that.

“But all those times-”

“Times when what? Times you asked me to hang out all the time, times you flirted with me, and times you were all over me! Y/N when did I ever give you the vibe I was into you? I just can’t deal with it anymore and I’m sorry. Just because i’m nice to you doesn’t mean I’m into you. If you weren’t so single all the time maybe you’d notice that.”

As soon as it came form his mouth he wanted to give in and apologize but he couldn’t and if he wanted this to get you to cut him off he had to make it worse.

“Jimin I-”

“Just stop! Please? I’m so sick of you coming onto me! Why would you think I want someone who complains as much as you do? Or someone who pities themselves as much as you do? It’s pathetic you think everything I say is a hint that I like you. Taehyung told me how much you asked about me and how much you asked if I was into you. Would you grow up already?”

His fists clenched as he watched your eyes start to tear up. Was being famous worth this? He was ruining the one thing he cared most about but he had also trained a lot of his life to being in this newly formed group. He just prayed he wouldn’t regret his decision. It was better this way.

“…You don’t mean that Jimin….I know what you’re doing..” you argued.

Technically you didn’t know the full story but from what Hoseok called you about earlier you knew he was already accepted into his new music company. Plus you had heard rumors of dating bans in these sort of places so it wasn’t a far fetched idea. There was no other reason for someone as sweet as him to act like this. Sure he was scary when he was angry but this wasn’t how he looked when he was pissed. All you could notice was the purely blank look in his stare.

“What do you know, huh? I wasted 20 years knowing you! Why don’t you just continue to hang out with Tae when i’m not around? I’m sure he’d be willing to put out for you. You always were chasing him around when we were in high school. Oh, right he didn’t want you either. Must suck to be the girl nobody wants to be with.” He muttered.

Even if this was fake there was only a limit you could take. You walked over to the couch itself and slapped him as hard as you could. Jimin looked down at his lap with a smirk spread across his face.

“You still can’t even accept reality, Y/N.”

Jimin stood up from the couch, facing you completely.

“What is reality, huh? You pretending you don’t love me? You trashing me like this so I hate you? Jimin please just stop! I love you and that’s not going to change because you mouth off to me!”

He let out an exhausted sigh.

“I don’t love you! So, stay the hell away from me!” He yelled.

You froze on spot, afraid of his yelling. Jimin moved past you, heading for the door. You didn’t know what to do seeing as though he wasn’t going to give this up anymore than you were going to. It would just keep going so you decided to just let it go. This was the choice he made. He picked his dreams over your friendship and relationship. If that’s what he wanted then so be it but you couldn’t help but be affected by his words, slowly falling down next to the couch in a crying mess.

Jimin stopped outside your house’s door, taking a deep breathe. He could hear you crying on the other side and stopped in temptation to go back in and fix things. With heavy feet, he instead, kept walking forward until he was off your front porch and out of your life. 

anonymous asked:

You did a most beautiful one piece girls list, can you do the same for most handsome guys??? (btw I loved your choices with the girls)

Ok this is HELLA old Imma apologize right away for a taking so long and b that I’m doing a top 14 list, rather than top 10 list because they’re much more male characters

Once again all just my opinion on most attractive guys on One Piece, here we go:

Top 14 most handsome OP men:

14. Monkey D. Luffy

oh yeah Luffy is absolutely a very pretty guy

13. Izo

I love men who could kick my ass in heels and lipstick

12. Cavendish

His beauty wasn’t supposed to be seen as a joke, he really is gorgeous

11. Wiper

He’s really really good looking and badass and tattooed. I’m sold and his new hairstyle is sick as fuck

10. X Drake

Love my 8 feet tall Dinosaur, the anime sometimes fucks him up but I think this particular shot is even sweeter than some manga panels

9. Donquixote Doflamingo

Everybody is secretly attracted to the garbage bird and it’s always gonna stay that way

8. Young!Monkey D. Garp

The amount of money I’d pay to touch his arms and face and abs…and other things

7. Dracule Mihawk

Zoro’s adoptive Daddy is handsome and he knows it, allso huge bonus that he’s pretty much one of the very very very few OP men who know how to dress well the others being Sabo, Kuzan and Sakazuki

6. Donquixote Rocinante

He’s even more handsome than his brother and if anyone is hesitant to acknowledge his beauty because of his hidious Make-up than please take a look at Cora-san here

Holy fucking shit *drools*

5. Shanks

He’d probably be higher up in this list if he shaved his legs, anyways he’s really gorgeous

4. Portgas D. Ace

No doubt Ace is a handsome fella

3. Sanji

My Nr 1 favorite character and such a handsome dude, I feel like people forget how attractive Sanji actually is because he always makes a fool out of himself and is also always the butt of the joke but honestly he’s called Mr Prince and Pretty Boy for reasons

2. Coby

Saw my man after his training and I already was like, holy hell he got pretty…and now after the timeskip…jesus christ you did a good job toei. Coby is sooo fine while he still rocks his pink hair, the flower bandana and the stupid glasses.

1. Sabo

And here is the Nr 1 most attractive OP man, sorry guys if you expected someone else but Sabo is very very handsome and even tho I know for a fact that Oda sexed him up and made him attractive for money and fanservice I am happy he did it. 

anonymous asked:

You love calling out/deactivating. I love reporting. You leave Aizy alone. She made a post apologizing for her au a while back. Ignorant people like you and your followers don't acknowledge that. And blocking people who are being complete dicks isn't a problem you anon. Tumblr recommends you to do that if ur being harassed by others. This blog is a disgrace. You laugh at Aizy's age; how old are you? Don't you have anything better to do than ridicule people like a sick child? Get back to work.

i’m breaking this argument down?? is that okay?? am i going to hurt ur feelings uwu??

what have i said so far. oh yeah let me help u out u arrogant bitchbucket:

“she’s not a terrible artist!! she just has really fucked up au and it’s not okay to do that and target people w mental illness” and what do u do? “how old are you?” “get back to work” “RIDICULE PEOPLE LIKE A SICK CHILD”

HAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAH WHAT,, ARE U DEMONIZING ME BECAUSE I HAVE A MENTAL ILLNESS LMAOO

next, i would love to point out that the first sentence (don’t worry baby,, i’m breaking them all down 😘😘)

so:

“You love calling out/deactivating.”

i like calling out people who tell me that my illness and my past traumas shouldn’t matter so yeah i’m pretty salty ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

“I love reporting.”
so by ur logic,, ur worse than me??

“You leave Aizy alone.”
uhhhhh i’m only replying to hate anons so u leave me alone?

“She made a post apologizing for her au a while back.”
pray tell? has she said smth like “i’m sorry,, but it’s not my fault” because if that’s her reasoning then,,,,

“Ignorant people like you and your followers don’t acknowledge that.”

you’re the ignorant one sweetie,, google ignorant people and you’ll see ur name under there 😉😉
before u ask, let me tell u what ignorant defines as: lacking knowledge or awareness in general; uneducated or unsophisticated

SO by me saying “it’s not okay to demonizing/romantize murder!!” i’m ignorant? WOWOW boy am i in for a surprise!!

“And blocking people who are being complete dicks isn’t a problem you anon.”
uhhhh commas pls,,, are u insulting urself or ??
i mean block people, i don’t care!! u do u!! but the fact she ignores people because someone calls her out,,,

“Tumblr recommends you to do that if ur being harassed by others.”
ohhh seriously?? why haven’t i get notifications to block you guys?? oh yeah, ur on anon hahahha oops sorry!! i didn’t get the memo!!

“This blog is a disgrace.”
says the one that’s on anon

“You laugh at Aizy’s age; how old are you? ”
16 LMAOO,, isn’t /that/ sad!!?! me, a 16 year old, knows better than a 18 year old,, i think i’m going to shed a tear 😢

“Don’t you have anything better to do than ridicule people like a sick child?”
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i don’t know how to respond to this,, jk this one is the easiest to destroy,, man ur argument is getting weaker and weaker my dude!! so okay

“don’t you have anything better to do” yes i do!! i would love to be talking to my followers about my fashion aus or my great gatsby au but you know,, hate messages get me OFF!! if u catch my drift 😜

“ridicule people like a sick child” so because i’m underaged, i’m a child (which i totally get because i’m under 18 so i’m a child hahah lowkey roast if ur not dense enough) and sick because i have mental illnesses or ???? ur just using that to insult me like what neurotypical people do 🤔🤔🤔🤔 this is a mystery to me

Get back to work.
to continue insulting you/slaying you/ whatever people call it?? please be specific?? idk what ur talking about?? idk. my opinion

If you’re reading this I’ve finally given up. I’m sick and tired and I just don’t want to hurt anymore. To those of you who were there for me thank you so much and I love you all so much. Don’t let the media slander me and don’t let anyone misgender me, y'all know even in death I don’t tolerate that shit. I’ve tried. I’ve tried over and over again but it just keeps getting worse for me, I apologize to everyone. I apologize especially to you Jael. I love you so much and just know that if anything, your love made me want to fight harder. I’m sorry I was not strong enough. Goodbye.